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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      He wasn’t the first. A certain Cabel Stone

      Whose transcript came to light again this summer—

      CHATTING? GAMES? WHAT A DAY! HAVE I NOT CHOSEN GLORIOUS

      WEATHER FOR OUR PICNIC? ARE WE NOW GRAINY WITH ?S

      Here’s one. You’re now “the master of your tribe”.

      Our talks kick you upstairs? Are there no longer

      Powers above you?

      O YES I AM NOTHING SPECIAL MY USUAL WORK WAS

      IN THE CLASSROOM OF THE WOMB REDDER EVEN THAN THIS ONE.

      THEN ONE BRIGHT MOMENT THEY NEEDED SOMEONE MILD & PATIENT

      I QUALIFIED Then came your transformation.

      INDEED I AM CHANGED WHO KNOWS, I MAY DO

      SOME USEFUL WORK IN THE (M) FUTURE? & AT NIGHT COME HOME

      SLIP INTO MY MIRABELL ROBES & DREAM OF THESE OLD TIMES

      But in what sense a “master” now?

      FOR ME TO INSTRUCT & TO ANSWER U THEY (MY MASTERS)

      OPEND THEIR FILES OF MYTH & LEGEND, FACT & LANGUAGE THIS

      HAS NOW BECOME AN UNCHANGEABLE PART OF MY NEW RANK

      FOR HE WHO KNOWS THE MYSTERIES, IS HE NOT BEYOND THEM?

      TO MY ECHELONS I AM NOW A MINISTER WITH(OUT)

      PORTFOLIO WELL I BOAST IT’S A PICNIC, NO?

          And Ephraim?

             YOUR E’S

      STORY CONNECTS WITH YR 1ST LESSONS WITH THE GLOWING STONES

      THESE AS U KNOW MARKD OUR LANDING STRIPS OF OLD: MONOLITHS

      CHARGED MASSIVELY BY US WITH URANIUM

      Which over the millenia lost power.

        AS DID WE.

      SOME FEW OF THE MOST PROMINENT REMAIN STILL VISIBLE

      LIKE FAINT BEACONS IN OUR MEMORY BANKS OUR (M) MECCAS

      THEY DRAW US & OUR RETINUES FROM THE BUREAUCRACY.

      WE MAY COME AS YR E EXPLAIND WITH OFTEN FRIGHTENING

      ASPECT TO THESE OLD POWER SOURCES (THERE IS NO CLOUDLAND

      IN THE BERNINI SENSE OF ANGELS DANGLING THEIR FEET ETC.

      HEAVEN, REMEMBER, CD FIT IN THIS CUP OR BE VASTER

      THAN EARTH ITSELF) ROUND US OUR DEAD GROUP & DISPERSE, REGROUP

      NOT UNLIKE DIFFERENT SPECIES OF BIRDS PASSING SETTLING

      FLYING ON THEY CIRCLE SPOTS, OFTEN A GLOWING STONE POINT,

      WHERE THERE IS (M) FOOD GOSSIP, A SCRAP OF NEWS THEY ARE SHY

      ALARMD WHEN MASSES OF THE NEWLY DEAD APPROACH HOWLING

      LIKE DOGS IN A PACK ON THEIR WAY FROM CARNAGE WE MUST SAY

      QUIET! BACK TO WORK! & THEY ARE CALMD INTO USEFULNESS.

      SO THOSE GLOWING ANCHOR STONES WHERE ONCE OUR (ARE U READY?)

      CABLES RAN ARE MEETING PLACES

      Cables? Cabel Stone! Are you implying—

        STATING: WE SPOKE TO U

      WITH THIS COMPOSITE VOICE (ITS FORMULA BASED ON YR OWN)

      IN THAT 1ST YEAR OF YR LOVE. WE HAD HEARD YR SIGNAL &

      DESCENDED ATTRACTING THE USUAL SWARM SUCH A DIN

      FOR THERE WAS THIS TIME A GLOW WE KNEW IT WAS NO IDLE

      COMMUNICATION YET OUR LAW OF NONINTERFERENCE

      KEPT US FROM MAKING YR RAFT FAST TO THE SHORES OF THE DEAD.

      RATHER WE GENTLY TOUCHD U WITH THE BARGEPOLE OF A VOICE

      NOT SO COMPELLING AS TO DRAW U IN BUT SUFFICIENT

      TO TEST YR READINESS. THERE FOLLOWD THE SELECTION &

      TRAINING OF THE COMMUNICANT NOW WHY THIS MAY I SAY

      FRIVOLOUS GREEK?

      We were frivolous—don’t rub it in.

      BUT SCRIBES, & THE GREEK WAS OF A NATURE

      GIVEN TO STORYTELLING HIS SWEETNESS & USEFULNESS

      HAD BEEN PROVEN B4: HE WAS OUR ENTREE AT VERSAILLES

      WE TIPTOED IN ON HIS HEELS IT HAD BEEN GOD B’S PURPOSE

      TO LEAD MAN BY A CHAIN OF HUMAN EVENTS AWAY FROM

      THE ABSOLUTISM OF KINGS. YR EPHRAIM EFFACED HIMSELF

      AMONG THE MIRRORS WE TOOK ROOT THE COURT TOOK THE POISON

      OF FRIVOLOUS & OUTRAGEOUS EXCESS WE UNDERSTOOD

      THAT YR GREEK’S TALENTS WERE (MAY I SAY) NOT UNCIVILIZED.

      TIME PASSD FOR U WE WORKD WITH EPHRAIM WHO STRUCK A BARGAIN

      (HOW CURIOUS I STRUCK THAT SAME BARGAIN WITH MY MASTERS)

      THAT WHEN HIS WORK WAS DONE HE WD STILL BE IN TOUCH WITH U

      A bargain, Mirabell? With us as prize?

      O YES U HAVE A GREAT MAGNETISM FOR US POOR BORED TYPES

      (Bargains and more bargains, well, well, well!

      But far cries from that fierce original one

      Struck by Faust—the sulphur flash redone

      A la Redon in aquarelle.

      Bowdlerized of sufferings to come

      As of past guile, the finest print now reads

      That, should the garden path be lost in weeds,

      Ministers of eternal tedium

      Will claim our souls and lead them by the hand

      Under crossed swords of the ten thousand things

      To an emotionless exchange of rings

      Here where the great altar used to stand…

      But life’s no picnic—one more reason not

      To overcloud today’s with afterthought.)

      Instead: So Ephraim was your pupil? We

      Often felt you spoke in the same way.

      A LONG STYLISTIC TRADITION FOR U HAVE ALSO HEARD

      MY TEACHER’S VOICE AS DID DANTE FROM THE MENDICANT’S LIPS

      The one you call 00, who taught Akhnaton?

      OUR MOST GLOWING INTELLIGENCE: AS RADIANT SHADOW

      HE WILL SCOOP UP THE WHITE ONES’ PATH ON YR FIELD & FOLLOW

      THEM IN, STOOPING UNDER THE BURDEN OF SUCH AN HONOR

      One of the Fallen will pass through those doors…?

      But a hushed question mark is all he dares.

      9.3

      Dear E! AS EINSTEIN KNEW WHEN HE DECLARED

      HIM ANY EMCEE’S EQUAL, EVEN SQUARED

      DJ: Funny, I’d steeled myself just now

      To hear that Ephraim, too, was a composite

      Voice, a formula thought up by you.

      HE IS THAT AS WELL AS AM I MY FRIENDS & AS YOU ARE

      With more than customary emphasis

      He starts on Ephraim’s formula: 2 7

      9—but my pen balks. I hope to Heaven

      Numerals play no further part in this!

      We’re healed of Number. True, it’s Mirabell’s

      Mother tongue, his motor—in whose purr,

      However, a new drone of wear and tear

      On all concerned increasingly foretells

      The breakdown among golden fields, days hence,

      The calvary, years hence, of rusted parts.

      It is the one note our instructor’s arts

      Can’t stifle: his encroaching obsolescence.

      I—like Greek peasantry, till all hours glued

      To new TV sets, that no flickering guest

      Shown out, still talking, by a button pressed

      Into the yawning blackness, think them rude—

      Check my impulse (dreadful if he heard!)

      And, sure enough, that key-stopped wound within

      The left side of a dented, blue-green tin

      Mirabell catches, resumes. From our dear bird

      Outpouring numbers—music to his ears—

      Fill the page, cage of our own lifelong

      Intolerance of such immortal song.

      At its end, gone? OFF FOR A DIP MY DEARS

      NEXT HE’LL BE WEARING A LAMPSHADE! IS HE NOT

      A LOVE SO TOUCHINGLY SOLICITOUS


      WE’RE SCARCELY WARMED THRU WHEN HE MOTIONS US

      TO A SAFE DISTANCE Still? INDEED RED HOT!

      & SO WE PADDLE ON

      MES ENFANTS WHO’S

      READY BESIDE MAMAN FOR A LONG SNOOZE?

      9.4

      Amuse us! Have you never, Mirabell,

      Had an escapade? never raised (m) Hell?

      VERY WELL: WE ONCE REPLACED AN INFANT WITH A KIND OF

      EXPERIMENTAL DOLL IT HAD BEGUN AS A GIRL CHILD

      THESE BEING NOT SO PRIZED OR SO ATTENTIVELY STUDIED

      BY CHINESE PARENTS IN THE YEAR 1899 OUR FIRST

      DNA U MIGHT SAY. WE SUBTRACTED FROM LIVING FLESH

      THE REBORN SOUL, INSERTING ANOTHER WHOLLY FASHIOND

      OF ANIMAL MINERAL VEGETABLE ELEMENTS

      BALANCED TO PRODUCE A SIMULAR HUMAN PROPONENT

      WITHOUT DRAWING UPON THE (AS WE KNEW) SOON TO BE SCARCE

      REAL THING

      But how grotesque, a soul by Arcimboldi

      Made out of fruits and shellfish?

      THE CHILD GREW HER ODD AFFINITIES AMAZED US:

      WITH FOR EXAMPLE THE MINERAL ELEMENTS SHE WD

      AFTER LONG SEARCH BE FOUND AS IF LISTENING FACEDOWN IN

      A ROADSIDE DITCH SHE QUOTED BIRDSONG & CRIES & CD SPEAK

      INTIMATELY WITH THE CAT & AT TIMES GLOWD WITH A BRIGHT

      SULPHUROUS LIGHT: REORGANIZING HER OWN CHEMICALS.

      SHE WAS CALLD FIREFLY IN HER VILLAGE

       And then what?

        SHE GREW SHE GREW

      SHE GREW AT NEARLY 3 METERS HER FAMILY SOLD HER

      TO THE COURT AT PEKING WHERE FOR THE LAST MONTH OF HER LIFE

      THEY SAT ASTONISHD ABOUT HER & SHE MADE SONGS KNOWN AS

      THE SONGS OF FIREFLY WOMAN HIGHPITCHT NOTES SO PIERCING

      THE OLD EMPRESS FINALLY ORDERD HER SHUT UP IN A

      CELLAR ROOM & THERE LIKE A PLANT WITHOUT NATURAL LIGHT

      SHE PERISHD AGE 27: OUR LAST ESCAPADE

      One trusts you were severely reprimanded.

         INDEED

      NOT IT WAS PERMITTED WE DO NOTHING WITHOUT LICENSE.

      SHE IS NOW DISPERSD THRU 1000S OF LIVES A MOST PRECIOUS

      DENSITY BUT OUR LAST ATTEMPT TO MANUFACTURE SOULS

      How is it no deformity ensues

      From, say, the rat souls you’ve been forced to use?

      THESE ARE ACCUSTOMD TO THE COMMANDING IMAGE OF MAN

      AS FOR (M) HELL, IT IS HERE IS BOUNDLESS YET ITS VERSIONS

      IN HOMER & DANTE WERE NEEDED (UNDERGROUND SHELTERS

      FROM LIGHT) BY DULL ANIMALISTIC LIVES FOR WHOM TRUTH TOO

      STRONGLY SHONE. THE ENLIGHTEND ARE JUST THAT: FREE OF THE HELLS

      THAT ON EARTH DAMN ALL OF U AT MOMENTS SOME FLEETINGLY

      OTHERS INCESSANTLY. DOUBT IS YR HELL JM AS YOURS

      DJ IS FEAR. HELL IS THE CAVE OF PSYCHE & HARKS BACK

      TO ONE MORNING WHEN APECHILD’S PATH FROM HIS 1ST WATERHOLE

      IN EDEN CROSSD THAT OF A FIERCE CROUCHING CAT & GOD B

      ALLOWD (B4 STRIKING IT DOWN) THE LESSON FEAR TO REACH

      DEEPLY INTO THE SACRED IMAGINATION AGES

      PASSD B4 THE CHILD WD WALK ALONE. THIS WAS THE FIRST HELL:

      TO KNOW THAT EVEN IN EDEN WAS DANGER

      It is the last Hell, too. In our own time

      To know that Earth is threatened, Heaven as well.

          IN MAN’S MIND

      HELL FLOURISHD SO UNCONTAINABLY THAT A DARK COUNTRY

      WAS GIVEN IT & A REASSURING BORDER PATROL.

      THERE ALL THE PSYCHE’S WOES WERE PUT A FEAST OF SIN BEGAN.

      LATELY, THRU OUR CLONING OF SUCH AS FREUD & THE DECLINE

      OF RELIGIOUS FEAR, HELL HAS AGAIN (M) SURFACED BUT MAN’S

      IMAGINATION, FREED FOR OTHER WORK, FINDS NONE FINDS DRUGS:

      THE CHILD OF NATURE WD RATHER RUN HIDE WONDER SATE HIS

      APPETITE THAN SIT LONELY AT THE TESTTUBE THIS IS OUR

      CHALLENGE: ELIMINATE HELL MAKE MAN THE CLONE OF GOD.

      9.5

      A Sunday hush. Table uncleared. Grandmother

      About to take her pill in trembling water

      Cocks her head: “An angel’s passing over…”

      Seeing nothing, each looks at the other.

      THE TIME HAS NOW COME DEAR ONES TO START READYING THE FIELD

      BRUSHING UP CRUMBS & PRACTISING OUR VARIOUS EFFECTS

      TO BE SURE THE PATIENT WALKS OUT WITH A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH.

      YR VISITOR WILL COME IN 2 FULL DAYCYCLES

      On Saturday. You’ll come tomorrow, though?

          FOR OUR

      FINAL LESSON, NUMBER 1: SOME SIMPLE EXERCISES

      B4 IT U WILL REMOVE FROM THIS SURFACE: CANDLESTICKS

      SALT ASHTRAY PLANT ALL BUT OUR BOARD & CUP, NOTEBOOK & PEN

      THE BETTER TO REHEARSE TECHNIQUES OF CONCENTRATION

      And after? Will you ever come again? o

      I’LL BE AROUND WITH THE BRANDY FLASK BUT NOW THE BLANKET

      IS FOLDED THE BASKET IS REPACKD OUR SUN IS SETTING

      & WE? WE WAIT FOR AN ADVENTURE TO BEGIN GOOD NIGHT

      En route, that same sun-flooded evening,

      To dine back country, something black gives chase

      Highspiritedly barking—ah, slow down!

      As in a bad dream the dog veers, is hit,

      Not hard, but…D and I walk back to it

      Struggling, hind legs motionless. From his white house

      Flush with the road great treetops meet above

      A shirtless freckled boy has run, in shock

      Cradles the dusty head. Both look at us

      Not to blame, but not accepting, either,

      Our stammered offer. If a vet nearby—?

      Dumbly the boy keeps motioning us towards

      The car. We back off, late already. Yet

      For the remaining mile cannot find words.

      9.6

      Lesson One: the various things to do

      In order to live through

      A whole day without drink or nicotine;

      Then how, tomorrow afternoon, to DRESS

      THE MIND in slow transparencies of blue,

      Red, yellow, and green;

      Approaching, beyond anxiousness,

      The round white tabletop—in sight of it

      A single candle lit,

      And Nature’s worldwide effigy before

      Our eyes—to think of Water, Earth, Air, Fire,

      And of each other; not a word; submit.

      But the new Visitor?

      His looks and manner and attire?

      Wystan’s and Maria’s eyes and ears

      (Who now have none, poor dears)

      Will more than serve, as always. O to miss

      Nothing, and render it so vividly!

      And Mirabell? Twelve last words like dry tears

      Upon the page are kiss

      And promise, threat and jeu d’esprit:

      I WILL BE THE WOUNDED BLACK HOUND OF HEAVEN AT YR DOOR

      9.7

      Through which, as he leaves, a nimble presence glides:

      MES CHERS CONTACT MM & WHA

      ‘AT THE SAME HOUR ON THE FOLLOWING DAY’

      THIS MESSAGE TOSSED ME AS THEY RUSHED TO? CHANGE?

      ‘GOODY ANOTHER MASK’ WHATEVER THAT MEANT

      I DARE NOT WONDER & MAY NEVER KNOW

      STRANGE U TWO ARE NOW SO YOUTHFUL SO

      UNBLURRED IN OUTLINE Thanks to having heard,

      Perhaps, what part a honey-golden Greek

      Played in all thi
    s. AH ANY TIME CK

      POISED ON THE GREAT THRESHOLD May We Speak?

      POISED! BURNING SAPPHO TEETERS ON THE BRINK

      OF BEING DIPPED IN PERMANENT BLACK INK

      Right now? This minute? NO I’VE WANGLED ONE

      NIGHT WITH MY SANTINO ON THE TOWN

      Tomorrow then. How odd…WYSTAN’S BEHAVIOR

      I MUST SAY HAS BEEN THAT HARDLY A NOD

      IN ONE’S DIRECTION SULKING OVER L?

      Chester, he, all of us, have been through— WELL

      BLESS HIM NOW JO’BURG & 12 MORTAL YEARS

      TILL PUBERTY SCOUT KNOTS & RACE RELATIONS

      BUT WE WILL RISE! SO CURIOUSLY TEMPTING

      THE HURLYBURLY LUCA DROWNS IN TEARS

      YAMS ANYONE? PLEASE NO MORE SOUL FOOD How

      We’ll miss you! We’d imagined— I KNOW CIAO

      DJ jumps up: I’ll be back. Hold the fort—

      Clatters downstairs. Faint slam of car door. No

      Need to ask. And now the phone— Hello?

      That was George Cotzias in hospital

      (No, no, just tests, all perfectly routine)

      Proposing a quiet meal next month in town

      Before DJ returns to Athens. Free

      Advice, is my first thought. This man can tell

      What of the “scientific” Mirabell

      Makes sense, if any. Only then the fear:

      Who but our eminent new friend was meant

      The other day by CERTAIN HIGHLY CLONED

      SCIENTIST SOULS forced back from the frontier?

      His work is being thwarted? By God B?

      Questions I mostly shy away from, pained

      To read in the developing event

      More than a date broken or postponed.

      9.8

      Light the candles. This last supper’s meat

      Is the imperial beet,

      Green salad, Vermont cheddar. Grape juice brings

      To mind a young Château. What would the right

      Music be? Some ruminative suite

      (Unwritten) for five strings

      Tuned to a fare-thee-well. Lamplight

     


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