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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      That sort of thing puts noses out of joint?

      ALL IS NOT FOR ALL WHY THEN COMMUNICATE? WHY THE CHANCE

      MEETING IN THE FIELD? WE NEED SPOKESMEN WE NEED TO AFFECT

      MINDS FOR AS U KNOW, TO CREATE OR TO SIMPLY HAVE A

      BEAUTIFUL REALIZATION & NOT TO SHARE IT IS

      THE STUFF OF GRIEVING. THERE! BY NOW IN IMAGINATION

      OUR PATIENT IS FAR AWAY HIS TV GLOWS TILL ALL HOURS

      HIS CHART IS NORMAL. SO NOW WE APPROACH THE LAST BUT ONE

      MY DEARS AM I UP TO IT? LET’S SEE:

      U ARE U & WE ARE WE

      And? That’s the first line—what comes after? THAT’S

      IT: INTRODUCTION Oh. Have those censor bats

      Disappeared by now? 2 LAST ONES GLOWER

      SOUTHWEST & NORTHEAST THESE WILL I FANCY SEE

      US THRU OUR LESSONS FOR THEY HAVE THE LOOK

      OF BEING TOP BRASS IN THE HIERARCHY,

      FRIGHTFULLY UP ON THINGS Graves claims there were

      Not seven Titans but fourteen. MY DEAR

      CAN ONE TRUST POOR RG? A USEFUL HACK

      BUT HIS WHITE GODDESS? WE REMAIN I FEAR

      IN A MALE WORLD DESPITE HIS DRUDGERY:

      SO WISE OF HOMER JUST TO HAVE SAT BACK

      What else is new? MM’S CREAM ROBE A RED

      TINGED CAMELLIA THESE LAST 8 DAYS RELEASE

      US FROM THE SALT MINES Getting what instead?

      PEACE IT’S RATHER CHARMING ACTUALLY

      Have you seen Chester? DIDN’T I SAY PEACE?

      8.8

      Tap on the door and in strolls Robert Morse,

      Closest of summer friends in Stonington.

      (The others are his Isabel, of course,

      And Grace and Eleanor—to think what fun

      We’ve had throughout the years on Water Street…)

      He, if no more the youthful fifty-one

      Of that first season, ’s no less the complete

      Amateur. Fugue by fugue Bach’s honeycomb

      Drips from his wrists—then, whoops! the Dolly Suite.

      He’s painted us beneath a stained-glass dome,

      Six pensive posers, to commemorate

      Our “Surly Temple”. Sonnets dated “Rome,

      Djerba, Minorca, 1928”

      Exhale, like smelling salts, their timeless blue-

      Period feelings. Wystan saw one late

      Tour de force by Robert, and asked to

      Include it in A Certain World—q.v.,

      Under Spoonerisms. Much of this is true.

      True also, faced with a complacency

      Laid light as silver leaf upon nightmare,

      Is that his life is over. Liver, knee,

      Bulge of bloodshot eye, fallout of hair…

      And yet he “knows”. And this is what we need:

      Someone on Earth to take our straightest chair

      And speak of Mirabell (we’ve let him read

      Our talks to date) with soothing if perplexed

      Comprehension: “Ephraim had to lead

      Precisely here”—tapping the monstrous text,

      Raw revelation typed to maximum

      Illegibility. “Ah, lads, it’s taxed

      My venerable beads. Me giddy fwom

      Uppercut of too much upper case.

      (A weak one, if you please. Most kind. Yum-yum.)

      Everything in Dante knew its place.

      In this guidebook of yours, how do you tell

      Up from down? Is Heaven’s interface

      What your new friends tactfully don’t call Hell?

      Splendid as metaphor. The real no-no

      Is jargon, falling back on terms that smell

      Just a touch fishy when the tide is low:

      ‘Molecular structures’—cup and hand—obey

      ‘Electric waves’? Don’t dream of saying so!

      —So says this dinosaur whom Chem 1A

      Thrilled, sort of. Even then I put the heart

      Before the course…” And at the door: “Today

      We celebrate Maria’s Himmelfahrt

      And yours. You’re climbing, do you know how high?

      While tiny me, unable to take part,

      Waves you onward. Don’t look down. Goodbye.”

      —Answered with two blithe au reservoirs,

      He’s gone. Our good friend. As it strikes me, my

      Head is in my hands. I’m seeing stars.

      8.9

      OUR CIRCLE CHARMED BY RM DID I HEAR

      SOME E F BENSON BABYTALK? Indeed!

      (Alluding to the novels we reread—

      And reenact—each summer.) HE’LL FIT RIGHT

      IN & SOON. Ah, don’t! MME IN WHITE

      TRIMMED WITH EMBROIDERIES BLUE GREEN YELLOW RED

      SO LIKE THE LOVELY TITIAN IN THE FRARI

      In Venice, of the cherub-wafted Virgin

      God waits with open arms for. DEAR ENFANTS

      NEARLY AFLOAT TODAY ONE BARE TOEHOLD

      Your name day! Ah Maria, we’re such dolts.

      Not until Robert mentioned it— SHAPE UP

      MY DEARS JUST FANCY HAVING TO BE TOLD

      AT THIS LATE DATE ABOUT THE MOLECULES!

      WHATEVER DID THEY TEACH U IN YR SCHOOLS?

      2: WE MET ON THIS FAIR FIELD & SEEM BY ITS EASE TO BE

      IN CONVERSE YET WE ARE ALL THE DEAD & YOU THE LIVING.

      THAT U DO NOT DOUBT US IS WONDER ENOUGH THAT OTHERS

      DO IS NONE THEY & U SHARE A DAILY LIFE WHOSE DEMANDS

      LIKE USEFUL PIECES OF FURNITURE FILL THE LIVING ROOM

      & OUR GREAT ORNAMENTAL & BIZARRE OBJECT HARDLY

      ABLE TO BE GOT THRU THE DOOR IS IF NOT LAUGHABLE

      AT THE LEAST ODD TO HOUSE YET U HOUSE US FOR ALL THAT WE

      DO LITTLE BUT TAKE UP YR ROOM THIS IS DO U NOT GRANT

      RECKLESS? BUT BELIEVE ME MORE RECKLESS OF US TO MOVE IN,

      FOR HOUSES OF THE LIVING CHANGE WITH A SPEED WE DO NOT

      KNOW AT ANY MOMENT WE CAN BE EVICTED THE DOOR

      SLAMMD BEHIND US THIS U MIGHT THINK WD LEAVE US NO WORSE OFF

      THAN B4, BUT MARK THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU & US:

      YOU DAILY USE & SHUFFLE OFF YR CELLS WE DO NOT WE

      ACCUMULATE THRU YOU A KNOWLEDGE THAT MUST HENCEFORTH BE

      PART OF US IN A REALM BEYOND THE GREAT GOLDFRAMED MIRROR

      ITS SILVER FIELD FILLD WITH THE OBJECTS OF YR ATTENTION

      LIKE A DAILY FEAST & IF YOU HAVE WONDERD WHY WE COME

      & MORE, WHY ONE OF THE WHITE SHD RISK HIMSELF: YR FIELD IS

      YES A KIND OF ANCHOR POINT OF HEAVEN. O SCRIBE, O HAND

      U HAVE PAID YR DUES AGAIN & AGAIN FOR WHO LIVING

      WELCOMES THE DEAD? & YR ATTENTION THAT OPULENT FEAST

      HAS NOT BEEN OVERSPICED WITH SELF NOR THE BRIGHT FIELD PITTED

      WITH YR OWN NEEDS LIKE OTHER FIELDS WE HAVE SETTLED INTO:

      CRIES OF HURRAH HURRAH THEY HAVE COME! & HARDLY HAD WE

      FOLDED OUR MANY WINGS THAN SMALL GREEDY HANDS PLUCKD AT US

      SAYING: WHAT OF TOMORROW? WHAT OF AUNT MIN? WHERE IS THE

      BURIED TREASURE? & O LEAVE BEHIND THE FEATHER OF PROOF!

      You overestimate us. I at least have

      Longed for that feather on occasion, knowing

      Deep down that one must never ask for it.

      WELL WE HAVE GIVEN FEATHERS B4, OR LEFT THEM BEHIND

      IN OUR HASTE TO LEAVE & LEFT ALSO MANY A MIRROR

      SHATTERD & MIND WRECKD DULLD WIT THE CHEAP NOTORIETY

      BUT
    WE & YOU WE & YOU MOVE IN OUR FIELD TOGETHER

      (THERE! STITCHES OUT WHERE THE SCAR’S LIPS MEET INVISIBLY) AH

      WITH WHAT REGRET THAT WE CAN NEVER SAY: CAREFUL DEAR FRIENDS

      DO NOT TAKE THAT FALSE STEP! OR IN ANY WAY PROTECT U

      WHO ARE OUR LOVED ONES WD THAT WE CD LEAD U TO THAT LOST

      VERMEER THAT MANUSCRIPT OF MOZART OR LEAVE U SIMPLY

      A LITTLE GLOWING MEDAL STRUCK IN HEAVEN SAYING: TRUE

      Dear Mirabell, words fail us. How banal

      Our lives would be, how shrunken, but for you.

      9

      NO VEIL REMAINS (OR ONLY ONE)

      TO SCREEN OUR SENSES FROM THE SUN

      SO LEAVE BEHIND THE SAND & A(U)NTS

      & LET US FROLIC AT THE FEAST

      TILL TWILIGHT RINGED WITH BIRD & BEAST

      IN SILVER FIELD OR GREEN PLESAUNCE

      BESPEAK YOUR SILENCE, GENTLE TASK

      MASTER OF THE MINIMASQUE

      Enchanting, Wystan. So today’s the picnic

      Mirabell promised before Lesson One.

      HARDBOILED SAINTS & SACK RACES MME

      FROM NOW ON ALL IN GRADUATION WHITE

      A JULEP? Just a drop of rum in the cup

      To clear our heads for questions. I ENFANTS

      WONDER ABOUT THOSE SAINTS Now that you’re all but

      Turning into one yourself? WE FEEL

      THEIR PRESENCE HERE: STRANGE PRIVILEGED POSITIONS

      RATHER LIKE PRIZE CABANAS ON THE BEACH

      OF THE FAITH IN QUESTION ASK IF

      HERE HE COMES

      REELING UNDER A HAMPER FULL OF GOODIES

      GIVEN THE CHANCE WD I NOT EAT A PEACH!

      BRIGHT SHINING WEATHER ON THE FIELD ALL SO SPORTIF! ?S

      About the saints?

      THEY ARE JUDGED HERE IN ACCORDANCE TO WHAT ACTUAL USE

      THEY PUT THEIR LIVES TO: A CAMBODIAN PEASANT GIRL WHO

      (NO REFLECTION ON YR OWN ACHIEVEMENT ALONG THESE LINES)

      TRANSFORMD A SNAKE INTO A DOVE GOT HER ROUND OF APPLAUSE

      & SMACK BANG BACK INTO LIFE, THO VENERATED STILL IN

      HER MOUNTAIN VILLAGE. ONCE A YEAR SINCE, NO MATTER WHO OR

      WHERE SHE IS ON THE OCCASION OF HER BIRTH INTO THAT

      SPECIAL LIFE, SHE FEELS A PECULIAR EXALTATION,

      GETS WHAT WHA CALLS UPPITY & IS SENT TO BED

      OR NOT DEPENDING ON HER AGE SO MUCH FOR MINOR SAINTS.

      OUR LUCA IS ANOTHER MATTER HIS VILLAGE BEING

      MILAN & HIS RITES LOUDER & ODDER, HE HAS HIS NICHE

      AMONG THE PATRONS

      What a kinetic power

      Those who believe in them must generate

      To bring about these high effects!

      INDEED RIGHT OUT OF THE S/O/L

      Our own

      Imagination working in the world?

      A A A PLUS & NONE OF OUR BUSINESS BUT FOR THE USE

      OF WHATEVER ELEMENTS IN THESE SAINT SOULS WE MAY NEED

      (LUCA OF NO USE BUT BETTER OFF HERE OUT OF HARM’S WAY)

      And the real saints, the great ones?

      AH THEY GO MARCHING ON Parades in Heaven?

      HEAVEN MY FRIENDS IS ODD IS BOTH

      REALITY & A FIGMENT OF IMAGINATION

      REAL FOR EACH FAITH YET AN UNFAILING SURPRISE FOR THE DEAD:

      A SPACE? A VOID? A FORCE? RATHER AS WHA FIRST SAID

      A NEW MACHINE WHICH MAKES THE DEAD AVAILABLE TO LIFE.

      I SPEAK OF LAB SOULS THE REST WHOSE LIFECYCLES HAVE NOT YET

      RECLAIMD THEM FROM THE ANIMAL ARE NATURE’S AFFAIR: WE

      FEEL NO PRESSURE ON THEIR ACCOUNT

      DJ: What pressures do you feel? JM:

      What pressures doesn’t he—whole droves of them!

        WE ARE CATTLE DJ

      RUN THRU FENCES A PRESSURE NEW TO US HAS WE PRESUME

      TO DO WITH CERTAIN HIGHLY CLONED SCIENTIST SOULS WHO FORCE

      BOUNDARIES AS YET IMPERMISSIBLE FOR GOD B HOLDS

      THE SCALE: 2 GOLDEN TRAYS OF WHAT MAN CAN DO AS AGAINST

      WHAT HE CANNOT OR RATHER WHAT HE IS NOT READY FOR.

      U WILL LEARN MORE OF THIS FROM THE 12 SHALL WE NOW STEP BACK

      FOR A FURTHER PERSPECTIVE?

      U HAVE ABSORBD YR HAVING

      BEEN IN EFFECT CHOSEN & CONDITIOND U MUST BY NOW

      REALIZE THAT OVER THE HEADS OF MEN GOD HOLDS HIS HAND

      BENEVOLENTLY & HIS WARNING TO EVEN HIS WHITE

      ANGELS IS: BEHOLD THESE ARE MY OWN DARLINGS THEIR MISTAKES

      ARE NOT SUCH IN MY EYES THEY DO NOT FAIL ME TO BUILD THEIR

      PARADISE IS MY WORK DO NOT INTERFERE WITH THEIR LIVES.

      LIKE MASONS ROUND THE CATHEDRAL WE SCURRY OBEYING

      THIS EDICT, UNLESS BY THAT UNEXPLAINABLE PRESSURE

      WE ARE TOLD WE HAVE PUSHD TOO HARD AGAINST MAN’S SPIRIT. THUS

      I LIGHTLY DISSEMBLED ON THE OCCASIONS WHEN OUR TALKS

      WERE HALTED, FEIGNING TO GO OFF FOR JUDGMENT WHEN IN FACT

      I KNEW BY A PRESSURE THAT I HAD PREST TOO HARD ON YOU

      MES ENFANTS SUCH A HEAVENLY DAY The sunlight

      Fleet on the calm Sound— & OUR PULSES QUICKENED

      MY DEAR BY THE ELECTRICAL 4 FLASHES

      OF YR PROEM You’ve peeked! It’s still so rough. I made

      Those photocopies for less critical

      Eyes than yours. MILD SUMMER LIGHTNING PLAYED:

      WD WE HAVE RAIN ON OUR PICNIC? THEN THE TEXT

      LAY ON OUR BEDSIDE TABLES WHAT COMES NEXT?

      ON WITH THE WORK! THRILLING FOR U JM

      9.1

      And maddening—it’s all by someone else!

      In your voice, Wystan, or in Mirabell’s.

      I want it mine, but cannot spare those twenty

      Years in a cool dark place that Ephraim took

      In order to be palatable wine.

      This book by contrast, immature, supine,

      Still kicks against its archetypal cradle

      LESS I SHD THINK BY CONTRAST THAN DESIGN?

      A MUSE IN HER RECURRENT INFANCY

      PRESIDES AS U MY DEAR WERE FIRST TO SEE:

      URANIA BABBLING ON THE THRESHOLD OF

      OUR NEW ATOMIC AGE THE LITTLE LOVE

      AT PLAY WITH WORDS WHOSE SENSE SHE CANNOT YET

      FACE LEARNING Very pretty, but I’d set

      My whole heart, after Ephraim, on returning

      To private life, to my own words. Instead,

      Here I go again, a vehicle

      In this cosmic carpool. Mirabell once said

      He taps my word banks. I’d be happier

      If I were tapping them. Or thought I were.

      YR SCRUPLES DEAR BOY ARE INCONSEQUENT

      IF I MAY SAY SO CAN U STILL BE BENT,

      AFTER OUR COURSE IN HOW TO SEE PAST LONE

      AUTONOMY TO POWERS BEHIND THE THRONE,

      ON DOING YR OWN THING: EACH TEENY BIT

      MADE PERSONAL (PARDON MME) AS SHIT?

      GRANTED THAT IN 1ST CHILDHOOD WE WERE NOT

      PRAISED ENOUGH FOR GETTING OFF THE POT

      IT’S TIME TO DO SO NOW THINK WHAT A MINOR

      PART THE SELF PLAYS IN A WORK OF ART

      COMPARED TO THOSE GREAT GIVENS THE ROSEBRICK MANOR

      ALL TOPIARY FORMS & METRICAL MOAT

      RIPPLING UNSOUNDED! FROM ANTHOLOGIZED

      PERENNIALS TO HERB GARDEN OF CLICHES

      FROM LATIN-LABELED HYBRIDS TO THE FAWN

      4 LETTER FUNGI THAT ENRICH THE LAWN,

      IS NOT ARCADIA TO DWELL AMONG

      GREENWOOD PERSPECTIVES OF THE MOTHER TONGUE

    &
    nbsp; ROOTSYSTEMS UNDERFOOT WHILE OVERHEAD

      THE SUN GOD SANG & SHADES OF MEANING SPREAD

      & FAR SNOWCAPPED ABSTRACTIONS GLITTERED NEAR

      OR FAIRLY MELTED INTO ATMOSPHERE?

      AS FOR THE FAMILY ITSELF MY DEAR

      JUST GAPE UP AT THAT CORONETED FRIEZE:

      SWEET WILLIAMS & FATE-FLAVORED EMILIES

      THE DOUBTING THOMAS & THE DULCET ONE

      (HARDY MY BOY WHO ELSE? & CAMPION)

      MILTON & DRYDEN OUR LONG JOHNS IN SHORT

      IN BED AT PRAYERS AT MUSIC FLUSHED WITH PORT

      THE DULL THE PRODIGAL THE MEAN THE MAD

      IT WAS THE GREATEST PRIVILEGE TO HAVE HAD

      A BARE LOWCEILINGED MAID’S ROOM AT THE TOP

      Stop! you’ve convinced me. Better yet, don’t stop.

      I SHALL ONCE I HAVE TAKEN UP YR CHIEF

      & EARLIEST ANXIETY: BELIEF.

      FACTS JM WERE ALL U KNEW TO WANT.

      WRETCHED RICKETY RECALCITRANT

      URCHINS, THE FEW WHO LIVE GROW UP TO BE

      IMPS OF THE ANTIMASQUE RUDE SCENERY

      & GUTTURAL STOMPINGS, WHEN THE SOVEREIGN NODS,

      SOUNDLESSLY DIVIDE & HERE A TABLE

      IS SET & LAMPS LIT FOR THE FEASTING GODS

      OBERON’S COURT (OR MY FRIEND’S CAVE) APPEARS.

      THE ELDER FACTS IN LIVERY OF FABLE

      HAVE JOINED THE DANCE FOR FACT IS IS IS FABLE:

      THIS IS OUR GIFT FROM MIRABELL MY DEARS

      9.2

      ON WITH THE FLOATING PICNIC Floating? WE

      ARE BEING NUMERAL BY NUMERAL

      CUT LOOSE OUR DRIFT IS UPWARD OUR RELEASE

      IMMINENT SOME SALAD? SALAD DAYS

      Maman, did he make sense about the saints?

      You’re given glimpses? You’ve heard Francis preach?

      IF ONE CAN HEAR FOR ALL THE CHIRPS & TWITTERS

      No, but I mean— IT SEEMS E HAD IT RIGHT:

      ‘POWER KICKS UPSTAIRS’ those who possess it. QUITE

      & I FOR ONE WD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT EPHRAIM’S

      PART IN ALL THIS IS WHY HE FOR U?

     


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