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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      WE BELIEVE THE ONE UNSPOKEN REVELATION MUST DWELL

      IN THE NUMBER 5 WE ARE NOT UNAWARE THAT U FELT

      OUR EXPLANATION OF NUMBERS INADEQUATE. DEATH IS

      SOMEWHERE WITHIN THE FOG OF 5. AS PALACE SLAVES WE ARE

      NOT ALLOWD IN ALL ROOMS

      You get vibrations from the number five?

      (M) YES

      DJ: I thought his number was fourteen.

      JM: But one and four make five. Oh, by the way,

      Your entourage—still fewer every day?

      Instant nervousness from Mirabell:

       WHA, CALL THE TUNE!

      TOO SHYMAKING CONFRERE DON’T U AGREE

      TO SPEAK O WELL HERE GOES EXTEMPORE:

      TOMORROW THE RULES COMMITTEE IS GOING TO SIT

      ON PLATFORMS NOTHING IF NOT DEFINITE

      Rules are the topic? YES DID U LIKE MY COUPLET?

      First rate! so APT FOR THE OCCASIONAL

      These posthumous ephemera, Lord knows,

      Will keep your fans and critics on their toes.

      BURN THESE ! Maria…? RAVISHING IN YELLOW

      ENFANTS MES VRAIS ENFANTS How childishly,

      You mean, we sit and banter at your knee

      After our lessons? NO NO I AM FREE

      OF ALL OLD BLOOD TIES & CONNECT MY LIFE

      WITH YOURS

      WHICH MAKES ME? Careful, this begins

      To smack of incest— WE ARE NOT YET TWINS

      8.3

      6: AS WITH MAN, SO WITH THE GOVT OF HEAVEN GOD B MADE

      HIS LAW OF SURVIVAL & IT IS THE BASIS OF OUR

      EVER HEAVIER V WORK WE IMPLEMENT A SYSTEM

      OF RULES WHICH GOVERN US & YOU THESE NOT OBEYD WD GIVE

      CHAOS A WEDGE &, NOT UNDERSTOOD, HAVE TURND OUR LESSONS

      THE COLOR OF CHAOS IN YR MINDS. OUR DELEGATED

      V WORK IS SUCH THAT WE MUST LOOK NEITHER RIGHT NOR LEFT NOR

      UP NOR DOWN BUT WORK AT OUR OWN LEVEL IN A COMPLEX

      HIERARCHY. THUS WEATHER IS THE PROVINCE OF NATURE &

      SIGNALS MESSAGES THE TRANSPORTING & DELIVERY

      OF SOULS, OURS: WE ARE MERCURY

      Mercury—of course! How simplewitted

      Never, never to have thought of it.

      RULE 1: MAKE KNOWN TO MAN

      THE SURVIVAL CLAUSE. WE MAY NOT USE THE EERIE PORTENTS

      BELONGING TO NATURE, BUT THRU GENES & PSYCHE’S EYESCOPE

      EMIT OUR MESSAGE OF SURVIVAL IT INCREASINGLY

      GOES UNHEARD MAN IS AMOK & CHAOS SLIPS IN (UPON

      COLLAPSE, IN INTELLIGENT MEN, OF RELIGIOUS BELIEF).

      NOW GOD B ACCEPTS NO BLAME LAID ON HIS DARLING MANCHILD

      SO WE SHIFT THE SCENERY MANIPULATE & ENFORCE

      RULES UNKNOWN TO MAN YET SPRINGING SEEMINGLY FROM HIS OWN

      SURE SELF WE PLUNGE DEEP INTO THE ATOM WITHIN HIS CELLS

      & THERE BEGIN SLOWLY HAULING THE SLUDGE OF DISBELIEF

      AWAY & CARRYING IN THE GERM OF REASON: WE CLEAN

      OUT THE WINECELLAR

      As we this morning pumped the muddy mess

      And put our salvaged bottles back—yes, yes!

      THIS IS ALL (M) WE DO OUR V WORK

      IN A MULTIPLE OF FORMULAS & STEP BACK TO SEE

      IF MAN STANDS TO ATTENTION WHEN THE RULES ARE CALLD ALAS

      ONLY A SMALL PER CENT IS HEARD & ACTED UPON. THUS

      ATOMIC TESTING HAS MOVED UNDERGROUND

      INDEED MY DEARS! YR MOTHER’S SOUFFLE FALLS

      QUITE FLAT & CRACKS GAPE IN HER KITCHEN WALLS

          THIS TOO MUST CEASE

      SO NATURE BRINGS OUT HER EARTHQUAKE & MAN AT LAST WILL STOP

      PLAYING WITH HIS DANGEROUS NEW POPGUN. THE ATOM MUST

      BE RETURND TO THE LAB & THE USES OF PARADISE

      THIS IS NO AGE FOR EASY REVELATION. NO SINGLE

      PROPHET CD BE HEARD EVEN THE SCRIBE WORKING TO GENTLY

      CURB GENTLY PERSUADE IS CONFINED BY SPECIALIZATION:

      A MERE 2 MILLION CLONED SOULS LISTEN TO EACH OTHER WHILE

      OUTSIDE THEY HOWL & PRANCE SO RECENTLY OUT OF THE TREES.

      & SO FOR U THE HARDEST RULE: THE RULE OF THE RULERS.

      POLITICIANS HAVE LED MAN DOWN A ROAD WHERE HE BELIEVES

      ALL IS FOR ALL THIS IS THE FOOL’S PARADISE ALL WILL BE

      FOR ALL ONLY WHEN ALL IS UNDERSTOOD. THE NUMBERS OF

      MAN IN PARADISE WILL BE DETERMIND BY THE LIMITS

      HE SETS ON HIS OWN NUMBERS, & WHEN THE RULE OF NUMBER

      IS OBEYD BEYOND THE SMALL CIRCLE OF THE 2 MILLION.

      2 CHILDREN PER COUPLE: IS IT NOT A SIMPLE RULE? YES.

      IS IT UNDERSTOOD? NO. & NOW U SEE HOW RAPIDLY

      & INTENTLY WE MUST WORK IN OUR FRIENDLY RIVALRY

      WITH NATURE FOR NATURE IS IMPATIENT: CLEAR OUT THE TREES!

      KNOCK DOWN THE FLIMSY CITIES KILL OFF THE EXCESS MILLIONS

      START FRESH! BUT GOD B’S CHILD IS UNAWARE OF HIS FATHER’S

      GRAND DESIGN. IMAGINING ONLY THAT THE GAP MUST BE

      FILLD, HE RESPONDS TO NATURE’S OTHER SIGNAL: REPRODUCE!

      SO GOD B ORDERS US: CORRECT THE SIGNAL. FOR BETTER

      OR WORSE WE HAVE MADE YR COUNTRY THE EXAMPLE SETTER.

      THE PILL IS OURS & THE USES OF FASHION (UNISEX)

      & THE REVOLT OF THE FEMALE THESE ARE THE NEW RULES &

      THE SLAVISH COPYING OF THEM, HOWEVER OBNOXIOUS

      TO NATURE, MUST WORK ITS WAY UNTIL, BALANCED FROM WITHIN,

      MAN LEARNS TO RULE HIS NATURAL COMPULSIONS. THERE NOW! OUR

      PATIENT SURVIVES A PEEK IN THE NURSE’S MIRROR: PALE &

      HOLLOWCHEEKD BUT NO FEVER: CLEARLY ON THE MEND ?S

      DJ: I’ve been so starved for candy lately—

      A natural compulsion?

      INDEED U NEED ENERGY OF A RAW SORT THE HARDEST

      WORK IN THE FIELDS OF V WORK IS PREPARING THE WORKER

      JM: Moreso

      Than setting this in order? I don’t know…

      COURAGE JM YOU HAVE SET DOWN ONLY ONE OF THE 3

      TAPS OF THE CURTAINRAISING STAFF (FIRM & FORMAL AS THE

      SHAKEDOWN OF OUR THERMOMETER) ON WITH THE COMEDY!

      HE NODS ONCE MORE TO ME MY DEARS & SO:

      NEXT ON THE MORROW

      WE SHALL PRESUME TO BORROW

      AN ENTRANCE CARD TO HEAVEN FOR US ALL

      BY SIMPLE USE OF PROTOCOL

      DJ: No Mirabell tomorrow—who’ll

      Take his place, I wonder? WE DON’T ASK

      These funny verses? JM: It’s a masque.

      INDEED MM IN BLUE FOR REASON & RULE

      TOOTLES AWAY ON HER ENCHANTING FLUTE

      You her Tamino, Wystan! YES MY DEARS

      OUR TRIALS BY FIRE YIELD TO THE TRIAL BY TEARS

      Are you still being stripped? I’VE LOST THAT HALF

      EMBARRASSED NEED TO MAKE THE OTHERS LAUGH

      And are you pleased to lose it? PLEASED TO BE

      MES ENFANTS AS THEY WANT US

      8.4

       Mercury!

      With new eyes we confront the mirror,

      Look beyond ourselves. Does he appear?

      Never plainer, never more hidden, his glassy

      Foyer, his permeable impasse.

      Reason might argue that to enforce our absence

      Upon it wipes the gleaming slab

      Of him as well. Instead, this quasi-

      Liverish cloud betrays

      A presence hitherto unseen; this acne,

      Not yet disfiguring, points to…a black

      Alter ego? an alchemical Jekyll

      Mappin
    g the orbit of the long, long trek

      Back? To what? Life after life leaves uncompleted

      The full reversal. Dust under their feet

      We’ll be, that hypothetical last couple’s

      With new eyes gazing where their cup

      Runs over, where the fruit of infelicity,

      Once glittering whole, has rotted away to this

      Inky pit the old personal silver

      Barely scurfs. Ah but by then the lord of chill

      And fever will have lit, askance courier,

      Upon the wall of your or your or your

      Unbuilt house. You will at his convenience

      Have glimpsed among thousands the five or seventeen

      Or forty year-old self consigned like raiment

      Worn only once, on such-and-such a day,

      To the hope chest that cramps and crystallizes

      The secret backward flow. Conniving eyes—

      A star-swift glance exchanged—you’ve yielded.

      And will his lord now come to claim the field?

      8.5

      GREETINGS!

      THE APPROACH OF OUR MASTER IS ACCOMPANIED BY A CEREMONY OF MANNERS, THIS BY VIRTUE OF HIS GREAT WISDOM AND HIS HIGH POWER.

      WE WILL ASK OF YOU YOUR CLOSE AND SILENT ATTENTION. BEFORE, YOU WILL SPEND A FULL DAYCYCLE EATING NO MEAT AND KEEPING FREE OF ALL MINDAFFECTING CHEMICALS. THIS WILL INCLUDE THE USE OF ALCOHOL AND NICOTINE.

      WE WISH FOR YOUR UNCLOUDED REASON AND EXPECT YOUR TOTAL REVERENCE.

      OUR MASTER IS BENIGN AND MERCIFUL. HE IS THE CHOSEN MESSENGER OF OUR UNIVERSAL GOD. HE WILL COME WITH A SINGLE DAYCYCLE OF WARNING, AND BE PRESENT TO YOU DURING THE ONE HOUR PREVIOUS TO THE SETTING SUN.

      HIS MESSAGE WILL BE RECEIVED BEST ON THIS ALPHABET UNCLUTTERED BY OTHER OBJECTS.

      HE IS NOW READYING HIMSELF AND WILL APPROACH YOUR CENTER BEFORE THE NEXT MOONCYCLE. HE IS OF HIGH STATION AND HAS HAD HUMAN EXPERIENCE.

      QUESTIONS?

      ADIEU!

      A GREAT BEAUTY MY DEARS! A BLAKE! SERENE

      MORE THAN HUMAN FEATURES WHITE WINGS TIPPED

      BY THE FOUR COLORS! ALWAYS KNEW BLAKE HAD SEEN

      SOMETHING THE CURIOUS ASEXUAL

      QUALITY: THE VOICE A MAN’S BUT O!

      MELODIOUS & RAVISHING WE WEPT

      IN OUR RED ROBES

      & VANISHED MES ENFANTS

      BUT FOR OUR WET FACES INTO YOUR WALLS

      He came alone? YES The lighting? WHITE

      WE ARE STILL BLINDED BY IT GONE, THE 4

      COLORS HAVE SUFFUSED THE ROOM No fear?

      ONLY GREAT AND MIRACULOUS RELIFE

      Relief? BOTH BOTH IF WE ARE CAPABLE OF THIS

      WHY NOT OF EVERYTHING? O LORD HOW ONE

      DESPISES UNGRATEFUL WILLFULLY IGNORANT MAN!

      “Despise”—is that the lesson? ITS UNGRATEFUL

      AFTERMATH MY DEARS IT WAS A MOMENT

      Now if we can only help DJ

      To stay sane without smoking one whole day.

      THEY WILL SEE TO THAT DJ: No meat—

      That’s no great hardship. We can always eat

      Fish, don’t you think? JM: There you go, straightway

      Looking for loopholes. DJ: That’s not fair!

      I’m your right hand, I’m on the side of life!

      HE MY DEAR IS IS IS THE SIDE OF LIFE:

      THE SOURCE OF LIGHT THE VERY POLLEN OF

      THE POWER PLANT An archangel? WELL NO

      & YET I RATHER THINK JM THAT WE

      WILL PRESENTLY WILL PR WILL P P P

      —Gently kept from finishing his piece

      And, like a toddler, led into the wings.

      8.6

      4: THE SOURCE OF LIGHT WHEN WHA IDENTIFIED YR

      VOICE OF YESTERDAY AS BELONGING TO THE S/O/L

      HE WAS CORRECT WHAT U HEARD CAME TO US AS A WHISPER

      THRU WALLS & WE SAW NOTHING, FOR SUCH A FORM IS ONLY

      TO HUMAN MINDS IMAGINABLE. THUS THE S/O/L

      IS ROOTED IN THE LIVED LIFE ONLY MAN RECEIVES GOD B’S

      MAIN MAGIC: IMAGINATIVE POWER THE APECHILD FIRST

      HAD TO IMAGINE THE THIRSTQUENCHING VIRTUE OF WATER

      & GOD ALONE CD PRODUCE THAT IMAGE. HIS ANIMAL

      STEPBROTHER BLITHELY FORESOOK THE TEAT FOR THE WATER HOLE,

      BUT BASIC MAN’S 1ST STEPS WERE TAKEN IN HIS MIND THERE4

      WE KNEW HE HAD COME FROM THE S/O/L THIS IS WHERE? WHAT?

      WE KNOW ITS POWER EMBODIED IN MAN BUT KEPT FROM US

      IS ITS FULL MYSTERY WHICH IS AN AIR WE CANNOT BREATHE.

      WE DO NOT PUT OUR EARS TO THE WALL LEST WE PERISH FROM

      AN UNKNOWN GRIEF YR VISITOR MUST BE OF A BEAUTY

      BEYOND IMAGINING & HE ONLY A MESSENGER!

      MY BRAVE GETUP IS RIDICULOUS IN THIS LIGHT HE BROUGHT

      Not to us. Our poor imaginations,

      For better or worse, provided it.

      AH U ARE EVERREADIERHow so?

      YR KINDNESS ONE IS QUITE

      TIMID ABOUT REAPPEARING AFTER WHAT U HAVE SEEN

      & TASTED (SOLID FOOD AT LAST: YR RELEASE DRAWS NEARER)

      I WILL HOWEVER GO ON BRINGING IN THE COPYBOOKS

      & BETWEEN LESSONS 2 & 1 WE’LL HAVE A SCHOOL PICNIC!

      —This last all happy eagerness. DJ:

      Was our room insulated for that visit?

      O NO THE S/O/L IS OF THE ELECTRICAL &

      RULING WORLD

      JM: Our lessons’ backward numbering

      Helps just to dramatize our “convalescence”?

      THAT PLUS THEIR INDUCTIVE NATURE IF THEY MOVED

      AS THEY DO FOR US, FROM DIVINE CONCEPT RADIATING

      HEALTH TO THE POOR INVALID PARTICULAR, HOW WD U

      EVER GET WELL? EVER GRASP THE CONCEPT?

      Soul, poorest of particulars? Although

      We’re getting used—and being used—to set

      Less store upon such trivia, you forget

      How slow we are, dear Mirabell, how slow!

          IS NOT THE SOUL

      IN ITS TRANSIT & CHANGE LIKE THE PSYCHE IN DAILY LIFE?

      DO U NOT, ALONE, WEAR ONE FACE? WITH OTHERS, ANOTHER?

      SPIRIT & SOUL MY BOY LIKE GEIST & SEELE

      DON’T CONFUSE EM! READY FOR THE TRAILER?

      AHEM: IF LANGUAGE IS THE POET’S CHURCH

      LET US CONSTRUCT

      A TO Z AN ALTAR LIKE AN ARCH

      GROUNDED ON NUMBERS DRAT WHAT RHYMES WITH UCT?

      ON NUMBERS HMM I TWITCH IN MY RED GOWN

      LIKE AN OLD CARDINAL WHOSE LATIN’S GONE

      NO DOUBT THE STRIPPING PROCESS So you’re also

      Changing clothes each session, like Maria?

      SHE THE WHOLE RANGE (LOVELY PALE ROSE TODAY)

      ME STRAIGHT FROM COMFY BATHROBE INTO RED

      A CHANCERY JUDGE ALL BUT THE WIG! Is “law

      Like love” in Heaven, Wystan? I FORESAW

      AS WITH CK & HIS EMERGING NATION

      AN AFTERLIFE MY DEARS OF ARBITRATION

      OR SO THEY TELL ME NOW TOMORROW’S THEME:

      THE BOARD ITSELF DIFFY TO WRITE A POEM

      ABOUT A POEM

      MES ENFANTS I TRY

      MIGHTILY TO RESIST PREENING Why

      Resist then—since you’re clearly in the pink—

      Or is there more? ENOUGH FOR NOW I THINK

      8.7

      3: THE STAGE WE ARE ON IS LIKE ALL STAGES A HALF ARC

      THUS THE LEGEND OF NOAH THIS HALF MOON SHIP BORE THE DUST

      GOD B SAVED OVER FROM THE FALL & ITS PARTICLES WERE

      FORMULAS ATOMIC STRUCTURES COMMUNICANTS OF LIFE


      THAT WAS GOD B’S METHOD & WE, APPROACHING U HANDS CUPPD

      WITH LESSONS, HELPD U TO CONSTRUCT A METHOD OF YR OWN.

      2 BY 2 WE HAVE ENTERD YR MINDS & NOW YEARS LATER

      THE COMMUNICATION IS AFLOAT OVER A DROWND WORLD.

      WE ARE NOT ALAS TO BRING U TO OUR ARARAT WE

      ARE TO BRING U TO THE MEANINGS U NEED MUCH AS THE ARK

      BROUGHT NOAH TO THE PEAKS & SLOPES OF A NEW WORLD. THIS BOARD

      IS FOR US A FIELD OF WORK. OVER IT HAVE PLAYD THE LIGHTS

      OF OUR INTELLIGENCE & ON IT THE STUFF OF YR OWN.

      FRIENDS U HAVE SAT WITH & URGED TO TRY THEIR (M) LUCK DO SO

      IN VAIN: THIS FIELD IS FORMD BY LONGSTANDING EXPERIENCE.

      O AT TIMES OUR CENTERS HAVE BEEN SIGNALD AS BY FAINT CRIES

      OUT OF A FOGBOUND SEA & OFF WE HAVE RUSHD TO RESPOND

      BUT FOUND ONLY A HAND GRIPPING THE EDGE OF A RAFT

      “Longstanding experience”—DJ’s and mine?

      YES

      A FIELD OF STILLD COMPLAINTS EARTH-RICH IN TRUST & EAGERNESS

      & OBEDIENCE TO A HAND AT THE TILLER

      Listen—how in his words the furrowed sea

      Contracts to a hillside plot the sailor plows.

      As for experience, we had none, yet got

      Twenty years of Ephraim, didn’t we?

        BUT NOT US

      We rather hoped our friends might also get

      Some chatty voice from the Bureaucracy.

      IT SEEMS THEY HAVE NOT THE COMPATIBILITY NEEDED

      OR ELSE THAT THEIR WISH FOR A THRILL IS AS OFFENSIVE TO

      TRUE EXPERIENCE AS A WASH OF SALTWATER TO VEG.

      THIS COMMUNICATION HAS BEEN CLEARD & ITS 1ST PLANTINGS

      HARVESTED. DO UNDERSTAND WE ARE NOT UNWELCOMING

      TO THESE FRIENDS OF YRS WE READ THEIR NOTES OF INTRODUCTION

      BUT THEY ARE HELD FORWARD IN HANDS NOT SHAKABLE BY US.

      WE CD LIKE MATCHMAKERS COMB THE BUREAUCRACY FOR PAIRS

      OF COMPATIBLE PATRONS BUT DO WE NOT SEE U PUT

      A BOOK INTO SOMEONE’S HAND: READ THIS! DO YOU NOT KNOW BOTH

      BOOK & HAND? YET HOW OFTEN

      …Is it worth while? Indeed.

      PLEASE THIS IS NOT CYNICAL

      You’ve made your point.

      Besides, what if our friends had notably

      Been taken up? DJ, don’t you agree,

     


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