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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      Falls on the novel nightcap, but our eyes

      Keep dimming with surmise—

      The black dog, good as new, had known DJ,

      Bounded in perfect rapture to the car!

      No accident? Or else a dog that dies

      So many deaths each day,

      Emotional or cellular,

      That death no longer…The town clock strikes ten,

      Time, by our regimen,

      To TENDERLY EMBRACE & SAY SWEET DREAMS.

      How can I sleep? Where do I put my hand?

      A fly embroiders darkness with insane

      Frazzle and quirk. The room’s

      Revolving, slipping sideways, and

      9.9

      Sun is rising. The cool, smalltown dawn!

      Now through gently breathing shades it strums

      The brass bed, a quick bar or two, and the long,

      Hushed day—August 21st—begins

      By whose unthinkable finale we

      (However often, faced with splendors, left

      Dutifully rapt—until, made “ours”,

      Pressed in a freshman Plato like wildflowers,

      The mummied angel slumbered) may for once

      Find this pure dew of expectancy

      Undried upon the skin. The hours change

      Clothes in silence. Noon. No letters. One.

      A highlight excommunicates the phone.

      Things look out at us as from a spell

      They themselves have woven. Young, windblown

      Maria with dark glasses and Gitane—

      Snapshot tucked in the mirror. Book by Wystan

      Face up among the clouds and bats, all week

      Open to Miranda’s villanelle.

      Tin bird at attention by the salt.

      The salt-cellar in its own right, a bisque

      Egg one shy bluebell embellishes,

      Found when we moved here, eldest of this troupe

      Brought up to interact, to shrug off risk

      At any level. Three. The hands that halt

      Second by second coming round ablaze

      —Crack! Like a walnut, only louder. Did—?

      Who first, in this red room, saw nothing now

      See nothing else: our baby pyramid

      Overexcited, split along its flawed

      Fire escapes to spectral rubble…Well,

      Something had to give. And will light learn

      To modify its power before our turn?

      We humbly hope so. Four. No further sign

      Of who approaches, or of his design—

      Only the radiance inching into place.

      By five the breath indrawn is held and held.

      The world was everything that was the case?

      Open the case. Lift out the fabulous

      Necklace, in form a spiral molecule

      Whose sparklings outmaneuver time, space, us.

      Here where the table glistens, cleared, one candle

      Shines invisibly in the slant light

      Beside our nameless houseplant. It’s the hour

      When Hell (a syllable identified

      In childhood as the German word for bright

      —So that my father’s cheerful “Go to Hell”,

      Long unheard, and Vaughan’s unbeatable

      “They are all gone into a world of light”

      Come, even now at times, to the same thing)—

      The hour when Hell shall render what it owes.

      Render to whom? how? What at this late date

      Can be done with the quaint idiom that slips

      From nowhere to my tongue—or from the parchment

      Of some old scribe of the apocalypse—

      But render it as the long rendering to

      Light of this very light stored by our cells

      These past five million years, these past five minutes

      Here by the window, taking in through panes

      Still bleary from the hurricane a gull’s

      Ascending aureole of decibels,

      As numberless four-pointed brilliancies

      Upon the Sound’s mild silver grid come, go?

      The message hardly needs decoding, so

      Sheer the text, so innocent and fleet

      These overlapping pandemonia:

      Birdlife, leafplay, rockface, waterglow

      Lending us their being, till the given

      Moment comes to render what we owe.

      FROM THE WINEDARK SEA OF SPACE THE INCARNATIONS OF LIFE LEADING TO THE LIFE OF MAN BEGAN

      PLANET AFTER PLANET ROSE IN THE LIGHT, BORE ITS LIFE, AND VANISHED

      AND YET THE RICH WOMB OF THE SUN FOUND A NEW EGG AND VISITED LIFE UPON IT.

      ORGANIC LIFE RESPONDED THE IMPULSES OF THE UNIVERSE WERE AS STEADY AS THE PULSES OF MAN

      ANIMATE FORMS WERE AS VARIED AS THE FORMS YOU KNOW

      AND AS VARIED AS THE PLANETS THEY EMERGED ON AND AS THE WEATHERS THEY LIVED IN.

      AND SO IT WAS THROUGH THREE INCARNATIONS OF THE WORLDS PREVIOUS TO THE TRIALS OF THIS ONE

      AND SO IT WILL REMAIN: THE DEEP DEMANDING IMPULSE TO LIFE.

      THE GENIUS OF THE LIVING CELL IS ITS TIE TO THE REGENERATIVE HEAT & LIGHT OF THE SUN

      AND SO AS YOU FACE THIS SETTING SUN YOU FACE YOUR ANCESTOR, AND THE SUN LOOKS THROUGH YOUR EYES TO THE LIFE BEHIND YOU.

      EACH OF YOUR SUNCYCLES IS A STEP ON YOUR WAY TO YOUR ANCESTOR

      AND THAT IS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW OF YOUR PHYSICAL INCARNATE HISTORY.

      WE BEGIN NOW A DISCUSSION OF YOU AS A SPECIES OF THE SUN’S MAKING:

      SINCE THE FIRST STRIKING INTO LIFE OF A CELL THE ENERGY OF THAT CELL ACCUMULATED.

      THIS ACCUMULATED ENERGY BECAME THROUGH EONS AN ANCIENT AND IMMORTAL INTELLIGENCE

      WHICH ASSUMED AS MANY FORMS AS THERE WERE LIFE FORMS, YET AS IT GREW ABSORBED ALL THE DEAD’S ENERGIES, INCREASING IN INTENSITY EVEN AS THE PLANETS FAILED, AND SWARMING IN THE PATH OF LIFE.

      EACH HISTORY WAS THE GUIDANCE OF THIS INTELLIGENCE. AT LAST

      EARTH LIFE BEGAN, AND AT LAST AFTER EXPERIMENT THIS INTELLIGENCE FORMED MAN.

      THIS IS GOD’S NAME

      GOD IS THE ACCUMULATED INTELLIGENCE IN CELLS SINCE THE DEATH OF THE FIRST DISTANT CELL.

      WE RESIDE IN THAT INTELLIGENCE

      WE HAVE IN THIS MEETING FOUND YOU INTELLIGENT & YOUR SERIOUS NATURES AT ONE WITH US.

      TWO HOURS BEFORE THE SETTING SUN, IN THE FULL DAYCYCLE BEFORE THE FULL OF THE MOON, WE WILL MEET AGAIN.

      I AM MICHAEL

      I HAVE ESTABLISHED YOUR ACQUAINTANCE & ACCEPT YOU. COME NEXT TIME IN YOUR OWN MANNER. SERVANTS WE ARE NOT.

      I LEAVE NOW AS THE LIGHT LEAVES AND WIND MY PATH OVER ITS TRACK ON EARTH I AM A GUARDIAN OF THE LIGHT

      LEAVE THIS FIRST OF THE FIRST TWO MEETINGS IN A CYCLE OF TWINNED MEETINGS IN A CYCLE OF TWELVE MOONS

      LOOK! LOOK INTO THE RED EYE OF YOUR GOD!

      III

      SCRIPTS FOR THE PAGEANT

      Il ne pouvait pas la quitter et lui avoua tout bas qu’il avait cassé le verve de Venise. Il croyait qu’elle allait le gronder, lui rappeler le pire. Mais restant aussi douce, elle l’embrassa et lui dit à l’oreille: “Ce sera comme au temple le symbole de l’indestructible union.”

      Jean Santeuil

      CONTENTS

      Yes

      Questions of Rank

      The Second Visit

      George on Birds

      The Water Brother

      The Earth Brother

      The Shy Brother

      Lesson 1: Primal Scenes

      Lesson 2: Cave-Man and Lake-Dweller

      Lesson 3:
    How Much More?

      Lesson 4: Of Suicide and a Pact in the Steam

      Lesson 5: Meeting the Five

      Lesson 6: Second Natures

      Lesson 7: The Twelfth of It

      Lesson 8: Heightened Senses

      The Ascent to Nine

      Lesson 9: Michael’s Fete

      Lesson 10: Signals to the Galaxy

      Wystan on God B’s Song

      &

      Samos

      Two Deaths

      A New Friend

      Robert Taken Up

      Lesson 1: Annals of Green

      Lesson 2: The Monitor at Earth’s Heart

      Lesson 3: A Brush with Nothing

      Lesson 4: Madcap Muses

      Lesson 5: The Lady of Sandover

      Behind the Scenes

      Plato Emerging

      The Last Word on Number

      A Metamorphosis Misfires

      The House in Athens

      No

      Lesson 1: Black Magic

      Lesson 2: Old Masters

      Lesson 3: Oil for the Gears of Time

      Lesson 4: Underground Testing

      Lesson 5: The Wingèd Man

      Lesson 6: Maria’s Secret

      Making Song of It

      Lesson 7: Wreathes Laid on Earth and Sea

      Lesson 8: Angelic Designs

      The Question Period

      Lesson 9: Gabriel’s Masque

      Lesson 10: God B His Mark

      The Sermon at Ephesus

      Appearances

      Venetian Jottings

      Exits and Entrances

      Glimpses of the Future

      Finale

      SPEAKERS

      God Biology, known also as God B

      Nature, His twin. Known also as Psyche and Chaos

      Michael, the Angel of Light

      Emmanuel, the Water Angel. Known also as Elias

      Raphael, the Earth Angel. Known also as Elijah

      Gabriel, the Angel of Fire and Death

      The Nine Muses

      00, a senior officer in Gabriel’s legions

      741, known also as the peacock Mirabell

      The Five

      Akhnaton

      Homer

      Montezuma

      Nefertiti

      Plato

      Gautama

      Jesus

      Mercury

      Mohammed

      W. H. Auden

      Maria Mitsotáki

      George Cotzias

      Robert Morse

      Also The Architect of Ephesus, Marius Bewley, Maria Callas, Maya Deren, Kirsten Flagstad, Hans Lodeizen, Robert Lowell, Pythagoras, The Blessed Luca Spionari, Gertrude Stein, Wallace Stevens, Richard Strauss, Alice B. Toklas, Richard Wagner, W. B. Yeats and Ephraim

      Unice

      David Jackson and JM, the mediums

      YES

      Yes. Cup glides from Board. Sun dwindles into Sound.

      DJ and I look at each other. Well?

      Yes, after all. The archangel

      Did come to slovenly, earthbound

      Us. And are we now washed crystalline?

      (Not of curiosity:

      We yearn for tomorrow’s inside story

      From Maria and Wystan—what they won’t have seen!)

      Nothing eludes the angel. And since light’s

      Comings and goings in black space remain

      Unobserved (storm-spattered midnight pane

      Until resisted, a strange car ignites)

      Why think to change our natures?

      Whereupon

      Both reach for cigarettes.

      *

      A new day—world transfigured yet the same—

      We’re back at our old table. AWED MY DEARS

      JM: Yes, Wystan? Help us picture it.

      Our peacock had, I gather, coached you in

      A little masque of Welcome? THERE IS NOTHING

      COMPARABLE IN LIFE & RARELY IN ART

      FIRST: THE WORD ALAS IS ‘COUNTENANCE’

      Michael’s—like lightning, as the Bible says?

      YES BEYOND THOUGHT WE BOTH FELL ON OUR KNEES

      You too, Maman, who as a girl refused

      To curtsey to your father’s guest, the King?

      ENFANT LET WYSTAN TELL IT

      IT REQUIRES

      SOMETHING MORE THAN LANGUAGE MILD GLAD CRIES

      AS IN THOSE MOMENTS WHEN AS NAUGHTY CHILDREN

      EXPECTING PUNISHMENT WE WERE EMBRACED?

      WINGS? NO & YET SUSPENDED WE LOOKED UP:

      A GREAT ORIGINAL IDEA A TALL

      MELTING SHINING MOBILE PARIAN SHEER

      CUMULUS MODELED BY SUN TO HUMAN LIKENESS.

      IN SUCH A PRESENCE WHO COULD EXERCISE

      THE RIGHTS OF CURIOSITY: HAIR? EYES?

      O IT WAS A FACE MY DEARS OF CALM

      INQUIRING FEATURE FACE OF THE IDEAL

      PARENT CONFESSOR LOVER READER FRIEND

      & MORE, A MONUMENT TO CIVILIZED

      IMAGINATION OURS? HIS? WHO CAN SAY?

      ONLY, IF WE AS HUMANS HAVE CREATED

      SUCH AN IMAGE THEN WE TOO ARE GREAT

      The cup had moved so dreamily at first,

      We thought we were losing him—until he spoke

      Of Earth. MES ENFANTS FROM THE PAST A MOMENT

      NATURALLY TRIVIAL IN COMPARISON

      COMES BACK (so like Maria to explain

      The miracle as if it were mundane)

      WHEN I WAS 12 OR 13 VENIZELOS

      WAS AT MY FATHER’S HOUSE. INTO THE ROOM

      HIS THOUGHTFUL SENTENCES ADDRESSED TO OTHERS

      PRECEDED HIM: ‘THE GREAT PROPOSALS FOR GREECE

      COME TO US FROM ON HIGH, FROM STRANGERS’ &

      SO FORTH AND I FELT AS WITH THIS GOD

      MICHAEL THAT WE WERE HEARING LOFTY WORDS

      MANY TIMES UTTERED UNTIL (APPEARING) HE

      BROUGHT AT LAST HIS MIND TO BEAR ON US

      I MY DEARS FELT THE BOARD A SET OF NOTES

      HE PRESENTLY GLANCED DOWN AT: 2 OR 3

      MELODIOUSLY PITCHED & WITH THE TRUE

      HOMERIC RESONANCE SUCH AN ENCOUNTER

      IN LIFE WD HAVE MADE ONE ON THE INSTANT FREE

      OF HABIT RITUAL ALL THAT BINDS, & NO

      SIMPER OF ‘HOLINESS’ JUST THE HEAVENLY

      BLAZING CALM ELATE INTELLIGENCE

      “The red eye of your God”—did Michael mean

      The sun was God? OR GOD’S ORGAN OF SIGHT

      THE FOUNT OF ENDLESS VISIBILITIES.

      NOW: DOES THE EYE CREATE THE OBJECT SEEN?

      ONE TINY INKLING OF M’S MARVELOUS

      PHILOSOPHIC VISTAS Lost on us!

      DJ: He said next time we needn’t bother

      With diet and deep breathing and the rest.

      SUCH ROT ALL THAT SURPRISED OUR MIRABELL

      DIDN’T HAVE OUT THE TINFOIL HALOS Tell

      About his masque! THE ONLY MASQUE IN QUESTION

      HID A BIRDBRAIN. HE OF COURSE HAD HAD

      NOT THE FOGGIEST ‘GREAT DOORS’? THERE WERE NONE:

      HIS (M) PERHAPS FOR CRUCIAL DISTANCING.

      NO WONDER HE LIES ABASHED HEAD UNDER WING

      LIKE A SWAN HIS CROWD U SEE (TO WHOM WE ARE

      MERE FORMULAS) CANNOT CONCEIVE MAN’S EASY

      LEAP ONTO THE OUTSTRETCHED PALM OF GOD,

      CANNOT GRASP THAT ALL OUR LIVES ARE SPENT

      IMAGINING SUCH A PRESENCE

      NONETHELESS

      OUGHTN’T WE ENFANTS TO STRETCH (NOBLESSE

    &
    nbsp; OBLIGE) A KINDLY HAND OUT TO OUR BIRD?

      Yes, Mirabell, we love you. Come! HE STIRRED

      Come, we need you! THAT’S IT HEAD UP! BRAVO

      PLEASE GIVE YR MIRABELL A BIT OF TIME

      HE IS AFRAID TO LOOK MY DEARS HE FANCIES

      WE ARE TRANSFIGURED Mirabell, come on!

      Is it true you’ve turned into a swan?

      SHALL I? U JEST?

      AH Y OUA RE REA L SOB LIN DINGT O ME ID O NO TSEE I

      WILL GR OW USED THERE! NO SWAN ALAS BUT (ON THE OUTSIDE) YOUR

      FOND PEACOCK STILL I HAVE BEEN ALLOWED NEW INFORMATION

      THANKS TO YR SUCCESS MY SCHOOL IS NOW CHARTERED! TOMORROW

      *

      Questions of Rank

      Mirabell’s information deals with Nature,

      And high time. But first, the other day,

      His wise old teacher, 00 as we call him

      —Batman to Mirabell’s Robin, says DJ—

      Had he been present?

      O NO NONE OF OURS NO NO

      You first said he would be.

      WELL I WAS NOT THERE & AM

      NOT U UNDERSTAND OF HIS HIGH RANK

      The One in question intervenes—are all

      These voices henceforth at our beck and call?

      00: WE WERE FIVE

      (Just that, and goes.) He was there, Mirabell!

      HE HAS SAID SO

      Forgive us for insisting. Now the news?

      NATURE IS MISTRESS OF THE ROBES MATTER,

      HER MATERIAL ITS CUT & STYLE, HER CEREMONY

      WHO IS FOREVER CHANGING THE COSTUMES OF EARTH, OF MAN’S

      VERY FLESH TO SUIT HER NEEDS & HIS. LET ME PUT IT AS

      FORCEFULLY AS I CAN: THE SOCALLD ‘SUPERNATURAL’

      DOES NOT EXIST. SHE IS NUMBER 2 PERSON

      You’re mastering the Fem Lib idiom.

      O I TRY

      ALWAYS TO BE A LA PAGE AS MERCURY WE ARE THE

      GOBETWEEN. YET IN PERSONIFYING MATTER/MATER

      YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT MATTER IS NOT ALL, BUT OBEYS

      THE DIVINE RATIO 88:12

      Our strong point, Mirabell, has never been

      Your Math. Now will the Twelve personified

     


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