lust, or just hunger, no one had ever
looked at her that way before, with such passion and desire. No one had ever
needed her like that. She leaned forward and kissed him and once again they
made love as Frank lay in the back of
the van moaning in agony.
"I'l try to fight it. I'l try for you," Joe whispered in Alicia's ear as he lay atop her, inside her, with his erection slowly diminishing after their combined
orgasm. He crawled back up into the
front seat and drove off without putting her gag back on, though he did handcuff her again.
They talked al the way to Seattle as if they were little more than a couple out for a drive in the country.
"Do you stil think this is just some kind of disease you have? You stil think that you can cure yourself by kil ing this guy?"
"I'm actual y getting more and more convinced by the moment."
He pointed up at the sky, at the big
luminescent face of the ful moon
hovering just at the end of the road.
"Ever since that moon rose, the hunger has been almost unbearable, just like the werewolf legends. I can feel changes
inside me. My canines seem to be
getting sharper and longer."
He looked up into the rearview mirror
and bared his teeth. Alicia looked at his teeth in the reflection and shrugged her shoulders.
"You may not notice it, but I can feel them growing. "
He turned to her and stuck out his
tongue. There was a smal red gash on
the tip.
"I cut my tongue on my own teeth. They don't fit the same in my mouth as they
did just last night. And look at my jaw. It's like the muscles are getting bigger,
stronger. I feel like I could crush bones with my mouth now. Like soon I won't
even need a knife. I'l be able to rip a person apart with my teeth alone."
"You're starting to scare me again, Joe."
"Nothing's changed between us. I
promise not to hurt you again."
"But what about him? Are you going to kil him?"
"I don't know if I can stop myself. It's a long drive to Seattle and I don't even
have the desire for regular food
anymore. I can smel his blood. It's so rich. I wish you could experience it the way I do. The taste. The smel . It's like I can experience his entire life through his flesh. I can absorb it al . Al his joys and agonies, his passions and sorrows. It's al there in that smel . It's maddening. I feel like I can smel his thoughts. You know, when I ate that librarian, it was like I absorbed her. Like she became a part
of me. Everything she was assimilated
with my flesh. I can stil feel her inside, in my blood. That's how I know that kil ing Damon Trent wil cure me."
"Why? I don't understand."
"Because I know that he can feel me inside of him too. Because I can stil feel him inside of me."
Frank stirred in the back of the van. He was regaining consciousness again.
"Eating Frank is different," Joe said, glancing back at him. Half of the man's buttocks were gone, as were most of his genitalia. The rest of him was mostly
skin and bones and hard muscle. None
of the tender meat that Joe hungered for. There wasn't a whole lot on him left to eat. He looked back over at Alicia and
tried not to think about how wonderful
she would taste.
"There's no fear in him. I mean, his fear is different, more sensual. He enjoys it. He can feel the communion, us joining
together as one. He wants it. I can feel it. He wants to become a part of me. I wish you could feel it too. The way he does. I wish you could see how beautiful it could be." His eyes crawled over Alicia's voluptuous hips and thighs and lingered on her big heavy breasts. The monster
stiffened in his pants and Joe's eyes
glazed over, sparkling with hunger as his jaw creaked open and he instinctively
licked the tips of his canines before
dragging his tongue across his lips.
Alicia shuddered and turned away from
his ravenous gaze.
"Joe, when you talk like that it doesn't sound like you want to be cured."
Chapter Twenty-seven
Damon Trent stared out the barred
window and tried to tune out the
pandemonium of the other patients as
they fought over the TV remote. The
television flipped back and forth
between Tyra Banks and Sesame
Street. He tried to quiet the cacophony in his mind as his own lusts spoke to him, seducing him with images of blood and
flesh. Damon's mind swirled as the
cocktail of antipsychotics and antidepressents in his bloodstream mired his thoughts. He could barely feel the lives he'd consumed over the narcotics. Their whispering echoes were indecipherable
to him now. They had faded like yel owed photographs worn away by time. He
barely noticed them anymore and with
the drugs he could no longer feel their warmth.
At times he imagined that they had never been there at al , that he'd never
slaughtered and bled them dry, never
drank their blood until it sloshed in his distended stomach, pregnant with life
force. At times he imagined that that
their blood and souls had final y worked their way through his system and passed through his bowels.
But he knew they were stil there. Their blood was forever bound to his. He felt like Renfield, Dracula's little acolyte, only the souls that Damon had devoured
were not those of spiders and flies or
even rats and birds. He was in many
ways much more like Dracula himself
than Renfield. Damon had fed on human
lives. Uncorrupted innocent lives, too
young to have been sul ied by the world, too young to have acquired the taint of lust and hatred. Years ago he had
gorged himself on them, on their waterpure essences, until his own blood had burned like molten lava in his veins,
searing with their memories and
emotions. He had felt like a force of
nature then, like a walking, breathing
world, like a god. But that was long ago. They were old lives now, withered and
decayed. They no longer burned in his
blood like electricity as they had when he'd first drunk their souls through the holes he'd cut and gouged in their flesh. They were dead now. Ghosts. They
fluttered listlessly in his empty stomach like butterflies, or rather the protoplasmic phantoms of dead butterflies. Their
voices were a tepid draft that raised
goose bumps on the back of his neck.
Only one life stil warmed him as it
traveled his circulatory system. It was only a tiny spark, yet compared to the
ghosts it was as radiant as a star and
growing stronger. It was from the one
he'd only taken a tiny piece of. The one he hadn't kil ed. The one who was stil out there becoming just like him, acquiring lives just as Damon had done himself
before they had locked him up and
chemical y castrated him. He could feel his last living victim drawing closer like a minnow lured by the glow of a
luminescent lure right into the jaws of an anglerfish. Only this was no min now. It was another predator and it wanted to
consume him. He knew. But he would
consume it first. He needed it to warm
his stale blood.
He stuck out his tongue and tasted the
air.
"So close," he whispered. He could sense the man drawing nearer, dragging
other souls with him. More souls to warm Damon's blood.
Chapter Twenty-eight
They had been on
the road for more than ten hours, driving al day and wel into the night along Interstate 5. They stil had at least another five hours of driving ahead. It was pitch-black now but morning was
fast approaching.
Frank was delirious with shock. He lay in the back of the van, slipping in and out of consciousness, ranting incessantly
about past lovers and injuries and, most disturbing to Alicia, he kept quoting
recipes for the consumption of human
flesh. Everything from testicles ceviche to fingers in lemon butter. It was making her nauseous and it seemed to be
her nauseous and it seemed to be
turning Joe on. Frank regained
consciousness for a moment. His eyes
cleared and his mind swam through the
miasma of pain and fever to reach the
surface for a moment. What he had to
say was even worse than his ranting.
"Joe? Joe? I know you can't take me to Seattle with you ... not like this. My
wounds are infected and I'm stil
bleeding. I'd stick out like a sore thumb. I know you're gonna have to kil me before you get there. Please, just do me one
favor and let me go the way I want to go, the way I've always dreamed of dying."
"And how is that?" Joe asked. Alicia couldn't believe she was hearing this
conversation.
"I want you to roast me alive on a spit, and then I want you to devour every
piece of me. Don't leave a single scrap. Promise me that if you do this you won't leave until you've eaten al of me. I don't want the worms and coyotes picking at
my remains. I want to become a part of
you. I want al of me inside you.
Joe had read long pig fantasies on the
Internet for months, and being roasted
on a spit was the number one fantasy.
For al their talk and al their teases and come-ons, he'd always doubted that any
of the message board masochists had
the nerve to go through with it. It was hard to imagine that even such a severe masochist as Frank would real y want to undergo something so brutal and painful. Joe had read al the sweaty dialogues
between long pigs and eager chefs with
skepticism. Who would seriously offer
their flesh up to be consumed by a
stranger they met on a message board?
And to be roasted alive at that? Yet here was one of them-and he was absolutely
serious. Joe was positive of the man's
sincerity and he was certainly wil ing to give the little man his fantasy and fulfil his own in the process.
"I promise."
"No, no, no! You can't do this!" Alicia said. "You can't be serious! You can stil get him to a hospital. He can live. You don't have to do this. This is crazy!"
"It's already done. He's right. I'd have to kil him anyway."
"How the hel are you going to cure yourself if you keep giving in to the curse and kil ing people?
Every time you eat somebody it'l only
get stronger and harder to quit."
"This isn't a twelve-step program. Every time my stomach growls or my dick gets
hard you're both in danger. And the more I fight it, the more the hunger grows, the more I'l need to eat to calm the hunger when it eventual y overcomes me. Like I said before, it's either him or you. And in a few hours I'l be hungry again. I'l be very hungry. I've been fighting it for hours already. A decision has to be made
soon."
"Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God." Alicia rocked back and forth with her
knees drawn up to her chest and her
handcuffed wrists tucked tight between
neck and shoulder, staring at Frank, who seemed to have slipped back into
dreamland and was grinning stupidly as
he once again began quoting recipes.
She imagined him with a skewer going
through his ass and out his mouth,
twisting on a rotisserie, and her stomach heaved.
In Portland, Oregon, they pul ed off I-5
onto Patton Road. Joe drove along the
dark road for a mile before he noticed a gas station under construction and leapt out to search the solemn structure for
supplies. He came back with a piece of
rebar six feet long and tossed it into the back of the van. They stopped again at a little store that sold camping supplies and Joe bought two bags of charcoal,
some lighter fluid, and some hickory
chips. The hickory chips bothered Alicia more than anything. They had obviously
been purchased to add flavor.
They entered Forest Park and the
darkness redoubled, swal owing them in
a stygian gloom. Joe drove another half hour into the park before he stopped the van.
The back of the van was now tacky with
Frank's blood, urine, and excrement as
his body evacuated its contents. Joe
wrinkled his nose as he hefted the little man onto his shoulders and charged off
into the woods. Before he'd left the van, he'd once again bound Alicia's ankles
and switched her handcuffs to behind her back so that she wouldn't be able to
escape. She sat in the dark praying for Frank.
Joe carried his half-conscious meal
deep into the park before dropping him
to the ground in an area that was
obviously used for cookouts. There were smal metal barbecues bolted to
concrete slabs next to picnic tables.
They were far too smal , however, for
what Joe had in mind. Then he spotted
the hole just on the edge of the picnic grounds. It was about five feet wide and four feet deep and fil ed with ashes from a charcoal fire.
Someone had themselves a luau, Joe
thought as he considered his good
fortune. He'd have to make it a little
bigger, but it would work. Al that
remained was to prepare Frank.
Joe returned to the man lying in the
reinforcement bar on the edge of the
concrete slab. It took him nearly ten
minutes before it was sharp enough for
his purposes. Frank was wide-awake
when the huge predator walked back
over to him.
"There's some Ruffles in my back
pocket. Rufinol. It wil dul the pain and slow my heart rate so that I don't bleed to death too quickly. It's in my pocket." Joe reached into Frank's pocket and
pul ed out a smal box that looked like cold medicine but was covered with
Spanish writings.
"You sure you don't want me to kil you first? You real y want to be alive for this?"
"I want to watch you consume me. I want to see the pleasure on your face when I become a part of you."
Frank swal owed a fistful of Rufinol and in minutes he was drowsy and sluggish.
Joe shrugged his shoulders and rol ed
him over on al fours. He spit on a finger and then slid it into the man's anus to lubricate it as best he could.
"This is going to hurt," he said as he slowly began threading the sharpened
steel bar up through the man's rectum.
Frank began to scream, thrash, and
convulse against his restraints as the bar forced its way into his anus, tearing the soft tissue and ripping deep into his
rectum, puncturing his smal intestines and leaking septic fluid into his
bloodstream, throwing him into
anaphylactic shock. Blood and fecal
matter began to spray out of his
vandalized asshole like a faucet,
drenching Joe's arms and chest in a
chun
ky brown and red deluge. Ignoring
the explosion of excrement and gore,
Joe shoved harder and the rod pierced
Frank's stomach as it plowed through
him.
Frank was hyperventilating. His blood
pressure rose quickly and then began to plummet as bile and stomach acid
poured into his thoracic cavity and
began eating away at his liver and lungs. He tried to curl up into the fetal position but the rigidity of the steel bar would not al ow him to bend.
"I can angle it toward your heart and kil you quick."
"No! Don't!" Frank said as he began to shiver. His pulse rate dropped further. He was dying from shock. His eyes were
now fixed and dilated as the gutwrenching agony assailed his nervous system in response to the gouging,
puncturing, and tearing of his vital
organs. Then the Ruffles went into ful
effect, dul ing the pain only marginal y but enough to stabilize his blood pressure
and heart rate. He was slowly coming
out of shock though he was now
completely paralyzed, unable to offer
even the slightest resistance even if he'd been inclined to do so. It was a good
thing too. The next part would be the
worst.
Joe angled the bar to the right and
slightly up and shoved with al his might. The steel rod slid along the inside of
Frank's rib cage, narrowly missing the
heart and lungs before exploding out of the top of his shoulder. Frank's eyes
went wild in lieu of the scream his
paralyzed vocal chords were unable to
form.
It was nearly half an hour before Joe
returned to the van. His arms and chest were covered in gore. But not his face. He hadn't eaten yet. He reached in and
grabbed Alicia, lifting her onto his
shoulders. That's when she smel ed the
smoke permeating his clothing. Hickory
smoke, like a barbecue.
Joe carried her almost a mile into the
park before she spotted the fire. The big carnivore had dug a pit and fil ed it with charcoal as if he were roasting a Khalua pig. Frank lay across the open pit with the piece of rebar going straight through him. His eyes were glazed in horror but he was stil alive and in agony. His skin baked and sizzled as the flames licked