Here we are—Tina and Erwin—looking very happy with each other. I love this picture because it is the first one of us as a couple, in Los Angeles in 1986. (Personal collection)
A romantic Christmas vacation in Gstaad, 1986. (Personal collection)
Erwin in 1961, when he was five— adorable, but very proper. (Personal collection)
When I looked for a home in London in the late 1980s, I picked one of the beautiful white town houses I had admired during my first trip in 1966. (Personal collection)
The living room in my London house, complete with a guitar. (Archive Rhonda Graam)
Villa Anna Fleur in the South of France. (Peter Lindbergh)
Our home in Cologne. The houses I gravitated toward in Europe often looked as if they belonged in a fairy tale. (Personal collection)
Photographer Peter Lindbergh captures my feelings about life at a shoot on the Eiffel Tower in Paris in 1990. I’m happier than I’ve ever been and leaping into my exciting future in Europe. (Peter Lindbergh)
Peter Lindbergh always managed to make me look—and feel—poised and pretty. (Peter Lindbergh)
A relaxed (and rare) moment with Peter Lindbergh in front of the camera with me. (Peter Lindbergh)
The Wildest Dreams tour in 1997 broke records everywhere. I didn’t think I was ready for sequins, but when I saw how I looked in this dress by Versace, I said, “I’ll wear that!” (Getty Images)
The cover of All the Best, the 2005 album that featured some of my favorite songs, including “Proud Mary,” “River Deep—Mountain High,” and “Nutbush City Limits.” (Paul Cox)
Proudly posing with fellow 2005 Kennedy Center honorees, including Robert Redford, Tony Bennett, Julie Harris, and Suzanne Farrell. (Getty Images)
I said I retired . . . but here I am again, singing and dancing up a storm on the Fiftieth Anniversary tour in 2008. (Getty Images)
The best night performing “Proud Mary” with Beyoncé at the 2008 Grammy Awards. (Getty Images)
And still running out on the claw, high, high, high above the audience! (Getty Images)
I love everything about this Vogue cover, including my stunning blue dress by Giorgio Armani. (Claudia Knoepfel & Stefan Indlekofer)
On a trip to Russia with Erwin in 2008 for a live performance. (Personal collection)
A happy day on Lake Zurich in 2008. This is one of Erwin’s favorite pictures of me. (Personal collection)
Looking out my window on my wedding day, I am overwhelmed by the beauty of my guests, the spectacular setting, and my total happiness. (Personal collection)
The bride and groom enjoying a kiss. (Personal collection)
We arrive at the wedding to the music of Frank Sinatra—“I did it my way.” (Personal collection)
Our beautiful flower girls. They’re so excited they can barely contain themselves! (Personal collection)
After the ceremony, posing on the steps in front of the house with Craig, Oprah, Gayle, and Erwin. Our big smiles show exactly how we felt! (Personal collection)
Our classic “You may now kiss the bride!” moment, with Rhonda, my maid of honor, watching happily. (Personal collection)
Mr. and Mrs. Erwin Bach greet their guests and get pelted with rice. (Personal collection)
Just as I imagined, the Château Algonquin looked like a fairy-tale castle on the night of the wedding. (Personal collection)
On my way to dialysis—trying to look brave. (Personal collection)
My dialysis routine—the staff at the clinic tried so hard to make me comfortable. (Personal collection)
Hard at work on My Love Story with my writers, Dominik Wichmann (left) and Deborah Davis (right). I was a bit nervous to revisit the past, but writing the book turned out to be a wonderful experience. (Personal collection)
The first time I came to London in 1966, I fell in love with the city’s quaint red double-decker buses. I never imagined I would see my name on one! (PR Stage Entertainment)
Erwin and I attending opening night. (PR Stage Entertainment)
Celebrating with the sensational Adrienne Warner, who plays Tina, and the rest of the cast on the opening night of Tina: The Tina Turner Musical in London, April 2018. (Getty Images)
With my dear friend and designer extraordinaire Giorgio Armani. (Personal collection)
Rehearsing with the cast of Tina: The Tina Turner Musical. (Hugo Glenndeling)
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
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There would be no love story, on the pages of this book, or in life, without my wonderful husband, Erwin Bach. April 7, the day he gave me his kidney and a second chance at life, is my new birthday. My gratitude and devotion to him are truly “river deep, mountain high.” May we always make each other laugh, the true sign of a successful relationship.
I would sincerely like to thank my doctors. Without their knowledge and commitment I would not have survived my life-threatening disease. The foresight of Professor Doctor Vetter, the persistence and perseverance of Dr. Bleisch, and the confidence and professionalism of Professor Doctor Steiger, Professor Doctor Gürke, and Professor Doctor Heuss enabled me to be here today, writing these words. My doctors and the staffs at the University Hospital Zurich, the clinic at Zollikerberg, as well as the University Hospital of Basel saved my life, eased my recovery, and through it all, considerately respected—and protected—my privacy.
I am grateful to my coauthors, Deborah Davis and Dominik Wichmann, for helping me to explore my past and tell my story. Our time together was as pleasant as it was productive.
And my thanks to Rhonda Graam, Roger Davies, Peter Lindbergh, Harry Langdon, Beat and Regula Curti, Sylvie Ackerman, Torsten Siefert, Andreas Bodenmann, Scott Waxman, and the Looping Group for their kind participation in this project.
ABOUT THE AUTHORS
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Tina Turner’s legendary career has spanned more than fifty years. She has won numerous awards, including eight Grammys. After early hits such as “River Deep—Mountain High” and “Proud Mary,” her 1984 solo album Private Dancer sold twenty million copies worldwide and included the hit singles “What’s Love Got to Do with It,” “Better Be Good to Me,” “Private Dancer,” and “Let’s Stay Together.” She played the Acid Queen in the 1975 film Tommy, and starred opposite Mel Gibson in Mad Max: Beyond Thunderdome. Her bestselling memoir, I, Tina, was turned into the Academy Award–nominated film What’s Love Got to Do with It. One of the world’s most popular entertainers, Tina has sold more concert tickets than any other solo music performer in history. She lives with her husband, Erwin Bach, in Zurich, Switzerland.
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Deborah Davis is the author of eight books, including Strapless: John Singer Sargent and the Fall of Madame X; Party of the Century: The Fabulous Story of Truman Capote and His Black and White Ball; Gilded: How Newport Became the Richest Resort in America; The Oprah Winfrey Show: Reflections on an American Legacy; Guest of Honor: Booker T. Washington, Theodore Roosevelt, and the White House Dinner That Shocked a Nation, which won the prestigious Phillis Wheatley Award for best work of history in 2013 and was nominated for an NAACP Image Award; Fabritius and the Goldfinch, which Amazon named one of the Best Books of 2014; and The Trip: Andy Warhol’s Plastic-Fantastic Cross-Country Adventure.
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Dominik Wichmann was editor in chief of two major German magazines for fifteen years: Stern and Süddeutsche Zeitung Magazin. He has won several journalism awards for his work as an editor and author. Recently, he wrote the book Zwischen zwei Leben for the former German foreign minister Guido Westerwelle. The book was a bestseller in Germany for more than sixty weeks and will be turned into a movie next year.
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INDEX
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A
Abbey Road Studios, 122
Ackerman, Sylvie, 200
acupuncture, 200
Adams, Bryan, 11, 15, 127, 138
Adams, Faye, 48
African American Lives, 29
Alaïa, Azzedine, 171
Anna Fleur, 172–73
Ann-Margret, 91
Ann-Margret Olsson, 91
Apollo Theater, 49, 50, 51
Armani, Giorgio, 10, 11, 187, 194, 234, 235, 242
Bach, Erwin, 134, 145–46, 165, 176, 182–84, 186, 189, 193, 231, 233–34, 236, 242
age difference between Tina and, 151–52, 221
Château Algonquin home of, 9–10, 21, 23, 174–75, 176, 182–84, 217, 231
driving and motorcycling of, 184, 226, 227
Tina’s health problems and, 21–22, 198, 203, 205–6, 208–9, 214, 217
Tina’s honeymoon with, 197–98
Tina’s kidney transplant from, 208–9, 219–27, 233–34, 242
Tina’s marriage proposals from, 5–6, 194–95
Tina’s meeting of, 145–47, 175
Tina’s mother and, 155–56, 178
Tina’s relationship with, 5, 145–56, 172–74, 183, 194, 197, 216, 221, 223, 238
Tina’s sister and, 155–56
Tina’s wedding to, 9–18, 21, 23, 197, 198, 201
Bach, Jürgen, 11
Baker, LaVern, 48
Baptist church, 31, 89
Basel, Switzerland, 222, 223
Bassey, Shirley, 174
Beach Boys, 135
Beatles, 150
Beatrice, Princess, 29
Beck, Jeff, 125
Bennett, Tony, 185
“Better Be Good to Me,” 123, 125, 131
Beyoncé, 135, 185, 187
Beyond, 186
Billboard, 143
Birdie (friend), 8, 80
Bleisch, Jörg, 201, 203, 206, 207, 217–18
Bolic Sound, 77–78, 81
Bono, 173–74
Bono, Sonny, 103–4, 139
Book of Secrets, The (Chopra), 22–23, 215
Bowie, David, 120–21, 122, 132–35, 138, 167
Brazil, 164
Break Every Rule, 158, 164
Brendan Byrne Arena, 120
Britten, Terry, 124
Brown, James, 49
Buddhism, 29, 87–88, 132, 186, 207, 239
Tina’s practice of, 13, 26, 87–89, 99, 100, 107, 108, 132, 235
Bullock, Floyd Richard (father), 24–28, 31, 42, 44, 56
family abandoned by, 32–33
Bullock, Mama Roxanna, 27, 33
Bullock, Zelma Currie “Muh” (mother), 23–28, 31, 39, 40, 42, 44, 66, 99, 109, 176–80, 188, 216, 244
death of, 179
Erwin Bach and, 155–56, 178
family abandoned by, 25, 32, 34, 56, 176, 216
Ike and, 108–9, 176, 177, 179
Tina’s living with, in St. Louis, 34
Tina’s success and, 177–78
Bush, George W., 185
C
Cain, Ann, 80
Can’t Slow Down, 125
Capitol Records, 120, 121–22, 123
Cat People, 121
Chainsmokers, 193
chanting, 87–89, 100, 107, 108, 186, 242
Charles, Ray, 49
Château Algonquin, 9–10, 21, 23, 174–75, 176, 182–84, 217, 231
Cher, 103–4, 109, 139, 152, 164
Chopra, Deepak, 22–23, 152, 186, 215
Chopra Center, 186
Club Manhattan, 37, 38
Coldplay, 193
Cologne, Germany, 172, 223
Color Purple, The, 127
Cooke, Sam, 48–49
Creedence Clearwater Revival, 76
Currie, Mama Georgie, 27–28, 31, 33–34, 88, 123, 179–80
Curti, Regula, 186
D
Dalai Lama, 183
Dallas, Tex., 91–92, 94
Daly, Rava, 115
Daniel Freeman Hospital, 68–69
Dante Alighieri, 22–23, 73, 215–16, 223
Davies, Roger, 115–24, 126, 131, 139, 143, 145, 146, 167, 182, 187–89
Davis, Sammy, Jr., 85–86, 112
Didier (majordomo), 214
Dignitas, 208
Dire Straits, 124
Divine Comedy, The (Dante), 22–23, 73, 216
Inferno, 223
Duke (friend), 8, 80, 101
Dylan, Bob, 135
dyslexia, 29
E
Edge, 173
Eiffel Tower, 171, 201
EMI, 120, 122, 145, 147, 149, 150, 174
England, 63, 135
Sheffield, 189
see also London, England
Etheridge, Melissa, 185
Europe, 64, 118, 171, 175, 195, 236
Tina’s move to, 171–72
see also specific countries
Exit, 208
Eze-sur-Mer, France, 173
F
Fabrizio, Pasquale, 164
Fairmont Hotel, 116–17
Farrell, Suzanne, 185
Fiftieth Anniversary tour, 187–88
Fisher, Mark, 182
Flagg, Benjamin, 29–30
Flagg Grove School, 28–30
Fogerty, John, 76
“Fool in Love, A,” 40–41, 43
Foreign Affair, 158, 171
France, 64
Paris, 76
Tina’s house in, 172–73, 194
G
Gates, Henry Louis, 29
Geldof, Bob, 135
German Vogue, 194
Germany, 64, 147, 157
Cologne, 172, 223
Munich, 157–58
Tina’s move to, 172
Gibson, Mel, 130, 138
“Girls,” 134
“GoldenEye,” 173–74
GoldenEye, 173–74
“Goldfinger,” 174
Gold Star Studios, 62
Graam, Rhonda, 11, 57–59, 67, 68, 79, 81, 86, 91, 107, 111, 148, 156
as Tina’s manager, 102–3, 106, 109, 115, 118
Grammy Awards, 77, 131–32, 138, 187
Greece, 201
Green, Al, 122–23, 185
Gregory, Glenn, 122
Gürke, Professor Doctor, 220, 226
H
Hall, Katori, 231
Hall & Oates, 136
Harper’s Bazaar, 175
Harris, Julie, 185
Heaven, 17, 122
Henderson, Connie and Guy, 33, 34, 42, 81, 100
Hill, Raymond, 39–40, 82, 148
Holdbrook-Smith, Kobna, 237, 238
Holiday Inn, 58–59
Hollywood Squares, The, 103, 104–5
“Honky Tonk Woman,” 120
Horst, Horst P., 22–23, 215
“Hot Legs,” 119
I
I, Tina (Turner), 165
“I Can’t Stand the Rain,” 125
Ike and Tina Turner Revue, 43–51, 55–70, 75–76, 80, 84, 86, 117, 127, 135, 157, 160–61
discrimination faced by, 57–59
European tour of, 64
Ikettes in, 45–48, 65, 68, 69, 77, 135, 160–61
as Rolling Stones’ opening act, 63–65, 73–74
Southern tours of, 57–58
on television, 75
Tina’s first standing ovation with, 76
Tina’s legal situation after leaving, 102, 104
“Tina Turner” name and, 43, 44, 112
Indlekofer, Stefan, 194
Inferno (Dante), 223
Interdisciplinary Center for Vertigo and Neurological Visual Disorders, 202
“It’s Only Love,” 127
“
It’s Only Rock ’n’ Roll,” 136–37
“I’ve Been Loving You Too Long,” 76
J
Jackson, Mahalia, 48
Jackson, Michael, 46
Jagger, Mick, 65, 134–38, 145, 159–60, 161, 164–65, 193
JFK Stadium, 135
Jung, Wilfried, 150–51
K
Kansas City, 187
Kennedy, Caroline, 185–86
Kennedy, Ethel, 84, 85
Kennedy, Jacqueline, 6, 83–85, 185
Kennedy, John F., 83
Kennedy Center for the Performing Arts, 184–85
Kings of Rhythm, 37–43, 187
Knight, Holly, 123
Knoepfel, Claudia, 194
Knopfler, Mark, 124–25, 139, 235
Knoxville, Tenn., 25, 31
sanctified church in, 31, 238
Kramer, Lee, 115–18
Krasnow, Bob, 75
L
Lady Gaga, 182
Lake Zurich, 11, 23, 175, 222
Lassiter, Art, 40–41
Leatham, Jeff, 10, 11–12, 14
“Legs,” 143
Let’s Dance, 120
“Let’s Stay Together,” 122–23, 125, 126, 143, 159
Lindbergh, Peter, 171
Live Aid, 135–37
Lloyd, Phyllida, 231, 236