the ones still in possession of their weapons might open fire in
selfdefense. Or at his instigation, the guns might tear free of the
soldiers' hands and go whirling through the air, out of control-firing
until their magazines had emptied, pumping bullets into everything and
everyone in sight. Sure, he might be able to heal the wounded. But
what if he was shot? Could he heal himself? Probably. But if he was
shot dead? He would not be able to bring himself back to life. And if
anyone else was shot dead, he was not sure he would be able to bring
them back, either. It was no good being gifted with the power of a god
if no clear instructions came with the blessing.
Now, watching scores of bullets slam into the Jeep, watching it rush
like a crazed and blinded beast down the hillside, seeing it come to a
shuddering stop in the headlight beams of one of the vehicles on Vista
Valley Road, Brendan felt his frustration ballooning beyond containment.
The occupants of the Jeep had been hit. He could help them. He knew he
could help them, and it was his duty to do so, not merely the duty of a
priest but the minimal duty of a human being. He did not understand his
healing power, either, but there was no greater danger in trying to use
it than there was in attempting to employ telekinesis. So he thrust
away from the Cherokee against which he had been standing, dashed
through the group of soldiers whose attention had been distracted by the
drama on the hillside, and ran toward the blasted Jeep even as it came
to a stop.
There were shouts behind him. He distinctly heard Falkirk warning him
that he would be shot.
Brendan ran anyway, slipping on the snowy pavement. He stepped into a
ditch, fell, scrambled up, ran on to the bulletriddled Jeep.
No one fired, but he sensed people sprinting after him.
The passenger's side of the Jeep was nearest, bathed in a beam of light
from one of the military vehicles, so he pulled open that door first. A
stocky man of about fifty, wearing a navy peacoat, was slumped against
the door and fell out into Brendan's arms. Brendan saw blood, but not a
lot. The stranger was conscious, though on the precarious edge of a
faint; his eyes were unfocused. Brendan pulled him all the way out of
the Jeep and lowered him gently onto his back on the snowcovered ground.
A pursuing soldier put a hand on Brendan's shoulder, and Brendan whirled
on him, screamed in his face: "Get away from me, you rotten-crazy son of
a bitch! I'll heal him! I'll heal him!" Then he vented an oath of such
a vicious, ferocious, and filthy nature that he was astounded to hear it
pass his lips. He hadn't known he could use such obscene language. The
soldier, thrown into an instantaneous fury, swung his machine gun high,
intending to slam the butt into Brendan's face.
"Wait!" Falkirk shouted, stepping in and grabbing his man's arm to halt
the blow. The colonel turned to Brendan and regarded him with eyes like
polished flint. "Go ahead. I want to see this. I want to see you
incriminate yourself right in front of me."
"Incriminate?" Brendan said. "What're you talking about?"
"Go ahead," the colonel said.
Brendan waited for no more encouragement but knelt at once beside the
wounded man and threw the flaps of his peacoat wide open. Blood was
soaking through the sweater in two places: just below the left shoulder;
and low on the right side, a couple of inches above the beltline. He
rolled up the victim's sweater, tore open the shirt beneath. Brendan
put his hands on the abdominal wound first, for that appeared the worse
of the two. He didn't know what to do next. He could not recall what
he'd thought or felt when he had healed Emmy and Winton. What triggered
the healing power? He knelt in the snow, feeling the stranger's blood
oozing between his fingers, acutely sensitive to the life throbbing out
of the man, yet unable to concentrate the miraculous power he knew was
in him. Frustration filled him again, turned to anger, and the anger
death, this death specifically and all death in generalA tingle. In
each palm.
He knew the red circles had appeared again, but he did not lift his
hands from the victim to look at those stigmata.
Please, he thought desperately, please let it happen, let the healing
happen, please.
Amazingly, for the first time Brendan actually felt the mysterious
energy flowing from him into the wounded man. It took shape in him and
raveled out of him as if he were a spinning wheel and as if the wondrous
power were the thread that he created. He whirled it into existence in
the same manner by which the formless mass on the distaff was drawn into
a strong filament of thread by the action of a spinning wheel, and the
wounded man was the spindle onto which this power wound itself. But
Brendan was not merely a single machine producing one meager thread; he
felt, within himself, a thousand-million wheels flashing round and round
so fast they whistled and hissed as they spewed out a thousandmillion
insubstantial and invisible-yet binding, strongly binding-filaments.
He was a loom, as well, for somehow he used the countless threads of
godlike power to weave a cloth of health. Unlike his experiences with
Emmy Halbourg and Winton Tolk, during which he had been unaware of the
cures he was performing, Brendan was acutely aware of knitting up the
rent tissues of this gunshot stranger. He could almost hear the clatter
of the pumping treadles, the thumping of the batten beating the threads
into place, the reeds forcing the wet to the web, the heddles guiding
the warp, the shuttle working, working, working.
Not only had he begun to acquire a conscious appreciation of his power,
but he sensed that the magical force he harbored was increasing, that he
was ten times the healer he had been when he saved Winton-and would be
twice as good tomorrow. Indeed, beneath him, the stranger's eyes swam
into focus within seconds, blinked. And when Brendan lifted his hands
from the wound, he was rewarded with a sight that took his breath away
and gladdened his heart: The bleeding had already stopped. He was even
more amazed to see the bullet rise out of the man's body as if being
expelled by some inner pressure; it squeezed backwards from the entrance
wound and popped free of the flesh with a sucking sound. Even as the
spent slug, wet and dully gleaming, rolled out onto the victim's belly,
the ragged hole began to close as if Brendan were not watching the
healing of a real wound but a timelapse film of the healing.
He quickly touched the lesser wound in the man's shoulder. At once he
felt the second bullet, not as deeply buried as the first, nudging out
of the torn flesh. It pushed and squirmed against his palm.
A thrill of triumph raced through Brendan. He had an urge to throw his
head back and laugh into the chaotic fury of the storm, into the night,
for the ultimate chaos and darkness of death had been defeated.
The victim's eyes cle
ared entirely, and he looked up at Brendan with
bewilderment at first, then with recognition, then with horror.
"Stefan," he said. "Father Wycazik."
That familiar and beloved name, coming from the lips of this complete
stranger, startled Brendan and filled him with inexplicable fear for his
rector and mentor. "What? What about Father Wycazik?"
"He must need your help more than I do. Quickly!"
For an instant, Brendan did not understand what the man was telling him.
Then with sudden dread he realized that the driver of the machine-gunned
Jeep must be his rector. But that wasn't possible. How had he gotten
here? When? Why?
For what possible purpose would he have come?
"Quickly," the stranger repeated.
Brendan leaped up, whirled toward the onlooking soldier and Colonel
Falkirk, pushed between them, slipped in the snow, stumbled against the
front bumper of the Jeep. Holding on to the vehicle with one hand, he
clambered as fast as he could around the front to the driver's door on
the other side. It wouldn't open. Seemed to be locked. Or damaged by
gunfire. He wrenched in panic, but it would not budge. He pulled
harder. Still nothing. Then he willed it open, and it came
with a grinding and squealing of broken bits of metal, fell wide on
twisted hinges. A body, slumped against the steering wheel, began to
tip slowly out through the open door.
Brendan grabbed Father Wycazik, dragged him out of the driver's seat,
and laid him on the cold blanket of snow. This side of the Jeep was
touched by less light than the other. In spite of the darkness, he saw
his rector's eyes, and as if his tortured voice were coming from a great
distance, Brendan heard himself say, "Dear God, no. Oh, no." The
shepherd of St. Bette's had flat, sightless, unmoving eyes that gazed
at nothing in this world but at something far beyond the veil. "Please,
no." Brendan saw, too, the furrow of a bullet that had dug its way along
the skull, from the corner of the right eye to a spot just past the ear.
That was not a mortal wound, but the other was: a devastating hole in
the base of the throat, gaping horribly, filled with shattered flesh and
stilled blood.
Brendan placed his trembling hands upon Stefan Wycazik's ravaged throat.
From within himself he felt the threads of power spinning out again, a
thousand-million filaments in a multitude of colors and tensile
strengths, all invisible yet sufficient to provide the wet and warp of a
strong and flexible fabric, the very fabric of life. 'Iben, reaching
psychically within the cooling body of this man he so deeply loved and
respected, Brendan tried with all his mysterious skill to weave those
threads upon the loom, to repair the torn cloth of life.
However, he soon became aware that the miraculous healing process
required an empathy between the healer and the healed. He realized that
he had previously misunderstood the process, that he was not both the
spinning wheel, providing the threads of power, and the loom which wove
them into the cloth of life. Instead, the patient had to provide the
loom to use the threads of life-giving power that Brendan provided. In
some strange way, the healing was a bilateral process. And no loom of
life remained in Stefan Wycazik; he had died within seconds, had been
dead before Brendan reached the Jeep. Therefore, the multiple threads
of healing power only tangled and knotted uselessly, unable to sew the
damaged flesh together. Brendan could heal the wounded and cure the
sick, but he could not do what had been done for Lazarus.
A great, thick sob of grief shuddered from him, and another. But he
refused to surrender to despair. He shook his head violently in
stubborn denial of his loss, choked back
another sob, and redoubled his efforts, determined to raise the dead
even though he knew he could not.
He was dimly aware that he was talking, but it was a minute or two
before he realized that he was praying as he had prayed so many times in
the past, though not recently: "Mary, Mother of God, pray for us; Mother
most pure, pray for us; Mother most chaste, pray for us.........
He was praying not by reflex, not unconsciously, but ardently, with the
deep, sweet conviction that the Mother of God heard his desperate cries
and that, by the combination of his new power and the Virgin's
intercession, Father Wycazik would be raised up again. If he had ever
lost his faith, he regained it in that dark moment. With all his heart
and mind, he believed. If Father Wycazik had been taken wrongly, before
his appointed time, and if the Virgin handed these pleas, wet with her
own tears, to Him who can never refuse His Mother anything she asks in
the name of love, then the ruined flesh would be made whole and the
rector would be restored to this world to complete his mission.
Keeping his hands upon the wet and awful wound, kneeling, wearing no
priestly raiments other than those the pure falling snow painted on his
humbled shoulders, Brendan chanted the Litany of the Blessed Virgin. He
beseeched MaryQueen of Angels, Queen of Apostles, Queen of Martyrs. But
still his cherished rector lay motionless on the bosom of the earth. He
pleaded for the Virgin's mercy, she who was the Mystical Rose, the
Morning Star, the Tower of Ivory, Health of the Sick, Comforter of the
Afflicted. But the dead eyes, once so full of warmth and intelligence
and affection, stared unblinking as flakes of snow spiraled into them.
"Mirror of Justice, pray for us; Cause of our joy, pray for us. . . ."
At last, Brendan admitted that it was the will of God that Father
Wycazik move on from this place.
He softly concluded the litany in a voice that grew shakier by the word.
He removed his hands from the monstrous wound. Instead, he took one of
Stefan Wycazik's limp dead hands in both his own and held fast to it
like a lost child. His heart was a deep vessel of grief.
Colonel Leland Falkirk loomed over him. "So you've got limits to your
power, do you? Good. That's good to know. All right, then, come on.
Get back there with the others."
Brendan looked up into the sharp face and polished-flint eyes, and he
felt none of the fear that the colonel previously aroused in him. He
said quietly, "He died without an opportunity to make a last confession.
I am a priest, and I will stay here and do what a priest must do, and
when I'm finished I will rejoin the others. The only way you'll move me
now is if you kill me and drag me away. If you can't wait, then you'll
have to shoot me in the back." He turned away from the colonel. Face
wet with tears 'and melting snow, he took a deep breath and found that
the Latin phrases came to his tongue without hesitation.
The crawl-through that Jack had cut in the chainlink fence was small,
but none of them-Jack, Dom, or Ginger-was a large person, so they all
squeezed onto the grounds of Thunder Hill without difficulty, having
pushed the rucksacks full of equipment ahead of them.
At Jack's direction, Dom and Ginger stayed close to the fence until he
had a chance to study the immediate landscape through the Star Tron
night-vision device. He was searching for posts on which surveillance
cameras and photoelectriccell alarm systems might be rigged. Though
blowing snow made the inspection more difficult than it would have been
in better weather, he located two poles on which were mounted cameras
that covered this portion of the Thunder Hill perimeter from different
angles. He believed the lenses of both cameras were filmed with snow,
though due to the storm he could not be certain. He saw no evidence of
photoelectric systems to detect movement across this part of the meadow.
Next, from a zippered pocket, he withdrew a wallet-size device-an
extremely sophisticated variation of a voltameter. It could detect the
passage of electric current through a line without making contact with
that line, although it could not measure the strength of the current.
He turned toward the open meadow, putting his back to the fence.
Crouching, he held the object out at arm's length, about two feet above
the ground, and moved slowly forward. The voltage detector would
register a current from lines buried as deep as eighteen inches
underground, unless they were sheathed in pipes. The kind of lines he
was looking for were neither that deep nor sheathed. Even the foot of
new and old snow would not measurably affect the device's performance.
He edged forward only about three yards before the detector began
beeping softly and flashing its amber light.
He halted immediately, stepped back a couple of feet, and called Dom and
Ginger to his side. They huddled together, and Jack said, "There's a
pressure-sensitive alarm grid buried an inch or two under the ground. It
starts about ten feet inside the fence, and I'm sure it runs parallel to