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    Sin and Tonic

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      Just like my own has been

      —Riding Low

      Standing in a river of stones

      Drowning in sorrow

      Water knee deep but cold

      Even though my mouth is clear

      I just can’t breathe anymore

      —River of Stones

      Mouthful of whiskey

      Sweat running down my back

      Strings under my fingers

      Amp cord hanging down slack

      We gather here together

      On stage for one more day

      Stomp your feet and sing along

      Rock and Blues are here to stay

      —Roadshow Blues

      Rock a bye, baby, don’t say a word

      Your cradle is broken, childhoods all blurred

      In the house you once lived, all the windows are black

      Not who they wanted, can never go back

      Come play in the sunshine, We’ve all gathered here

      Laugh at the rainbows, learn to grin ear to ear

      So come find this family,

      Painting their roses bright bright red

      Come to us, Alice, And be loved instead

      —Roses for Alice

      Death kissed me low

      Left me on the road so black

      Took my brothers up with him

      They ain’t never coming back

      Heaven saw me cryin’

      Tearing up my soul inside

      Reached down into its golden grace

      To bring a Sinner to my side

      —Saving a Sinner

      Restless itch

      Need to scratch my sin

      Fingers in deep

      Don’t let it end

      Confused and alone

      Someone’s puppet again

      —Scratch My Sin

      I can feel you breaking my skin.

      My bones shatter when you walk by.

      The blood I taste is from my tongue.

      You say you love me but I know it’s a lie.

      —Shattered Lies

      Gypsy roses, and a white daisy crown

      Waltzing in circles, We all fall down

      Spin a thread, make it of gold

      Weave us a family, brash, loud and bold

      Let me sing to them in the darkness

      Let me sing to them in the light

      Let us sing together under the moon

      Let us sing to keep back the night

      When the road comes a’calling

      Let me remember where I’ve been

      ’Cause once our song is over

      We’ll want to come back again

      Don’t sell your soul to the Devil

      Take a nickel for every sin

      Lift your voices so we can hear you

      And dance with Crossroads Gin

      —Shouting Down the Moon

      Bled onto my hand,

      Shoved his fist into mine

      Stood tall against anyone

      Who’d break through our line

      No matter what they do

      No matter what they say

      Death’s already tried to part us

      And we’ve already made him pay

      So lift a glass to the Sinners

      Lift a glass of cheap ass gin

      Put your lips on the Gates of Heaven

      ’Cause we’re taking you to sin.

      —Sinners’ Calling

      An ounce of rotgut whiskey

      A shot of bathtub gin

      Teach one boy how to dance

      Teach another boy how to sin

      Laugh under a cold, pale moon

      Cry in the pouring cold rain

      Sing a song of sixpence

      Fill your pockets full of pain

      —Sixpence

      Wrap me in leather

      Buckle me down in hard lace

      Drape me in white

      Slap a mask on my face

      Tie me down to your cross

      Thorn ribbons in my hair

      Blood down on my face

      Kill me if you dare

      —Skywood

      Stars on the black

      Stretching out into the abyss

      How could you leave me, baby?

      Didn’t you think you’d be missed?

      A slash of metal on your arm

      Stole my baby from my world

      Spilled life on white tile

      Death’s cloak ’came unfurled

      Sing a song for the Devil

      Sing a song for a God

      Take my baby’s soul to Heaven

      I’m sorry for its flaws

      —Soul for the Taking

      Pretty pretty baby, legs so damned long

      Stop for a little bit, hear some of my song.

      You’ve got a twitch in your hips

      Something sparkly in your hair

      A twinkle in your eye

      And not a damned care

      Watch who you tease

      Watch who you break

      ’Cause maybe one day

      Gonna be your heart that aches

      —Sweet Little Tease

      Hey there pretty boy

      Whatcha doing over there

      Come on over now

      Don’t just sit and stare

      Show you a right good time

      Show you everything I got

      Blowing town in an hour

      But I’ve got time to hit the spot

      —Talk is Cheap

      A word from you opened a window

      A window in my soul

      It showed me a way out

      Of the prison I had made

      I couldn’t let go of my past

      Forged the bars myself

      Carrying every blow

      Coloring in every bruise

      Gripping my wounds tight

      Until I bled out inside

      Then you found a window

      A window in my soul

      Painted over, hammered shut

      This window in my soul

      A word from you opened it

      A hug from you gave me the sky

      And your love gave me wings

      —Talking to Dad

      The prophets and the wicked both wear black.

      How do I tell one from the other?

      When both want to kiss me,

      And ask for my soul.

      —The Consuming of Me

      Stronger than sour mash

      Harder than liquid steel

      Your hands on my skin,

      Pouring fire into my veins

      —The Devil’s Brew

      I see you scraping the black,

      The black on your soul

      When are you going to leave him

      When are you going to let go?

      I see you hiding the blue

      The blue on your skin

      Holding in all your tears

      Not letting anyone else in

      What is it going to take

      For you to finally see

      I’m not asking you to go

      I’m begging you to leave

      —Tight on Time

      Time’s come to take me away

      Leave a coin on my eye for the toll

      ’Cause the river man needs his pay

      Don’t cry ’bout the way I’ve gone

      Or the mud I’ve got on my soul

      I’ve lived the way I needed to live

      No way was I making it out whole

      —Toll for the River

      Don’t care what you look like

      Don’t care who you know

      Don’t want to see you ’round

      Don’t come down to my show

      You’re always bringing Trouble

      Trouble knocking at my door

      Don’t fuck with the guys I play with

      I don’t want you here no more.

      —Trouble in Spades

      The sweet smell of you stayed when the sun came up.

      I needed you there, in the flesh not in dreams.

      And on the nights when I cry, so deep from inside.


      The sheets are cold and filled with my screams.

      —Untitled song, Hidden Track 34

      Little boy, smile oh so sweet

      Swinging your ass on C-town’s dirty street

      Pick up your heels, move that sweet ass along

      Stay here much longer

      Someone’s gonna do you wrong

      —Virgin Kiss Blues

      A bit of silver for a lady

      Slice of gold for a guy

      Giving out my soul in pieces

      Got to give it all away ’fore I die

      Need to leave this world better

      Better than when I found it that first day

      Dance my way on through to Heaven

      Hoping Hell’s devils and demons

      Don’t hunt me down to pay

      —Working Off the Red

      Miles of black

      Whiskey and rye

      Keeps the band warm

      And our damned souls dry

      A million miles to go

      A million miles to get right here

      We’ve drank from every bottle

      And more than our share of beer

      At every single show

      On yet another stage

      We find you in the dark

      Ready to rock and rage

      —Whiskey and Rye

      Long roads, bad food, no sleep in sight

      Screaming our lungs out for one or a hundred

      Strutting on stage every night

      Do it for love

      Do it for money

      Do it for fame

      Just stay in the fight

      One more show to go, Sin

      And everything’ll be all right

      —Whore’s Prayer

      Working in deep

      End of the line

      Black river at my feet

      Red fire down my spine

      Getting harder every day

      To hold onto what is mine

      —Working In Deep

      More from Rhys Ford

      Sinners Series: Book One

      There’s a dead man in Miki St. John’s vintage Pontiac GTO, and he has no idea how it got there.

      After Miki survives the tragic accident that killed his best friend and the other members of their band, Sinner’s Gin, all he wants is to hide from the world in the refurbished warehouse he bought before their last tour. But when the man who sexually abused him as a boy is killed and his remains are dumped in Miki’s car, Miki fears Death isn’t done with him yet.

      Kane Morgan, the SFPD inspector renting space in the art co-op next door, initially suspects Miki had a hand in the man’s murder, but Kane soon realizes Miki is as much a victim as the man splattered inside the GTO. As the murderer’s body count rises, the attraction between Miki and Kane heats up. Neither man knows if they can make a relationship work, but despite Miki’s emotional damage, Kane is determined to teach him how to love and be loved — provided, of course, Kane can catch the killer before Miki becomes the murderer’s final victim.

      Sequel to Sinner’s Gin

      Sinners Series: Book Two

      He was dead. And it was murder most foul. If erasing a man’s existence could even be called murder.

      When Damien Mitchell wakes, he finds himself without a life or a name. The Montana asylum’s doctors tell him he’s delusional and his memories are all lies: he’s really Stephen Thompson, and he’d gone over the edge, obsessing about a rock star who died in a fiery crash. His chance to escape back to his own life comes when his prison burns, but a gunman is waiting for him, determined that neither Stephen Thompson nor Damien Mitchell will escape.

      With the assassin on his tail, Damien flees to the City by the Bay, but keeping a low profile is the only way he’ll survive as he searches San Francisco for his best friend, Miki St. John. Falling back on what kept him fed before he made it big, Damien sings for his supper outside Finnegan’s, an Irish pub on the pier, and he soon falls in with the owner, Sionn Murphy. Damien doesn’t need a complication like Sionn, and to make matters worse, the gunman—who doesn’t mind going through Sionn or anyone else if that’s what it takes kill Damien—shows up to finish what he started.

      Sequel to Whiskey and Wry

      Sinners Series: Book Three

      Lieutenant Connor Morgan of SFPD’s SWAT division wasn’t looking for love. Especially not in a man. His life plan didn’t include one Forest Ackerman, a brown-eyed, blond drummer who’s as sexy as he is trouble. His family depends on him to be like his father, a solid pillar of strength who’ll one day lead the Morgan clan.

      No, Connor has everything worked out—a career in law enforcement, a nice house, and a family. Instead, he finds a murdered man while on a drug raid and loses his heart comforting the man’s adopted son. It wasn’t like he’d never thought about men — it’s just loving one doesn’t fit into his plans.

      Forest Ackerman certainly doesn’t need to be lusting after a straight cop, even if Connor Morgan is everywhere he looks, especially after Frank’s death. He’s just talked himself out of lusting for the brawny cop when his coffee shop becomes a war zone and Connor Morgan steps in to save him.

      Whoever killed his father seems intent on Forest joining him in the afterlife. As the killer moves closer to achieving his goal, Forest tangles with Connor Morgan and is left wondering what he’ll lose first—his life or his heart.

      Sequel to Tequila Mockingbird

      Sinners Series: Book Four

      It isn’t easy being a Morgan. Especially when dead bodies start piling up and there’s not a damned thing you can do about it.

      Quinn Morgan never quite fit into the family mold. He dreamed of a life with books instead of badges and knowledge instead of law—and a life with Rafe Andrade, his older brothers’ bad boy friend and the man who broke his very young heart.

      Rafe Andrade returned home to lick his wounds following his ejection from the band he helped form. A recovering drug addict, Rafe spends his time wallowing in guilt, until he finds himself faced with his original addiction, Quinn Morgan—the reason he fled the city in the first place.

      When Rafe hears the Sinners are looking for a bassist, it’s a chance to redeem himself, but as a crazed murderer draws closer to Quinn, Rafe’s willing to sacrifice everything—including himself—to keep his quixotic Morgan safe and sound.

      Sequel to Sloe Ride

      Sinners Series: Book Six

      We’re getting the band back together.

      Those six words send a chill down Miki St. John’s spine, especially when they’re spoken with a nearly religious fervor by his brother-in-all-but-blood, Damien Mitchell. However, those words were nothing compared to what Damien says next.

      And we’re going on tour.

      When Crossroads Gin hits the road, Damien hopes it will draw them closer together. There’s something magical about being on tour, especially when traveling in a van with no roadies, managers, or lovers to act as a buffer. The band is already close, but Damien knows they can be more—brothers of sorts, bound not only by familial ties but by their intense love for music.

      As they travel from gig to gig, the band is haunted by past mistakes and personal demons, but they forge on. For Miki, Damie, Forest, and Rafe, the stage is where they all truly come alive, and the music they play is as important to them as the air they breathe.

      But those demons and troubles won’t leave them alone, and with every mile under their belts, the band faces its greatest challenge—overcoming their deepest flaws and not killing one another along the way.

      Readers love the Sinners Series by Rhys Ford

      Sinner’s Gin

      “This is a sexy, fast-paced, hurt/comfort, murder mystery with… scorching hot sexy times!”

      —Gay Book Reviews

      Whiskey and Wry

      “It’s one thing to write a great book. It’s a whole other level of talent to write song lyrics, too, and Rhys delivers.”

      —Happy Ever After, USA Today

      Tequila Mockingbird

      “The author has
    done it again with a complex intriguing story line that explodes from the beginning and never slows down…”

      —Guilty Indulgence Romance Reviews

      Sloe Ride

      “Sloe Ride is rife with mystery and intrigue. If you’re looking for unconventional characters and action, Rhys Ford’s books would be a perfect match for you.”

      —Fresh Fiction

      Absinthe of Malice

      “It made me laugh, it made me angry, it made me irritated and at times, I was gutted. But in the end… it made me smile and be grateful I got to go on this journey with the guys.”

      —The Novel Approach

      RHYS FORD is an award-winning author with several long-running LGBT+ mystery, thriller, paranormal, and urban fantasy series and was a 2016 LAMBDA finalist with her novel Murder and Mayhem and a 2017 Gold and Silver Medal winner in the Florida Authors and Publishers President’s Book Awards for her novels Ink and Shadows and Hanging the Stars. She is published by Dreamspinner Press and DSP Publications.

      She’s also quite skeptical about bios without a dash of something personal. Rhys shares the house with two cats, Yoshi, a grumpy tuxedo and Tam, a diabetic black shorthair, as well as a ginger cairn terrorist named Gus. She is also responsible for the care and feeding of a 1979 Pontiac Firebird and enjoys murdering make-believe people.

      Rhys can be found at the following locations:

      Blog: www.rhysford.com

      Facebook: www.facebook.com/rhys.ford.author

      Twitter: @Rhys_Ford

      By Rhys Ford

     


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