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    All of Us

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      He slept on his hands

      He took a room in a port city with a fellow

      He was never the same, they said, after that

      Her brain is an attic where things

      Here is the poem I was going to write

      Here my assurance drops away. I lose

      His former wife called while he was in the south

      His name was Tug. Hers, Margo

      His wife. Forty years he painted her

      His wife died, and he grew old

      How much do writers make? she said

      I am sick and tired of the river, the stars (Chekhov)

      I ask her and then she asks me. We each

      I didn’t want to use it at first

      I don’t know the names of flowers

      I exchange nervous glances

      I fished alone that languid autumn evening

      I go to sleep on one beach

      I got sleepy while driving and pulled in under a tree (Tranströmer)

      I had forgotten about the quail that live

      “I have a foreboding.… I’m oppressed (Chekhov)

      I have a job with a tiny salary of 80 crowns, and

      I have always wanted brook trout

      I lay down for a nap. But every time I closed my eyes

      I lean over the balcony of the minaret

      I look up and see them starting

      I looked into the room a moment ago

      I love creeks and the music they make

      “I only have two hands,”

      I opened the old spiral notebook to see what I’d been

      I see an empty place at the table

      I spent years, on and off, in academe

      I stalked a cougar once in a lost box-canyon

      I think of Balzac in his nightcap after

      I took a walk on the railroad track

      I wade through wheat up to my belly

      I waded, deepening, into the dark water

      I want to get up early one more morning

      I was nearsighted and had to get up close

      I was nine years old

      I went out for a minute and

      I will not go when she calls

      I woke up feeling wiped out. God knows

      I woke up with a spot of blood

      I’m not the man she claims. But

      I’ve always wanted brook trout

      I’ve wasted my time this morning, and I’m deeply ashamed

      If I’m lucky, I’ll be wired every whichway

      Imagine a young man, alone, without anyone

      In a little patch of ground beside

      In air heavy

      In June, in the Kyborg Castle, in the canton

      In order to be able to live

      In our cabin we eat breaded oysters and fries

      In the garden, small laughter from years ago

      In the living room Walter Cronkite

      In the meadow this afternoon, I fetch

      In the trailer next to this one

      In those days we were going places. But that Sunday

      In winter two kinds of fields on the hills

      it gets run over by a van

      It was a glorious morning. The sun was shining brightly and (Chekhov)

      It was a night like all the others. Empty

      It was a sixteen-inch ling cod that the eagle

      It’s 1974 again, and he’s back once more. Smirking

      It’s afternoon when he takes off

      It’s August and I have not

      It’s either this or bobcat hunting

      It’s good to live near the water

      It’s too late now to put a curse on you—wish you

      It’s what the kids nowadays call weed. And it drifts

      Just when he had given up thinking

      Last night, alone, 3000 miles away from the one

      Last night at my daughter’s, near Blaine

      Last night I dreamt a priest came to me

      “Lately I’ve been eating a lot of pork

      Left off the highway and

      Lighten up, songbirds. Give me a break

      like bad credit

      Long before he thought of his own death

      Love of work. The blood singing

      Make use of the things around you

      Mark the man I am with

      Mom said I didn’t have a belt that fit and

      My boat is being made to order. Right now it’s about to leave

      My dad is at the stove in front of a pan with brains

      My life’s on an even keel

      My mother calls to wish me a Merry Christmas

      My wife has disappeared along with her clothes

      My wife is in the other half of this mobile home

      Naches River. Just below the falls

      Nadya, pink-cheeked, happy, her eyes shining with tears (Chekhov)

      Narrow-bodied, iron head like the flat side

      New snow onto old ice last night. Now

      No other word will do. For that’s what it was. Gravy

      No sleep. Somewhere near here in the woods, fear

      Not far from here someone

      Now that you’ve gone away for five days

      October. Here in this dank, unfamiliar kitchen

      On my desk, a picture postcard from my son

      On the banks of the

      On the Columbia River near Vantage

      On the pampas tonight a gaucho

      Once

      One minute I had the windows open

      Out of the black mouth of the big king

      Out on the Strait the water is whitecapping

      Rain hisses onto stones as old men and women

      Reading a life of Alexander the Great, Alexander

      Reluctantly, my son goes with me

      Seeing the child again

      September, and somewhere the last

      She gave me the car and two

      She lays her hand on his shoulder

      She serves me a piece of it a few minutes

      She slumps in the booth, weeping

      Shortly after three p.m. today a squall

      Snow began falling late last night. Wet flakes

      So early it’s still almost dark out

      So I returned here from the big capitals, (Milosz)

      So many impossible things have already

      Something is happening to me

      Suppose I say summer

      Sweetheart, please send me the notebook I left

      Take Mans Fat and Cats Fat, of each half an Ounce (Chetham)

      Talking about myself all day

      Talking about her brother, Morris, Tess said

      That first week in Santa Barbara wasn’t the worst thing

      That painting next to the brocaded drapery

      That time I tagged along with my dad to the dry cleaners

      The afternoon was already dark and unnatural

      The angler’s coat and trowsers should be of cloth (Oliver)

      The car with a cracked windshield

      The dusk of evening comes on. Earlier a little rain

      The entire household suffered

      The fishing in Lough Arrow is piss-poor

      The four of us sitting around that afternoon

      The girl in the lobby reading a leather-bound book

      The girl minding the store

      The gondolier handed you a rose

      The green fields were beginning. And the tall, white

      The house rocked and shouted all night

      The latin winds of Majorca

      The little bald old man, General Zhukov’s cook, the very one (Chekhov)

      The mallard ducks are down

      The man who took 38 steelhead out

      The mind can’t sleep, can only lie awake and

      The moon, the landscape, the train

      The next poem I write will have firewood

      The nights are very unclear here

      THE PALETTE

      The papal nuncio, John Burchard, writes calmly

      The paperboy shakes me awake. “I have been dreaming you’d come”


      The pen that told the truth

      The people who were better than us were comfortable

      The sad music of roads lined with larches

      The seasons turning. Memory flaring

      The two brothers, Sleep and Death, they unblinkingly called

      The wind is level now. But pails of rain

      The woman asked us in for pie. Started

      Then I was young and had the strength of ten

      Then Pancho Villa came to town

      There are five of us in the tent, not counting

      There are terrible nights with thunder, lightning, rain, and (Chekhov)

      There is no deceiving the bird-fancier. He sees and Chekhov)

      There was a great reckoning

      There was always the inside and

      These fish have no eyes

      They fill their mouths with alcohol

      They promised an unforgettable trip

      They waited all day for the sun to appear. Then

      They were in the living room. Saying their

      They withheld judgment, looking down at us

      They’re alone at the kitchen table in her friend’s

      They’re on a one-way flight, bound from LAX

      They’ve come every day this month

      This afternoon the Mississippi

      This foot’s giving me nothing

      This is the fourth day I’ve been here

      This morning I began a poem on Hamid Ramouz

      This morning I remembered the young man

      This morning I woke up to rain

      This morning I’m torn

      This morning was something. A little snow

      This much is clear to me now—even then

      This old woman who kept house for them

      This rain has stopped, and the moon has come out

      This room for instance

      This sky, for instance

      This yardful of the landlord’s used cars

      Those beautiful days (Seifert)

      3 fat trout hang

      Through the open window he could see a flock of ducks (Chekhov)

      To scream with pain, to cry, to summon help, to call (Chekhov)

      To sleep and forget everything for a few hours

      Today a woman signaled me in Hebrew

      Toward evening the wind changes. Boats

      Trolling the coho fly twenty feet behind the boat

      Trying to write a poem while it was still dark out

      Turning through a collection

      Twenty-eight, hairy belly hanging out

      Vodka chased with coffee. Each morning

      Waking before sunrise, in a house not my own

      Walking around on our first day

      Water perfectly calm. Perfectly amazing

      we have been looking at cars lately

      We press our lips to the enameled rim of the cups

      We sipped tea. Politely musing

      We stand around the burning oil drum

      We were five at the craps table

      What a rough night! It’s either no dreams at all

      What lasts is what you start with (Wright)

      Whatever became of that brass ring

      When after supper Tatyana Ivanovna sat quietly down (Chekhov)

      When he came to my house months ago to measure

      When his mother called for the second time

      When my friend John Dugan, the carpenter

      When you were little, wind tailed you

      Where this floated up from, or why

      Which of us will be left then

      Woke up early this morning and from my bed

      Woke up feeling anxious and bone-lonely

      Woke up this morning with

      Years ago—it would have been 1956 or 1957—when I was a

      Yes I remember those days

      Yesterday I dressed in a dead man’s

      Yesterday, snow was falling and all was chaos

      Yet why not say what happened (Lowell)

      You are falling in love again. This time

      You are served “duck soup” and nothing more. But you (Chekhov)

      You are writing a love scene

      You don’t know what love is Bukowski said

      You simply go out and shut the door

      You soda crackers! I remember

      You’d dozed in front of the TV

      Your delicious-looking rum cake, covered with

      Zhivago with a fine moustache

      RAYMOND CARVER

      Raymond Carver was born in Clatskanie, Oregon, in 1938. His first collection of stories, Will You Please Be Quiet, Please? (a National Book Award nominee in 1977), was followed by What We Talk About When We Talk About Love, Cathedral (nominated for the Pulitzer Prize in 1984), and Where I’m Calling From in 1988, when he was inducted into the American Academy of Arts and Letters. He died in August of that year, shortly after completing the poems of A New Path to the Waterfall.

      ALSO BY

      RAYMOND CARVER

      CALL IF YOU NEED ME

      Call If You Need Me traces the arc of Carver’s career, not in the widely anthologized stories that have become classics, but through his uncollected fiction and his essays. Here are the five “last” stories, discovered a decade after Carver’s death. Here also are Carver’s first published story, the fragment of an unfinished novel, and all his nonfiction—from a recollection of his father to reflections on writers as varied as Anton Chekhov and Donald Barthelme. Call If You Need Me invites us to travel with a singular artist, step by step, as he discovers what is worth saying and how to say it so it pierces the heart.

      Fiction/Literature

      CATHEDRAL

      “A dozen stories that overflow with the danger, excitement, mystery and possibility of life.… Carver is a writer of astonishing compassion and honesty … his eye set only on describing and revealing the world as he sees it. His eye is so clear, it almost breaks your heart” (Jonathan Yardley, The Washington Post Book World).

      Fiction/Literature

      FIRES

      More than sixty stories, poems, and essays are included in this wide-ranging collection by the amazingly gifted and versatile Raymond Carver. Two of the stories—later revised for What We Talk About When We Talk About Love—are particularly notable in that between the first and final versions, we see clearly the astounding process of Carver’s literary development.

      Fiction/Poetry/Essays

      SHORT CUTS

      The works of fiction—nine stories and one poem—collected in this volume form the basis of an astonishingly original film directed by Robert Altman. These now-classic stories, when read together, form a searing and indelible portrait of American innocence and loss. With deadpan humor and enormous tenderness, the film Short Cuts reinvents and dramatizes them as only an artist of Altman’s caliber could, giving new insight into the work of “one of the true contemporary masters” (The New York Review of Books).

      Fiction/Literature

      WHAT WE TALK ABOUT WHEN WE TALK ABOUT LOVE

      In his second collection of stories, as in his first, Carver’s characters are peripheral people—people without education, insight, or prospects, people too unimaginative to even give up. Carver celebrates these men and women.

      Fiction/Literature

      WHERE I’M CALLING FROM

      Carver’s last collection encompasses classic stories from Cathedral, What We Talk About When We Talk About Love, and earlier Carver volumes, along with seven works previously unpublished in book form. Together, these thirty-seven stories give us a superb overview of Carver’s life work and show us why he was so widely imitated but never equaled.

      Fiction/Literature

      WILL YOU PLEASE BE QUIET, PLEASE?

      With this, his first collection of stories, Raymond Carver breathed new life into the American short story and instantly became the recognized master of the form. Carver shows us the humor and tragedy that dwell in the hearts of ordinary people. His stories are the classics of our time.

      Fiction/Literature


      ALL OF US

      Although he won his greatest acclaim as a writer of short stories, Raymond Carver began his career as a poet, and he continued to write poetry until his death in 1988. With this stunningly rich collection, the full extent of his achievement is finally evident. The more than three hundred poems in All of Us possess all the virtues of Carver’s fiction: a keen attention to the physical world; an uncanny ability to compress vast feeling into discreet moments; a voice of conversational intimacy; and an unstinting sympathy for “all of us, all of us, all of us / trying to save / our immortal souls.” This edition brings together all the poems of Carver’s four previous books, along with those posthumously published in No Heroics, Please. It also contains bibliographical and textual notes on individual poems; a chronology of Carver’s life and work; and a moving introduction by Carver’s widow, the poet Tess Gallagher.

      Poetry

      ULTRAMARINE

      “Mr. Carver is heir to that most appealing American poetic voice, the lyricism of Theodore Roethke and James Wright.… This book is a treasure, one to return to. No one’s brevity is as rich, as complete, as Raymond Carver’s” (The New York Times Book Review).

      Poetry

      WHERE WATER COMES TOGETHER WITH OTHER WATER

      A vast collection of poems that won Poetry magazine’s Levinson Prize. “Somehow the nuances of daily experience, the warmth, humor, and reflection the poet brings to subjects are quite unlike anyone else’s” (Joseph Parisi).

      Poetry

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