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    Possibility of Being

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      like Venus upright in her mussel shell;

      look how that blusher there, as in confusion,

      has turned towards a cooler bloom, and how

      the cool one is unfeelingly withdrawing;

      and how the cold one stands, wrapped in herself,

      among those open roses doffing all.

      And what they doff—the way it can appear

      now light, now heavy—like a cloak, a burden,

      a wing, a domino—it all depends—

      and how they doff it: as before the loved one.

      What can they not be: was that yellow one

      that lies there hollow, open, not the rind

      upon a fruit, in which that self-same yellow

      was the intenser, orange-ruddier juice?

      And did her blowing prove too much for this one,

      since, touched by air, her nameless rosiness

      assumed the bitter after-taste of lilac?

      And is not yonder cambric one a dress,

      wherein, still soft and breath-warm, clings the vest

      flung off along with it among the shadows

      of early morning by the woodland pool?

      And what’s this opalescent porcelain,

      so fragile, but a shallow china cup,

      and full of little shining butterflies?

      And that, containing nothing but herself?

      And are not all just that, just self-containing,

      if self-containing means: to take the world

      and wind and rain and patience of the spring-time

      and guilt and restlessness and muffled fate

      and somberness of evening earth and even

      the melting, fleeing, forming of the clouds

      and the vague influence of distant stars,

      and change it to a handful of Within?

      It now lies heedless in those open roses.

      ARCHAIC TORSO OF APOLLO

      Though we’ve not known his unimagined head

      and what divinity his eyes were showing,

      his torso like a branching street-lamp’s glowing,

      wherein his gaze, only turned down, can shed

      light still. Or else the breast’s insurgency

      could not be dazzling you, or you discerning

      in that slight twist of loins a smile returning

      to where was center’d his virility.

      Or else this stone would not stand so intact

      beneath the shoulders’ through-seen cataract

      and would not glisten like a wild beast’s skin;

      and would not keep from all its contours giving

      light like a star: for there’s no place therein

      that does not see you. You must change your living.

      LEDA

      When first the god set foot there in his need,

      the swan’s great beauty almost frightened him;

      he vanished into it with wits a-swim.

      But his deceit onswept him to his deed

      before the feelings of that life untried

      could be experienced. And, all-robeless, she

      knew who that comer in the swan must be,

      and knew already that he eyed

      what her confused endeavor to withstand

      no longer could conceal. The god alighted,

      and, necking through the ever-weaker hand,

      loosed himself into her he doted on.

      Then really felt his plumage and, delighted,

      became within her lap entirely swan.

      A PROPHET

      Such as giant visions have dilated,

      scintillating from the fiery train

      of the judgments they have contemplated,

      gaze his thickly superciliated

      eyes, and words are being accumulated

      deep within him once again:

      not his own (for what could his words settle?

      And how temperedly would they be dealt!),

      other, harder: chunks of stone and metal,

      which, like a volcano, he must melt

      till eruptingly he sends them flying

      from his mouth whose curses fill the air;

      while his forehead like a dog’s is trying

      conscientiously to bear

      what from his the Lord has disengaged:

      Him, Him, all would find beyond denial,

      if they’d only follow those great dial-

      hands that show Him as He is: enraged.

      THE TEMPTATION

      No, it didn’t help him, his inducing

      sharp-toothed thorns into his lustful flesh;

      all his teeming senses were producing,

      with loud screams of labor, fresh

      miscreations: leeringly-distorted

      faces, partly crawling, partly flying,

      nothings, whose maliciousness was eying

      him alone, with whom it jointly sported.

      Now his senses had proliferated;

      for the pack was fruitful in the night,

      and with stipple was centuplicated

      still more parti-colorfully bright.

      And a drink was brewed from their grimacing,

      and his hands were grasping cup on cup,

      and like thighs the shadow opened up,

      warm and as awakened for embracing.—

      And he screamed then for the angel, screamed:

      And the angel, in his shiningness,

      came and hounded all that had outstreamed

      back into the saint’s own inwardness,

      that he might contend there, year by year,

      as before, with monstrous generation,

      and distill from inner fermentation

      God, the still as yet so far from clear.

      ADAM

      He, on the cathedral’s steep ascent,

      stands and stares near where the window-rose is,

      as if awed by the apotheosis

      which, when it had reached its full extent,

      set him over these and these below.

      And he towers and joys in his duration,

      plain-resolved; who started cultivation

      first of all mankind, and did not know

      how he’d find a way from Eden-garden,

      ready-filled with all it could supply,

      to the new Earth. God would only harden,

      and, instead of granting him his prayer,

      kept on threatening he should surely die.

      But the man persisted: She will bear.

      EVE

      She, on the cathedral’s vast ascent,

      simply stands there near the window-rose,

      with the apple in the apple-pose,

      ever henceforth guilty-innocent

      of the growingness she brought to birth

      since that time she lovingly departed

      from the old eternities and started

      struggling like a young year through the Earth.

      Ah, she could have stayed so gladly, though,

      just a little longer there, attending

      to the sense and concord beasts would show.

      But she found the man resolved to go,

      so she went out with him, deathwards tending;

      and yet God she’d scarcely got to know.

      THE BLIND MAN

      Paris

      Look, his progress interrupts the scene,

      absent from his dark perambulation,

      like a dark crack’s interpenetration

      of a bright cup. And, as on a screen,

      all reflections things around are making

      get depicted on him outwardly.

      Just his feeling stirs, as if intaking

      little waves of world invisibly:

      here a stillness, there a counter-stand—

      as if pondering whom to choose, he’ll tarry:

      then surrenderingly he’ll lift his hand,

      almost ritually, as if to marry.

      THE GROUP

      Paris

      Like someone gathering a quick posy: so

      Chanc
    e here is hastily arranging faces,

      widens and then contracts their interspaces,

      seizes two distant, lets a nearer go,

      drops this for that, blows weariness away,

      rejects, like weed, a dog from the bouquet,

      and pulls headforemost what’s too low, as through

      a maze of stalks and petals, into view,

      and binds it in, quite small, upon the hem;

      stretches once more to change and separate,

      and just has time, for one last look at them,

      to spring back to the middle of the mat

      on which, in one split second after that,

      the glistening lifter’s swelling his own weight.

      LATE AUTUMN IN VENICE

      The city drifts no longer like a bait now,

      upcatching all the days as they emerge.

      Brittlier the glassy palaces vibrate now

      beneath your gaze. And from each garden verge.

      the summer like a bunch of puppets dangles,

      headforemost, weary, made away.

      Out of the ground, though, from dead forest tangles

      volition mounts: as though before next day

      the sea-commander must have rigged and ready

      the galleys in the sleepless Arsenal,

      and earliest morning air be tarred already

      by an armada, oaringly outpressing,

      and suddenly, with flare of flags, possessing

      the great wind, radiant and invincible.

      CORRIDA

      In Memoriam Montez, 1830

      Since, small almost, through the opened door

      with upstartled eyes and ears he came

      and supposed the baiting picador

      and beribboned barbs to be a game,

      that wild figure seems now to consist

      of an ever-concentrating weight

      of accumulated old black hate,

      and his head is clenched into a fist,

      no more meeting any playfully:

      no, but rearing bloody barbs behind

      those presented horns, and in his mind

      his opponent from eternity,

      who, in gold and mauve-pink silk arrayed,

      suddenly turns round and, like a swarm

      of bees, and as if vexed but undismayed,

      lets the baffled beast beneath his arm

      rush by—while his burning looks are lifting

      up once more in tremulous accord,

      as if all that circling throng were drifting

      down from their own shine and sombering

      and his eyelids’ every fluttering,

      till, so unexcitedly, unhating,

      leaning on himself, deliberating,

      into that great wave’s refluctuance

      over its dispersed precipitance

      almost softly he insheathes his sword.

      LADY BEFORE THE MIRROR

      At the mirror’s surface she’ll begin

      gently melting, like a spice-assortment

      in a sleeping draught, her tired deportment;

      and she’ll let her smiling drop right in.

      And she’ll wait until the liquidness

      rises from it; then she’ll pour her hair

      in as well, and, lifting out one bare,

      marvelous shoulder from her evening-dress,

      quietly drink out of her image. Drink,

      what a lover would in wild caresses,

      tryingly, all mistrust; and never think

      of beckoning her maid until she sees

      at the mirror’s bottom candles, presses,

      and a late hour’s undissolving lees.

      THE FLAMINGOS

      Jardin Des Plantes, Paris

      In Fragonard-like mirrorings no more

      of ail their white and red is proffered to you

      than would have been conveyed if one who knew you

      had said of her he’d chosen to adore:

      “She was still soft with sleep.” For if, forsaking

      pool for green grass, they stand together there,

      rose-stalked, as in some blossoming parterre,

      they’re taken by themselves with lures more taking

      than Phryne’s; till they’ve necked that pallidness

      of eye deep into their own downiness,

      where black and ripe-fruit-ruddiness are hiding.

      A screech of envy rends the aviary;

      they, though, in stretched astonishment, are striding,

      each singly, into the imaginary.

      THE READER

      Who knows him, he who’s let his face descend

      to where a new existency engages,

      only the rapid turn of crowded pages

      will sometimes violently suspend?

      Even his mother could not feel quite sure

      it’s he, there reading something saturated

      with his own shadow. And, clock-regulated,

      can we know how much ebbed from him before

      he laboringly uplooked: thereby upheaving

      all the book’s deepness to the light of day,

      with eyes which, now outgiving, not receiving,

      impinged upon a filled environment:

      as quiet children, after lonely play,

      will suddenly perceive the situation;

      his features, though, in full coordination,

      remained forever different.

      THE MOUNTAIN

      Six-and-thirty and a hundred times

      did the painter write the mountain peak,

      sundered from it, driven back to seek

      (six-and-thirty and a hundred times)

      that incomprehensible volcano,

      happy, full of trial, expedientless—

      while, forever outlined, it would lay no

      bridle on its surging gloriousness:

      daily in a thousand ways uprearing,

      letting each incomparable night

      fall away, as being all too tight;

      wearing out at once each new appearing,

      every shape assumed the shiningmost,

      far, opinionless, unsympathizing—

      to be suddenly materializing

      there behind each crevice like a ghost.

      REQUIEM

      (1909)

      FOR A FRIEND

      I have my dead, and I would let them go

      and be surprised to see them all so cheerful,

      so soon at home in being-dead, so right,

      so unlike their repute. You, you alone,

      return; brush past me, move about, persist

      in knocking something that vibratingly

      betrays you. Oh, don’t take from me what I

      am slowly learning. I’m right; you’re mistaken,

      if you’re disturbed into a home-sick longing

      for something here. We transmute it all;

      it’s not here, we reflect it from ourselves,

      from our own being, as soon as we perceive it.

      I thought you’d got much further. It confounds me

      that you should thus mistake and come, who passed

      all other women so in transmutation.

      That we were frightened when you died, or, rather,

      that your strong death made a dark interruption,

      tearing the till-then from the ever-since:

      that is our business: to set that in order

      will be the work that everything provides us.

      But that you too were frightened, even now

      are frightened, now, when fright has lost its meaning,

      that you are losing some of your eternity,

      even a little, to step in here, friend, here,

      where nothing yet exists; that in the All,

      for the first time distracted and half-hearted,

      you did not grasp the infinite ascension

      as once you grasped each single thing on earth;

      that from the orbit that already held you

      the gravitation of some mute unrest

      shou
    ld drag you down to measurable time:

      this often wakes me like an entering thief.

      If I could say you merely deign to come

      from magnanimity, from superabundance,

      because you are so sure, so self-possessed,

      that you can wander like a child, not frightened

      of places where ther’re things that happen to one—

      but no, you’re asking. And that penetrates

      right to the bone and rattles like a saw.

      Reproach, such as you might bear as a spirit,

      bear against me when I withdraw myself

      at night into my lungs, into my bowels,

      into the last poor chamber of my heart,

      such a reproach would not be half so cruel

      as this mute asking. What is it you ask?

      Say, shall I travel? Have you left somewhere

      a thing behind you, that torments itself

      with trying to reach you? Travel to a country

      you never saw, although it was as closely

      akin to you as one half of your senses?

      I’ll voyage on its rivers, set my foot

      upon its soil and ask about old customs,

      stand talking with the women in their doorways

      and pay attention when they call their children.

      I will observe how they take on the landscape

      outside there in the course of the old labor

      of field and meadow; will express a wish

      to be presented to the king himself,

      and work upon the priests with bribery

      to leave me lying before the strongest statue

      and then withdraw, shutting the temple doors.

      But in conclusion, having learnt so much,

      I’ll simply watch the animals, that something

      of their own way of turning may glide over

      into my joints; I’ll have a brief existence

      within their eyes, that solemnly retain me

      and slowly loose me, calmly, without judgment.

      I’ll make the gardeners repeat by heart

      the names of many flowers and so bring back

      in pots of lovely proper names a remnant,

      a little remnant, of the hundred perfumes.

      And I will purchase fruits too, fruits, wherein

      that country, sky and all, will re-exist.

      For that was what you understood: full fruits.

      You used to set them out in bowls before you

     


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