Looking at it through tears, through tears.
Then straight from these there broke the kiss,
I think You must have known by this
The thing for what it was, that had come to You:
She did not love You like the rest,
It was in her own way, but at the worst, the best,
She gave You something altogether new.
And through it all, from her, no word.
She scarcely saw You, scarcely heard:
Surely You knew when she so touched You with her hair,
Or by the wet cheek lying there,
And while her perfume clung to You from head to feet all through
the day
That You can change the things for which we care,
But even You, unless You kill us, not the way.
This, then was peace for her, but passion too.
I wonder was it like a kiss that once I knew,
The only one that I would care to take
Into the grave with me, to which, if there afterwards, to wake.
Almost as happy as the carven Dead
In some dim chancel lying head by head
We slept with it, but face to face, the whole night through –
One breath, one throbbing quietness, as if the thing behind our lips
was endless life,
Lost, as I woke, to hear in the strange earthly dawn, his ‘Are you
there?’
And lie still, listening to the wind outside, among the
firs.
So Mary chose the dream of Him for what was left to her of night
and day,
It is the only truth: it is the dream in us that neither life nor death nor
any other thing can take away:
But if she had not touched Him in the doorway of the dream could
she have cared so much?
She was a sinner, we are what we are: the spirit afterwards,
but first, the touch.
And He has never shared with me my haunted house beneath the
trees.
Of Eden and Calvary, with its ghosts that have not any eyes for tears,
And the happier guests who would not see, or if they did, remember
these,
Though they lived there a thousand years.
Outside, too gravely looking at me, He seems to stand,
And looking at Him, if my forgotten spirit came
Unwillingly back, what could it claim
Of those calm eyes, that quiet speech,
Breaking like a slow tide upon the beach,
The scarred, not quite human hand?
Unwillingly back to the burden of old imaginings
When it has learned so long not to think, not to be;
Again, again it would speak as it has been spoken to me of things
That I shall not see!
I cannot bear to look at this divinely bent and gracious head:
When I was small I never quite believed that He was dead:
And at the Convent School I used to lie awake in bed
Thinking about His hands. It did not matter what they said,
He was alive to me, so hurt, so hurt! And most of all in Holy Week
When there was no one else to see
I used to think it would not hurt me too, so terribly,
If He had ever seemed to notice me
Or if, for once, He would only speak.
The Shade-Catchers
I think they were about as high
As haycocks are. They went running by
Catching bits of shade in the sunny street:
‘I’ve got one,’ cried sister to brother,
‘I’ve got two.’ ‘Now I’ve got another.’
But scudding away on their little bare feet,
They left the shade in the sunny street.
Saturday Market
Bury your heart in some deep green hollow
Or hide it up in a kind old tree
Better still, give it the swallow
When she goes over the sea.
In Saturday Market there’s eggs a ’plenty
And dead-alive ducks with their legs tied down,
Girls and the women of the town –
Pitchers and sugar-sticks, ribbons and laces,
Posies and whips and dicky-birds’ seed,
Silver pieces and smiling faces,
In Saturday Market they’ve all they need.
What were you showing in Saturday Market
That set it grinning from end to end
Girls and gaffers and boys of twenty –?
Cover it close with your shawl, my friend –
Hasten you home with the laugh behind you,
Over the down –, out of sight,
Fasten your door, though no one will find you
No one will look on a Market night.
See, you, the shawl is wet, take out from under
The red dead thing –. In the white of the moon
On the flags does it stir again? Well, and no wonder –
Best make an end of it; bury it soon.
If there is blood on the hearth who’ll know it?
Or blood on the stairs,
When a murder is over and done, why show it?
In Saturday Market nobody cares.
Then lie you straight on your bed for a short short weeping
And still for a long, long rest,
There’s never a one in the town so sure of sleeping
As you, in the house on the down with a hole in your breast.
Think no more of the swallow,
Forget, you, the sea,
Never again remember the deep green hollow
Or the top of the kind old tree!
Sea Love
Tide be runnin’ the great world over:
’Twas only last June month, I mind, that we
Was thinkin’ the toss and the call in the breast of the lover
So everlastin’ as the sea.
Heer’s the same little fishes that splutter and swim,
Wi’ the moon’s old glim on the grey, wet sand;
An’ him no more to me nor me to him
Than the wind goin’ over my hand.
From a Window
Up here, with June, the sycamore throws
Across the window a whispering screen;
I shall miss the sycamore more, I suppose,
Than anything else on this earth that is out in green.
But I mean to go through the door without fear,
Not caring much what happens here
When I’m away: –
How green the screen is across the panes
Or who goes laughing along the lanes
With my old lover all the summer day.
Not for that City
Not for that city of the level sun,
Its golden streets and glittering gates ablaze –
The shadeless, sleepless city of white days,
White nights, or nights and days that are as one –
We weary, when all is said, all thought, all done.
We strain our eyes beyond this dusk to see
What, from the threshold of eternity,
We shall step into. No, I think we shun
The splendour of that everlasting glare,
The clamour of that never-ending song.
And if for anything we greatly long,
It is for some remote and quiet stair
Which winds to silence and a space of sleep
Too sound for waking and for dreams too deep.
Fin de Fête
Sweetheart, for such a day
One mustn’t grudge the score;
Here, then, it’s all to pay,
It’s Good-night at the door.
Good-night and good dreams to you, –
Do you remember the picture-book thieves
Who left two children sleepi
ng in a wood the long night through,
And how the birds came down and covered them with leaves?
So you and I should have slept, – But now,
Oh, what a lonely head!
With just the shadow of a waving bough
In the moonlight over your bed.
I so liked Spring
I so liked Spring last year
Because you were here; –
The thrushes too –
Because it was these you so liked to hear –
I so liked you –
This year’s a different thing, –
I’ll not think of you –
But I’ll like Spring because it is simply Spring
As the thrushes do.
The Trees Are Down
– and he cried with a loud voice:
Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees –
– Revelation
They are cutting down the great plane-trees at the end of the gardens.
For days there has been the grate of the saw, the swish of the branches as they fall,
The crash of the trunks, the rustle of trodden leaves,
With the ‘Whoops’ and the ‘Whoas’, the loud common talk, the loud common laughs of the men, above it all.
I remember one evening of a long past Spring
Turning in at a gate, getting out of a cart, and finding a large dead rat in the mud of the drive.
I remember thinking: alive or dead, a rat was a god-forsaken thing,
But at least, in May, that even a rat should be alive.
The week’s work here is as good as done. There is just one bough
On the roped bole, in the fine grey rain,
Green and high
And lonely against the sky.
(Down now! –)
And but for that,
If an old dead rat
Did once, for a moment, unmake the Spring, I might never have thought of him again.
It is not for a moment the Spring is unmade to-day;
These were great trees, it was in them from root to stem:
When the men with the ‘Whoops’ and the ‘Whoas’ have carted the whole of the whispering loveliness away
Half the Spring, for me, will have gone with them.
It is going now, and my heart has been struck with the hearts of the planes;
Half my life it has beat with these, in the sun, in the rains,
In the March wind, the May breeze,
In the great gales that came over to them across the roofs from the great seas.
There was only a quiet rain when they were dying;
They must have heard the sparrows flying,
And the small creeping creatures in the earth where they were lying –
But I, all day, I heard an angel crying:
Hurt not the trees.’
Appendix
A Note on the Poetry Bookshop Rhyme Sheets
SERIES 1. 23 × 8ins. Nos. 2, 4, and presumably 1 (I have not seen an example) are headed THE RHYME SHEET from free lettering by Charles Winzer. Only Nos. 1 to 7 are hand-coloured by Alida Monro (then Klementaski) and Charlotte Mew.
1. Oh, What Shall the Man? decorated by Charles Winzer. (Out of print by 1916 and not replaced). 1d plain 2d coloured.
2. The Cow by Roden Noel, A Widow’s Weeds by Walter de la Mare, The Shepherd by William Blake, decorated by Charles Winzer. Listed as For Children. 1d plain 2d coloured.
3. Poems by William Blake, decorated with head and tail pieces from Blake’s illustrations to Virgil. 1d plain. Replaced by Poems by Wordsworth decorated by Albert Rutherston. 1d plain 2d coloured.
4. Overheard on a Saltmarsh and Wind in the Dusk by Harold Monro, decorated by Charles Winzer. 2d coloured.
5. Arabia by Walter de la Mare, decorated by Charles Winzer. 2d coloured.
6. Beautiful Meals by T. Sturge Moore, who also did the decorations. 1d plain 2d coloured.
7. A Christmas Legend by Frank Sidgwick, decorated by Ethel Pye. 1d plain 2d coloured.
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Index
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Numbers in italics refer to illustrations
Abercrombie, Lascelles 202
Academy, The 46, 71
; Aiken, Conrad, Ushant 221
Alden, Mr 190
Aldington, Richard 130, 134, 144, 161
Images 161, 168
Allen, Elisaveta (Mrs Grant Allen) 116
Allen, Grant 47, 59, 116
Ally Sloper’s Weekly 11
Andersen, Hans 138
Answers 46
Architectural Association, The 43
Athenaeum, The 46
Audierne, Brittany 98
Baldwin, Stanley (as Prime Minister) 202, 203
Barnes, Christopher 9
Barton, Isle of Wight 2, 15, 77
Bates, H.E. 200
Baudelaire, Charles 18
BBC Savoy Hill studio 207
Beale, Miss Dorothea 119, 120
Beardsley, Aubrey 51, 52, 53, 54, 57, 59, 66, 78
Night Piece 54
Garçons de Café 58
Beardsley, Mabel 57
Bedford Estate 36, 69, 191–2
Belboeuf, Marquise de (‘Missy’) 83
Beresford, J.D. 119–20
Berkhamsted, Hertfordshire 95, 101
Binyon, Laurence 153
Blackgang Chine, Isle of Wight 15
Blackwood’s Magazine 46, 61
Blake, William 24
Blunt, Wilfred Scawen 176
Boll, Dr Theophilus 137–8, 141
‘Miss Bolt’ (the Mews’ sewing-woman) 12–14, 57, 78, 91
Boulogne 100–1, 114
Bourget, Paul 78
Bramley, Frank, Hopeless Dawn 64, 65
Branscombe, Devonshire 95
Bridges, Robert 206
Brighton, Sussex 3, 14, 35, 200
British Museum 26–7, 92, 201
Brittany 74–7, 97–9, 215
Brontë, Charlotte 42, 56, 121, 131, 193
Villette 56
Brontë, Emily 24, 92–4, 96, 121–2, 210
Wuthering Heights 93, 94, 177