You wouldn't dare to take a peep
Across my mind it starts to creep
Awake and motionless I weep
More emotional than I want to be
Get these feelings out of me
Be a man like on TV
A pussy for the world to see
Thieves
Mobsters
Growing strong
Corporations
Governments
All day long
Bullets
Through bodies
One by one
Are you
Prepared
It has
Begun
I take pills
To cure my ills
Rack up my bills
Life's all downhills
So I seek thrills
Get stuck by quills
Smoke up my gills
And take big swills
I've had my fill
Yet I can't kill
My addictive will
To take more pills
Go to church and listen to a pastor
Listen to the interpretation
Of a translation
Of a translation
Beset by manipulation
Used for ignorance proliferation
The pinky is jumping
The other fingers tell him to stop
But he can't resist
He feels the beat
He moves his feet
Its natural
La la la
Can't stop me
La la la
It doesn’t hurt
Ha ha ha
They love it
The clouds have cleared
The sun shines through
Brighter days because of you
The birds are singing
Their voices bringing
Joyous sounds of something true
Problems are gone
Nothing is wrong
In the past are days of blue
But can it last
Or will it pass
My beautiful and perfect view
Part 5
The sobriety society
Is not one with propriety
But rather just anxiety
For it fears a great variety
Of thought
Don't want to go to sleep
Because I don't want to wake up
Don't want to give you a call
Because I know that we'll make up
Don't want to face tomorrow
Because I know how it will end
Don't want to be alone
But there's no one I call friend
A child died in the morning fog
And no one heard it's cries
It never lived to learn the truth
That this life is nothing but lies
A book collected dust on a shelf
And no one would dare come near it
It says we live each day only to die
There’s nothing to do but fear it
A god sat alone in his room
With nothing new to create
His powers are exhausted now
With nothing to do but wait
The hours pass and we all know
There’s nothing great we’ll ever be
Boredom eats us all alive
No place of solace for eternity
No one will ever hear our tales
No one will know our thoughts
For we’re all but a grain of sand on the beach
In this ocean of stars and dots
Never again will I be afraid
Never again will I feel ashamed
Never again will I tell a lie
I'll say the truth looking in your eye
Sorry but we are just too poor
To put some milk at every door
We can’t afford things
Like more police on the street
We need to put boots on our Soldier’s feet!
Research? Education?
That’s got to go!
We need to pay for the war, you know!
Give us your money
Give your taxes
We’ll spend it all
On swords and axes
Give us your freedom
Give us your life
This is not a choice
I’ll cause you much strife
Silence our critics
And silence our foes!
Don’t tell anyone
We’re the cause of their woes
Sorry but we are just too poor
To support anything but the war
Joy is not a toy one can simply just employ
For many things annoy
This young little boy
For example there are ample
Delicious things to sample
But the hearts they break
For no one's sake
The love that's fake
It makes him shake
And from his joyous dream of you
He's violently awake
I can't stop thinking
About having sex
Can't accomplish my goals
They're too complex
Can't stop eating
Though I'm satisfied
Time is fleeting
Can't cry if I tried
God loves the scientists
Because they pursue the truth
He doesn't like the preachers
Proselytizing without proof
He didn't write his message
On paper or on stone
But on the stars in the lonely sky
How brightly they have shown
He favors not those who proclaim
The quest is done and all revealed
But those who work so hard each day
To shine light on what we know is concealed
These truths are truly worth pursuing
Accepting faith is the devil's doing
He laughs at those who have given up
At those who drank quickly from the cup
At those who accept the written lies
At those who ignore the philosopher’s cries
There is a message that God did proclaim
That no man can manipulate or change
These are the rules that govern our existence
Let us discover them with persistence
Let there be light shining from our minds
Let there be truth in all we find
Can't control what's
Inside my head
I'm born anew
In someone's bed
Can't kill the voice
Inside my mind
So I'll try
To leave it behind
Make savings impossible
To keep everyone poor
Make savings impossible
Keep them wanting more
Make savings impossible
They'll never win
Make savings impossible
We'll rule with a grin
Part 6
I miss the you
That I once knew
Though our days together
Were short and few
I know not where
Or who you are
But I'll keep dreaming
From afar
Of that time I looked
Into your eyes
When we held each other
And softly cried
When we loved each other
As best we could
When we parted because
We knew we should
You only go crazy because of the animal inside
You only get lazy because the sloth resides
It only gets hazy when you see the truth
A blackened daisy has lost it's worth
What's mine is mine
And what's yours is yours
Now shut your mouth
And do your chores
I used to think
People thought like me
That people thought love
Was for eternity
But I learned too
That's all a lie
I know for sure
The atoms die
Sometimes I'm low
And out of gas
And I wonder how much longer I can last
My levels aren’t calibrated
So I'll become inebriated
Sometimes I can't
Explain just why
No matter the level at which I try
How I became a calamity
So I'll shout curses and profanity
Sometimes I'll fight
With total strangers
Without regard to any dangers
Throwing punches and insults
Hitting myself and other adults
I can't control
My way of thinking
I can't control
My daily drinking
I'll dig a hole
With a drunken grin
I'll dig a hole
And jump right in
I've paid a toll
And the price was high
I've paid a toll
Though I don't know why
I had a goal
But time is fleeting
I had a goal
But it took a beating
I had a soul
It completed me
I had a soul
It defeated me
Attraction isn't something that we can control
We'll shut up and listen and do what we're told
This one looks good
But that one won't do
Nothing is really up to you
My emotional pain
Is manifesting
Physically
My financial gains
Are investing
Cyclically
Is infesting
Rhythmically
It's all in vain
For I'm just testing
Cynically
I like
To smoke
Drugs
'cause they
Take the pain away
I like
To take
Pills
'cause they
Take the pain away
I like
To drink
Booze
'cause it
Takes the pain away
I like
To start
Fights
'cause they
GIVE ME PAIN
I prefer the ugly terrible truth
To the kind and caring subtle white lies
How naive I was in my days of youth
How the world became so fun to despise
We trusted out parents, lovers, and friends
We watched a new and growing trend
To deceive and cheat and betray and beat
The paradigm we used to believe
Part 7
Never forget when Osama died
Never forget the men that lied
Never forget the marines in the helicopter
I love
I do love
I am loving
I will love
I loved
I did love
I was loving
I have loved
I have been loving
I had loved
I had been loving
You
They ask me to mediate
I feel my powers radiate
Their voices I will suffocate
Towards me they will gravitate
I sit in my room and masturbate
To the TV shows I syndicate
You will never replicate
I will never hesitate
Into your soul I penetrate
Your desires won’t alleviate
There won’t be time for you to wait
Your dreams I will annihilate
There is no chance to meditate
You will succumb to my fate
Across the world I spread my hate
I will never hesitate
How much do they want us to endure?
They kill our children
They rape our wives
They steal our land
They own our lives
They make our money
They destroy our souls
They grow our food
They eradicate our foes
They won’t stop unless
Negative happiness
I met an old man today, and asked him about his life
He motioned to a bracelet, that reminded him of his wife
She dead, he said, but not gone forever
When he looks upon his wrist
The link to her won’t sever
Daily she is missed
Are you happy now, I asked, and with a grin on his face
He looked back and said to me, I’ve got to be some place
Don’t leave, not yet, he looked at me
Tell one thing before you go
Did you truly love her
It’s something I’ve got to know
I’m going to see her
My wife again
My love, in the next life
Our link won’t be cut forever
Even with a knife
But it can’t be, I can’t believe
That we shall meet again
I don’t buy that loving crap
Goodbye, my only friend
I see a world full of cheaters and liars and rapists and killers
I wonder if there's hope
It saddens me
Most people cannot cope
Some say it's due to sin
They hypnotize with unjustified belief
Others say it's from oppression
They place the blame on others for relief
But maybe this is our nature
This is how it was meant to be
Maybe this is our eigenstate
Pain and suffering for eternity
I've spoken and my words were quick
I've spoken when no one would dare
I've awoken to the world sick
I've awoken and no longer care
I'm broken and I can't be fixed
I'm broken and can't be repaired
It won't come out
Some things can not ever be expressed
So they sit
And wait
For a day when you're not feeling well
When you're listening to some music
When you think this might be it
This might be the moment
Of catharsis
But then it passes
And nothing new
Comes out of you
You think you've moved on
To bigger things
This time you've grown
This time will be different
This time everything will be said
But then it passes
And nothing new
Comes out of you
We sit and wait
For the moment
When our minds will be one
The grand connection
We hold on tight
To those we've loved
And now we're facing God
To explain our life
He turns his ear
And says to you
Let all your worries unto me
But then it passes
And nothing new
Comes out of you
Sometimes I like to be a little crazy
I’d try to change but I’m just too lazy
Other times an event will occur
When I think there’s no more pain to endure
It will make me feel normal again
But like everything, it will end
Alas, my friend, i
t can never last
Another annoying repetition of the past
Nothing has changed from those days
And now I’m back to my old ways
Part 8
I'm an auctioneer
And I've stories to sell
Stories to heal or reveal whats concealed
Yet no one will dare to listen
So I go town to town
Plow through mud and hell
Pulled from my heart the blood trickles and glistens
As I search and yearn to find a buyer
Who could have known or cared
All the customers call me liar
As I peddle my wares
Or cheater or fool or they just
Laugh in my face
As if to displace
Their fear
It’s quite a disgrace
At the inn I find rest
Though the solace is painful and silent
The keeper knows how I ache inside
He tells me how others just cried
Or due to pride became violent and died
He says this great fate is what will await those like me who create
The auctioneers who sell what is real
Inspiration comes
In an unknown tongue
At five hundred words per minute
Then it's gone
Who cares about everyone else
I’ve spilled milk on my keyboard and mouse
I don’t have time to pay for what others need
For their food or their homes or their fantastic greed
I’ve got to buy a new plasma TV
A new car, a new house, a new family
Just give me my money that I have duly earned
Just give me those things for which I have yearned
Freedom and privacy can be a thing of the past
Even with the occasional terrorist blast
Just make sure there is money in my bank
So I can fill up my yellow Hummer’s gas tank
Why do we cry?
Because we'll die
Though we feel pain
It's all in vain
I've become so lazy lately
I swear it's starting to affect me greatly
I can't be bothered
To bathe myself
Or eat or drink
What's left on the shelf
I've just become so lethargic recently
I can't treat myself with any decency
So I'll just rest here until the conclusion
In this lonely place
I'll choose exclusion
After spilling my guts
And moping them up
I've never felt so alone
You watched me work
Idly by
And went off to your room
The Snake had little luck
When he tried to eat the mouse
For the little critter saw him coming
And hid inside his house
So the snake decided to change his clothes
And he put on a donkey's skin
He knocked twice on the mouse's door
And the poor soul let him in
With great haste the snake gobbled him up
And made plans to eat his friends
But through the window the murder was seen
They won't be fooled again
The snake threw the donkey costume away
And reached into his bag of tricks
It was there he found an elephant mask
Why not throw this in the mix
The poor souls stood no chance
For they loved the elephant's face
One by one he ate them up
Until his stomach ran out of space
And so the story continued for years
The snake always one step ahead
No one ever caught on to his wonderful ruse
Until all the mice were dead
My phone's battery is about to die
But it's okay I won't cry
No one calls me anyway
I'll sit alone again and play
I've got nothing else to do
So I'll drink the night away with you
I've got no where else to go
So I'll pretend that we know
Each other as we undress again
In a place I've never been
Part 9
The Dow hit twenty thousand today