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    John Berryman

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      Screaming or calm, wet cold, sick or oblivious.

      III

      Who now cares how? here they are in their prime,—

      Paradigm, pitching imagination where

      The crucible night all singularity,

      Idiosyncrasy and creed, burnt out

      And brought them, here, a common character.

      Imperishable march below

      The mounted man below the Angel, and

      Under, the casual man, the possible hero.

      IV

      Hero for whom under a sky of bronze,

      Saint-Gaudens’ sky? Passive he seems to lie,

      The last straw of contemporary thought,

      In shapeless failure; but may be this man

      Before he came here, or he comes to die,

      Blazing with force or fortitude

      Superb of civil soul may stand or may

      After young Shaw within that crucible have stood.

      V

      For past her assignation when night fell

      And the men forward,—poise and shock of dusk

      As daylight rocking passes the horizon,—

      The Angel spread her wings still. War is the

      Congress of adolescents, love in a mask,

      Bestial and easy, issueless,

      Or gets a man of bronze. No beating heart

      Until the casual man can see the Angel’s face.

      VI

      Where shall they meet? what ceremony find,

      Loose in the brothel of another war

      This winter night? Can citizen enact

      His timid will and expectation where,

      Exact a wedding or her face O where

      Tanks and guns, tanks and guns,

      Move and must move to their conclusions, where

      The will is mounted and gregarious and bronze?

      VII

      For ceremony, in the West, in the East,

      The pierced sky, iced air, and the rent of cloud

      As, moving to his task at dawn, who’d been

      Hobbledehoy of the cafeteria life

      Swung like a hobby in the blue and rode

      The shining body of his choice

      To the eye and time of his bombardier;—

      Stiffened in the racket, and relaxed beyond noise.

      VIII

      ‘Who now cares how?’—the quick, the index! Question

      Your official heroes in a magazine,

      Wry voices past the river. Dereliction,

      Lust and bloodlust, error and goodwill, this one

      Died howling, craven, this one was a swine

      From childhood. Man and animal

      Sit for their photographs to Fame, and dream

      Barbershop hours . . vain, compassionate parable.

      IX

      ‘Accidents of history, memorials’—

      A considering and quiet voice. ‘I see

      Photograph and bronze upon another shore

      Do not arrive; the light is where it is,

      Indifferent to honour. Let honour be

      Consolation to those who give,

      None to the Hero, and no sign of him:

      All unrecorded, flame-like, perish and live.’

      X

      Diminishing beyond the elms. Rise now

      The chivalry and defenders of our time,

      From Spain and China, the tortured continents,

      Leningrad, Syria, Corregidor,—

      Upon a primitive theme high variations

      Like soaring Beethoven’s.—Lost, lost

      Whose eyes flung faultless to one horizon

      Their fan look. Fiery night consumes a summoned ghost.

      XI

      Images of the Possible, the top,

      Their time they taxed,—after the tanks came through,

      When orderless and by their burning homes’

      Indelible light, with knee and nail they struck

      (The improvised the real) man’s common foe,

      Misled blood-red statistical men.

      Images of conduct in a crucible,

      Their eyes, and nameless eyes, which will not come again.

      XII

      We hope will not again. Therefore those eyes

      Fix me again upon the terrible shape,

      Defeated and marvellous, of the man I know,

      Jack under the stallion. We have passed him by,

      Wandering, prone, and he is our whole hope,

      Our fork’s one tine and our despair,

      The heart of the Future beating. How far far

      We sent our subtle messengers! when he is here.

      XIII

      Who chides our clamour and who would forget

      The death of heroes: never know the shore

      Where, hair to the West, Starkatterus was burnt;

      And undergo no more that spectacle—

      Perpetually verdant the last pyre,

      Fir, cypress, yew, the phoenix bay

      And voluntary music—which to him

      Threw never meat or truth. He looks another way,

      XIV

      Watching who labour O that all may see

      And savour the blooming world, flower and sound,

      Tending and tending to peace,—be what their blood,

      Prayer, occupation may,—so tend for all:

      A common garden in a private ground.

      Who labour in the private dark

      And silent dark for birthday music and light,

      Fishermen, gardeners, about their violent work.

      XV

      Lincoln, the lanky lonely and sad man

      Who suffered in Washington his own, his soul;

      Mao Tse-tung, Teng Fa, fabulous men,

      Laughing and serious men; or Tracy Doll

      Tracing the future on the wall of a cell—

      There, there, on the wall of a cell

      The face towards which we hope all history,

      Institutions, tears move, there the Individual.

      XVI

      Ah, it may not be so. Still the crucial night

      Fastens you all upon this frame of hope:

      Each in his limited sick world with them,

      The figures of his reverence, his awe,

      His shivering devotion,—that they shape

      Shelter, action, salvation.

      . . Legends and lies. Kneel if you will, but rise

      Homeless, alone, and be the kicking working one.

      XVII

      None anywhere alone! The turning world

      Brings unaware us to our enemies,

      Artist to assassin, Saint-Gaudens’ bronze

      To a free shelter, images to end.

      The cold and hard wind has tears in my eyes,

      Long since, long since, I heard the last

      Traffic unmeshing upon Boylston Street,

      I halted here in the orange light of the Past,

      XVIII

      Helpless under the great crotch lay this man

      Huddled against woe, I had heard defeat

      All day, I saw upon the sands assault,

      I heard the voice of William James, the wind,

      And poured in darkness or in my heartbeat

      Across my hearing and my sight

      Worship and love irreconcilable

      Here to be reconciled. On a February night.

      1942

      IV

      Canto Amor

      Dream in a dream the heavy soul somewhere

      struck suddenly & dark down to its knees.

      A griffin sighs off in the orphic air.

      If (Unknown Majesty) I not confess

      praise for the wrack the rock the live sailor

      under the blue sea,—yet I may You bless

      always for hér, in fear & joy for hér

      whose gesture summons ever when I grieve

      me back and is my mage and minister.

      —Muses: whose worship I may never leave

      but for this pensive woman, now I dare,

      teach me her praise! with her my praise receive.—

      Thr
    ee years already of the round world’s war

      had rolled by stoned & disappointed eyes

      when she and I came where we were made for.

      Pale as a star lost in returning skies,

      more beautiful than midnight stars more frail

      she moved towards me like chords, a sacrifice;

      entombed in body trembling through the veil

      arm upon arm, learning our ancient wound,

      we see our one soul heal, recovering pale.

      Then priestly sanction, then the drop of sound.

      Quickly part to the cavern ever warm

      deep from the march, body to body bound,

      descend (my soul) out of dismantling storm

      into the darkness where the world is made.

      . . Come back to the bright air. Love is multiform.

      Heartmating hesitating unafraid

      although incredulous, she seemed to fill

      the lilac shadow with light wherein she played,

      whom sorry childhood had made sit quite still,

      an orphan silence, unregarded sheen,

      listening for any small soft note, not hopeful:

      caricature: as once a maiden Queen,

      flowering power comeliness kindness grace,

      shattered her mirror, wept, would not be seen.

      These pities moved. Also above her face

      serious or flushed, swayed her fire-gold

      not earthly hair, now moonless to unlace,

      resistless flame, now in a sun more cold

      great shells to whorl about each secret ear,

      mysterious histories, white shores, unfold.

      New musics! One the music that we hear,

      this is the music which the masters make

      out of their minds, profound solemn & clear.

      And then the other music, in whose sake

      all men perceive a gladness but we are drawn

      less for that joy than utterly to take

      our trial, naked in the music’s vision,

      the flowing ceremony of trouble and light,

      all Loves becoming, none to flag upon.

      Such Mozart made,—an ear so delicate

      he fainted at a trumpet-call, a child

      so delicate. So merciful that sight,

      so stern, we follow rapt who ran a-wild.

      Marriage is the second music, and thereof

      we hear what we can bear, faithful & mild.

      Therefore the streaming torches in the grove

      through dark or bright, swiftly & now more near

      cherish a festival of anxious love.

      Dance for this music, Mistress to music dear,

      more, that storm worries the disordered wood

      grieving the midnight of my thirtieth year

      and only the trial of our music should

      still this irresolute air, only your voice

      spelling the tempest may compel our good:

      Sigh then beyond my song: whirl & rejoice!

      THE NERVOUS SONGS

      Young Woman’s Song

      The round and smooth, my body in my bath,

      If someone else would like it too.—I did,

      I wanted T. to think ‘How interesting’

      Although I hate his voice and face, hate both.

      I hate this something like a bobbing cork

      Not going. I want something to hang to.—

      A fierce wind roaring high up in the bare

      Branches of trees,—I suppose it was lust

      But it was holy and awful. All day I thought

      I am a bobbing cork, irresponsible child

      Loose on the waters.—What have you done at last?

      A little work, a little vague chat.

      I want that £3.10 hat terribly.—

      What I am looking for (I am) may be

      Happening in the gaps of what I know.

      The full moon does go with you as yóu go.

      Where am I going? I am not afraid . .

      Only I would be lifted lost in the flood.

      The Song of the Demented Priest

      I put those things there.—See them burn.

      The emerald the azure and the gold

      Hiss and crack, the blues & greens of the world

      As if I were tired. Someone interferes

      Everywhere with me. The clouds, the clouds are torn

      In ways I do not understand or love.

      Licking my long lips, I looked upon God

      And he flamed and he was friendlier

      Than you were, and he was small. Showing me

      Serpents and thin flowers; these were cold.

      Dominion waved & glittered like the flare

      From ice under a small sun. I wonder.

      Afterward the violent and formal dancers

      Came out, shaking their pithless heads.

      I would instruct them but I cannot now,—

      Because of the elements. They rise and move,

      I nod a dance and they dance in the rain

      In my red coat. I am the king of the dead.

      The Song of the Young Hawaiian

      Ai, they all pass in front of me those girls!

      Blazing and lazy colours. The swaying sun

      Brushes the brown tips of them stiffly softly

      And whispers me: Never take only one

      As the yellow men the white the foreigners do.—

      No no, I dance them all.

      The old men come to me at dusk and say

      ‘Hang from their perches now the ruined birds;

      They will fall. We hear strange languages.

      Rarely a child sings now.’ They cough and say

      ‘We are a dying race.’ Ai! if we are!

      You will not marry me.

      Strengthless the tame will of the elders’ eyes.—

      The green palms, the midnight sand, the creaming surf!

      The sand at streaming noon is black. I swim

      Farther than others, for I swim alone.

      . . (Whom Nangganangga smashed to pieces on

      The road to Paradise.)

      A Professor’s Song

      (. . rabid or dog-dull.) Let me tell you how

      The Eighteenth Century couplet ended. Now

      Tell me. Troll me the sources of that Song—

      Assigned last week—by Blake. Come, come along,

      Gentlemen. (Fidget and huddle, do. Squint soon.)

      I want to end these fellows all by noon.

      ‘That deep romantic chasm’—an early use;

      The word is from the French, by our abuse

      Fished out a bit. (Red all your eyes. O when?)

      ‘A poet is a man speaking to men’:

      But I am then a poet, am I not?—

      Ha ha. The radiator, please. Well, what?

      Alive now—no—Blake would have written prose,

      But movement following movement crisply flows,

      So much the better, better the much so,

      As burbleth Mozart. Twelve. The class can go.

      Until I meet you, then, in Upper Hell

      Convulsed, foaming immortal blood: farewell.

      The Captain’s Song

      The tree before my eyes bloomed into flame,

      I rode the flame. This was the element,

      Forsaking wife and child, I came to find,—

      The flight through arrowy air dark as a dream

      Brightening and falling, the loose tongues blue

      Like blood above me, until I forgot.

      . . Later, forgetting, I became a child

      And fell down without reason and played games

      Running, being the fastest, before dark

      And often cried. Certain things I hid

      That I had never liked, I leapt the stream

      No one else could and darted off alone . .

      You crippled Powers, cluster to me now:

      Baffle this memory from my return,

      That in the coldest nights, murmuring her name

      I sought her two feet with my feet, my fee
    t

      Were warm and hers were ice and I warmed her

      With both of mine. Will I warm her with one?

      The Song of the Tortured Girl

      After a little I could not have told—

      But no one asked me this—why I was there.

      I asked. The ceiling of that place was high

      And there were sudden noises, which I made.

      I must have stayed there a long time today:

      My cup of soup was gone when they brought me back.

      Often ‘Nothing worse now can come to us’

      I thought, the winter the young men stayed away,

      My uncle died, and mother broke her crutch.

      And then the strange room where the brightest light

      Does not shine on the strange men: shines on me.

      I feel them stretch my youth and throw a switch.

      Through leafless branches the sweet wind blows

      Making a mild sound, softer than a moan;

      High in a pass once where we put our tent,

      Minutes I lay awake to hear my joy.

      —I no longer remember what they want.—

      Minutes I lay awake to hear my joy.

      The Song of the Bridegroom

      A sort of anxiousness crystal in crystal has . .

      Fragile and open like these pairs of eyes.

      All over all things move to stare at it.

      One’s single wish now: to be laid away

      Felted in depths of caves, dark cupboards that

      No one would open for a long time.—

      Do not approach me! If I am on show

      Compassion waves you past, you hoverers,

      Forms brutal, beating eyes upon my window.

      Because if I am desolate I have—

      Have emanations, and it is not safe.

      Rising and falling fire, ceremonial fire.

      Not long . . not long but like a journey home

      Frightening after so distant years

      And such despairs . . And then fatigue sets in.

      Lead me up blindly now where I began,

      I will not wince away into my one.

      I extend my hand and place it in the womb.

      Song of the Man Forsaken and Obsessed

      Viridian and gamboge and vermilion

      Are and are not.—The hut is quiet,

      Indistinct as letters. When I wake I wait.

      Nothing comes.—The brown girl brings me rice

      And one day months ago I might have stood—

      So far were firm my feet—had that ship come—

      And painted, softening my brush with blood.

      Hardly, whatever happens from today.

      —Certainly the little old woman

     


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