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    As We Know

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      No one said it would turn out this way

      But of course, no one knew, and now most of them

      Are dead.

      One, however, still looms,

      Billboard-size in the picaresque

      Night sky of eleven years ago. And whose

      Hand is it, placed comically against your throat,

      Emerging from a checkered cuff? Because a long time ago

      You were promised safe-conduct

      From a brief, mild agony

      To these not-uninteresting pangs of birth

      And so, and so, a landscape always seen through black lace

      Became this institution

      For you, inflected, as we shall see,

      From time to time by discreet nautical allusions

      And shreds of decor, to amount

      To these handfuls and no other: a reminder

      To keep it soft and straight forever as long

      As no other pick up your ringing phone.

      Play it on any instrument. It is in whack

      And ready to do your bidding, though sunk

      In the rat-infested heap of rose embers

      Of the terminating day. A keepsake.

      This has been a remarkable afternoon:

      The sky turned pitch-black at some point though there

      Was still enough light to see things by.

      Everything looked very festive and elegant

      Against the inky backdrop. But who cares?

      Isn’t it normal for things to happen this way

      During the Silver Age, which ours is?

      Motifs like the presentation of the Silver Rose

      Abound, and no one really pays much attention

      To anything at all. People

      Are either too stunned or too engrossed

      In their own petty pursuits to bother with

      What is happening all around them, even

      When that turns out to be extremely interesting

      As is now so often the case.

      You will see them buying tickets

      To this or that opera, but how many times

      Will they tell you whether they enjoyed it

      Or anything? Sometimes

      I think we are being punished for the overabundance

      Of things to enjoy and appreciate that we have,

      By being rendered less sensitive to them.

      Just one minute of contemporary existence

      Has so much to offer, but who

      Can evaluate it, formulate

      The appropriate apothegm, show us

      In a few well-chosen words of wisdom

      Exactly what is taking place all about us?

      Not critics, certainly, though that is precisely

      What they are supposed to be doing, yet how

      Often have you read any criticism

      Of our society and all the people and things in it

      That really makes sense, to us as human beings?

      I don’t mean that a lot that is clever and intelligent

      Doesn’t get written, both by critics

      And poets and men-of-letters in general

      But exactly whom are you aware of

      Who can describe the exact feel

      And slant of a field in such a way as to

      Make you wish you were in it, or better yet

      To make you realize that you actually are in it

      For better or for worse, with no

      Conceivable way of getting out?

      That is what

      Great poets of the past have done, and a few

      Great critics as well. But today

      Nobody cares or stands for anything,

      Not even the handful of poets one admires, though

      You don’t see them quitting the poetry business,

      Far from it. It behooves

      Our critics to make the poets more aware of

      What they’re doing, so that poets in turn

      Can stand back from their work and be enchanted by it

      And in this way make room for the general public

      To crowd around and be enchanted by it too,

      And then, hopefully, make some sense of their lives,

      Bring order back into the disorderly house

      Of their drab existences. If only

      They could see a little better what was going on

      Then this desirable effect might occur,

      But today’s artists and writers won’t have it,

      That is they don’t see it that way.

      They do see a certain way, and that way

      Is interesting to them, but

      Doesn’t help your average baker or cheerleader

      To see precisely the same way, which

      Is the only thing that could rescue them

      From the desperate, tangled muddle of their

      Frustrated, unsatisfactory living. Seeing things

      In approximately the same way as the writer or artist

      Doesn’t help either, in fact, if anything, it makes things worse

      Because then the other person thinks he

      Or she has found out whatever it is that makes

      Art interesting to them, the reason

      For those diamond tears on the scarlet

      Velvet of the banquette at the opera,

      And goes on a rampage, featuring his or her emotions

      As the banners with a strange device of a new revolution

      Of the senses, but it’s doomed

      To end in failure, unless that person happens to be

      Exactly the same person as the artist who is doing

      All this to them, which of course is impossible,

      Impossible at any rate in a Silver Age

      Wherein a multitude of glittering, interesting

      Things and people attack one

      Like a blizzard at every street crossing

      Yet remain unseen, unknown and undeveloped

      In the electrical climate of sensitivities that ask

      Only for self-gratification,

      Not for outside or part-time help

      In assimilating and enjoying whatever it is.

      Therefore a new school of criticism must be developed.

      First of all, the new

      Criticism should take into account that it is we

      Who made it, and therefore

      Not be too eager to criticize us: we

      Could do that for ourselves, and have done so.

      Nor

      Should it take itself as a fitting subject

      For critical analysis, since it knows

      Itself only through us, and us

      Only through being part of ourselves, the bark

      Of the tree of our intellect. What then

      Shall it criticize, in order to dispel

      The quaint illusions that have been deluding us,

      The pictures, the trouvailles, the sallies

      Swallowed up in the howl? Whose subjects

      Are these? Yet all

      Is by definition subject matter for the new

      Criticism, which is us: to inflect

      It is to count our own ribs, as though Narcissus

      Were born blind, and still daily

      Haunts the mantled pool, and does not know why.

      It’s sad the way they feel about it—

      Poetry—

      As though it could synchronize our lives

      With our feelings about ourselves,

      And form a bridge between them and “life”

      As we come to think about it.

      No one has ever really done a good piece

      On all the things a woman carries inside her pocketbook,

      For instance, and there are other ways

      Of looking out over wide things.

      And yet the sadness is already built into

      The description. Who can begin

      To describe without feeling it?

      So many points of view, so many details

      That are probably significant. And when

      We have finishe
    d writing our novel or

      Critical essay, what it does say, no matter

      How good it is, it merely mocks the idea

      Of a whole comprised by all those now mostly invisible

      Ideas, ghosts

      Of things and reasons for them,

      So that it takes over, seizes the glitter

      And luminosity of what ought to have been our

      Creative writing, even though it is dead

      Or was never called to life, and could not be

      Anything living, like what we managed

      Somehow to get down on the page.

      And the afternoon backs off,

      Won’t have anything to do with all of this.

      Yet the writing that doesn’t offend us

      (Keats’ “grasshopper” sonnet for example)

      Soothes and flatters the easier, less excitable

      Parts of our brain in such a way as to set up a

      Living, vibrant turntable of events,

      A few selected ones, that nonetheless have

      Their own veracity and their own way of talking

      Directly into us without any effort so

      That we can ignore what isn’t there—

      The death patterns, swirling ideas like

      Autumn leaves in the teeth of an insane gale,

      And can end up really reminding us

      How big and forceful some of our ideas can be—

      Not giants or titans, but strong, firm

      Human beings with a good sense of humor

      And a grasp of a certain level of reality that

      Is going to be enough—will have to be,

      And so lead us gradually back to words

      With names we had forgotten, old friends from

      Childhood, and then everything

      Is forgiven at last, and we

      Can sit and talk quietly with them for hours,

      Words ourselves, so that when sleep comes

      No one is to blame, and no reproach

      Can finally be uttered as the lamp

      Is trimmed. The tales

      Live now, and we live as part of them,

      Caring for them and for ourselves, warm at last.

      All life

      Is as a tale told to one in a dream

      In tones never totally audible

      Or understandable, and one wakes

      Wishing to hear more, asking

      For more, but one wakes to death, alas,

      Yet one never

      Pays any heed to that, the tale

      Is still so magnificent in the telling

      That it towers far above life, like some magnificent

      Cathedral spire, far above the life

      Pullulating around it (what

      Does it care for that, after all?) and not

      Even aiming at the heavens far above it

      Yet seemingly nearer, just because so

      Vague and. pointless: the spire

      Outdistances these, and the story

      With its telling, which is like gothic

      Architecture seen from a great distance,

      Booms on in such a way

      As to make us forget the prodigious

      Distance of the waking from the

      Thing that was going on, in the novel

      We had been overhearing, all that time.

      Not that writing can transcend life,

      Any more than the act of writing can

      Outdistance the imagination it feeds on and

      Imitates in its ductility, its swift

      Garrulity, jumping from line to line,

      From page to page: it is both

      Too remote and too near to transcend it,

      It is it, probably, and this is what

      We have awakened only to hear: maybe just

      A long list of complaints or someone’s

      Half-formed notions of what they thought

      About something, too greedy

      Even to feed on itself, and therefore

      Lost in the muck

      Of sleep and all that is forever outside,

      Condemned to be told, and never

      To hear of itself.

      Sometimes a pleasant, dimpling

      Stream will seem to flow so slowly all of a

      Sudden that one wonders if it was this

      Rather than the other that one was supposed to read.

      In the charmèd air one

      Imagines one hears waltzes, ländler, and écossaises

      And concludes that it is literature

      That is doing it, and that therefore

      It must do it all the time. It works out too well,

      The ending is too happy

      For it to be life, and therefore it must

      Be the product of some deluded poet’s brain: life

      Could never be this satisfactory, nor indulge

      That truly human passion to be all alone.

      And I too am concerned that it

      Be this way for you. That you

      Get something out of it too.

      Otherwise the night has no end.

      Otherwise the weeping messiah

      Who comforts us on those nights

      When truth has flown out the window

      Would never place an asterisk

      On your heart. Tour whole life

      Would be like walking through a field

      Of tall grasses, in time with the wind

      As it blows. And in old age

      There will have been no jump to the barefaced

      Old man you then are, only a nudge

      And promise of more suppers: some things I have to do.

      How is it that you get from this place

      To that one only a little distance away

      Without anybody’s seeing you do it?

      The trip to the basement

      Performed unseen, unknown ...

      Uncle Fred and his cigars

      All my old Mildred Bailey records

      And a highly intelligent kangaroo

      Riding with me, all of us in the back seat

      In our old Hudson.

      It doesn’t explain much—

      Rituals don’t—

      But as frantic as the commotion in nature

      Now is, the grand impermanence

      Of this storm, impatience

      Of the calm skies to start again,

      The house stays much the same.

      One day a little bit of rust

      At the eaves, a bit of tape removed

      And its story will have been elsewhere,

      Soon removed, like a porch, and the head

      Must again sneeze out an idea of flowers.

      That music, the same old one, will be born again.

      So much for the resident way

      Of adding up the drawbacks and the satisfactions

      If any are to be found, and

      I salute you so as you enjoy

      The mellow fecund death of that past.

      Ah’m impressed. And should we

      Never get together, the deal stands.

      We want it for them and we and us

      More than ever now that it has dwindled

      To a sticky, unsightly root. But now

      The present has dried out in front of the fire

      And we must resume the flight again.

      Someone who likes you first

      Comes along. The act is open

      And a nation of stargazers begins

      To unwrap the fever of forgetting, the while

      You sidle next to each other and never

      Afterward shall it be a question of these blooms

      In that time, of speech heard

      In that apartment. Nowhere that the light comes

      Can you and he argue the subtle hegemony

      Of guilt that loops you together

      In the continual crisis of a rood-screen

      Pierced here and there with old commercials

      Shimmering and shining in the sun.

      You are cast down into the lowest place

      In t
    he universe, and you both love it.

      All this time larger and I may say graver

      Destinies were being unfurled on the political front

      And in the marketplace, important issues

      That you are unable and unwilling to understand,

      Though you know you ignore them at your peril,

      That any schoolchild can recite them now.

      Yet somehow it doesn’t bode well that

      In your sophistication you choose to disregard

      What is so heavy with potential tragic consequences

      Hanging above you like a storm cloud

      And cannot know otherwise, even by diving

      Into the shallow stream of your innocence

      And wish not to hear news of

      What brings the world together and sets fire to it.

      It wasn’t innocence even then, but a desire to

      Keep the severe sparkle of childhood for

      The sudden moments of maturity that come

      Surprisingly in the night, dazzling

      By the very singleness of their passage

      Like white blossoming trees glimpsed

      In the May night, before the tempests of summer

      Put an end to all dreams of sailing and hoped-for

      Good weather and luck, before the frosts come

      Like magic garments. And so

      I say unto you: beware the right margin

      Which is unjustified; the left

      Is justified and can take care of itself

      But what is in between expands and flaps

      The end sometimes past the point

      Of conscious inquiry, noodling in the near

      Infinite, off-limits. Therefore

      All your story should be phrased so that

      Tinkers and journeymen may inspect it

      And find it all in place, and pass on

      Or suddenly on a night of profound sleep

      The thudding of a moth’s body will awaken you

      And drag you with it vers la flamme,

      Kicking and screaming. And then

      What might have been written down is seen

      To have been said, and heard, and silence

      Has flowed around the place again and covered it.

      “The morning cometh, and also the night.”

      I’ll dampen you

      As I celebrate you, but first

      I’ll turn your feet over

      And enjoy you with this ever slenderer

      Aspen climate, as one in the know would do.

      I’ll mouth expressions of yours

      And replay your tricycle in the formal walks

      And garden beds. Some very pretty views

      Can be ascertained now. I’ll not

      Put a glove on so you may see the snake

      With the cobalt eyes, and bring you offerings

      Of olives, bananas, guavas, Japanese persimmons. Furthermore,

      I will await you in indolence, so that

      The view of the sea will move in slowly

      And become the walls of this room.

      But it was on this day that

     


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