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    Wakefulness: Poems

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    One abstracted his gold hair

      picked up a cushion and said

      And how is it with you back where you are now?

      How many worms to a dozen

      How long how many of the others cheat seeing

      elbows at this windowsill serious as bunting

      on a cloudy day

      Which of the antique manners has changed?

      For as yet morning is a long way off

      Puckered mists trash the hill ecstatic as lozenges

      LIKE AMERICA

      People are buying store-dolls.

      I wonder if that’s forbidden too.

      Does it mean one isn’t to lead one’s life?

      Today, a day that makes very little sense,

      like America,

      in clear disarray

      everything’s getting worse.

      Besides, who are we not to endorse it?

      And these shattered ornaments to truth

      almost grew up to me.

      The sun and the yard

      paused over a thousand times,

      unable to explain the arch that is daylight.

      And the tribes that were before

      this panicked band announced it was quitting

      saw the crocuses too. They were purple and awful.

      It’s almost leaking to say it.

      But how much longer could I go on not missing the point?

      NEW CONSTRUCTIONS

      Boy I can remember when February

      gave out and it was all “no quarter”—the sect of the

      levellers passed over and was as night and fire

      and more peace. He returned in an hour.

      Perpetually flummoxed doorkeepers trying to kill

      the men who did the migration proceedings

      on the evening news

      were backed up all the way to the Arctic Circle.

      The aunts were out in zones

      of cozy brilliance I

      noticed with teapots to their names

      like birthing, and they could do Finland then.

      It was a kind of parenting. I notice they

      doubled our salaries. It was all over

      by 6 p.m.

      Many causes later he came

      in and hurt himself. I

      saw a lot of cherry bombs. Is this the place

      where one foregathers?

      If so, what are all the urchins doing?

      Oh she warned it’s just to the end of the block

      where knee-high tulips pucker and all is reassuring

      as they’d rather not have you believe. Does

      that clear everything up? Well I think so well I

      would like to see the proof of the invitation:

      a hand print. I’m so sorry these are inexcusable.

      I’ll dust myself up, or off;

      meanwhile in the clearing they are pouring something.

      Do you think you could be kind to come in

      and matter where the horse esteems mechanized shortcuts?

      Say rather he came in and hurt himself,

      and now the bagpipers have nothing left to mourn,

      the day just wheezes and goes down a funnel

      counterclockwise. It was all just a fit

      to have made you start bolt upright

      on the steppe terns parted from

      with little glovelike cries

      awaiting the refrigerator that was to have us all

      on its digital menu.

      Wait, there are extenuating circumstances

      and I myself am just a bum;

      whatever came in with the weather

      and dematerialized in the corners of the room, just so

      am I to myself and others around.

      But how do you justify

      the crank silhouetted against the sky?

      That’s just it, I don’t; it is all leftovers

      and why am I crying

      when the boats pass

      in the narrow ship channel

      with corduroy undies for all the years

      I took off from Mrs. Bacon’s

      and the way they came flooding back at me

      like complaints in a gyroscope

      or an armillary of vexations.

      Then she proposed take this needle

      and thread it for the two

      messages you have missed.

      I’ll not start another reptile war;

      I look to the end of the komodo dragons thundering overhead.

      Otherwise I sleep under the eaves; the cabbages

      keep me company at evening, and are all

      the society anyone wants. And Yes,

      I keep up the sewing, the round robin

      of Lettergate wherever a spare postal employer

      taxes us with unlived puns: There

      do we stop and pitch camp,

      and I’ll tell you it’s not going to get easier,

      only harder.

      With that they

      took off, just a bundle

      of stems to make a totem with.

      I sit on the site over and over,

      let it absorb hard doing,

      piecemeal reconciliations, laundry

      marks rubbed out in the wash, seasonal

      hares and conviviality and the rest,

      the rest.

      WHITEOUT

      More and more obviously, the trainer won’t handle things

      his way, or ours—beats me how cute everything used to be.

      We stood poised in a circle, and

      some note of admiration bloomed and faded.

      The cow was coming to ask our forgiveness

      for the blue flax. Then everybody segued into a canon,

      more ships were lost, more men at sea, the carload of opals

      bringing bad luck from Anatolia. And in a wash,

      it was gone. No more having to pick up one’s room,

      one’s socks.

      Luckily there is an umpire who sees that

      behavior is coded, that it all shakes down into the mesh

      where the train never minded, that there is still fun out on the horizon.

      The blues—did we mention that?

      And the energy that was coming to unsex all but the lifeless on Mars,

      the initiated, grasping at handlebars.

      A FRENCH STAMP

      Of handedness and the Brothers Handedness,

      too often that tale had been told by Yore,

      fifth-century scribe. He liked inking in details.

      If one is a cigarette lighter

      that’s lonely, which is lonely. Or a tricycle

      coasting in gales, there is a secret satisfaction

      fins emulate. Here, keep my scalp,

      I’m seeing a pattern here, divestiture of some knave.

      It was likely to be our last onus, this plaid scarecrow

      out of a Braille encyclopedia. Hurry with the milk,

      be here. Fortune placed tots in escrow. Good to monitor ’em,

      go with the feed. In Manhattan merely

      two minutes to two, moonlit torso returns. Sheesh.

      Some abbey’s got him. Let Fido lick

      last year’s olive branch. I’m outta here.

      I told you, no way, it’s dorsal.

      ONE MAN’S POEM

      John came into town at night

      and the clock was striking.

      The damn boat leaked. Well, I …

      It was pretty unusual.

      Never mind, hand me that eyesore.

      He came to see a tailor.

      More about it I do not know

      out on the canal.

      The twins schlepped raisins and plums,

      my dogbeat, for as far as we forgotten

      come together to make sense

      by midnight’s shattered drum.

      There was more walking around and talking.

      Then all got into a car and drove away.

      Its tail was silver red, and a

      banjo stood on end in the car.

      The waves of freshman and sophomore g
    rief

      slide by me somehow.

      We are old and dated

      and cannot of our lives make any sense.

      It was in the way he put it to me,

      muddied or on a rock

      at the center of a field puts us to shame.

      There is more than the spirit jabs,

      under the little hollow birds creep

      and are asked forgiveness. Some are afraid

      that they will fly away.

      By morning all is shot to hell.

      THE PATHETIC FALLACY

      A cautionary mister,

      The thaumaturge poked holes in my trope.

      I said what are you doing that for.

      His theorem wasn’t too complicated,

      just complicated enough. In brief,

      this was it. The governor should peel

      no more shadow apples, and about teatime

      it was as if the lemon of Descartes

      had risen to full prominence on the opulent skyline.

      There were children in drawers, and others trying to shovel them out.

      In a word, shopping had never been so tenuous,

      but it seems we had let the cat out of the bag, in spurts.

      Often, from that balcony

      I’d interrogate the jutting profile of night

      for what few psalms or coins it might

      in other circumstances have been tempted to shower down

      on the feeble heathen oppressor, and my wife.

      Always you get the same bedizened answer back.

      It was like something else, or it wasn’t,

      and if it wasn’t going to be as much, why,

      it might as well be less, for all anyone’d care.

      And the ditches brought it home dramatically

      to the horizon, socked the airport in.

      We, we are only mad clouds,

      a dauphin’s reach from civilization,

      with its perfumed citadels, its quotas. What did that

      mean you were going to do to me?

      Why, in another land and time we’d be situated, separate

      from each other and the ooze of life. But here, within

      the palisade of brambles it only comes often enough to what

      can be sloughed off quickly, with the least amount of fuss.

      For the ebony cage claims its constituents

      as all were going away, thankful the affair had ended.

      FROM OLD NOTEBOOKS

      As rain cobbles itself

      together, puts an expectant face

      on things, we lived those

      greasy times. Sordid

      with excess rapture, blue

      as a cow’s face. We came out of it pretty well

      at the end.

      Worth looking up, these tepid old

      things

      could still jiggle

      a thug’s arms, thrum the upholstery’s

      lilacs. Warehouses make like

      marauding castles in the heat, I am always steep

      when being remembered.

      Ash on a coed’s face,

      this barren step planted in Thieves’ Row, more where

      your mother muddled all things. And if it be not,

      where is its funnel—pass the luster,

      please, something’s abiding: love-in-a-storm,

      it says.

      MANY COLORS

      There is a chastening to it,

      a hymnlike hemline.

      Hyperbole in another disguise.

      Dainty foresters walk through it.

      On the splashed polyester walls

      a tooth fairy held court. And that was like mud gravy,

      a sop to the reigning idées reçues.

      It’s all too—

      charming.

      It makes you want to scream

      and hug your neighbor like he was your best friend.

      I’m over my head with it.

      Suddenly there was a travelling salesman with balls,

      like an ant on V-J day.

      And easing through the night we felt scoops

      of clay like tired ice cream.

      Here, here’s your vigil. Now get it out of here. One of us—

      Gus the plumber—is entranced.

      Of course you could let them come to you

      as if you’d asked, and don’t blame it on me

      when they get silted up to the snow line.

      A master craftsman is coming to stay with you, to save you.

      Yes and my horse knew all about this

      but wasn’t letting on

      until the time you and I got over the fix on his importance he had,

      only to discover another’s hip-huggers in the brown dust

      under the mailbox.

      And we all came quietly.

      In what axis I’ve heard you ringing—

      there is no time to do that.

      This is no time to do that.

      The passion police are on your case

      and we’ll get back to picking winners anon, at eventide, asunder.

      Go blow. Tremble. Decipher. Mix and match.

      Maybe. We’ll see.

      AUTUMN IN THE LONG AVENUE

      I see and hear the wind.

      It is unreceived. Clouds flee backwards.

      I think myself into a stupor.

      Once upon a time everybody was here.

      Then the pellets started to go.

      They move and move little,

      like my brother or childhood,

      or a little schoolhouse

      near the zoo, boarded up with directions

      to some other telltale structure, crusted

      with scaffolding like frosting on winter’s cake,

      to tell you, go through, go through now,

      die and formally die.

      Yet autumn stays sequestered

      and likes it. In that period

      some people still came to visit, with nothing

      on their minds, no reason, not even liking you.

      A lot of autos stormed the site

      of the one pine’s expiration, breathing, asking

      for you. Some said you had gone,

      but you were hiding under the porch, stung

      with remorse. Now this person

      comes and says have you seen the shed,

      it gives me goose bumps, and I, stuck as always on

      which word should be the first, but comes out

      in no particular order, volunteer my notes on the

      time we sat with woodpeckers on the

      various counterpane and had a swig—

      when you were, I mean, on the fence,

      just inside, talking the way people in dreams

      talk to those who are awake, subverting the last

      ditch of defense in time for what

      takes it away …

      The light of late afternoon

      chiseled the sea and barracks, but who

      was keeping count? There were more tourists

      than usual that day, the town seemed to run away from them

      as we approached them, wondering what was wrong, what was the matter

      with the bland corpses they had come to see name

      something we ourselves couldn’t see for being in it

      as mute pedestrians moved to adjourn it.

      I’ve seen it before, I’ve seen it in the street:

      These various resolutions fade in and out,

      plaiting a track on the texture of day,

      a legacy of distant effort, wispy

      and traditional, like dads and moms coming off

      the assembly line. But they never get that right.

      I just said goodbye.

      SNOW

      As a fish spoils

      in a time of truce, so these galoshes go

      hopping over sidewalk and snowbank, not really knowing

      to whose destiny we are being summoned

      or what happens after that.

      As time spoils,

      it may have known what it was do
    ing

      but decided not to do anything about it, so everything is lost,

      wrapped in a landfill. It could be caviar

      or the New York Daily News.

      After all, I come next,

      he said, am a cruel object like all the torsos

      you unbuttoned all over your previous life, scant in comparison

      to this one, and I said, go ahead and quit clowning

      if you like that game, but

      leave me beside myself,

      like a kid next to a lamppost. Okay, what gain

      in not replying? What capitalist system do you think this is? Surely

      it’s late capitalism, by which I mean not to go

      yet and peace undermines

      the uproar we all made

      about it, and you are positively put on hold

      again. I like the mouse in this turmoil, not exactly purring

      adroitly, not seeming to conjugate the

      avalanche of fear.

      Now when Norsemen

      (or some substitute) tumble out of the north, sifting

      down over our busy, shuttered, dignified street with hints of the Azores,

      there’s no untangling the knots we put there before

      and paused to identify

      as the four winds rushed

      in and purified the place of partnerships,

      fanning overhead, a-bristle with doodads, chafing at every chime

      from every earnest steeple, coughing too much.

      The little guy was

      impatient, was serious,

      every time a blow fell adjured another conspirator,

      and so, when it got quite dark we became an outing, another

      quilting-bee disaster. And if it tried too far

      there was always salt to rub

      in wounds to be licked.

      WITHIN THE HOUR

      The tea is too hot.

      The curtain in the window blew around

      Rind rotting on brown chairs.

      In the valley of bartenders the one-eyed stooge is king.

      What I’m doing now is write.

      That’s the real stuff.

      It doesn’t work!

      I got a card from him yesterday I could ask Dick.

      What is the fresh approach?

      Your mini body coming unto me, unshelled

      as peace pavanes no one undertakes,

      not without a woofing in the chest-o-ciser,

      two strokes and it’s gone.

      You owed the fresh kind.

      Why yes. Remember

      me? Remember me

      in any case.

      THE DONG WITH THE LUMINOUS NOSE

     


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