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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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    Science, George hopes, has room for Juno’s bird

      —And for its mistress, should she grace our Board!

      Do I remember, he goes on, the dream

      Of Dante’s mother, from Boccaccio?

      She saw a peacock in a laurel tree,

      Beak snipping the clustered berries—down they fell

      Until the skirt she held outspread was full—

      And woke in labor. Taking up the theme,

      Moving past Lesbia’s sparrow, Poe and Keats,

      Coloratura wood-note understood

      By Siegfried, thumb licked clean of dragon’s blood;

      Past twittering parliament, past the “little bird”

      Who speaks to instinct with a paraclete’s

      Ghostly cackle, we attain the sphere

      (Justice?) where Dante saw the letter M

      Become an Eagle made of ruby souls

      Which sang to him. What of the Phoenix, then?—

      Its blaze our culture-watchers doze before,

      Never quite making out the infra-vulture.

      Of Senator X who vowed Vietnam would “rise

      Like a Tucson” from the ashes—? A short pause,

      Then George: “You won’t laugh if I tell you I

      Also get these voices, these vocations?

      Over the years, each time I’ve undergone

      A general anesthetic, the same one,

      A woman’s, cold yet not unloving, fills

      My head with truths about the cosmos—truths,

      Jimmy, too deep, too antilogical

      Ever to grasp, short of the odd detail

      Clutched on waking. Once, the phrase ‘black holes’

      (And this was long before black holes made headlines)

      Stayed with me. Another time, these were explained

      As ash the Phoenix left on entering

      A ‘biological cycle’. And once, I woke

      Knowing that what had reached me was the song

      The Phoenix sings throughout eternity.”

      We’re on the street. He wonders if he may

      Try the Board with us next spring in Athens?

      His hometown, I remember now, where things

      Periodically keep taking him.

      As they do me. By the New Year great wings

      Have reunited DJ and JM,

      Eager to meet the lords of Earth and Sea.

      The Board, that first day, is all come-and-go—

      Revolving door into a lobby. Enter

      Hans as if startled: OH JIM? U ARE THE CENTER

      OF MUCH GOOD FEELING HERE Then Wallace Stevens:

      MAY I SUGGEST A CENTRAL METAPHOR:

      PEACOCK TO O—to zero—AS CHICKEN TO EGG?

      Acknowledging our thanks, away they saunter,

      Leaving Wystan and Maria barely

      Time to say that in the interval

      Since last we met OUR UTTER PURITY

      HAS HAD THE GOOD OLD HUMAN DIRT RESTORED.

      THE POINT MUST BE MY DEARS, TO TOUCH HOME BASE

      MAKES POSSIBLE EACH NEW LEAP INTO SPACE

      Here now is Mirabell. He calls us MASTERS,

      Calls his poem A CAP TO ALL MY FEATHERS

      And says of George’s interest:

      U SEE, JM? IS NOT SCIENCE ITSELF COMING TO CALL?

      (The doorbell.)

      Not Science, just an oil delivery—

      MY ANCESTORS POURING IN TO WARM U: SET US ALIGHT!

      One word, next, from a figure bathed in tears:

      CHERI It’s my old nurse, Mademoiselle

      Who died last month—

      But 00 interferes:

      DOWN! WE BEAR ON WINGS THE WORD OF GREAT MICHAEL O GLORY!

      HE & HIS BROTHERS SAY TO US: GO FORTH INTO THE DREAMS

      OF THIS OR THAT ONE, NOW AS EAGLE OR SWAN OR DOVE, NOW

      AS THE OFT FALLEN OFT RISEN LEGENDARY PHOENIX

      & IN THE TONGUES OF DREAM ENTHRALL & INSPIRE ALL THOSE

      WHO DO OUR IMMORTAL WORK. BUT FOR YOU, O SCRIBE, O HAND:

      GO (THEY COMMANDED FROM THE FIRST) IN YR WORKDAY ASPECT

      FOR THESE 2 WILL TRANSFORM U AFTER THEIR OWN FASHION DOWN!

      YOU WILL IN 2 SUNCYCLES BE CALLD NO INTERRUPTION!

      DOWN! BE SUMMOND BY O GLORY! THE WATER GOD BACK! DOWN!

      What’s going on? THE AUDITORIUM

      ENFANTS IS UNFAMILIAR THEY ALL SEE

      THE GLOW & CROWD IN IF WE FACED THE LIGHT?

      (Our table’s in the gloomy downstairs hall—

      Well, not a moment to describe the house;

      But we move chairs.) BETTER NOW MICHAEL HAS

      A PATH AH YES YES! HE IS OVER US!

      Michael? So many voices, how to know—

      MY DEARS IT IS A MAHLER Michael speaks:

      CHILDREN, MY BROTHER ELIAS REQUESTS YOU IN TWO DAYS. HE IS AS WATER SWEET & FLUID.

      I HAVE CLEANED THIS SPACE: HAVE NO FEARS, INTELLIGENT ONES, HAIL!

      Thus as in some old-world Grand Hotel

      (Early morning ado; kingfisher streak

      Of lift-boy; Figaro and eggcup; hall

      Porter’s flicked ash, a chambermaid’s faint shriek;

      The beldam, ringlets trembling upon skull,

      Chastening marble with her brush and pail

      —Inconveniences the clientèle

      Must philosophically endure until

      A new day’s clean white linen runners lie

      In place over the antediluvian crimson

      Of corridor and stair, down which now takes

      —Bonjour, Milord! Il fait un beau soleil!—

      His ease a blondness bareheaded and winsome)

      THE WHITE HAS BEEN LAID DOWN FOR THESE NEW TALKS

      *

      The Water Brother

      CHILDREN, ARE YOU THIRSTY? COME, ELIAS!

      Not Willowware in Greece, a tea-stained white

      Cup surges and ebbs with the new angel:

      I AM THE SUSPENSION REASON FLOATS IN MY SALTY STRENGTH HAIL!

      SOME CLAIM THE MOON CONTROLS ME, NOT SO: I BALANCE IT IN THE PALM OF MY BASINS.

      BENIGN, I WASH MY WITTY BROTHER. CONTROLLED, I BRING MAN HIS FALSE LIGHT

      BUT YIELDING EVER TO MICHAEL AS THE BROTHER MOST BELOVED OF OUR MASTER.

      NOW (imitative movements of the cup)

      I AM WHIRLPOOL! NOW WATERFALL! NOW WAVE!

      THEN AS RAIN & ICE, MANIFESTING MYSELF FOR MY MASTER & HIS CHILD, I REGULATE THE SEASONS.

      I WAS BORN AS A TEAR IN GOD’S EYE: THUS I BRING BALM FOR SORROW.

      O CHILDREN, I AM THE GREATER PART OF YOUR BODIES & YOUR NOURISHMENT, THOUGH 2ND TO MY BELOVED MICHAEL.

      NOW IN 12 TIDES WE WILL RETURN WITH MY WITTY BROTHER

      & THEN WITH OUR SHY ONE WHEN MY SEASON OF RENEWAL FINDS YOU STRONGER TO MEET THE FORCE OF HIM,

      AND THEN WE FOUR COMMENCE YOUR INSTRUCTION HAIL!

      MES ENFANTS WE ARE STILL SLIGHTLY AWASH

      Don’t tease us, tell! FIRST MICHAEL IN HIS GLORY

      THEN HE TURNED & A SHAFT! A RAINBOW SPOKE

      & AS WE KNELT IN WONDER MELTED INTO

      WHITE CLOUD WHICH NEXT GREW SOLID How baroque!

      A GIANT ALL HOAR & SPIKY ICE A HISS

      OF HAIL & OUR BLUE ROBES CLUNG WETLY TO US!

      ELIAS ROSE IN A TALL DAZZLING VAPOR

      & MICHAEL’S LAUGHTER MADE ALL HEAVEN QUAKE

      And did Maman’s affinities with water

      Earn her special treatment? AH ENFANT,

      TOO RAVISHING: I SANK INTO A POOL

      WARM & SWEET: EXPERIENCING MY MOTHER’S

     
    WOMB SUSPENDED INFINITELY PLEASED

      AS IF MY LIFE WERE JUST AHEAD

      And Wystan?

      I MY DEARS STOOD BRACED IN A MANLY DOWNPOUR

      Why do you suppose he’s called Elias?

      THEY ALL HAVE MANY NAMES THEIR VOWELS RING

      THRU CANYONS OF MYTH ELIAS I DARESAY

      IS THE MUSICAL ANGEL MOZART CALLS GABRIEL

      In an opera? NO IN A SOIREE

      Mozart as Stravinsky— YES OUR CHATS

      SUCH FUN M/S PROPOSES A NEW ‘RAKE’

      PROGRESSING THRU VARIOUS LIVES OF V WORK ONLY

      TO BE COMICALLY DEFEATED BY THE RATS

      DJ: What’s Wystan’s future? JM: We

      Assume he stays in the Bureaucracy—

      Right, Wystan? Getting mined for all you’re worth

      By fresh-faced, big-thumbed scholars here on Earth.

      DJ: Why do I have the distinct impression

      He and Maria both are being groomed

      To join the elements? She’ll become a tree,

      That much we know from Mirabell, while he—

      JM: No, no. Maria after all

      Had lost much of her soul to cobalt rays.

      But Wystan’s is intact; so that can’t be.

      A PLUS DJ BACK TO THE GLABROUS CLAYS

      THE OILS & METALS MY FIRST LOVES COME AUTUMN

      A FAIRY PAIR WILL FLIT FORTH HAND IN HAND:

      MM INTO THE GREEN, I INTO SAND

      But your soul wasn’t harmed. Why this instead

      Of human life, if it should come to that,

      Like Chester? MY DEMISE A FORM OF LEAD

      POISONING: I WENT OFF TO MY ROOM

      TIDDLY THAT NIGHT BUT HAD IN MIND TO SCRIBBLE

      A NOTE TO C, & AS I’D DONE SINCE CHILDHOOD

      SUCKED ON A PENCIL THINKING. NEXT I KNEW,

      AN ICY SUN SHONE IN UPON THE DEAD

      WEIGHT OF MY FEATHER QUILT But how does lead

      Destroy the soul? DJ: They don’t use lead—

      Graphite in pencils. LET THE FACT REMAIN

      (OR FABLE!) THAT I SIPPED IT GRAIN BY GRAIN.

      OVER THE YEARS ANYTHING FROM AN X RAY

      TO THE COSMIC RAYS WE’RE ALL EXPOSED TO WD

      RESIDE UNDISSIPATED IN MY BLOOD

      & VITAL ORGANS: I BECAME A WALKING

      NONCONDUCTING LEADEN CASKET THESE

      PARTICULAR DESTRUCTIVE ENERGIES

      HAD FILLED WITH RADIANT WASTE Dear God…& NO

      PANDORA NO LATTERDAY BASSANIO

      TO LIFT THE LID. WE MAKE OUR DEATHS MY DEARS

      AS NO DOUBT THAT SHY WILDLY EXPECTED BRO

      WILL TELL US Ah, it’s grim. Yet what to ask

      Of death but that it come wearing a mask

      We’ve seen before; to die of complications

      Invited by the way we live. Bad habits,

      Overloaded fuses, the foreknown

      Stroke or tumor—these we call our own

      And face with poise. It’s random death we dread.

      The bomb, the burning theatre, the switchblade-

      Brandishing smack freak— OR ARE PENCIL & KNIFE

      & COCK ALL ONE

      & WAVE & BREAST & WET

      SNAKY LOCKS! WE’LL SWEEP UP U CHAPS YET!

      Speaking of those breasts, Maman, the tale

      We’re hearing now is nothing if not male.

      But Maya long ago said Erzulie

      Was Queen of Heaven. Has She any niche

      That one could visit? TALK TO YR WHITE WITCH

      DAVID JIMMY Maya! In New York

      Last week I saw some friends of yours; saw Teiji.

      He and his young wife are salvaging

      Your Haitian film. At last it’s out of storage,

      Cut, spliced, synchronized with the drum-tapes—

      Reel upon reel of ritual possession—

      And can be shown soon. We’re all thrilled except

      (Wouldn’t you know) your mother: “Maya made

      High class, avant garde stuff—documentaries

      Never.” Whereupon Joe Campbell spoke

      Authoritatively of your amazement

      At being overwhelmed quite simply by

      Gusts of material so violent

      As to put out the candle held to them

      By mere imagination. Such a theme,

      He said, took all one’s powers to “document”.

      AS U ARE LEARNING, J? But now my question:

      Is there no Ewig-Weibliche in sight?

      AN EWIG SHALL WE SAY HERMAPHRODITE?

      YOU HAD THOUGHT ERZULIE WAS FEMALE? HE/

      SHE IS/WAS RAIN SOIL SEED SUN STARLIGHT

      PHALLUS & VAGINA OMNISEX

      QUEEN OF A HEAVEN LIKE A GAUDY EX

      VOTO WHERE DESIRE & SATISFACTION

      PEPPER & SALT THE DISH SERVED PIPING HOT!

      No heartburn after? O MY TEIJI WHAT

      IS THE GIRL LIKE PRETTY? I thought so. Sweet, smart,

      Clearly devoted to both him and art.

      No match of course for you in your heyday—

      More Greuze than Ghirlandaio. SOUNDS OK

      Admit it, this new Erzulie leaves us

      Less eager for a glimpse. Where’s Marius?

      MY DEAR JAMES Is there an Athenian

      Club where you can get a drink and read

      The underground newspapers? O INDEED

      PLATO & WYSTAN ARE ITS CO-CHAIRPERSONS

      And Chester’s Luca, still under Plato’s wing?

      LUCA! CUT MY LACE THAT THAT THAT THING

      ROAMING HEAVEN LIKE A VAST STEAMROOM

      Cool off—ask Coleridge for some laudanum.

      NO NO I LEAVE SOOTHED BY THE SIGHT OF U

      MES CHERS HE MEANS THE RADIANCE AROUND U

      Ephraim!—dimmed though we are, much of the time,

      By careless living, the old human grime?

      A WISE PROTECTION SO THE ATHLETE SMEARS

      DIRT BENEATH HIS EYES TO CUT REFLECTION.

      MY POOR SLAVE’S VISION OVERFLOWS WITH LOVE

      AROUND U BOTH SUCH JOY SUCH RADIANT LIGHT

      If so, a joy not ours to feel, a light

      We are the two contracted pupils of.

      YET FOR THAT FOCAL DARKNESS THANK GOD B

      MY BOYS IT IS YR PRECIOUS SANITY

      Wystan. Can we bear to part with him,

      Our mine of good sense? Ah, he’ll doff his dim

      Red shift (the mufti of a star’s retreat)

      To vanish into quarry and tar-pit,

      Sandgrain and stylus, thorn the raw March wind

      Piping through despondent makes a wand

      In bloom. He’ll draw the desert round his knees,

      Brows knitted where the thinking icecaps freeze.

      He’ll be the nurse whose charges “for their own

      Good” go without tea—and herself lies

      Till morning haunted by reproachful eyes.

      He’ll be the glinting, faithful heart of stone.

      *

      The Earth Brother

      Twelve tides pass. We take the Board upstairs

      Where beyond the glassed-in balcony

      Mt Lykabettos, green all year with pine,

      Rises steeply in sun. And here is Michael:

      DEAR CHILDREN, MY WITTY ELIJAH TWIN OF WATER IS WITH US:

      COME ELIJAH, MAKE US LAUGH!

      MY WIT IS NOT AS READY AS I WOULD WISH

      (Oddly subdued, in spite of Michael’s words)

      FOR I AM IN YOU, GOD’S CHILDREN: THE RIB, NOT THE FUNNY BONE.

     
    I WAS GOD’S THIRD CREATION, SUMMONED FROM COSMIC DUST AND NAMED BY MANY COSMOS,

      AND WHAT ARE OUR FOUR NAMES BUT GREEK INVENTIONS?

      FROM COSMIC DUST O THINK ON THAT!

      IT MEANS I HAVE IN ME THE IRRADIATED METALS, I WHO MOST DREAD THEM, FOR I AM FRUITFUL EARTH

      IT MEANS I AM THE HABITAT OF THE CREATURE DUG OUT OF ME.

      MY TWIN DRAWS BACK & I ADVANCE, AND NOW OUR DANCE REVERSES

      FOR IT IS GOD’S WILL THAT HIS CHILDREN REDUCE THEIR NUMBERS, & THUS HE NUDGES THEM INTO THE MORE CONFINED SPACES,

      & THUS IT IS IN THE WOMB OF TWINS: WATER EVER RECEDING AS THE FETUS WAXES.

      BUT NOW MY SMALL BROTHERS, FOR ARE WE NOT ALL OF THE COMMON CLAY,

      (Here at the close, a strong, dancing motion)

      FAREWELL! I WILL ANOTHER TIME BE WITTY

      O ELIJAH BROTHER O WHY ABASHED? HE LEAVES THE SIGHT OF TEARS?

      DJ, face streaming: Oh but these aren’t tears—

      Reaction to the thrill—I can’t explain—

      I KNOW THIS, MY CHILD. IT IS HIS WIT NO DOUBT: OFTEN MOST BRIEF, ACCORDING TO THE NATURE OF COSMIC DUST

      JM: Indeed—those short-lived particles

      Created by the photons! Only at

      Molecular levels is there permanence.

      YOU ARE OUR OWN HAIL!

      As Michael goes, DJ: Our first exchange—

      We can talk back and forth, then, with the angels?

      O MY DEARS & THE VOICE LIKE THUNDER! MICHAEL SWUNG

      HIS PALM WE STARED FORTH FROM IT AT YR MOUNTAIN:

      IT IT IT SPOKE THEN TOOK A HUMAN SHAPE

      ALL MASSIVE ROCK & GREEN WITH BOUGHS FOR LASHES

      OF SUCH I MUST SAY WICKED MERRY EYES!

      I DO BELIEVE OUR SPRINGTIME WILL BE GAY

      IN THE OLD SENSE And did he look at you

      With special favor? WYSTAN MES ENFANTS

      TOOK A POWDER INTO THE NEAREST ROCK

      And saw? A CASE OF JEWELS MY BOY THE VOICE

      RANG ROUND ME & (IF I MAY BE IMMODEST)

      I UNDERSTOOD MY OWN LAST DECADES’ WORK:

      SUSTAINED BY WIT AS BY A WRY YOUNG FRIEND

      AS I LIMPED FORWARD GRITTY TO THE END.

      FOR IS IT NOT OUR LESSON THAT WE COME

      EACH TO HIS NATURE? NOT TO ANY VAST

      UNIVERSAL ELEVATION, JUST

      EACH TO HIS NATURE PRECIOUS IF BANAL

     


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