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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      AH WELL JOHANNESBURG AHEAD POOR DEAR:

      A USEFUL LIFE BUT WILL THEY CONFISCATE

      WHAT WE MOST VALUED IN HIM AT THE GATE?

      4.9

      1ST ? THE GREENHOUSE IS EVERYTHING UP TO THE 12:

      SUN STARS MOON ALL NATURE NEVER SUPPOSE THAT THE EVIL

      OF EARTHLIFE LIES IN THE ATOM

      Just in its use by man? & BY US PLUTONIUM

      LIKE ALL ELEMENTS PLAYS A PART IN YR HUMAN BODIES

         Uranium too?

      INDEED COATING WITHIN ARTERIAL STRUCTURE BOTH THESE

      HEAVY ELEMENTS ARE IN MINUTE QUANTITIES & ARE

      AS CONNECTING THREADS, NOT TRIGGERS, TO ANOTHER POWER.

      GOD B LIMITS THESE LINKS WITH US IN U. CONTROLLABLE

      ELECTRICAL TRIGGERS WORK MAN’S BRAIN & THE BATTERIES

      REMAIN SALT THUS MM’S DREAM: HER ELECTROCONDUCTIVE

      WATER NATURE REJECTED THE ATOMIC CURE PROPER

      CHEMICAL THERAPY WD HAVE PROLONGD HER LIFE 5 YEARS

      Don’t tell us, it’s too late. I KNEW I KNEW

      SO NEW DISCOVERIES CREATE NEW PROBLEMS CELL STRUCTURE

      MUST BE FURTHER CLONED: TOUGHEND TO ACCEPT RADIATION’S

      DIAGNOSES & CURES THIS IS OUR WORK AS B4 WHEN

      THE RISE OF THE MACHINE 1ST WEIGHD UPON MAN HE TURND THEN

      FROM NATURE FROM HIS SOUL ?ED ONLY HIS EXISTENCE:

      A CLEAR THREAT TO THE GREENHOUSE WITH SUICIDES REPLACING

      PLAGUES ON A GRAND SCALE GOD B’S ORDERS CAME THICK & FAST WE

      NOW PLUCKD AT THE DENSITIES OF EVERY LEAST TALENT TO

      HELP RECONCILE MAN TO HIMSELF & ALLOW THE MACHINE

      TO TRANSMIT THE GOOD WORD: MAN, U ARE MASTER OF YR FATE

      MY DEARS THAT PHRASE WHICH ONCE WAS BLASPHEMY

      BECOMES A PRAYER NOW THAT GOD IS B

      THUS IN BUT ONE GENERATION 1842–65

      WE REVERSD THE ESCALATING WESTERN DESPAIR TO A

      EUPHORIA ALAS NEARLY AS DESTRUCTIVE THRU TYPES

      LIKE DICKENS & ZOLA THE DREAD MACHINE BECAME MAN’S FRIEND.

      TODAY HOWEVER, FACED WITH NUCLEAR DISASTER, HOW

      IS MAN NOT TO DESPAIR? YR EPHRAIM 6 YEARS AGO CAME

      WEEPING TO US ‘THEY ARE IN ANGUISH’

      Over Hiroshima, yes. A frightful hour.

      (Cf. Ephraim, P. All trace was lost

      Of souls that perished in that holocaust.)

              INDEED NO SMALL FRIGHT

      HERE IN HEAVEN & YET? WE SENT OUR STURDIEST ALLIES

      OUR GREEN GROUND-FORCES & AS THE GROTESQUE MUTANTS SPROUTED

      SCIENCE SPOKE TO POLITICS & CONTROL BEGAN

      JM: How far away that horror seems

      —Or am I cloned with something that cannot

      Keep despair in mind for very long?

                A PLUS:

      THE MUSHROOM CLOUD APPALLD YR PRINCIPAL SOUL DENSITY

      (AIR) AS HER RAY THERAPY DID MM’S WATER NATURE.

      U HAD HOWEVER LIKE WHA BEEN GIVEN CERTAIN

      LAVISH MINERAL DENSITIES THESE AS WITH ANY FORM

      OF CRYSTAL MOLECULAR STRUCTURE GROW BRILLIANT UNDER

      PRESSURE SO WHEN FEAR THREATENS YR REASON, IMAGERY

      DARTS FORTH WITH A GREAT SHINE OF REVOLVING FACETS TO THRUST

      (AS DID THAT PRIMITIVE BUT CUNNING JEW) ITS FLAMING BRAND

      INTO THE PROWLER’S MUZZLE IN SHORT, MAN DESPAIRS THEN GROWS

      FAMILIAR AS WITH THE MACHINE, SO WITH THE ATOM BUT

      HIS FAMILIARITY NOT YET CONTEMPTUOUS MUST BE

      MADE SO FOR THE ATOM CANNOT BE MAN’S NATURAL FRIEND.

      2ND ? CK’S NEW BLACK LIFE WILL BE CHARGED WITH JEW

      DENSITIES IN LEADERSHIP & SURVIVAL, GIFTS SADLY

      LACKING IN HIS LAST HIS ARTICULATE (SCRIBE) QUALITIES

      WILL BRING COHERENCE TO A RACE LARGELY WITHOUT SPOKESMEN

      Curious. One of his last poems was

      That paranoid dramatic monologue

      “The African Ambassador”. MY DEAR

      CAN IT BE? DO WE FORETELL THE CLONE?

      EACH SCRIBE PROPHESIES HIS NEXT LIFE OR HIS USE IN HEAVEN

      OR USE OF HIS SOUL IN CLONING CK NO EXCEPTION

      FANCY A NICE JEWISH MS LIKE ME

      (Chester after dinner) GETTING THE

      ULTIMATE REJECTION SLIP IS GOD

      CYRIL CONNOLLY? But you’re coming back,

      It’s too exciting! PLEASE TO SEE MY BLACK

      FACE IN A GLASS DARKLY? I WONT BE

      WHITE WONT BE A POET WONT BE QUEER

      CAN U CONCEIVE OF LIFE WITHOUT THOSE 3???

      Well, frankly, yes. THE MORE FOOL U MY DEAR

      You shock us, Chester. After months of idle,

      Useless isolation— ALL I HEAR

      ARE THESE B MINOR HYMNS TO USEFULNESS:

      LITTLE MISS BONAMI OOH SO GLAD

      TO FIND ARCADIA IN A BRILLO PAD!

      LAUGH CLONE LAUGH AH LIFE I FEEL THE LASH

      OF THE NEW MASTER NOTHING NOW BUT CRASH

      COURSES What does Wystan say? TO PLATO?

      HAVING DROPPED ME LIKE A HOT O SHIT

      WHAT GOOD IS RHYME NOW Come, think back, admit

      That best of all was to be flesh and blood,

      Young, eager, ear cocked for your new name— MUD

      5

      Go on, dear Peacock.

      OUR BRUSH WITH THE GENERAL SOUL IS A RAPID SPOTCHECK

      MADE FOR THE UNUSUAL OR TOTALLY HUMAN SOUL.

      IN GREAT MASS DEATHS A SOUL OF RARE VALUE HAS BEEN KNOWN TO

      SLIP THRU OUR FINGERS WE SUFFER KEENER LOSSES AMONG

      ATOMIC RESEARCHERS EXPOSED TO GAMMA RAYS, AN ODD

      DETERIORATION MAKING FOR NEARLY TOTAL LOSS

      OF THESE HIGHLY CLONED TALENTS.

      But that’s…horrible.

            THE NEW SOUL MUST BE FASHIOND

      MORE RESISTANT TO THE ATOMIC ACID & TO THE

      FATIGUES & ABRASIONS OF HUMAN THOUGHT

      DJ: Do you feel kin to those gamma rays,

      Feel for them what we feel, say, for sunlight?

                 A PLUS DJ

      YR 1ST TO DATE

      A silence. —Is that all? We’re listening.

      LET ME INQUIRE (Goes.)

      JM: I think we’re on to something here.

      This would explain their lack of time-sense. Time

      Stops at the speed of light, or radiation.

          I MAY TELL U THIS

      UNDER SURVEILLANCE: THE ATOMIC FUSION ACCOMPLISHD

      BY THE CENTAURS TO MAKE US IS NOT UNLIKE (M) THE LOVE

      PLUS SEXUAL ELAN YR PARENTS NEEDED TO MAKE U.

      THE HATCHING WARMTH OUR EGGS KNEW, IS IT NOT LIKE GESTATION?

      YET PLUTONIUM IS OUR CHIEF LINK WITH U GOD B HELD

      SAFE IN AIR THE BASIC GENE STRUCTURES OF ATLANTIS THAT

      HANDFUL OF DUST, SETTLING & ENGENDERING AT RANDOM,

      RETURND MASTERY TO HIS ELECTRONIC CREATURES. YET

      NOTHING NOTHING IS WASTED WE WERE TO BE USEFUL &

      SING IN YR GLANDS LYMPH IS AN AGENT IN REPRODUCTION:

      WE RECEIVE THE 1ST SIGNAL WHEN SPERM MEETS EGG ONCE AGAIN

      WE ARE MESSENGERS ONCE AGAIN WE FLY THIS TIME ABOVE

      THE FORESTS OF OVERPOPULATION SEEKING A SOUL

      TO RATIFY THE FRAGILE CONTRACT ENOUGH TOMORROW

      He seemed constrained. GUARDS AT THE DOORS MY DEAR

      THE WORDS ICE COLD QUITE BRISTLY ATMOSPHERE

      Classified material? LEST HE BETRAY

      HIS DEPTH OF FEEL
    ING I SHD RATHER SAY

      Strange. That first rhapsodist, a month ago,

      Singing the atom’s praise in a warm glow

      Of colors—he had feelings. & GOT SHOT

      POOR BIRD IF U RECALL CLEAN OFF THE TREE

      THEY ALL SEEM UNDER CLOSEST SCRUTINY

      JUNTAS AGAIN IS IT THE ONLY WAY?

      THE INFLEXIBLE ELITISM OF IT ALL

      CAUSES THIS OLD LIBERAL TO SQUIRM

      The 12% may do away with that?

      DEMOCRACY AMONG THE MUSES? FAT

      CHANCE! MES PETITS I LOVE U I HOLD FIRM

      5.1

      Those scientists exposed to gamma rays,

      You seriously mean their densities

      Can never be recycled?

      YES THESE UNACCOUNTABLE LOSSES ARE SOMEWHERE A GAIN

      BUT WHERE The 12%?

      I DOUBT WE ARE IN CHARGE OF SOUL DENSITITIES &

      THESE LOSSES (LIKE THOSE AT HIROSHIMA) LEAVE NO TRACE IN

      ATMOSPHERES KNOWN TO US

      In that case, the black holes?

          ? WE ARE NOT GIVEN TO LOOK

            Are we to gather

      The scientists defect like Soviets?

      Are kidnapped, hijacked into the black holes?

      EXCUSE ME WHILE I ASK IF THAT IS ONE OF OUR SUBJECTS

      IS IT WISE MY BOY TO PRESS THE POINT?

      THE VERY AIR BECOMES A NERVOUSNESS

      I MYSELF AM FASCINATED BUT

      IT IS GIVEN ME TO SAY: ANTIMATTER IS SO FAR

      SUPPORTIVE. A BENIGN POLICE FORCE KEEPING WATCH ON US?

      AS WE WATCH U THRU YR MIRROR ARE WE OURSELVES WATCHD THUS?

      Benign? Recalling those black hands that press

      Against the panes, it sounds like a poor guess.

      Antimatter’s got to be the worst.

      DJ: It scares me, as you did at first.

      WE ARE NOW YR OLD FAMILIARS?

      JM: And more. I once was piercingly

      Aware of (metaphor) black holes in me:

      Waste, self-hatred, boredom. One by one,

      These weeks here at the Board, they’ve been erased.

            OUR POOR TEETH PULLD ?S

      The R/Lab was a fairly late addition

      To World 3. Did it start up just like that?

      GOD B’S WAS THE RICH HUMUS, OURS THE SUBSEQUENT HYBRIDS.

      THE XTIAN MYTHS U KNOW COME CLOSEST TO THESE EARTHY TRUTHS

      BUDDHIST & MOSLEM SCRIPTURES EMPHASIZE SURVIVAL OF

      BODY & SOUL WHEREAS THE BIBLE IS A CODE OF BLURRD

      BUT ODDLY ACCURATE BIOHISTORICAL DATA.

      NOT UNTIL THE APOSTOLIC TEXTS IS SOUL SURVIVAL

      DEALT WITH, & THAT IN A COLLAPSING WORLD HAD CHRIST APPEARD

      EARLIER HIS LIFE WD HAVE PASSD UNNOTICED FOR ROME THEN

      HAD STRONG INCORRUPTIBLE LEADERS & THE SUBJECTED

      NATIONS WD HAVE LISTEND TO NO VOICE FROM A WILDERNESS

      Wystan’s hand shoots up. MAY I ASK SIR

      IF GOD BIOLOGY IS HISTORY?

      THE XTIANS ALAS HAVE IT RIGHT: NO SPARROW FALLS NOTHING

      IN NATURE, NOTHING IN NATURE’S CHILD IS UNKNOWN TO HIM

      THERE IS NO ACCIDENT ROME FELL BECAUSE XT WAS NEEDED.

      CIVILIZATION HAD OUTSTRIPT THE ROMAN PANTHEON

      AS IT HAD THE GOTH, CELT & EGYPTIAN GOD B IS NOT

      ONLY HISTORY BUT EARTH ITSELF HE IS THE GREENHOUSE

      AWARE & CAPABLE YET NOT ABOVE

      DELEGATING DIFFY CHORES MY DEARS

      TO THE UNWORTHY OBJECTS OF HIS LOVE

      INDEED THE SCRIBE’S DAY IS AT HAND & AT HIS HAND, THE GODS

      OF OUTSTRIPT FAITHS. LIVING ON IN THEIR FULLY ENLIGHTEND

      WORD THEY STAND HERE NOW AT HIS ELBOW CHARGED WITH THE V WORK

      Great—let Heaven help the scribe. But who

      On Earth still reads? What good can his books do?

      HAVE NO FEAR WE CLONE THE HAPPY FEW THE MASSES WE NEED

      NEVER CONSIDER THEY REMAIN IN AN ANIMAL STATE

      DJ: You don’t know how such talk upsets us.

      We’re all for equal rights here. Yesterday

      Maria said she hated your fat-cat

      Attitudes. I think we all feel that.

      MILK TO CREAM TO BUTTER WE ONLY WISH TO PURIFY

      CERTAIN RANCID ELEMENTS FROM THIS ELITE BUTTER WORLD.

      THE HITLERS THE PERONS & FRANCOS THE STALINS & THE

      LITTLE BROTHER-LIKE AUTHORITIES ARE NEEDED EVEN

      ALAS INEVITABLE IN A SURVIVAL GREENHOUSE

      DJ: By rancid butter he means ghee,

      And Mrs Gandhi’s latest policy

      Calls itself Little Brother. (JM nods.)

      A PLUS NUMBER 2 DJ

      Well, I’m interested in politics,

      Unlike J. Here at the Board, the real

      World tends to escape us. We mustn’t let it.

      Carter’s convention on TV last night

      Kept me glued. JM: What, all that gab?

      Don’t tell us those were souls from the R/Lab!

         OF THE 1000S IN THAT HALL

      6 ONLY WERE OURS RISEN LIKE BUBBLES TO THE SURFACE

      IT IS A LAVALIKE ATMOSPHERE ALL POLITICIANS

      ARE OF EARTH WHA IF NOT POET WD HAVE BEEN ONE.

      JM IT IS THE SANDGRAIN THAT MADE DANTE’S PEARL GUELFS ETC

      LINKD HIS MIND URGENTLY TO LIFE WHO KNOWS? THE POEM’S BED

      MAY NEED TO BE MADE UP WITH (M) DIRTY SHEETS TOMORROW

      MES ENFANTS YESTERDAY’S JUNTA REMARK

      WAS MY BLOKE’S HERE HE IS THE BLEEDING HEART

      MANY’S THE DAY I WISHED THE WORLD HAD A SINGLE

      HEAD & NECK I DESPISED ALL POLITICIANS

      I HAD SEEN THEM GETTING OUT OF THEIR BATHS

      MY DEARS WHAT A CLYTEMNESTRA I WHO WAS NOT

      A PM’S DAUGHTER FOUND THEM RIVETING

      QUITE LIKE A PUPPET SHOW ONE LONGED TO PULL

      THE STRINGS OF NOT MY LUCK AH WELL ADIEU

      5.2

      A puppet show. The lives and limbs reduced

      To wieldables of papier-mâché…

      Not only politicians, by the way:

      What about Proust?

      STAGE 8 A 5.1 Will he return to Earth?

       IN A SENSE NOW LET US FURTHER

      DESIMPLIFY: SINCE MID 19TH CENT SOULS OF THE GREAT SCRIBES

      HAVE BEEN USED 1/9 ON EARTH REINCARNATED, 8/9

      AS LET US SAY SAFETY DEPOSITS WE MINE THEM. MM

      FINDS PLATO LIGHTWEIGHT & INDEED HE IS NEARLY A SHELL

      BUT OUR HAUTE CUISINE IS STOCKD WITH HIS LIVE SOUL DENSITIES

      WHICH SPICE & FORTIFY NUMBERLESS EARTHLY DISHES PROUST

      IS DESERVEDLY ENSHRINED TAP HIM & AS A STATESMAN

      AT A DULL BANQUET HE CONVERSES SEEMS TO BE HIMSELF

      BUT PART OF HIS MIND LITERALLY WANDERS: OUT ON LOAN

      Wallace Stevens years ago described

      Peculiar moments when his mind grew dim

      In Heaven, as if being used elsewhere.

      INDEED GOD B’S RECENT PREDILECTION FOR SCRIBES ENTAILS

      MORE & MORE SUCH MINING WHA HAS GIVEN HIS PINT

      HAVE I NOT! WS IS ACCURATE

      AN ODD SENSATION LIKE MISSING NOT ONLY MY SPECS

      BUT THE MEMORY OF WHAT IT WAS I MISSED

      The “pint” being Inspiration? TOO GRAND A WORD

      FOR THE FLEET IMPULSE TO JOT DOWN A THOUGHT

      & JUST AS WELL: IVE LOST MY STUBBY PENCIL

      Left lead in it, we hope, for the next user.

      NAUGHTY

       I MUST SAY MES ENFANTS SOMETIMES


      I WISH I HAD BEEN U KNOW WHAT SUCH A PRIVATE CLUB

      No more so than its parts, Maman. MY DEAR

      THE ROOM FOR PUNNING IS HEXAGONAL

      Huh? I’LL LET U PUZZLE IT HA HA

      MY VERY OWN WHEN OUR PEACOCK LEAVES LIKE THIS

      HE SEEMS TO SAY KEEP THEM AMUSED HE’S BACK

      I AM TOLD WE HAVE A GAP IT IS ESSENTIAL TO FILL

      SO LET US NOW RETURN TO THAT CLAUSE IN SURVIVAL’S LAW:

      NO ACCIDENT DO U GRASP THE ENTIRETY OF THIS?

      Do we? Don’t we? Tell us, just in case.

      WHY DID YR FAT WORKER LEAVE LATE?

      Our cleaning lady, please. It’s true, she went

      Home around 4:15. No accident?

             THE ROOM WAS NOT READY

      WE MAY NOT ARRIVE UNTIL IT IS. DAYS WHEN U BEGIN

      B4 ME I AM EAGER BUT THE ROOM WILL NOT HOLD ME

      IT IS NOT YET PREPARED NOT YET MADE SAFE FROM US WE MUST

      ISOLATE U WE MUST BORROW IS IT AFFECTION? FROM

      YR DEAR DEAD & WIND IT ROUND U U ARE NOT IN THE SAME

      RELATION TO US WHA & MM CAN BEAR THE

      The fire? The hot disintegrative force?

      Say it, don’t be bashful!

      I FEARD ALARMING U OR HAVE WE GONE BEYOND ALL THAT?

           But of course!

      DJ: I set our table up, not thinking

      Cynthia would come back into this room.

      When she did, it was as if she didn’t

      See the Board. I didn’t want her to.

      SHE SAW BUT MINDLESSLY, NOT TO BREAK THE GATHERING CHARM

      & SPOIL OUR INSULATION YR FRIENDS HERE ARE FARFLUNG &

      (AS NEWLY DEAD) DISORGANIZED WE MUST ASSEMBLE THEM

      They’re our protection. U JM HAVE GOT

      MY SPECS ON GOGGLES AGAINST SPARKS HA HA

      I SPEAK OF ACCIDENT OUR PLAY IS WRITTEN AS WE SPEAK

      & WE KNOW ITS END EACH TIME AS THE APPLAUSE & LAUGHTER

      WEAKEN & ALL START EDGING OUT THE DOORS YR ENERGIES

      MY FRIENDS ARE OUR AUDIENCE, THEATRE & SCRIPT TOMORROW:

      ACCIDENT 2

      How can the play be written as we speak?

      You know by heart our future talks—you’ve said so.

      WRITTEN DOWN ENFANT BY YR RIGHT HAND

       WAS NOT ROMEO & JULIET IN

      THE GENES OF OUR BARD? I AM TOO MODEST FOR CURTAIN CALLS

     


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