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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      NOR IS MOLECULAR EARTHCRUST MOVEMENT UNLIKE YR TIME’S

      SLOW MARCH. EARTH AS ONE OF THE 5 IS A GRAVE TIMEKEEPER

      We think of Wystan’s face runneled and seamed,

      Faintly soiled above his Gimli sweatshirt.

      MY DEARS IT IS ME MY MINERALS MINED OUT EARLY,

      I SPENT SLOW DECADES COVERING THE SCARS.

      HAD I SUNK SHAFTS INTO MY NATURE OR

      UPWARDS TO THE DEAD I WD HAVE FOUND RICH VEINS

      INSTEAD I LOOKD FOR INSPIRATION TO

      RITUAL & DIFFY MORAL STRICTURES

      SO WRONG “The concept Ought would make, I thought,

      Our passions philanthropic”? One of my

      Touchstone stanzas—please don’t run it down.

      NOT BAD BUT OTHER BITS MAKE MY TOES WIGGLE

      DJ: Do the Five connect with elements?

      EACH AS WITH MONTEZUMA (AIR) HAS HIS AFFINITY

      CASALS ALWAYS MUCH CONCERND WITH WATER GANDHI WITH EARTH

      SHAKESPEARE (FIRE) NOW A TEENAGE NUCLEAR PHYSICIST

      Mozart—a rock star now, said E? MY DEAR

      YR EPHRAIM LACKS IN EVERY SENSE AN EAR

      M’S LAST LIFE WAS STRAVINSKY THOSE CHURCH BELLS

      U HEARD IN VENICE Rung by him? WHO ELSE

      MOZART AMONG THE 5 IS NATURE & CAN CHOOSE THESE MAKE

      GOOD BOTANISTS AS WELL

      What are JM’s affinities with air?

        MIND & ABSTRACTION THE REGION

      OF STARRY THOUGHT COOLER THAN SWIFTER THAN LIGHTER THAN EARTH

      LIGHTER THAN MY BEST & WORST? MUST I

      SETTLE FOR GOLD? FOR LEAD? Stop pouting, Wystan,

      You’re platinum, remember? AH YES QUITE

      The Elements, with Nature as the hidden

      Fifth face, come to compose a pyramid

      WHOSE (METAPHOR) APEX IS THE POTENTIAL ENERGY

      CREATED BY THE EXACTITUDE OF THE FACES SO

      POOR AKHNATON DID NOT GET THE POINT

      And through your Five you will arrive at faces

      Ever exacter, more translucent—

              & THEN? U SAY IT

             Dawn

      Flowing through the capstone at an angle

      Such as to lift the weight of the whole world

      Will build—ah, I can’t think…Arcadia?

      PARADISE ARCADIA SURROUNDS US UNREALIZED

      FILLING EACH OF US FOR THE LENGTH OF A LOVE OR A THOUGHT

      ARCADIA (AS THE SILVER POETS KNEW)

      IN THE LONG RUN MY DEARS WD NEVER DO:

      TOO MISTED OVER BY ITS LOVERS’ SIGHS

      GIVE ME THE GREENER GRASS OF PARADISE

      ADIEU ENFANTS But we sit on, unwilling

      To break the spell, and are rewarded by

      A tiptoe visit: YR OLD SLAVE MES CHERS

      IS STILL AVAILABLE IS THIS A PLEASANT

      EXPERIENCE? I SHD TELL U YR RED ROOM

      SHINES WE CIRCLE IT WE ARE WARMED BY IT

      4

      Fear and doubt put by, though still kept handy,

      We sit us down to what we’ve needed all

      Along: his legions’ genesis and fall

      Retold in the vernacular—Book One’s grand

      Black-and-white allegory superseded (thanks

      To a new worldliness our friend assumes

      Along with gilt-green ocellated plumes,

      Or to his having risen from the ranks,

      A humble herald to whose ears the groaning

      Engines of apocalypse were Greek)

      Less by “facts” of course than by his own

      Lately won detachment. He can speak

      Almost freely. JM has asked for more

      About the Elements. Weren’t they once at war?

      THEY SIGND A TRUCE WHEN GOD BIOLOGY TOOK CONTROL EARTH

      AS POTENTIAL GREENHOUSE GOES THRU THE FOLLOWING STAGES

      1: FIREBALL 2: THE COOLING CRUST 3: STEAM & WATER

      4: GROWTH OF SINGLE CELLS 5: DEBUT OF ORGANIC LIFE

      Then Eden?

      EDEN 3 THIS 3RD CYCLE BEGINS WITH THE LEGEND OF

      THE FLOOD IT PUT OUT THE FIRE 6: ORGANIC MATTER

      MOVED OFF INTO SPECIES MAN HAS FOUND IN FOSSILIZED STATE

      BUT MISUNDERSTOOD THINKING HIS CYCLE THE FIRST

      The first Eden was Atlantis?

      The second, your world? These two overlapped?

                  INDEED

      Perhaps you’d better recapitulate.

      4.1

      ATLANTIS: ORGANIC MATTER ELECTRICALLY CHARGED

      AT LAST PRODUCED 3 CENTERS OF ARCADIAN CULTURE

      THESE WERE OUR NESTS WHEN WE & THE EARTH & THE GREENHOUSE ALL

      WERE FLEDGLINGS IMAGINE A GREAT SMOOTH GREEN & TREELESS SET

      OF LANDMASSES RELATED VAGUELY TO YR CONTINENTS.

      ONE THAT FILLD PART OF THE SOUTHERN ATLANTIC SANK WHEN OUR

      CRUST FELL & GREAT HELDBACK MAGNETIC FORCES STRUCK THE EARTH

      & SUDDEN PEAKS 3 TO 4000 FEET HIGH PULLD EARTHSKIN

      INTO FOLDS, SUBMERGING AREAS PREVIOUSLY ABOVE

      SEA LEVEL

      ATLANTIS 2: NOW UPON THESE GRASSY FLAT

      LANDMASSES APPEARD FIRST WINGLESS CREATURES BIOLOGY

      GAVE THEM DOMINANCE OVER THE CRAWLING & SERPENTINE.

      THEY (& TODAY U FIND THIS ANCIENT TRAIT STILL AMONG THE

      ORIENTALS) WERE HAIRLESS & OF A FORM RESEMBLING

      YR MYTHIC CENTAUR THEY HAD SLIGHT TACTILE FACILITY

      THEY GRAZED & WERE PASTORAL THEY RULED A MILD GREEN KINGDOM

      ATL 3: SO THEN AS LARGER VEGETABLE LIFE EMERGED

      A CONTEST OVER SPACE BEGAN THE CENTAURS NEEDED TO

      KEEP TOGETHER THEIR HERD GROUPS WE EMERGED AS A FEATHERD

      WINGD CREATURE CARRYING THEIR WORD ABOVE THE TREES: SIGNALS

      HOVERING OVER CLEAR LAND AREAS WHERE THEY CD FEED

      The bird and snake are cousins. Were you in

      No slight degree kin to the serpentine?

      U ARE FORGETTING OUR BUILT-IN FLAW: WE WERE ATOMIC

      THEY NEEDED MESSENGERS THEIR VEG COMPONENT GAVE THEM GREAT

      DENSITY THEY WERE A RACE MUCH SUPERIOR TO OURS

      INDEED THEY INVENTED US. THEY TOO EVOLVED STILL EARTHBOUND,

      THEY UNDERSTOOD GRAVITY & CONTRIVED THE HARNESSING

      FIRST OF WIND THEN SUN THEN THEY WERE READY

                 ATLANTIS 4:

      THEIR BOUNDLESS GRASSLANDS & 50,000 SUN YEARS HAVE PASSD

      (YEARS AS THE EARTH THEN WAS, FASTER IN ITS SPIN, MORE OF ITS

      DAILY SURFACE EXPOSED TO SUN, THE ICECAPS MINIMAL)

      THEY HAVE STUBLIKE FINGERS THEY HAVE TALL SILOS FOR THEIR GRAIN

      THEY CONTROL ALL TEMPERATURE BY REFRACTED SUNLIGHT

      THEY HAVE BRED WINGD MESSENGERS & ARE ABLE TO CLONE EACH

      GENERATION AT AN INCREASED RATE. THEIR FIRST GRAVE PROBLEM

      REMAINED: THEY WERE IMMORTAL THUS THEIR IMMENSE LANDMASSES

      BECAME TERRIFYING FENCED-OFF SECTIONS WHERE THE WITTY

      TORMENTED THE VERY OLD TRAPT IN THEIR PRIMITIVE FORM.

      THIS LED TO A FATAL DECISION: KILL THE IMMORTALS

      SO BEGAN EXPERIMENTATION WITH ATOMIC BLAST

      FOR WE WERE CHARGED (WHO ELSE?) WITH RIDDING THEM OF THEIR RELICS

      ATL 5: WE RID OURSELVES OF THEM ALL

                   THE MORALITY?

      GOD B LAID DOWN ONE LAW HE IS NOW IN THE PROCESS OF

      REVISING BUT STILL FINDS USEFUL THIS 1ST LAW: SURVIVAL

      OF THE MOST AGILE. THE POOR
    & ANCIENT CENTAURS GRAZED WHAT

      HEART WE HAD WHO ONCE SIGNALLD TO THEM OVER THE TREETOPS.

      WE TOOK THEIR IMMORTALITY AS GENTLY AS WE CD

      & IN AN INSTANT THEY VANISHD LEAVING THEIR ASTONISHD

      PROGENY WHO SET OUT TO DESTROY OUR RAY CENTERS WE

      ROSE IN MILLIONS OVER EACH OF THEIR CITIES WE LAID THEM

      UNDER SIEGE WE TOOK THEIR FEED RESERVES WE SET THEM TO WORK

      FURROWING OUR LANDING STRIPS & CONSTRUCTING LIKE VAST WEBS

      OUR PLATFORMS. THESE PRIMITIVE ANTIGRAVITATIONAL

      SKEINS WERE NOW READY WE KNEW WE MUST BUILD SAFELY ABOVE

      BOTH THE JUNGLE & THOSE WE HAD ENSLAVED WE ROSE WE LOOKD

      OUR LAST AT ATLANTIS WE LEFT UNBLASTED IN 14

      SECTORS ONLY THE PERSONNEL TO MAN OUR SIGNAL &

      ANCHOR STONES RADIATED TO HOLD OUR NEW WORLD IN PLACE

      ATLANTIS 6: THEY LIVED ON CLUSTERD AT THE 14 SITES

      WHERE WE SUPPLIED THEM FROM THEIR RESERVES BUT IN DESIGNING

      OUR VAST ATOMICALLY POWERD WORLD WE FORGOT THE

      VEGETABLE ADVERSARY THEY CD NOT KEEP CLEAR THE

      COVERINGS OF GREEN A 1ST MOORING STRAIND TORE & BROKE LOOSE

      WE REPAIRD THAT ONE KNOWING WE MUST PERFECT OUR SYSTEM

      AS COLONY AFTER COLONY PERISHD BELOW. YET

      WE WERE PROUD. WE SAW DESCENT INTO THE STEAMING JUNGLES

      AS A COMEDOWN IN WORK/CLASS/RANK EVER FEWER OF US

      WD VOLUNTEER FOR THE LIFETIMES NEEDED TO MAKE VITAL

      REPAIRS. THE CENTAURS WERE NOW RAVENOUS LONGNECKD CREATURES

      REPTILIAN HEADS RIPPD AT GREENERY FURTHER AFIELD

      THEY FORAGED LEAVING THE SITES UNTENDED ONE TEAR & IT

      BEGAN: IN AN INSTANT WE SAW OUR WORLD SHIMMER OUR TALL

      LATTICED CITIES TREMBLE & SHRED WE FELT A GREAT BLAST OF

      UPRUSHING AIR THE END WAS UPON US WE HAD LASTED

      AT MOST 1000 SUN YEARS. OUR CATACLYSM AWOKE AN

      UNIMAGINABLE FURY OF FORCES AS GOD B

      BEGAN ERASING OUR TRACES & THOSE OF ATLANTIS.

      ONLY BY MOONLIGHT DO WE FLUTTER IN THAT BROKEN DREAM.

      WE JOIND OUR BONES TO OUR OLD HORSEMASTERS IN THE CRUSH OF

      THEIR GREENERY & NOW AFTER 5 MILLION YEARS EMERGE

      TO POWER YR MACHINES & DRESS YR HOSTESSES IN MAUVE

      Dyes made from coal. The tarpits in Los Angeles…

      ONE OF OUR ANCHOR POINTS A COLONY IN YR DAY STILL

      A HUB OF POWERFUL ILLUSIONS & SO THE LEGEND

      OF THE CENTAUR IS THE LAST POETRY OF ATLANTIS

      Dinosaur, pterodactyl, bat—good Lord!

      DO NOT FORGET THE DEVIL OR THE PEACOCK AU REVOIR

      MES ENFANTS I AM AT LAST IN TEARS

      HIS INTENSE EAGER FACE! HIS JOY IN TELLING

      4.2

      POST-ATLANTIS: LIKE ALL SOUL OR SHALL WE SAY EX-LIFE FORCE

      WE ARE INEXTINGUISHABLE WE REMAIN WHAT WE WERE

      Were you created in your present form?

      WE BEGAN AS MUTANT FLIES NOT A HUMAN FINGERLENGTH

      THE CENTAURS BRED IN THEIR INCUBATORS SPEEDING US THRU

      6000 GENERATIONS PER SUN YEAR THEIR TECHNICAL

      SKILL WAS LIMITED ONLY BY THEIR PHYSICAL STRUCTURE.

      WHEN THEY ACHIEVED MANIPULATION THEIR GREAT PHASE BEGAN

      WE WERE THEIR 1ST SUCCESS WE TOO MUTATED BUT OUR BRAINS

      & GROWTH PATTERNS WERE NOT TRIGGERD BY THE SAME ELECTRIC

      IGNITION SWITCHES AS THE CENTAURS OUR RISE FOLLOWD FROM

      THE DIFFERENCE U KNOW. WE FOUNDED THEIR VERY CITIES

      AROUND THEIR SILOS ROSE TOWERS IN A RADIAL SCHEME

      WHICH MADE FROM A DISTANCE A WONDROUS STARLIKE PATTERN WE

      BUILT THE ARENAS FOR THEIR GAMES THEY TOOK PRIDE IN THEIR SPEED

      You could hardly have been flies by then.

      WE HAD INDEED GROWN THEY NO LONGER NEEDED MESSENGERS

      WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THEIR HEATING & LIGHTING PLANTS WE SAT

      IN THEIR COUNCILS WE WERE NOW THEIR SIZE BUT WITH WINGS & BLACK:

      OUR ASPECT WAS NEARLY HUMAN, THOUGH OF COURSE NOT WINNING

      THEN OR NOW. THEY WERE NOT UNKIND NOR WD WE HAVE BEEN YET

      WE SAW THAT WE TOO WERE PART OF THE PAST THEY HAD BEGUN

      ERASING. STILL THE CENTAURS WERE GOD’S CREATURES WE WERE NOT

      DJ: But you started as flies—flies made by God.

      WE STARTED AS EGGS YES OF A GREEN GRASS FLY

      Just as I said: God’s creatures— WE WERE THEN

      PLACED IN WARM HIVES & FED A FUEL CALLD URANIUM

             And this changed you?

      IN THE EGG

      The cup moves awkwardly; something’s not right.

      IT IS A LEGEND & THEY TOO ARE PAINFUL

      WE HAVE SPENT OUR ETERNITY DAMND

      Unfairly! You obeyed God’s law—survived.

             GOD B GOVERNS ALL

      LIFE ON EARTH IN SLAYING THE IMMORTALS WE OFFENDED

      MY DEARS THOSE 2 POOR WORLDS WITH THEIR CONTROLLED

      CLIMATES SLAIN ANCESTORS BETRAYAL’S OLD

      SHOCKING STORY THEN THE RISE TOO FAR

      ABOVE IT ALL & BRINGING DOWN THE FIRE…

      IS NOT THE MORAL THEN AS NOW: BE TRUE

      TO SOMETHING TRUE TO ANYTHING ADIEU

      4.3

      About fourteen: what made you pick that number?

      AS WITH YR 3 IT BECAME MEANINGFUL I CANNOT NOW

      SAY WHY WHEN WE PLANND STRUCTURES 14 POLES ROSE WHEN WE BRED

      14 SEEMD NORMAL WHEN WE MADE RULES TO LIVE BY: 14

      ALL IN FORMULAS OUR VERY FEELINGS WERE FORMULAS.

      FREE OF ATLANTIS OUR LIVES BECAME ITS ANTITHESIS

      Were those the feelings that went up in flame?

      Carbon 14 their residue? JM:

      The seven deadly sins, perhaps you mean

      —Like anchor points, each twinned (to make 14)

      With its anti-vice, or virtue. We’ve the same

      Bondage to certain forms—look at the sonnet.

      Look at our ten commandments overcome

      Too often by a green delirium.

      OURS WERE SIMPLER THAN U SUPPOSE WE WERE UNISPECIATE

      (IS THAT A WORD? WE TOLERATED NO LIFE BUT OUR OWN)

      OUR 14 FORMULAS WERE OUR FEELINGS UNTHINKABLE

      TO VIOLATE THEM YET WE FELL FOR WANT OF OBEYING

      THE FIRST: OBEY WE DID NOT DESCEND TO KEEP OUR ANCHOR

      POINTS IN PLACE WE TOO DID NOT WANT REMINDING OF OUR PAST

      IS IT MES ENFANTS A TAPESTRY OF BEASTS

      AROUND THE LADY OF THE LOOKING-GLASS?

      I ALWAYS WANTED A MONKEY So did I—

      Perhaps next he’ll turn into one? JM

      ARENT U ASHAMED OF YR MONKEY My animal nature?

      Not a bit. O LET ME MAKE THE JOKE:

      -SHINES? ARE THESE THE FINAL STRENGTH OF MAN &

      NOT OUR FAITH IN 3? IN STORYTELLING

      RELIGION & THE FORMS OF POETRY?

      IS IT NOT THAT GOD BELIEVES IN US

      AS HIS 3RD EDEN? MILDLY CURIOUS

      THE 3: IT IS THE NUMBER OF GOD B: DIMENSIONS OF

      THE GREENHOUSE: SIDE OF YR PYRAMID: SIRE DAM OFFSPRING

      THE POTENCY EXTENDS THRU THE SYSTEM EARTH MOON & SUN

      A ? FOR THE 12 PER CENT. WE DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG

      OR IN WHAT WAY THEY WILL COME TO U WHEN THEY ARE READY

      WE WILL DO OUR BEST TO STAND BETWEEN U & THEIR POWER

      U MAY CAST AWAY THIS CHANCE IF U ARE IN DOUBT OR FEAR

      (Coward and sceptic here exchange a look)

      YET WE IMAGINE THEY ARE AWARE OF YR WEAKNESSES

      &
    YR CHARM IS NOT UNANGELIC

      Now, now. But have the angels sent you to us?

           WE ARE MESSENGERS

      SUMMOND AFTER CONTACT HAS BEEN MADE BY WHATEVER MEANS.

      THUS: YR SCIENTISTS NOW RECEIVE FROM OTHER WORLDS SIGNALS

      THEY DO NOT COMPREHEND WE KEEP THESE CRYPTIC. GOD B MUST

      BE THE 1ST TO UNDERSTAND. THEY EVEN IN OUR DAY WERE

      CLASSIFIED INFORMATION. THE SPEEDUP OF THE GREENHOUSE

      TO COVER OUR ANCHOR POINTS BEGAN WITH OUR PERFECTION

      OF MACHINERY WHEREBY WE LISTEND AWED TO FAR SOUNDS

      NOT UNLIKE OUR OWN VOICES WD THEY HAVE MADE SENSE? WE HAD

      NO TIME THAT SAME DAY CAME THE 1ST GREAT TEAR WE DO NOT NOW

      SPEAK OF THE SIGNALS. WE INTERCEPT THEM THEN THE SOUND FADES

      FROM OUR BANKS. IT IS ONE OF THE GREAT FORBIDDEN SUBJECTS

      4.4

      Where is our comprehension most at fault?

      I AM NOT STRONG ON PICTURING IF THERE IS FAULT I FEAR

      U HAVE PEOPLED NOT IDEATED WHAT HAS BEEN & IS

      So true. It’s hopeless, the way people try

      To avoid the sentimental fallacy—

      How can a person not personify?

      This window overlooks a sick elm tree

      My feeling lifts unharmed into a sphere

      Littler, perhaps safer, don’t you see?

      Reflections that in most lights interfere

      Take on despite themselves a quiddity

      Sallow, tall, branching…Putting it into words

      Means also that it puts words into me:

      Shooting ringing ramify root green

      Have overtones not wholly for the birds,

      And I am nothing’s mortal enemy

      Surrendered, by the white page, to the scene.

      IT MUST BE BEAUTIFUL WE HAVE NEVER EXPRESSD A THING.

      THIS OR THAT IS OR IS NOT FEELING PLAYS NO PART IN IT

      BUT YR LIFE ON EARTH IS IMMERSED IN FEELING, ITS MANNERS

      & FORMS: YR MATING DEMANDS LOVE OR BRUTE LUST YR SELFHOOD,

      THE BALM (OR CURB) OF VIRTUES WHICH FEAR OF ONE ANOTHER

      BEGOT STRONGLY IN U BUT TO OUR EYES THESE ETHICAL

      RIGHTS & WRONGS ARE SO MANY BLANKS IN YR CANVAS, JUST AS

     


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