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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      You 5.1’s—such intellectuals!

      What is Maria’s rating? SAME AS MINE

      OUR ENTRANCE CARD TO THE SEMINAR OF ALL

      YR DEAR DEAD ONLY WE 2 HOLD THIS RANK

      CALL US THE BULLION IN YR MEMORY BANK

      2.8

      CAN U IMAGINE (METAPHOR) A BLACKSMITH ALLOWD TO

      SHOE IN GOLD? NOT PRACTICAL TOO SOFT TOO FANCIED BY MAN.

      BLACKSMITH: PATRON HORSE: REPRESENTATIVE & SHOE: THE SOUL

      BORN INTO WHATEVER EARTHLY LIFE. THE SYSTEM U KNOW

      OF REINCARNATION MERELY GIVES US THE SAME OLD HORSE

      RESHOD WE THERE4 LEAVE TO THE BLACKSMITHS THEIR 3.5

      BILLION LIVES & IN THE HUSHD SANCTUM OF THE R/LAB WORK

      TO IMPROVE HORSE & SHOE ALIKE ONE SMALL SUCCESS THUS FAR:

      THE 5

      Such modesty…

      WE MUST NOT BE PROUD

      Think what pride goes before?

          QUITE U ARE IN THE GREAT DULL

      BUREAUCRACY OF PATRONS WE CANNOT RETIRE THEM THEY

      PASS US YR DENSITIES WITH FUSSY MARKS & SIGNATURES

      THINKING FOR EXAMPLE THAT K FORD SUPERVISED JM

      BUT NO: WE WAFTED HIM HITHER ADDED THE HUMUS OF

      THE JEW PLUS THE GENE OF A CHEMIST (& FAILD MUSICIAN)

      ET VOILA U ARE NOT JM WHAT U MIGHT WANT TO BE

      BUT A PRODUCTIVE 5.5

      Why bother with a patron in the first place?

      PATRONS OF NON-LAB SOULS

      HAVE THE DUTIES U KNOW IN YR CASES THE PORTER LED

      A GUEST TO DOORS THAT SHUT BEHIND HIM A CLICK OF THE LATCH

      PUTS THE PATRON TO SLEEP FOR AS MANY MONTHS AS WE NEED:

      7 FOR U JM

      But Rufus Farmetton died in December,

      Three months before my birth—was Ephraim lying?

      Did “Rufus” for that matter ever live?

      A PARTIAL FICTION TO DRAMATIZE

      THE KIND OF FACT U CD AT THAT POINT HAVE BELIEVED. WE SINK

      RELUCTANTLY TO THESE PEARLGRAY LIES BUT DAILY NEED 5

      MILLION SOULS (DENSITY 1:20,000) & HAVE NOT

      HALF THAT NUMBER QUALITY FAILS EVEN WITH PLAGUE & WAR

      TO DEFUSE POP EXPLO, EVEN WITH THOSE SUICIDES WE

      MORE & MORE APPLAUD (O YES THEY ARE A GREAT BOON TO US

      WHEN OF RETURNING LAB SOULS WHOSE INTENSEST WORK IS DONE)

      WE HAVE IN THE PAST HALF CENTURY HAD TO RESORT TO

      SOULS OF DOMESTIC ANIMALS MOST RECENTLY THE RAT.

      BY 2050 THESE TOO WILL BE EXHAUSTED & THEN?

      WILDER STRAINS MOUNTAIN CATS & FOREST MONKEYS SO NOW U

      BEGIN TO SEE HOW WITHOUT VISIBLY INTERFERING

      WE OF THE LAB MUST GO ABOUT OUR WORK

      This admixture of an animal soul,

      How does it affect the human strain?

              ADDS JOIE DE VIVRE!

      ALSO: A CONCERN WITH TIME THE BEATING OF MAN’S NEW BRAIN

      TO ESCAPE THAT MAZE IS A REGRESSIVE ANIMAL TRAIT

      Time, our literature’s chief theme, is just

      Another appetite, like greed or lust?

      The worst offenders in their time have been

      The sad ape Proust, the bestial Marschallin?

      And Cotzias, thanks to whom we’ll all live twice

      Our normal span—no better than his mice?

      WE HAVE NO SENSE OF IT B4 US AS ON A TABLE

      LIE ALL EVENTS CONCERND IN ANY WAY WITH THE R/LAB

      OF THE NEXT 3 DECADES WE CAN REARRANGE THEM AT WILL.

      WE USED TO SEE 100 YEARS AHEAD BUT THE OF LATE

      INCREASING HUMAN SMOG LIMITS THE VISIBILITY

      & OUR FEARS TO THIS: A CONCERTED USE OF ATOMIC

      WEAPONRY NOW FALLING INTO HANDS OF ANIMAL SOULS

      U HAVE NOW HEARD SOME OF OUR LEGENDS & TAKEN THEM WITH

      A GRAIN OF SALT DISMISSD THEM AS MERE METAPHOR & YET

      NO MORE DIRECT METHOD SEEMS TO WORK. IF I NOW TOLD U

      THAT 3000 YEARS AFTER AKHNATON THE SHADOW NO

      THE NEGATIVE FORCEFIELD OF THAT SAME PYRAMID HE BUILT

      STILL EXERTS AN INFLUENCE IN CARIBBEAN WATERS

      U WD REJECT THIS AS U DO THE SAUCERS

      DJ (thrilled): The Bermuda Triangle!

              & A HOLE

      IN RUSSIA & ONE IN THE LAND NORTH OF YR GREAT CANYONS:

      PLACES WE CANNOT SEE INTO IF I USED METAPHOR

      WD YOU? THE SAUCER A BEE? THE TRIANGLE A SPEARHEAD

      OF UNLIFE? DOES THAT HELP?

      JM: Not really. No reflection on you.

         A PLUS FOR IN SUCH DIRE CONTEXTS

      EVEN METAPHOR BECOMES A VULGAR (NEGATIVE) FORCE

      DANTE’S LUCK LAY IN HIS GULLIBLE

      & HEAVENLY WORLD WE MY BOY DRAW FROM 2

      SORTS OF READER: ONE ON HIS KNEES TO ART

      THE OTHER FACEDOWN OVER A COMIC BOOK.

      OUR STYLISH HIJINKS WONT AMUSE THE LATTER

      & THE FORMER WILL DISCOUNT OUR URGENT MATTER

      Is Plato interested in density?

      ODDLY FEW ARE SOULS WHO HAVE SO TO SPEAK

      PASSED THEIR CIVIL SERVICE EXAMS NO LONGER

      READ THE MANUAL MM & I

      ABUZZ IN A SEA OF YAWNS AS FOR MY FRIEND

      IDEAL FORMS ALSO LEAVE HIM COLD HE KEEPS

      SQUINTING THRU KEYHOLES AT SOME LITHE YOUNG BOD

      POOR OLD GAFFER

        SAY IT: POOR OLD SOD

      2.9

      About us, these bright afternoons, we come

      To draw shades of an auditorium

      In darkness. An imagined dark, a stage

      Convention: domed red room, cup and blank page

      Standing for darkness where our table’s white

      Theatre in the round fills, dims…Crosslight

      From YES and NO dramatically picks

      Four figures out. And now the twenty-six

      Footlights, arranged in semicircle, glow.

      What might be seen as her “petit noyau”

      By Mme Verdurin assembles at

      Stage center. A by now familiar bat

      Begins to lecture. Each of us divines

      Through the dark house like fourteen Exit signs

      The eyes of certain others glowing red.

      And the outside-world, crayon-book life we led,

      White or white-trimmed canary clapboard homes

      Set in the rustling shade of monochromes;

      Lighthouse and clock tower, Village Green and neat

      Roseblush factory which makes, upstreet,

      Exactly what, one once knew but forgets—

      Something of plastic found in luncheonettes;

      The Sound’s quick sapphire that each day recurs

      Aflock with pouter-pigeon spinnakers

      —This outside world, our fictive darkness more

      And more belittles to a safety door

      Left open onto light. Too small, too far

      To help. The blind bright spot of where we are.

      3

      Trials and tremors. David’s operation

      Fills him with foreboding. He dreamed last night

      Of Matt and Mary. As he woke they slowly,

      Achingly changed into two piles of clothes.

      What did it mean? Had they come for him? Was he going

      To die in surgery? I have a hunch

      Matt Jackson died a year ago today

      —Which proves correct. But first, I want to hear

      More about the bureaucracy. It’s made to

      Sound so dismal, so much a dead end.

      What of the senses they regain, the growing


      Insight, Stage by Stage, en route to Life

      Again at Nine which Ephraim in such glowing

      Colors depicted as the whole point? That

      Should help to motivate the bureaucrat.

      WE MEAN BY 9 THAT KNOWLEDGE WHEREBY SOULS FROM THE R/LAB

      WILL BUILD ARCADIA YR EPHRAIM IS NOT (FORGIVE ME)

      A SPIRIT OF THIS CLASS THE GOOD BUREAUCRAT REACHING 9

      WILL STAY THERE: HIS PARADISE, NOT OURS. WHY IMMORTALIZE

      MEDIOCRITY? WE WANT THE PERMANENT HORSESHOE &

      THE HORSE PEGASUS EARTH SHALL BE OUR PARADISE IT IS

      TIME U KNEW: MM & WHA WILL SHORTLY RETURN

      TO LIFE ENLIGHTEND THEIR SOULS ARE NOW PREPARED

      Return! But that’s unheard of…When? As what?

              WE NEED THEM.

      WHEN U REREAD TODAY’S TRANSCRIPT FIND A MIRRORLESS ROOM

      STARTING MY DEARS WITHOUT US? MOST PECULIAR

      WE WERE NOT SUMMONED DID WE MISS MUCH? WHAT

      SHALL WE RESUME? WE SPOKE OF THE BLACK HOLES & MUST AGAIN

      USE METAPHOR

      “Vulgar” though it is, and “negative”?

        HOW ELSE DESCRIBE (WITHOUT THE FORMULAS

      EVEN WE LACK) WHAT IS TO US A RIDDLE? IMAGINE

      A WORLD WITHOUT LIGHT A LEWIS CARROLL WORLD THAT KEEPS PACE

      WITH OURS A WORLD WHERE WHITE IS BLACK OF STILLNESS IN THE PLACE

      OF SUCKING WINDS MORTALITY? DESIRE? WE FIND NO TRACE

      DJ: You find? You sound as if you’d been there.

      JM: Where Mind is Matter, and Time Space…

      IS IT THE ORIGINAL? ARE WE ITS CARBON COPY?

      OR: ARE WE IN THE PRESENCE OF A BLACK TWIN PARADISE

      Wherein, accordingly, you would appear

      White-winged, your own cool opposites —oh dear!

      For the cup goes reeling to the Board’s brink—

      AH MES ENFANTS HE FELL BACK AS IF STRUCK

      Had you been listening? NO AN EVER LOUDER

      RUSTLING OF THEIR 28 WINGS DROWNED OUT

      Wystan (as if deafened): WHAT WHAT WHAT

      3.1

      Violent crosscurrents. Then: MES CHERS

      MAY I? YR OLD SLAVE Ephraim! WE WILL PAUSE

      A MOMENT POOR DJ YR GHOSTS DISTRESSED U?

      We figured out, it was the anniversary.

      MATT’S OF COURSE NOT LOVELY SELFLESS MARY’S

      SHE DEFERRED AS USUAL But Ephraim,

      We know they’ve been reborn. How can this be?

      2 BABIES SLEPT 2 BONE FRAMES PUT ON FLESH

      ROSE UP & CAME TO LAY YR GHOSTS DJ

      THEY LEFT U THIS MESSAGE: WE HAVE LIVED & LOVED

      & FELT YR LOVE LET US GO FORTH ANEW

      UNWEIGHTED BY IT It weighs on them now

      In their new lives? YR STRONG CONCERN FOR THEM

      THRUOUT THEIR FINAL TIME THEY FEEL IT STILL

      A KIND OF DIAPER RASH? 2 FRANTIC YOUNG

      MOTHERS SHD BE LEFT WITH HAPPIER BABIES

      DJ AN EASY EXERCISE EACH NIGHT

      SAY TO THEIR YOUNGER FACES BY YR BED

      Their photographs? YES SAY: PEACE TO U MATT

      PEACE TO U MARY YR MASTERS COME LOVE ME

      I LOVE U DO NOT FORG

         MY DEARS THEY HAVE RIGHTED

      THE CHAIRS WE ARE BACK IN OUR SEATS MADLY EXCITED

      THE CURTAIN LIKE SMOKE FROM AN EXTINGUISHED FIRE

      LIFTS &

      WE CAUGHT AT THAT OLD CLOAK WHICH IS NO LONGER OURS TO WEAR

      Forgive me, that was very tactless.

      NO WE PLAYD INTO A REGION WHERE WE CANNOT GIVE FACTS

      WE KNOW NOTHING OF THE ANTIWORLD: GOD B BANISHD IT

      Were the two worlds one at first? Heading for NO

      The cup’s mind wavers, comes to rest before

      The question mark. You don’t know? You did once.

      AS AFTER ANY GREAT TRAUMA THERE IS A BLOCK, PERHAPS

      WE KNOW CHIEFLY THAT IT IS NO LONGER OUR RIGHT TO KNOW

      3.2

      With that off his chest, he broaches a new topic:

      THE SOULS WE HAVE TRIED TAPPING & NOT YET DESPAIRD OF ARE

      PLANT SOULS SHORTLIVED BUT OF GREAT VITALITY & PUREST

      IN THE SUBSTANCE WE CALL ‘SHOOTING’ A COOL UPWARD THRUST OF

      CARBONS AN INTENSITY THAT MIGHT TRANSLATE AS PRIDE THESE

      OF COURSE REQUIRE A SEPARATE SET OF TABLES WHICH

      WE NEED NOT GO INTO BUT EXAMPLES WD BE BURBANK,

      MUIR AMONG OTHERS: CLONED BY US WITH PLANT-SOUL DENSITIES

      (IN SMALL AMOUNTS AS IT IS A TAKEOVER DENSITY)

      MOST USEFUL. WE NOW TRY THIS ON ATOMIC PHYSICISTS

      FOR WHERE NOT ABSORBING ALL OTHER INTERESTS IT CAN

      PRODUCE A MOST BENIGN LACK OF DESTRUCTIVE RIVALRY

      U JM HAVE THIS COMPONENT AS MANY POETS DO:

      THE GREAT AGE OF FRENCH & ENGLISH PASTORAL POETRY

      & FROM ITS ORIGIN ALL JAPANESE POETRY WAS

      THE RESULT OF OUR EXPERIMENTS IN VEGETABLE

      CLONING IT TOOK, & IS NOW A MAINSPRING OF THE JAP MIND

      (HENCE THEIR PASSION FOR THE CAMERA: PHOTOSYNTHESIS)

      YR CONFRERE TURNING BRUTALLY AGAINST HIS VEG NATURE

      LOPPD OFF HIS OWN HEAD AS IF WITH A CANE AMONG TULIPS

      Mishima, yes…And Marvell was half tree?

      Sidney’s Arcadia is really yours?

      WE FAVORD THE ENGLISH AT THE INSTANCE OF CHAUCER HE

      FEARD A BARREN ISLE THOSE WARS OF THE TREES CAN BE SAVAGE

      Tree wars? Shades of Graves and the Welsh bards?

      WELL, PLANT EVOLUTION IF U MUST THE STRONG & CLEVER

      DRIVE OUT THE REST: A VAST SLOW PROCESS WE CAN NEVER QUITE

      KEEP ACCURATE HISTORIES OF. VARIOUS FRAIL FERNS &

      EVEN THE PALM TREE WERE EXTERMINATED BY A GREAT

      (W)RINGING PROCESS ROOTS FLEW IN AIR THE OAK ET AL SURVIVED

      BUT THE ELM WAS WEAKEND ONE IS DYING NEXT DOOR TO U.

      WE CAN NO LONGER TRUST THAT VEG WORLD TO MANAGE ITSELF

      & HAVE LEARND TO CLONE IT: WITH OUR HELP BURBANK PERSUADED

      HIS CACTI ARMD LIKE SAMURAI TO DO WITHOUT THEIR SPINES

      MES ENFANTS MANY THE OLD AUNT WHO WEEPS

      INSIDE THE WILLOW I RATHER SEE MYSELF

      PALE LILY ON THE CALLA SIDE: THICK LEGS

      BUT A DEEP CANDID WONDER OF A FACE

      You see yourself…Maman, not that it matters,

      You see with our minds’ eye, with nothing else.

      You’ve said as much (0.6). Let me acknowledge

      Belatedly that awful truth, then go

      Right on pretending that it isn’t so.

      A PLUS (ALAS) YR FRIENDS IN HEAVEN LONG DELIGHTED U

      WITH THE FICTION THAT THEY HAVE APPEARANCES THEY DO NOT

      SO TRUE MY DEAR SO TOUCHING TOO THESE POOR

      BEASTS’ DESIRE THAT U NOT TAKE FRIGHT

      EVEN OF US FOR IS THERE ANYTHING

      MORE TERRIFYING THAN SHEER EMPTINESS?

      WE DO NOT SEE EACH OTHER, JUST THE LIT

      SPACE OF YR GLASS EACH TIME U ENTER IT

      Otherwise, blackness? Don’t you mind! NOT REALLY

      WE’VE SEEN IT ALL SO OFTEN & SO WELL

      MAMAN IS NOT RESIGNED SHE WANTS TO SMELL

      Then Ephraim’s theory of the senses we

      Will reassume in Heaven…? Ah, poor E.

      SLAVE OF HIS OWN & OTHERS’ SENSES NOW HE PAYS FOR IT

      WITH YR NEGLECT FOR IN HEAVEN NOT TO BE USED IS HELL.

      THUS U HAVE
    NOW BEGUN TO SEE THAT THE MIND’S EYE OUTLASTS

      THE BODY’S, MAKING OUR SEMINAR POSSIBLE ?S

      I AM STILL SOMEWHAT MIFFED AT SOMETHING MISSED

      MAY I ASK, HAD IT TO DO WITH ONE?

      Neither D nor I can bring himself

      To answer Wystan. Is it such a secret?

      YES FOR NOW THEIR SOULS CLING TO DEATH AS B4 TO LIVING

      Whereupon Maria, who in life

      Could wheedle forth the secrets of a stone:

      BACK TO PLANTS PLEASE I HAVE A REASON

      WHY DID I HEAR THEM IN MY GARDEN? NOT

      SIMPLY ASKING FOR WATER & GIVING ME

      PHYSICAL PEACE BUT SEEMING TO WANT & OFFER

      MUCH MUCH MORE I HAVE NOT FOUND THIS ANSWER

      —Or was the question coaxed from her? By whom?

      In any case, she’s put her finger on it.

      A moment’s pause, then very tenderly:

      THEY WANTED U MM U WILL JOIN THIS WORLD OF PLANT LIFE

      o? o?

       We’re losing her? They can foreclose

      All that humor, that humanity

      CENTRIPETALLY INTO A WHITE ROSE

      Who said that? I MY DEARS THE WONDER GROWS

      DJ: We’re losing her? And she won’t be

      A person even, next time? Why? How soon?

      Can’t she at least stay through the seminar?

      INDEED IT IS OUR SMALL PRIVATE SCHOOL

      The tuition is high. U PAY YRS NOW DJ

      JM LATER OUR 2 FRIENDS HAVE PAID ALREADY

         NO STOPPING THE DUN MY DEAR

      OFF GOES OUR SCHOOLMARM HAS SHE A HOT DATE?

      LET’S GIGGLE & THROW SPITBALLS Let me take

      This dunce-cap off. BEHAVE YRSELVES MY CHILDREN

      SHOULDN’T WE STEP OUT FOR A CUP OF COFFEE

      That’s it—you’ll come back as a coffee tree!

      JAMAIS JAMAICA I SHALL BE A JUNGLE

      & READ MY FUTURE IN THE SAUCER’S DREGS

      I MY DEARS WD RATHER BE

      A HEDGE THINK WHAT I’D GET TO SEE!

      DJ: So good to have old Ephraim with us

      During the consternation—did you know?

      DID WE NOT? WET TOWELS ON OUR HEADS

     


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