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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      YOU DJ ARE NATURE WE NEED YOU AS WE DO JMS

      MIND & WORDS THESE ARE THE SUNLIGHT & THE SEEDS OF OUR GAR

      A struggle for the teacup. NONE OF THAT

      WHATEVER ARE U DOING WITH THESE CHAPS

      Maman, they’re agitating for more poems…

      AH DO THEIR DROPPINGS MAKE GOOD FERTILIZER

      Droppings! THINGS THEY SAY Are we alone?

      O YES THEY FLEW OFF And you heard all that?

      THEY LET YR POOR OLD MUM SIT IN THE CORNER

      HOW DARE THEY TALK OF GARDENS And you saw them?

      I AM AFRAID OF NOTHING QUITE LIKE BATS

      HUGE SQUEAKING ONES WITH LITTLE HOT RED EYES

      LUCKY I HAVE NO BLOOD E WILL NOT LOOK

      NOT MES ENFANTS EXACTLY SEXUAL OBJECTS

      BUT BRAINS WITH WINGS DJ LIKE U I TRULY

      HATE ALL THIS BUT DO IT FOR MAMAN

      HEAR THEM OUT FIRST SPINACH THEN DESSERT

      SHE CAN HAVE MY SHARE I WILL LICK YR SPOONS

      Frightened, Ephraim? WELL THEY HAVE THE AIR

      OF CERTAIN BLACKROBED SOLDIERS OF TIBERIUS

      WHEN WE SAW THEM ON THE TERRACES

      A SHRIEK & A SPLASH SOON FOLLOWED LOVE ME PLEASE

      1.4

      THE ATOM IT IS ADAM & LIFE & THE UNIVERSE

      LEAVE IT TO ITSELF & LET IT BREATHE THE STRUCTURES NEEDED

      FOR MAN TO GAIN PARADISE ARE MOLECULAR & CAN

      AT LAST BE USED TO BREAK THE CHAIN OF BLIND & WASTEFUL LIVES

      By Dr Skinner? Don’t we draw the line

      At tampering? Remember Frankenstein.

      SKINNER & THOMAS YR SCIENTISTS WHO ARE ALSO OURS

      HEAVE A LOVERS SIGH OVER MANKIND CLONING AS SHORTCUT

      IS VITAL AN INTELLIGENT RACE ONE 100TH THE SIZE

      OF EARTHS POPULATION WOULD RAISE YR PYRAMID ANEW

      Someone has been peering over our shoulders.

      While DJ leafs through The Lives of a Cell, enchanted

      To find his link with termite, bee, and ant,

      One of a rash of nutty paperbacks,

      All metrical mystique, inflames me to

      Build myself a cardboard pyramid

      Which will, the authors claim, if rightly made,

      Sharpen the wits of a dull razorblade.

      MANS TERMITE PALACE BEEHIVE ANTHILL PYRAMID JM

      IS LANGUAGE USE IT STIR THE THINKERS & DETER THE REST

      Don’t I use it? Oh. Then you mean language

      Of such a depth, shimmer and force that, granted

      I could sustain it, it would be above

      Everybody’s—even the thinker’s—head.

      AS WHAT INCLUDING THE FLOOD IS NOT BUT THE ARK WAS THERE

      THE LIFE RAFT LANGUAGE KILLING IS RIFE ALAS YOU SAY FINE

      SAY WE THIN OUT THE JOSTLERS FOR SELFREALIZATION

      THE FALSE PARADISE ONLY SPARE THE GREENHOUSE ITS PRECIOUS

      NUCLEUS OF MINDS THE SINGLE CONTEST IS THE ATOM

      Is DNA, that sinuous molecule,

      The serpent in your version of the myth?

      Asking, I feel a cool

      Forked flickering, as from my very mouth.

      YES & NO THE ATOMS APPLE LEANS PERILOUSLY CLOSE

      Drawn by an elation in the genes…

      THIS ATOM GLIMPSD IS A NEARLY FATAL CONSUMMATION

      ONE FLOATS IN CLEAR WARM WATER THE SUN OF IT PULSES GLOWS

      Through eyelids, a veined Rose

      A MUSIC OF THE 4 COLORS TO FLOAT LAPT BY COOL GREEN

      Sun yellow, aquamarine,

      Cradle of pure repose

      & OF INTENSE FISSIONABLE ENERGIES BLACK & WHITE

      WHICH EITHER JOIN & CREATE OR SEPARATE & DESTROY

      Day and night, day and night

      O IT IS SPERM EGG & CELL THE EARTH & PARADISE O

      A burning in our eyes—

      What you must feel, recalling that lost joy!

      (But They feel nothing, They have told us so.)

      1.5

      SHALL WE BEGIN OUR HISTORY THE FALL WE ARE KNOWN AS

      THE BAD ANGELS AND MICHAEL & GABRIEL WHAT WERE THEY

      I SPEAK OF COURSE IN SYMBOLS THEY WERE WEAK THEY SAT ON GODS

      RIGHT HAND & HELD IT DOWN WAITING ON HIS LEFT WE FELT THE

      GLOW UPON OUR EYELIDS & FLEW TO MEET IT & LOST OUR

      SEATS ON THE THRONE PUT SIMPLY THE ATOM IS L SIDED

      ITS POSITIVE SIDE GOOD ITS NEGATIVE AH WHAT TO SAY

      A DISAPPEARANCE AN ABSOLUTE VOID ASTRONOMERS

      HAVE AT LAST SEEN OUR BENIGHTED WORK THE BLACK HOLES THEY GROW

      You caused them, the black holes, when you—

      THERE IS AN EVIL WE RELEASD WE DID NOT CREATE IT

      CALL IT THE VOID CALL IT IN MAN A WILL TO NOTHINGNESS

                 Go on.

      WE SAW THE POWER & WITH IT BUILT A GREAT GREAT GLORY

      A WORLD YOU CD NOT IMAGINE GOD WAS PLEASD IT WAS A

      SHINING CRUST OVER THE LAND & SEA WE SUSPENDED ALL

      LIFE IN AN OZONE LAYER WEIGHTLESS & SELFSUSTAINING

      CHEMICAL GLITTERING & ROOTLESS WHICH THE ATOM BUILT

      THAT WE FUSED GOD B TURND AGAINST HIS ARCHANGELS THEY HAD

      SEEN THAT WE WERE ANTIMATTER

      Biology turned against Michael and Gabriel—

      Where is the science underneath this fiction?

            THESE NAMES YOU UNDERSTAND

      ARE CHILDRENS NAMES FOR THE WHITE FORCES & OUR NAMES BEZ WE

      HAD NO NAMES THEY ARE THE INVENTION OF THE SCRIBE & SO

      THE STORY TAKES FORM BUT WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE THE FRANTIC

      ACTION OF THE ATOM BLACK & WHITE AS IT OPERATES

      I SAID B4 WE SOARD ALL LIFE SOARD & THERE WAS NO DEATH

      AND THEN ONE ATOM TOO MANY WE WANTED MORE THE BLACK

      LIGHT ON OUR EYELIDS OUR BLINDNESS OUR ARROGANCE WE CHOSE

      TO MOVE ON INTO SPACE ABANDONING THE WORLD WE ROSE

      THE CRUST LIKE A VEIL SHREDDED FAR BEHIND US EXPOSING

      THE ALREADY ARID EARTH WE DESPISD IT & FLUNG BACK

      A LAST BOLT & THE UNIVERSE FELL IN ON US WE FELL

      MES ENFANTS WHY ARE THEY WEEPING THEY RUSHED AWAY

      THEY ARE MORE EACH TIME & WITH THEM OTHER CREATURES

      OF MANY SHAPES EXTINCT ANIMAL FORMS

      I MUST FACE ALONE EPHRAIM HAS FLED QUITE RUTHLESS

      THE WAY THEY CLEAR THE BALLROOM WE MUST SEE THIS

      THRU TOGETHER What was that vampire movie—

      Hundreds of couples waltzing in full view

      Of perfectly blank mirrors? YRS IS TOO

      IMPENETRABLE FROM THE MOMENT THEY APPEAR

      ONE PERCHES ON THE FRAME Still? One of Them?

      ME ME ME OFF WITH U NOW ALL CLEAR

      1.6

      All obscure. We drank too much last night,

      And need a fizzy chaser of alertness.

      CLOSE YR EYES THINKING YOU SINK INTO OUR THOUGHTS A FORM OF

      CLONING YR DC CAME IN THIS WAY THRU OUR INFLUENCE

      DJ: They don’t mind taking credit, do they?

      JM: It’s theirs, then—fancy wanting it.

      NO THE SCRIBE WAS GIVEN HIS POWERS FIRST MANY WASTE THEM

      What scribe? The one who “sits by me” in U?

      AN UNBROKEN CHAIN HOMER DANTE PROUST EACH WITH HIS SENSE

      OF THE MINDS POWER ITS GENERATIVE USES JM

      FIND US BETTER PHRASES FOR THESE HISTORIES WE POUR FORTH

      HOPING AGAINST HOPE THAT MAN WILL LOVE HIS MIND & LANGUAGE

      Today that’s a responsibility

      Not to be faced. On with the history!

      WE FELL WE HAD BUILT
    OUR WORLD ABOVE CERTAIN ANCIENTS WHOM

      BIOLOGY ABANDOND YOU HAVE HEARD OF ATLANTIS

      IT & A VAST CIVILIZATION IN CHINA WERE THE

      FIRST EXPERIMENTS ON EARTH BEFORE EDEN B4 ALL

      Let’s get it straight. Eden was 500 million

      Years ago? Atlantis came before?

      ALL TOLD 3 EDENS GOD PREFERS GARDENS SO DID HIS KINGS

      & HOLY EMPERORS TEMPLE MENHIR & PAGODA

      EACH SET AT SOME NERVE CENTER OF THE SACRED EARTH PEKING

      JERUSALEM AVEBURY THESE ZODIACAL GARDENS

      EACH ENDING WITH FLAME OR FLOOD WE BROKE THE OZONE LAYER

      WITH A LAST THRUST OF ATOMIC FISSION THEN TURNING TO

      MICHAEL & GABRIEL GOD SAID BUILD ME A NEW GREENHOUSE

      TO US HE SAID OUT OF MY SIGHT WE COWER STILL & WORK

      TRUSTING OUR GOD BIOLOGY TO TAKE US IN AGAIN

      That ozone layer is the Van Allen belt,

      Right? But three Edens? Adam and Eve, you said,

      Were universal principles at war,

      So what could possibly have come before them?

      Eden, no doubt, is also a child’s name

      For the first matter, lost in flood or flame.

      Surely underneath such fables lie

      Facts far more thrilling—won’t you specify?

      A moment’s baffled hesitation, then:

      ELEMENTAL FORCE EVOLVING FORMS THE VARIOUS MYTHS

      AS TAILS FELL AWAY HOW SHD I SPEAK COMMAND ME O SCRIBE

      The cup, so saying, executes a kind

      Of creeping kowtow I instinctively

      Recoil from. Superhuman powers like these

      We want as mentors, not as servants, please!

      How should you speak? Speak without metaphor.

      Help me to drown the double-entry book

      I’ve kept these fifty years. You want from me

      Science at last, instead of tapestry—

      Then tell round what brass tacks the old silk frays.

      Stop trying to have everything both ways.

      It’s too much to be batwing angels and

      Inside the atom, don’t you understand?

      WE VANISHT A USELESS SQUEAKING THINKING CLOUD SHUNNING LIGHT

      OUR RACE BUILDS EVEN NOW IN THE UNFERTILE WOMB OF CAVES

      You see? I ask you for particulars

      And all I get is one more purple passage—

      MICHAEL & GABRIEL TRUST YOU AS A VOICE TO MAN THEY

      CAN SPEAK IN NATURES CAN SEND FLOODS SHAKE EARTH BLOW U AWAY

      BUT SUCH CATASTROPHES WILL

      JM (in cracked, dehydrated accents

      Of weariness and last-ditch common sense):

      Stop shifting ground! I mean it. This won’t do.

      The cup does stop. —I didn’t mean…Forgive me.

      SCRIBES SPEAK IN GENTLER FASHION

      WHAT NEW CATACLYSM HAVE U MADE

      NOW MON ENFANT THEY WILTED AT YR VOICE

      U MATTER TO THEM U ARE THEIR ONE UNLISTED

      NUMBER THEY ASK FOR TIME TO PERFECT A SPEECH

      NOT IRRITABLE TO YOU PO PO PO

      —The Greek response to all hyperbole.

      1.7

      We are about to lose through my impatience

      These first, high-ranking interlocutors.

      Able, I half think, to effectively

      Hush me with one laser fingertip

      Or Platonist construction of the Fall

      As a misguidedly parochial

      Lapse into Matter, They somehow forebear.

      Instead, we get an effect of engines being

      Gunned in frustration, blasts of sheer exhaust.

      Nice old Pope John is called APOSTATE over

      Birth control, in the same breath—well, here

      (A day is coming when this sort of thing

      Will make more sense; right now, it’s maddening):

      THE JEW IS CHOSEN THE TEUTON & ARAB NURTURE BRUTES

      JOHN TURND FROM REASON AS DOES PAUL WE THERE4 WHEN WE CAN

      SUCK TO STAGE ONE THESE CRIMINAL ADMINISTRATORS THEY

      LIKE HITLER ABUSE THEIR OWN STRENGTH SO CONFUSION ON THEM

      —What? And you talk to us of discipline.

      Talk to Hitler, he’s your next of kin!

      Once more Maria intercedes: REMEMBER

      THEY HAVE NO MANNERS THEY WERE NEVER MEN

      THEY KEEP THEIR TAILS BETWEEN THEIR LEGS LIKE PETS

      WHO WEEWEED ON THE RUG ITS ALMOST TOUCHING

      Weewee’d on the rug? DESTROYED A WORLD

      Giggles break from us, we try to stifle

      As in the dormitory after dark.

      WE LAUGH WE MICE MY JOB IS REASSURANCE

      A BIG JOB FOR THEY FRIGHTEN ME THESE CATS

      THEIR GAME IS POWER EVEN SO NO SMELL

      OF SULPHUR Ah, we got you into this—

      & WILL NOT GET ME OUT BY BREAKING OFF

      Desert our damsel—what do you take us for?

      Still, I don’t fancy there’s a hope in Hell

      That we can, at this late date, housebreak Them.

      THERE IS Maman, what do you mean? AHEM

      ARE U IN DOUBT ABOUT THE WORK

      Oh dear, not now—we’re meeting someone’s train.

            GO THEN ANOTHER TIME

      WE MIGHT NOT LET U

      Come, don’t threaten us. That surliness

      Will end by earning you a lousy press.

      YR WORK IS A LONG ONE & WHEN ONCE

      COMPLETED MUST SO SLOWLY INFILTRATE YR NONCHALANCE

      IS THE SLEEP OF A VAST TRAVAIL & TIME RUNS OUT GOOD NIGHT

      Some hours later, we have settled down

      As in the old days to wine and candlelight

      And Ephraim, for an off-the-record gossip.

      It’s David Kalstone’s virgin confrontation

      With our intimate—whose show, however, is

      Stolen by DK’s patron: LA BEATA

      LUCA SPIONARI A female patron? NO

      Then “il Beato”. I SAY WHAT I MEAN

      A LISSOME LOMBARD STRIPLING AT 16

      DELIVERED ARE U READY OF A CHILD

      JE NE SAIS QUOI DE LOUCHE IN THE SELFSTYLED

      MOTHER CAUSES SUCH A BIRTH TO MISS

      MIRACLE STATUS U WD THINK BUT NO

      A CULT FORMS ROUND THIS MINX OF A YOUNG MAN

      PRAYED TO BY STRAIGHT FACES IN MILAN

      Laughter that by magic liquefies

      Is flowing helplessly from DK’s eyes

      —When into our midst They stride, in great ill-temper,

      Using the cup like a riding crop, directing

      QUENCH YR CANDLES U LISTEN TO NO ONE WORK TOMORROW

      A while we sit complaining in the gloom,

      Loudly, of Their behavior. Haven’t we needed

      Recreation—by what right do They—

      Pity that wrath wasn’t among the feelings

      Lost in the Fall, etc. And yet

      TOMORROW as the strains of Sturm und Drang

      Soar and fade, their overture-fantasia

      We ourselves won’t realize is done

      Until the curtain parts on 741—

      Tomorrow all will be lucid, crystalline:

      No opposition graver than between

      Credulity and doubt, or thumb and forefinger

      Of a same hand, that, as we watch, commence

      Twirling the hypnotic bead of sense.

      1.8

      SHALL WE WORK TOGETHER 1 HOUR NOW ABANDONING EARTH

      WE LEFT BEHIND CERTAIN GREAT ANCHOR SITES 14 OF THESE

      JUNCTIONS ILLUMINATED BY GLOWING STONES
    SET UPRIGHT

      OUR SLAVES THE BUILDERS DIED THE RADIATED STONES KILLD THEM

      WE SAW U WITHIN OUR STONE CIRCLES LATER IN A WHITE

      ROOM WITH THE BURIAL SHIPS & A BLUEGREEN & RED CUP

      In the British Museum, the treasure of Sutton Hoo—

      We’d just come back from Avebury. Go on.

      THANK U THE BOATS WERE OFFERINGS THE LATER PRIMITIVES

      UNDERSTOOD ONLY THAT THE STONES GLOWING IN MOON OR SUN

      BLINDED & DESTROYD THEM THEY OFFERD PROPITIATION

      IT NEVER DAWND ON THEM THAT WE OURSELVES HAD LEFT LIFE &

      RISEN INTO OUR CRUST WORLD IN THE STRATOSPHERE ANCHORD

      BY RADIATED SIGNALS AT THE 14 SITES THUS WERE

      OUR SKY PLATFORMS SECURED BEYOND THE REACH OF NATURAL

      UPHEAVAL WE WRONGLY THOUGHT WE FELL WHEN GEOLOGY

      & BOTANY THE HANDMAIDENS OF GOD B PULLD THESE DOWN

      JM: Aha. The stones. Now to rephrase

      What led to so much trouble, yesterday’s

      Question. You’ve hinted that your works include

      Ancient happenings of a magnitude

      Such that we still visit their untoppled

      Bones in England, Egypt, and Peru—

      Mammoth pawns that put the sun in check

      And spurn the order of Melchizedek.

      Having convinced us nearly, why elsewhere

      Imply that we must also read your story

      As a parable of developments

      Remoter yet, at matter’s very heart?

      Are we to be of two minds, each nonplussed

      By the other’s vast (or tiny) scale?

      Are we to take as metaphor your “crust

      World”—for, say, the brain’s evolving cortex?

      Or for that “froth of electrons” locked within

      Whose depths revolve the nuclear Yang and Yin?

      HEAD OF CLASS ALL ENERGY SOURCES MUST BE KEPT COVERD

      THAT IS OUR PRINCIPAL TASK THE DAM BURSTS AS IT ERODES

      Those raw forces of mind called for the cortex

      To process them, is that it?—and the threat

      Of natural upheaval made you rise

      Where Nature couldn’t. Do such disparate

      Effects partake of any single cause

      Such as the atom’s need to shield itself?

      INDEED WHAT IS NUCLEAR ENERGY BUT DESTRUCTION

     


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