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    The Poetry of Jack Kerouac

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    26

      All these selfnesses have already vanished.

      Einstein measured that this present universe is an

      expanding bubble, and you know what that means.

      27

      Discard such definite imaginations of phenomena

      as your own self, thou human being, thou’rt a

      numberless mass of sun-motes: each mote a shrine.

      The same as to your shyness of other selves,

      selfness as divided into infinite numbers of beings,

      or selfness as identified as one self existing

      eternally. Be obliging and noble, be generous

      with your time and help and possessions, and be

      kind, because the emptiness of this little place

      of flesh you carry around and call your soul,

      your entity, is the same emptiness in every direction

      of space unmeasurably emptiness, the same, one,

      and holy emptiness everywhere: why be selfly and

      unfree, Man God, in your dream? Wake up, thou’rt

      selfless and free. “Even and upright your mind

      abides nowhere,” states Hui Neng of China.

      We’re all in Heaven now.

      28

      Roaring dreams take place in a perfectly silent

      mind. Now that we know this, throw the raft away.

      29

      Are you tightwad and are you mean, those are

      the true sins, and sin is only a conception of ours,

      due to long habit. Are you generous and are

      you kind, those are the true virtues, and they’re

      only conceptions. The golden eternity rests beyond

      sin and virtue, is attached to neither, is attached

      to nothing, is unattached, because the golden

      eternity is Alone. The mold has rills but it is one

      mold. The field has curves but it is one field.

      All things are different forms of the same thing.

      I call it the golden eternity—what do you

      call it, brother? For the blessing and merit

      of virtue, and the punishment and bad fate

      of sin, are alike just so many words.

      30

      Sociability is a big smile, and a big smile is

      nothing but teeth. Rest and be kind.

      31

      There’s no need to deny that evil thing called

      GOOGOO, which doesnt exist, just as there’s no

      need to deny that evil thing called Sex and Rebirth,

      which also doesnt exist, as it is only a form of

      emptiness. The bead of semen comes from a long

      line of awakened natures that were your parent,

      a holy flow, a succession of saviors pouring from

      the womb of the dark void and back into it,

      fantastic magic imagination of the lightning, flash,

      plays, dreams, not even plays, dreams.

      32

      “The womb of exuberant fertility,” Ashvhaghosha

      called it, radiating forms out of its womb of

      exuberant emptiness. In emptiness there is no

      Why, no knowledge of Why, no ignorance of Why,

      no asking and no answering of Why, and no

      significance attached to this

      33

      A disturbed and frightened man is like the

      golden eternity experimentally pretending at

      feeling the disturbed-and-frightened mood; a

      calm and joyous man, is like the golden eternity

      pretending at experimenting with that experience;

      a man experiencing his Sentient Being, is like

      the golden eternity pretending at trying that out

      too; a man who has no thoughts, is like the golden

      eternity pretending at being itself; because

      the emptiness of everything has no beginning

      and no end and at present it is infinite.

      34

      “Love is all in all,” said Sainte Thérèse, choosing

      Love for her vocation and pouring out her

      happiness, from her garden by the gate, with

      a gentle smile, pouring roses on the earth,

      so that the beggar in the thunderbolt received

      of the endless offering of her dark void.

      Man goes a-beggaring into nothingness.

      “Ignorance is the father, Habit-Energy is

      the Mother.” Opposites are not the same

      for the same reason they are the same.

      35

      The words “atoms of dust” and “the great

      universes” are only words. The idea that they

      imply is only an idea. The belief that we live here

      in this existence, divided into various beings,

      passing food in and out of ourselves, and casting off

      husks of bodies one after another with no cessation

      and no definite or particular discrimination, is

      only an idea. The seat of our Immortal Intelligence

      can be seen in that beating light between the eyes

      the Wisdom Eye of the ancients: we know what

      we’re doing: we’re not disturbed: because

      we’re like the golden eternity pretending at

      playing the magic cardgame and making believe

      it’s real, it’s a big dream, a joyous ecstasy of

      words and ideas and flesh, an ethereal flower

      unfolding and folding back, a movie, an

      exuberant bunch of lines bounding emptiness,

      the womb of Avalokitesvara, a vast secret

      silence, springtime in the Void, happy young

      gods talking and drinking on a cloud. Our

      32,000 chillicosms bear all the marks of

      excellence. Blind milky light fills our night;

      and the morning is a crystal.

      36

      Give a gift to your brother, but there’s no gift

      to compare with the giving of assurance that he

      is the golden eternity. The true understanding of

      this would bring tears to your eyes. The other

      shore is right here, forgive and forget, protect

      and reassure. Your tormentors will be purified.

      Raise thy diamond hand. Have faith and wait.

      The course of your days is a river rumbling over

      your rocky back. You’re sitting at the bottom of the

      world with a head of iron. Religion is thy sad

      heart. You’re the golden eternity and it must be

      done by you. And means one thing: Nothing-

      Ever-Happened. This is the golden eternity.

      37

      When the Prince of Kalinga severed the

      flesh from the limbs and body of Buddha, even

      then Buddha was free from any such ideas as

      his own self, other self, living beings

      divided into many selves, or living beings

      united and identified into one eternal self.

      The golden eternity isnt “me.” Before you

      can know that you’re dreaming you’ll wake up,

      Atman. Had the Buddha, the Awakened One,

      cherished any of these imaginary judgments

      of and about things, he would have fallen

      into impatience and hatred in his suffering.

      Instead, like Jesus on the Cross he saw the

      light and died kind, loving all living things.

      38

      The world was spun out of a blade of grass:

      the world was spun out of a mind. Heaven

      was spun out of a blade of grass: heaven was spun

      out of a mind. Neither will do you much good,

      neither will do you much harm. The Oriental

      imperturbed, is the golden eternity.

      39

      He is called a Yogi, he is called a Priest,

      a Minister, a Brahmin, a Parson, a Chaplain,

      a Rôshi, a Lao
    shih, a Master, a Patriarch, a Pope,

      a Spiritual Commissar, a Counselor, an Adviser,

      a Bodhisattva-Mahasattva, an Old Man, a Saint,

      a Shaman, a Leader, who thinks nothing of

      himself as separate from another self, not

      higher nor lower, no stages and no definite

      attainments, no mysterious stigmata or secret

      holyhood, no wild dark knowledge and no

      venerable authoritativeness, nay a giggling sage

      sweeping out the kitchen with a broom. After

      supper, a silent smoke. Because there is no

      definite teaching: the world is undisciplined

      Nature endlessly in every direction inward

      to your body and outward into space.

      40

      Meditate outdoors. The dark trees at night

      are not really the dark trees at night, it’s

      only the golden eternity.

      41

      A mosquito as big as Mount Everest is much

      bigger than you think; a horse’s hoof is more

      delicate than it looks. An altar consecrated to

      the golden eternity, filled with roses and lotuses

      and diamonds, is the cell of the humble prisoner,

      the cell so cold and dreary. Boethius kissed the

      Robe of the Mother Truth in a Roman dungeon.

      42

      Do you think the emptiness of the sky will ever

      crumble away? Every little child knows that

      everybody will go to heaven. Knowing that

      nothing ever happened is not really knowing

      that nothing ever happened, it’s the golden eternity.

      In other words, nothing can compare with telling

      your brother and your sister that what happened,

      what is happening, and what will happen, never

      really happened, is not really happening and never

      will happen, it is only the golden eternity.

      Nothing was ever born, nothing will ever die.

      Indeed, it didnt even happen that you heard about

      golden eternity through the accidental reading of

      this scripture. The thing is easily false. There

      are no warnings whatever issuing from the

      golden eternity: do what you want.

      43

      Even in dreams be kind, because anyway there is

      no time, no space, no mind. “It’s all not-born,”

      said Bankei of Japan, whose mother heard this

      from her son and did what we call “died happy.”

      And even if she had died unhappy, dying unhappy

      is not really dying unhappy, it’s the golden eternity.

      It’s impossible to exist, it’s impossible to be

      persecuted, it’s impossible to miss your reward.

      44

      Eight hundred and four thousand myriads of

      Awakened Ones throughout numberless swirls

      of epochs appeared to work hard to save a grain

      of sand, and it was only the golden eternity.

      And their combined reward will be no greater and

      no lesser than what will be won by a piece of

      dried turd. It’s a reward beyond thought.

      45

      When you’ve understood this scripture, throw it

      away. If you cant understand this scripture,

      throw it away. I insist on your freedom.

      46

      O Everlasting Eternity, all things and all truth

      laws are no-things, in three ways, which is the

      same way: AS THINGS OF TIME they dont

      exist and never came, because they’re already gone

      and there is no time. AS THINGS OF SPACE they

      dont exist because there is no furthest atom than

      can be found or weighed or grasped, it is emptiness

      through and through, matter and empty space too.

      AS THINGS OF MIND they dont exist, because

      the mind that conceives and makes them out does

      so by seeing, hearing, touching, smelling, tasting,

      and mentally-noticing and without this mind they

      would not be seen or heard or felt or smelled or

      tasted or mentally-noticed, they are discriminated

      from that which they’re not necessarily by imaginary

      judgments of the mind, they are actually dependent

      on the mind that makes them out, by themselves

      they are no-things, they are really mental, seen only

      of the mind, they are really empty visions of the

      mind, heaven is a vision, everything is a vision.

      What does it mean that I am in this endless universe

      thinking I’m a man sitting under the stars on the

      terrace of earth, but actually empty and awake

      throughout the emptiness and awakedness of

      everything? It means that I am empty and

      awake, knowing that I am empty and awake,

      and that there’s no difference between me and

      anything else. It means that I have attained

      to that which everything is.

      47

      The-Attainer-To-That-Which-Everything-Is,

      the Sanskrit Tathagata, has no ideas whatever

      but abides in essence identically with the essence

      of all things, which is what it is, in emptiness and

      silence. Imaginary meaning stretched to make

      mountains and as far as the germ is concerned it

      stretched even further to make molehills. A

      million souls dropped through hell but nobody

      saw them or counted them. A lot of large people

      isnt really a lot of large people, it’s only the

      golden eternity. When St. Francis went to heaven

      he did not add to heaven nor detract from earth.

      Locate silence, possess space, spot me the ego.

      “From the beginning,” said the Sixth Patriarch

      of the China School, “not a thing is.”

      48

      He who loves all life with his pity and

      intelligence isnt really he who loves all life

      with his pity and intelligence, it’s only natural.

      The universe is fully known because it is

      ignored. Enlightenment comes when you dont

      care. This is a good tree stump I’m sitting on.

      You cant even grasp your own pain let alone

      your eternal reward. I love you because you’re

      me. I love you because there’s nothing else

      to do. It’s just the natural golden eternity.

      49

      What does it mean that those trees and

      mountains are magic and unreal?—It means

      that those trees and mountains are magic and

      unreal. What does it mean that those trees and

      mountains are not magic but real?—it means

      that those trees and mountains are not magic

      but real. Men are just making imaginary

      judgments both ways, and all the time it’s

      just the same natural golden eternity.

      50

      If the golden eternity was anything other than

      mere words, you could not have said “golden

      eternity.” This means that the words are used

      to point at the endless nothingness of reality.

      If the endless nothingness of reality was anything

      other than mere words, you could not have said

      “endless nothingness of reality,” you could not

      have said it. This means that the golden eternity

      is out of our word-reach, it refuses steadfastly

      to be described, it runs away from us and leads

      us in. The name is not really the name. The same

      way, you could not have said “this world” if this

      world was anything ot
    her than mere words. There’s

      nothing there but just that. They’ve long known

      that there’s nothing to life but just the living of it.

      It Is What It Is and That’s All It Is.

      51

      There’s no system of teaching and no reward

      for teaching the golden eternity, because

      nothing has happened. In the golden eternity

      teaching and reward havent even vanished let alone

      appeared. The golden eternity doesnt even have to

      be perfect. It is very silly of me to talk about

      it. I talk about it because there’s no command or

      warning of any kind, and also no blessing and no

      reward. I talk about it simply because here I am

      dreaming that I talk about it in a dream already

      ended, ages ago, from which I’m already awake, and

      it was only an empty dreaming, in fact nothing

      whatever, in fact nothing ever happened at all.

      The beauty of attaining the golden eternity is

      that nothing will be acquired, at last.

      52

      Kindness and sympathy, understanding and

      encouragement, these give: they are better

      than just presents and gifts: no reason in the

      world why not. Anyhow, be nice. Remember

      the golden eternity is yourself. “If someone will

      simply practice kindness,” said Gotama to

      Subhuti, “he will soon attain highest perfect

      wisdom.” Then he added: “Kindness after all

      is only a word and it should be done on the spot

      without thought of kindness.” By practicing

      kindness all over with everyone you will soon

      come into the holy trance, definite distinctions

      of personalities will become what they really

      mysteriously are, our common and eternal blissstuff,

      the pureness of everything forever, the great bright

      essence of mind, even and one thing everywhere the

      holy eternal milky love, the white light everywhere

      everything, emptybliss, svaha, shining, ready, and

     


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