he has never made me cry
I look into his brown eyes
all that I can do is smile
he makes me feel brand new
like a new born baby child
FEELINGS...
What are they really for
most people just
leave them at the door
Why make up then is all over
towards the end
reality bites so hard that you can even
be their friends
why should anyone care
soon enough they disappear
all the years wasted
with nothing to show but tears
If love is not what you want
don't keep that person around
make sure they keep a smile
and not making them just frown
Feelings that is all we have
you can place them in your path
never to return back
say goodbye and just leave it in the past
UN-PRETTY
Yes, you have a long nose
Yes, you have some big lips
what about the beauty
that only grows from within
Looking for perfection
for the world to never see
what about what your about
can they see that in a crowd
Everyone seems big on beauty
outside in the public eyes
that we all possess inside
Can people see that you cry
can people see your alone
is not for them judge you
only the one from above
TEMPTATION
There you was, standing before me
like someone who did not know me
but, I knew I wanted you to be mines
It was all over my face and mind
You looked at me and I looked away
did not want you to see that it was written all over my face
I wanted you for just a while
you always make me want to smile
I kissed you once in a dark alley
but, it was all just a dream
then you woke me up when you said my name
but, I never felt the same
As you told me, you had the same dream
I wanted to be your fantasy
giving myself to you as I mentioned
but it was all just a temptation
TAKE ME AWAY
Take me away
From all this pain
from all the stress
from all the cries
I want you now
one day at a time
in a class of our own
where are bodies will unfold
Give me all of you
stay by my side
make me feel good inside
take me to ecstasy with your eyes
Take me in your new world
keep me safe from harm
don't ever leave or let me go
lets go to places nobody knows
A POEM FOR MY CHILD
Tiny feet and tiny hands
I promise to love you with all I have
I'll make sure your always safe and warm
You are unique, like no other one
You are such a beauty inside and out
my memories of you will never fade
from the first time I held you
I knew you were specially made
Growing up now, so fast in this cold world
I hope that you will always remember
mommy, loves you no matter what
because you are a piece of my heart
DEAD WITH IN..
Where is my heart
where is my soul
you took it all
and then you was gone
I feel nothing inside
my tears all cried out
angry is not the word
I'm torn up in pieces you know
Finally I came to realize
you never loved me
how cant I be so blind
now I'm sitting here lonely
Dead with in
my souls in not complete
how can you be so cruel
and tell me that you love me
NOT ANYMORE
I saved your soul
bur, I love you was just words
you showed me how to be so cold
you filled me with broken promises
you told me this would not happen
how come I feel lost and confused
bruised heart and confused
I thought you loved me for real
but that's not how I feel
my thoughts got to painful moments
all this seems just unreal
Give me my heart back
I don't want to be with you
we are not meant to be
look at what you put me through
MY LOVE...
Is unconditional, is so unreal
I give you my heart and soul
You can make it all yours
forever, is all I know
Give me your heart to make my own
I will never let you down
you will smile like a clown
I will always be around
Sweet kisses and hugs
make you feel secure each day
I will never try to change you
and be here for you always
My love, is what you want
my loving good from the start
no one will ever change that
because you are my better half