MY POETIC HEART
Fiordaliza Charles
Copyright 2012 By Fiordaliza Charles
DEDICATION
To my creator and savior GOD. To my mother who always encourages me to do my
best, my daughter who always believed in me, my husband who always been a supporter
of all I do in life and to my family and friends that have supported me in the making of
this book and in life. Thank you and I will never forget you.
ACKNOWLEDGEMNTS
Thanks you God, for giving me the ability to read and write, thank you all of staff of Publish America for giving me a chance of a life time and the opportunity to be heard.
Thank you for being a friend and helping me become a better poet Marcia.
Very special thanks to my family and friends that always believed in me and in everything, that I do in life. Thanks to all the bookstores that hold my book for others to enjoy, your support means so much to me. Much love to mother who created me and never stopped believing in me, To my special friends I will never forget your words of encouragement.
I am especially grateful to my daughter Kadiya Smith whom, sat down with me each week and read all my poems out loud for me and told me “Mom these are great, I can’t wait until your book comes out” and last but not least my husband who encourages me every day to be a better wife, mother and happy person. I love you so much.
Fiordaliza Charles
LOVE INDEED...
Not spending your nights alone
You want to redo everything
Their words activate your soul
Your days are no longer cold
Time seems to go so fast
Feel complete when they get back
Taste their kisses in the wind
You think of futuristic things
Awakening with them on your brain
can't go a day without talking to them
Feels like something is missing the whole day
Until the moment they show up again
You believe in them, no matter what others say
No one can't break you apart
You know they are your soul mate from the start
They will forever, remain in your heart
IS OVER WHEN...
There is nothing left to be said
Words that you said can't be replaced
You wish the day was over
They give you their cold shoulder
You wish that you was elsewhere
When you look at them, there is no one there
Nothing else they say make you smile
Your mind is filled with so much doubt
Arguing becomes the new way to talk
You want to take shorter walks
You don't miss them throughout the day
Your heart is filled with cry-full pain
Everything becomes more than what it is
Puzzled with questions deep within
When your body no longer wants their affection
and your heart is no longer at attention
SORRY...
I thought you had my back
until the very end
as I would done for you
you was my own best friend
Your sorry, for no thinking
before your actions
you hope that I forgive you
but got a different reaction
Trust is so hard to obtain
but, harder to maintain
It all went down so fast for us
like a house burning down in flames
Please don't go, you asked me
but, I never felt this hurt
I was not good enough for you then
Sorry, will just not work
THE GAME...
Is in this game
You were so mixed
Believe it you was there
She took your soul everywhere
She fooled you into believing
You needed her to survive
But, she destroyed your man hood
With everything you tried
At the point, that you met her
you were married to the streets
instead of your lonely wife
Who what’s there for you in need
In the game, you got lost
and she still remains the same
that's the last we heard of you
messing around with cocaine
TORN...
From the moment we met, you took my heart and ran with it
I should of listened to my friends when they said you was no good
but, I thought real deep with-in
That you was just miss-understood
I should of seen it coming apart, because of all the lies
You played games with my heart and had the perfect alibi
I can’t believe what you said
and that you just made me sad
You left me so puzzled and all I wanted was your love
I wanted to stay in your arms but, what can I do now
Sit around and wait again
For you to come back somehow
I know we lost all that we had, how could I ever be mad
I finally get to say goodbye, poof !!! be gone
No, I don't feel angry any more
but, my heart feels like is torn
C.H.A.R.I.T.Y
Coins, dollars and water bottles
I see y'all give them away
I'm hungry and thirsty
May I please have some today?
I apologize, did not see your there
I want to go home but, where?
The train and buses I do not own
but, where else can I call home
I need some money, is not for drugs
Can you see that I am just lost?
I need to feed my children
but, I can’t afford the cost
Tomorrow is another day
I'll stop begging y'all for now
Thank you for all you giving
and see you again somehow
DON'T SAY GOODBYE
Where there is love, there is a tomorrow
It is your love that I will fallow
Please be mines without a fight
Promise you'll make it alright
I will love you always
I will never leave your sight
Please say that you will be mines
and love me until the end of time
No one will ever replace
The good and the love we share
It will never fade away
because, it will always be there
It is you that I adore
Please don't you walk out that door?
Don't say good-bye, don't you leave
I need you here for eternity
WITH YOU
The sun never been this bright
the skies never seem so clear
the winters never been this warm
until the day you appeared
My days never felt so short
my heart never been this jumpy
I ache at the thought of your kisses
your lips is what I been missing
Thank you, for all that you give me
for your words of courage and wisdom
for being so thoughtful to me
and giving me your love endlessly
Without you, I feel so empty
my days never the same
I pray, you will always be here
and our love forever remains
I'M YOURS
I give you my all
heart, body and soul
tell you my best kept secrets
and anything
that's missing
I give you myself
complete and truthfully
I'll give you anything
and everything you need
I pray for us each day
I say each prayer with grace
I finally found someone
who puts a smile on my face
I am yours, today, tomorrow and always
you cannot be replaced
your all I'm thinking of
each day that I awake
BODY OF LOVE
My Face
Lights up lights up when I see yours, smiling back at me
My Eyes
Will not blink for a second, because I don't want to miss anything
My Nose
Loves to have you close to me so, that I can smell your cologne
My Legs
Tremble at the thought of you and the sound of your sexy voice
My Hands
Have to hold your hands each day so, that I can feel safe again
Can't wait to kiss yours again because they are as sweet as candy
My Ears
Like to hear you say my name because, it sounds special coming from you
My Heart
Feels so empty when we are apart because, you carry pieces of my heart
DEEP
I gave up on love
I said I'll never love again
Love was long gone from my system
but, you showed me what I was missing
I felt it deep in my heart
Maybe, everything else was apart
Now, I'm swimming like a dove
Can you blame me I'm in love
Love never entered this way
My heart never felt this great
I thank God for you each day
and, that I found in you my soul mate
Deep into this ocean of love
I never thought I would dive so hard
Now, there is nothing we can do
but, wish that we never part
REST IN PEACE
All this time I tried to change you
I should of loved you for you
You always loved me the same
Despite of what we've been through
They say you never know
What you got until is gone
You were a star to many of us
Who now feel so alone
You made a difference in our lives
Our hearts will never forget you
You are one of a kind
No one could ever replace you
Our hearts are now broken
No one could mend it together
I know, today I have to say goodbye to you
but, it will not be forever
CAPTURED
You have something of mines
That I guarded all this time
Your words broke down my walls
I feel just like a new born
How can I ever go back
My heart loved you from the start
Loving you made me feel so complete
With out you I can not breath
You make me feel I can fly
Like the world belongs to us
I feel like a child at play
For the first time in a park
Tell me you will never leave me
That our love will always stay
Today, tomorrow and always
We will forever remain
SCARED
Some say love hurts
well, I feel the pain
I can't get the feeling out my brain
The one that makes my heart strain
You say that you love me, In conclusion
How come I can't see it ?
How come I can't feel it ?
All I seem to know is confusion
I feel lost and alone
No reason for us to remain
All we have is painful memories
Of what we had to sustain
I thought we would never end
You and I was were never meant
Now all I do is regret
That day that we ever met
WHAT IF...
We did not ever meet
Held on to each other deep
Apart we were meant to be
Togetherness never comes
It was all a physical attraction
Forever is not what we want
We do not see eye to eye
Hurting each other more every time
Always make each other cry
True love we never find
It was not all that we expected
Forever we get lost in the world
We had no one to blame for our actions
How can we ever forgive each other
All that we had fades away
If we let our love go to waste
Friends we will remain
LOST -N- FOUND
We stared at each other for a brief moment
The world just stopped moving
Maybe it was me
but, when you looked at me, I just knew it
I found myself a real soul mate
I miss you more each day
Can not wait to have you by my side
I fallen so deep, I cannot lie
You've showed me a new way
You make me feel so complete
Maybe, it was just for that night
but, everything felt so right
My love will always be yours
Where ever you are, I'll follow
Because in you I found myself
and hope for tomorrow
WHY SHOULD I CARE...
Can you give me a reason
why tears have not stop falling
why my mind is still in shock
and my heart you were controlling
You want to continue or restart
like this love of ours is a game
why should I care what you want
If all you do is break my heart
Giving all my love to you
respecting your wishes and trusting you
I gave you my heart to hold forever
You take it for granted? Never
I'm glad we ended this fight
everything will be alright
I'm done with living a lie
I no longer want to try
I SHOULD OF KNOWN
If I listened to my heart
It was visible like a star
you will never be true to me
should of known that from the start
Deep feelings of regrets and beyond
I should of went with my thoughts
said it will not last forever
I guess I was not that clever
Now I'm sitting here. Alone and confused
lost for words and feeling used
but, I have to think of tomorrow
to a place where there is no sorrow
I never should of took it there
even though my heart for you still cares
but, now I have to make it back home
without you, I should of known
GOODBYE NEW YORK
Goodbye New york
City of Sorrow
I'm moving on
Happiness I will fallow
Hello sweet country
great things all around
Is a different air and a solid ground
I feel all the love now
Love is in the air
I know I feel it all
I declare today, I will never return
Goodbye again New York
THE ONE
He is not short, nor too tall
I perfectly fit into his arms
His smile drives me insane
I melt away when I hear his name
He is one of a kind and so unique
His smile make me so weak
He makes m
e feel extra special
Glad I found my hidden treasure
He never argues or complains
He wants to give me his last name
I'm number one in his life
He pleasures me with his mind
The one, reaches my soul
He makes my body feel whole
He is all that I ever wanted
So lucky my wish was granted
ABC OF LOVE
A-Are we there yet.? I hope that we make it last
B- Because I'm ready to start loving you all over again