I throw myself on my bed and cover my head with my pillow, willing all the thoughts away, but I know that’s no use. There’s nothing that can break this bond I share with Angus and Marco, and maybe even with Joely.
I flip over onto my back and try to breathe through it. I could try to ride this with them, just let it happen, feel whatever it is that comes. But nothing is going to fix what’s wrong.
Any chance I have with Joely is long gone. I am pretty sure I broke that line a long time ago. I can’t let her in, and I can’t keep her out, so maybe I’m just destined to suffer through it.
Chapter Twenty-Five
JOELY
I walk down the hallway, feeling... off. After what Angus and Marco and I just shared, this feeling isn’t welcome or expected. I slow down and then it hits me.
This sensation has Van written all over it. I stand still, letting his misery swirl around me. Why does he let himself feel so unhappy? Why now?
Oh. Of course… Van felt the three of us. The same way I can feel him in the background and the same way the three of them can sense each other when they aren’t wearing their chains.
Heat rises in my face. And then I push it back down. It doesn’t need to be this way between Van and me. Whatever is happening with Van, he chose this, not me. I have no idea what’s going on in his head, but the gist of it perfectly clear.
I have to block out his pain, as much as it hurts me to do it. Because until Van chooses differently and decides to let me in, There’s not much that I can do about him except be here if the time does come when he’s ready to reach out for me.
Chapter Twenty-Six
JOELY
The trees flash by like a blur as Angus runs all out through the forest. I cling to his back, my body molded perfectly with the contours of his form. Marco and Van bound alongside us, the three of them in a race to the top of the mountain.
Marco is a black shadow. Van is a vision in white. And Angus is a ball of wild energy underneath me as we continue to climb.
I don’t know what the future holds for my three wolves and me. And yeah, I count Van as mine even though we’re still figuring things out. I know he’s struggling, but if there’s one thing Van doesn’t respond to very well, it’s pushing. I decide that’s all right. I am not going anywhere and until he figures out what he wants, I can’t know if I’m a part of his solution.
School’s been on break since the Samhain festival, and with the Vessel broken, the guys have taken advantage of these past few weeks to let their wolves be wolves. We run together almost every day, and when we aren’t running, we’re at home, just being together and enjoying the time we have.
There are still so many unanswered questions, for me and for them… but I’ve learned one thing for certain.
The wind whips through my hair as they break through the tree line, and as we step into the sunlight a flutter of joy rises in my chest. I can feel when the boys are communicating with each other. Their mirth moves like a ripple vibrating through the part of them that I can read a little more clearly every day. I wish I could hear their words, but whatever they’re saying, it makes them all laugh and that makes my heart soar.
I press my face into the fur on the back of Angus's neck and breathe in his scent, knowing that whatever is coming, my men and I will face it together.
The story continues…
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