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“Pretty soon the country’ll be hugging us tight;
and we won’t see anything,” Angsman said. “I
don’t like it. Not with a hunting party in the
neighborhood.”
Billy Guay laughed out. “I’ll be go to hell! Ed,
this old woman’s afraid of two squaws! Ed, you
hear—”
Ed Hyde wasn’t listening. He was staring off in
the distance, past the treetops in the valley to a towering, sand-colored cliff with flying rock buttresses
that walled the valley on the other side. He slid
from his mount hurriedly, catching his coat on the
saddle horn and ripping it where a button held fast.
But now he was too excited to heed the ripped coat.
“Look! Yonder to that cliff.” His voice broke
with excitement. “See that gash near the top, like
where there was a rock slide? And look past to the
mountains behind!” Angsman and Billy Guay
squinted at the distance, but remained silent.
“Dammit!” Hyde screamed. “Don’t you see it!”
He grabbed his horse’s reins and ran, stumbling,
down the trail to where it leveled again at the
bench. When the others reached him, the map was
in his hand and he was laughing a high laugh that
didn’t seem to belong to the grizzled face. His extended hand held the dirty piece of paper . . . and
he kept jabbing at it with a finger of the other hand.
“Right there, dammit! Right there!” His pointing
finger swept from the map. “Now look at that
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gold-lovin’ rock slide!” His laughter subsided to a
self-confident chuckle.
From where they stood on the bench, the towering cliff was now above them and perhaps a mile
away over the tops of the trees. A chunk of sandrock
as large as a two-story building was gouged from
along the smooth surface of the cliff top, with a
gravel slide trailing into the valley below; but massive boulders along the cliff top lodged over the depression, forming a four-sided opening. It was a
gigantic frame through which they could see sky and
the flat surface of a mesa in the distance. On both
sides the mesa top fell away to shoulders cutting
sharp right angles from the straight vertical lines,
then to be cut off there, in their vision, by the rock
border of the cliff frame. And before their eyes the
mesa turned into a flat-topped Spanish sombrero.
Billy Guay’s jaw dropped open. “Damn! It’s one
of those hats like the Mex dancers wear! Ed, you
see it?”
Ed Hyde was busy studying the map. He pointed
to it again. “Right on course, Angsman. The flats,
the ridge, the valley, the hat.” His black-crusted fingernail followed wavy lines and circles over the
stained paper. “Now we just drop to the valley and
follow her up to the end.” He shoved the map into
his coat pocket and reached up to the saddle horn
to mount. “Come on, boys, we’re good as rich,” he
called, and swung up into the saddle.
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Angsman looked down the slant to the darkness
of the trees. “Ed, we got to go slow down there,”
he tried to caution, but Hyde was urging his mount
down the grade and Billy Guay’s paint was kicking
the loose rock after him. His face tightened as he
turned quickly to his horse, and then he saw Ygenio
Baca leaning against his lead mule vacantly smoking his cigarette. Angsman’s face relaxed.
“Ygenio,” he said. “Tell your mules to be very
quiet.”
Ygenio Baca nodded and unhurriedly flicked the
cigarette stub down the grade.
They caught up with Hyde and Billy Guay a little
way into the timber. The trail had disappeared into
a hazy gloom of tangled brush and tree trunks with
the cliff on one side and the piney hill on the other
to keep out the light.
Angsman rode past them and they stopped and
turned in the saddle. Hyde looked a little sheepish
because he didn’t know where the trail was, but Billy
Guay stared back defiantly and tried to look hard.
“Ed, you saw some bones out there on the flats a
who had gold fever.” That was all he said. He
turned the head of the mare and continued on.
Angsman moved slowly, more cautiously now
than before, and every so often he would rein in
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lence that made even Billy Guay strain his eyes into
the dimness and not say anything. It was a loud
quietness that rang in their ears and seemed unnatural. Moving at this pace, it was almost dusk when
they reached the edge of the timber.
The pine hill was still on their left, but higher and
steeper. To the right, two spurs reached out from
the cliff wall that had gradually dropped until now
it was just a hump, but with a confusion of rocky
angles in the near distance beyond. And ahead was
a canyon mouth, narrow at first, but then appearing to open into a wider area.
As they rode on, Angsman could see it in Ed
Hyde’s eyes. The map was in his hand and he kept
glancing at it and then looking around. When they
passed through the canyon mouth into the open,
Hyde called, “Angsman, look! Just like it says!”
But Angsman wasn’t looking at Ed Hyde. A hundred feet ahead, where a narrow side canyon cut
into the arena, the two Indian women sat their
ponies and watched the white men approach.
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Angsman reined in and waited, looking at them
the way you look at deer that you have come across
unexpectedly in a forest, waiting for them to bolt.
But the women made no move to run. Hyde and
Billy Guay drew up next to Angsman, then continued on as Angsman nudged the mare into a walk.
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They stopped within a few feet of the women, who
had still neither moved nor uttered a sound.
Angsman dismounted. Hyde stirred restlessly in
his saddle before putting his hands on the horn to
swing down, but stopped when Billy Guay’s hand
tightened on his arm.
“Damn, Ed, look at that young one!” His voice
was loud and excited, but as impersonal as if he
were making a comment at a girlie show. “She’d
even look good in town,” he added, and threw off
to stand in front of her pony.
Angsman looked at Billy Guay and back to the
girl, who was sliding easily from the bare back of
her pony. He greeted her in English, pleasantly, and
tipped his hat to the older woman, still mounted,
who giggled in a high, thin voice. The girl said
nothing, but looked at Angsman.
He said, ¿Cómo se llama? and spoke a few more
words in Spanish.
The girl’s face relaxed slightly and she said,
“
Sonkadeya,” pronouncing each syllable distinctly.
“What the hell’s that mean?” Billy Guay said,
walking up to her.
“That’s her name,” Angsman told him, then
spoke to the girl again in Spanish.
She replied with a few Spanish phrases, but most
of her words were in a dialect of the Apache
tongue. She was having trouble combining the two
languages so that the white men could understand
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her. Her face would frown and she would wipe her
hands nervously over the hips of her greasy deerskin dress as she groped for the right words. She
was plump and her hair and dress had long gone
unwashed, but her face was softly attractive, contrasting oddly with her primitive dress and speech.
Her features might have belonged to a white
woman—the coloring, too, for that matter—but the
greased hair and smoke smell that clung to her
were decidedly Apache.
When she finished speaking, Angsman looked
back at Hyde. “She’s a Warm Springs Apache. A
Mimbreño,” he said. “She says they’re on their way
home.”
Hyde said, “Ask her if she knows about any gold
hereabouts.”
Angsman looked at him and his eyes opened a little wider. “Maybe you didn’t hear, Ed. I said she’s a
Mimbre. She’s going home from a hunting trip led
by her father. And her father’s Delgadito,” he
added.
“Hell, the ’Paches are at peace, ain’t they?” Hyde
asked indifferently. “What you worried about?”
“Cochise made peace,” Angsman answered.
“These are Mimbres, not Chiricahuas, and their
chief is Victorio. He’s never never made peace. I
don’t want to scare you, Ed,” he said looking back
to the girl, “but his war lieutenant’s Delgadito.”
Billy Guay was standing in front of the girl, his
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thumbs in his gun belts, looking at her closely. “I
know how to stop a war,” he said, smiling.
“Who’s talkin’ about war?” Hyde asked. “We’re
not startin’ anything.”
“You don’t have to stop it, Ed,” Angsman said.
“You think about finishing it. And you think about
your life.”
“Don’t worry about me thinkin’ about my life. I
think about it bein’ almost gone and not worth a
Dixie single. Hell, yes, we’re takin’ a chance!”
Hyde argued. “If gold was easy to come by, it
wouldn’t be worth nothin’.”
“I still know how to stop a war,” Billy Guay
said idly.
Hyde looked at him impatiently. “What’s that
talk supposed to mean?” Then he saw how Billy
Guay was looking at the girl, and the frown eased
off the grizzled face as it dawned on him what Billy
Guay was thinking about, and he rubbed his beard.
“You see what I mean, Ed,” Billy Guay said, smiling. “We take Miss Indin along and ain’t no Delgadito or even U.S. Grant goin’ to stop us.” He
looked up at the old woman on the pony. “Though
I don’t see any reason for carryin’ excess baggage.”
Angsman caught him by both arms and spun him
around. “You gun-crazy kid, you out of your mind?
You don’t wave threats at Apaches!” He pushed the
boy away roughly. “Just stop a minute, Ed. You got
better sense than what this boy’s proposing.”
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“It’s worth a chance, Angsman. Any chance.
We’re not stoppin’ after comin’ this far on account
of some Indin or his little girl,” Hyde said. “I’d say
Billy’s got the right idea. I told you he had nerve.
Let him use a little of it.”
Billy Guay looked toward Angsman’s mount and
saw his handgun in a saddle holster, then both pistols came out and he pointed them at the scout.
“Don’t talk again, Angsman, ’cause if I hear any
more abuse I’ll shoot you as quick as this.” He
raised a pistol and swung it to the side as if without
aiming and pulled the trigger. The old Indian
woman dropped from the pony without a cry.
There was silence. Hyde looked at him, stunned.
“God, Billy! You didn’t have to do that!”
Billy Guay laughed, but the laugh trailed off too
quickly, as if he just then realized what he had
done. He forced the laugh now, and said, “Hell, Ed.
She was only an Indin. What you fussin’ about?”
Hyde said, “Well, it’s done now and can’t be undone.” But he looked about nervously as if expecting a simple solution to be standing near at hand. A
solution or some kind of justification. He saw the
mining equipment packed on one of the mules and
the look of distress left his eyes. “Let’s quit talkin’
about it,” he said. “We got things to do.”
Billy Guay blew down the barrel of the pistol he
had fired and watched Sonkadeya as she bent over
the woman momentarily, then rose without the
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trace of an emotion on her face. It puzzled Billy
Guay and made him more nervous. He waved a pistol toward Ygenio Baca. “Hey, Mazo! Get a shovel
and turn this old woman under. No sense in havin’
the birds tellin’ on us.”
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The scout rode in silence, knowing what would
come, but not knowing when. His gaze crawled
over the wildness of the slanting canyon walls,
brush trees, and scattered boulders, where nothing
moved. The left wall was dark, the shadowy rock
outlines obscure and blending into each other; the
opposite slope was hazy and cold in the dim light of
the late sun. He felt the tenseness all over his body.
The feeling of knowing that something is close,
though you can’t see it or hear it. Only the quietness, the metallic clop of hooves, then Billy Guay’s
loud, forced laughter that would cut the stillness
and hang there in the narrowness until it faded out
up-canyon. Angsman knew the feeling. It went
with campaigning. But this time there was a difference. It was the first time he had ever led into a
canyon with such a strong premonition that
Apaches were present. Yet, with the feeling, he recognized an eager expectancy. Perhaps fatalism, he
thought.
He watched two chicken hawks dodging, gliding
in and out, drop toward a brush tree halfway up
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the slanting right wall, then, just as they were about
to land in the bush, they rose quickly and soared
out of sight. Now he was more than sure. They
were riding into an ambush. And there was so little
time to do anything about it.
He glanced at Hyde riding next to him. Hyde
couldn’t be kept back now. The final circle on his
map was just a little figuring from the end of the
canyon.
“Slow her down, Ed,” Billy Guay yelled. “I can’t
propose to Miss Indin and canter at the same time.”
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bsp; He laughed and reached over to put his hand on
Sonkadeya’s hip, then let the hand fall to her knee.
He called out, “Yes, sir, Ed, I think we made us a
good move.”
Sonkadeya did not resist. Her head nodded
faintly with the sway of her pony, looking straight
ahead. But her eyes moved from one canyon wall to
the other and there was the slightest gleam of a
smile.
Angsman wondered if he really cared what was
going to happen. He didn’t care about Hyde or
Billy Guay; and he didn’t know Ygenio Baca well
enough to have a feeling one way or the other.
From the beginning Ygenio had been taking a
chance like everyone else. He thought of his own
life and the odd fact occurred to him that he didn’t
even particularly care about himself. He tried to
picture death in relation to himself, but he would
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see himself lying on the ground and himself looking
at the body and knew that couldn’t be so. He
thought of how hard it was to take yourself out of
the picture to see yourself dead, and ended up with:
If you’re not going to be there to worry about yourself being dead, why worry at all? But you don’t
stay alive not caring, and his eyes went back to the
canyon sides.
He watched Hyde engrossed in his map and
looked back at Billy Guay riding close to
Sonkadeya with his hand on her leg. They could be
shot from their saddles and not even see where it
came from. Or, they could be taken by surprise.
His head swung front again and he saw the canyon
up ahead narrow to less than fifty feet across. Or
they could be taken by surprise!
He flicked the rein against the mare’s mane, gently, to ease her toward the right canyon wall. He
made the move slowly, leading the others at a very
slight angle, so that Hyde and Billy Guay, in their
preoccupation, did not even notice the edging. Either to be shot in the head or not at all, Angsman
thought.
Now they were riding much closer to the slanting
canyon wall. He turned in the saddle to watch Billy
Guay, still laughing and moving his hand over
Sonkadeya. And when he turned back he saw the
half-dozen Apaches standing in the trail not a dozen
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