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    The Colours of Schizophrenia

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    CHAPTER 3 Puzzles

      The Bags

      There’s a trenchant air surrounding every

      stranger’s face that harrows you.

      The clock is ticking again.

      It’s been one minute twenty since

      you last looked at your watch.

      You took the batteries from it, but it’s still

      bothering your faltering patience.

      The pattern of the leaves seems annoying;

      there’s nothing stopping you

      from packing your bags and leaving.

      It’s time to move on to another place,

      and another time. ‘Let’s get away from here’,

      you resound in your head.

      There’s another man following you,

      he’s probably from the government.

      He’s watching everything you do,

      and he has an earpiece,

      he won’t hurt you if you run away.

      What’s stopping you?

      The wind is blowing in your face

      — it must be God laughing

      at your misfortune.

      And a black bird has squawked three times;

      that’s a danger sign isn’t it?

      It’s time to pack your bags

      and leave this town once and for all;

      the ticking clock of fate will never leave you.

      If you run away, those omens may be vanquished.

      Jewel

      Diamond of passion

      her beauty has shone within,

      lighting up the face,

      Delicate

      Daisy chains of love

      Cycle of birth and rebirth,

      waiting for the truth

      Delusions

      Mystic light and dark,

      held together by a thought

      Dreaming of the world

      Darkness

      Poison in the dark,

      a chalice for the mind’s eye,

      hidden from the light

      Creation

      Power of the mind,

      inside every walk of life,

      balanced by design

      Death (Of My Hero)

      Death - a never-ending denial

      The day of torment with life’s guile

      Hate and anger swell inside

      Depression is where love hides.

      The family mourns with peace,

      as the flames of hell increase

      Expiring out with his last breath,

      for the lesson of life - is death!

      Acceptance

      My life is a ‘disturbance,

      of thought’. The recurring

      dream of mental perceptions,

      those old ‘stumbling blocks’

      of sephiroth. And the illusion of

      life is that we are different, but

      in disagreement and chaos.

      Yet we must not be ‘too quick to

      anger, for there are lessons to be

      learned and obstacles to be

      overcome. And when it seems

      that our ‘enemies’ are a stranger

      in our midst, let’s always

      say: ‘How did it come to this?’

      Because wars are far too plenty,

      and both parties must understand

      that we do not always have to

      agree. For we always do

      agree that we are ‘right’, and

      they are ‘wrong’. It takes

      patience to learn properly,

      and it leads to wonders

      of the heart. A mind that

      finds happiness is the same

      that knows that the wisdom

      of life’s love is a winding

      river of hope which leads

      to acceptance

      Living on the Ward

      Where is my patience

      on this ward?

      My pills are late in working

      Why are my friends

      on this ward?

      My heart, it is still beating

      Where is my conscience – is it

      asleep on this ward?

      My zombie nurses keep

      on waking

      Where is time? Is it lost

      on every ward?

      My brain — it is erasing!

      Water Ecstasy

      Water high upon

      magical tear-drops of love,

      crying rainbow dreams

      Worlds Apart

      Gentle hearts live

      inside a life of confusion.

      Sufferers of mental

      scars are not accepted by themselves,

      yet they still desire to be heard.

      And they say ‘all roads lead

      to Rome’, but the wise travel the less worn

      path. They grow up to stand out,

      and rebel against the

      sleeping generation of appeasers.

      Some say they will never follow the world,

      but that’s because they are worlds apart!

      Mortals

      The price of love is

      overshadowed by the eagerness of

      conceit. How pleasing for those

      who are fortunate to love!

      What need is there for kisses,

      when the love of money is

      more powerful? Those

      fools lose their sight,

      with the heart, as they wave

      goodbye to wealth. But the

      love of others is often the

      higher price of mortality,

      and is its treasure

      Suffering

      Senses torn apart

      Held together by a dream

      Madness is the cure

      Mysteries

      Mystery of ‘dreams’

      Hidden code resembles life

      Lies sedate the mind

      She (Guides Me)

      Pebble beach of sand

      Faith upon the shore,

      Love has been an island

      My heart is made pure.

      Earth of living nature

      Raise the mountains higher,

      A life built by these hands

      Will guide a new desire

      Turbulent tides of water

      Powers inside the sea

      Let these storms subside

      Now my waves run free

      Wind of raging forces

      Chaos from the dark

      Free my restless warrior

      and then let out the spark

      Images within a mind

      Woman of symbolic reality

      Like a river flowing

      The holy trinity

      Moon of darkest night

      Help the spirit shine

      Put your arms around me

      My path, it is divine

      Pretending

      You are calm and

      able to speak a

      word that coveys the

      wonderful feelings

      inside your heart, and

      yet deep inside you

      are only hiding a

      smile that once a

      year has a spirituality.

      And those heroes

      in your comic books

      are just memories

      when once they were

      real. But tell me: who

      is pretending? When

      the world is so cruel,

      the one of joy and

      happiness takes over

      Salt Water

      Paranoia’s loss

      is a love from high above,

      stained with salt water

      Suggestion

      The adverts on TV, or

      a partially racist man,

      who lacks his own love.

      The crime show that

      educates the masses,

      or those who do not

      read. A casual off the

      cuff remark, which

      leaves a sour taste

      in the mouth. The skin

      cream which tricks

      women into parting

     
    money. A song which

      blinds us with the fog

      of misery. And videos

      which blur money and

      success with status,

      and adulation. They

      all have a power which

      the wheels of my mind

      Cannot ignore!

     


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