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      make promises, repent, conspire,

      her time has come. It’s judgment day.

      She’ll put her faith in fire.

      * * *

      If I said, Have faith that day,

      and if In what? she had inquired,

      I would have told her straightaway,

      * * *

      In fire, my dear, in fire.

      Joan

      From Beauvoir they moved me to Rouen,

      where a bishop, Pierre Cauchon, was

      the master of my trial. Even

      now I see the backwards smile

      that really was no smile at all.

      He asked me to recall my youth,

      which was unsettling for me. They

      used my memory of the ancient

      Fairy Tree to twist the truth and

      say I was a young disciple

      of the Fiend, the Evil One. Even

      childhood’s innocence can be knotted,

      twisted, stretched, and spun if the spiders

      are clever. When they were done, they’d

      transformed those guiltless days into

      debauched, unholy fun. Their minds

      were sharp and coiled, like serpents

      hiding in a maze. Such are evil

      men, and their deceitful, bitter

      ways. I’m glad my mother cannot

      see me tied here to this stake. I

      was her eldest daughter; it would

      cause her heart to break.

      The Stake

      I am her best

      and only

      friend, her stal-

      wart intimate.

      On me she’s

      learned she

      can depend. I

      am her best

      and only

      friend. We’ll

      be upright to

      the end. She

      doesn’t love

      me, but I am

      her best and

      only friend,

      her stalwart

      intimate. We

      stand together,

      she and I. I’ll

      never let her

      go. Until the

      flames burn hot

      and high we’ll

      stand together,

      she and I. Let

      our ashes tes-

      tify, we stood

      together. She

      and I! I’ll nev-

      er let her

      go!

      Joan

      Cauchon was French but was a

      henchman for the English, whose most

      fervent wish was to prove the Maid

      of Orléans the Devil’s implement

      and full of devilish tricks. His

      loyalty was not to justice

      but to the god of politics.

      Bishop Pierre Cauchon

      I am a man of God, a simple man

      of faith whose solemn duty is to know

      with certainty, without the slightest doubt,

      the great divide between wrong and right,

      between good and evil, between false and true.

      As a man of God, I have vowed to be always just and fair,

      * * *

      so never let it be said that I was not fair

      in my dealings with this “maid,” for as a man of God, a simple man

      of faith who speaks the word of God, I know His true

      and holy wishes. I know this just as surely as I know

      that as a man ordained by God, it is my right

      to judge this girl. There can be no doubt

      * * *

      about my God-given authority, no doubt

      about my sacred mission to be just and fair,

      no doubt that my intentions are always pure and my judgment always right,

      for I am a man, a simple, pious, holy man

      of faith and learning, a man of God who knows

      in his soul and in the souls of all men what is false and just and right and true.

      * * *

      As a simple, holy man of faith and God, I know Henry is the true

      king, and whosoever should question this truth or doubt

      me is a blasphemer and a heretic and should be burned to purify his soul! Know

      that he is the worshiper of Lucifer! An enemy of God’s fair

      and holy wishes! An agent of the Devil! I know this as a holy man

      of simple faith, a fair and pious man of God who knows what is right

      * * *

      and what is wrong and what is just and what is true. It is my sacred task to set aright

      whatever is abomination, false, sinful, unholy, unnatural, and untrue.

      It is a grave and sacred responsibility, though as a simple man

      of holy faith, a pious man of God, I do not doubt

      or question. And that is fair

      and good and just and right. And I know

      * * *

      that everything I know

      is right

      and fair

      and true.

      I have no doubt.

      I am a man of God, a holy, pious, faithful man.

      * * *

      Know this: That girl is an enemy to everything that’s right

      and holy and pious and sacred and fair and just and true!

      How can you doubt me? She dresses like a man!

      Joan

      For five long months they asked question

      after question, and always the

      same. In their hearts? Deception. In

      their eyes? Revenge and blame.

      “Why won’t you wear a woman’s dress?”

      “Do you wish to be a man?”

      “Confess!”

      “You are the Devil’s tool! Renounce his wicked plan!”

      “Don’t you think that your comportment is a sin against your God?”

      “Confess!”

      “You are a charlatan!”

      “Confess!”

      “You are a fraud!”

      But I made no such confession.

      It seems to me my only real

      transgression was to invade and

      triumph in the sacred land of

      men; a woman in their landscape

      was a repugnant, mortal sin,

      unless she was a loving wife

      or kneeling nun or knowing

      prostitute. They would have hated

      me far less if I had been a

      girl of ill repute instead of

      what I was and who I am: a

      girl who dared to live the life of

      a brave and honest man.

      Fire

      I’m here I’m here I’m here my darling

      HE was taken to execution, with great anger, by the English soldiers. . . . She began to weep and call upon “Jesus.” Then I went away, having so great compassion that I could not witness her death.

      * * *

      Brother Pierre Migier

      Trial of Nullification

      Joan

      I am come to the end. My saints

      will not save me. I surrender

      to the fire that craves me. Let him

      finally take and ravage the Virgin

      from Lorraine. The savage thrust, the

      burning kiss, the penetrating

      pain will be my ecstasy in

      knowing I was true; there is nothing

      I have done that I would alter

      or undo. The lightning pain belongs

      to me, is mine and mine alone.

      I was the Maid of Orléans.

      I was a girl called Joan.

      Epilogue

      Author’s Note

      In 1429, two years before Joan of Arc was executed, Christine de Pizan, the esteemed poet at the court of Charles VI, wrote her last great epic, Le ditie de Jehanne d’Arc. This poem, The Song of Joan of Arc, is the only popular literature written about Joan in her lifetime. How cool would it be, I thought, if my Joan were to speak in the same form that Christine de Pizan used six hundred years ago in her sixty-one-stanza panegyr
    ic? Very cool, right?

      Only, it wasn’t.

      Joan turned out to be as stubborn in the imagination as she was in real life. For months, I tried to get her to tell her story in Pizan’s eight-line stanzas. And for months, she resisted. And so, as often happens, I had to put my very cool idea aside. In Voices, Joan now speaks in what might be described as a kind of toned-down spoken word.

      But all was not lost. That one cool, but failed, experiment led to another. What if the other voices in the book spoke in the poetic forms that were popular during Joan’s lifetime? Some of these forms—villanelles and sestinas, for example—are still very much in use by poets writing today. Others, like the ballade (not to be confused with the ballad), are much less popular.

      For the sake of variety, I’ve included forms that were developed a bit later than Joan’s lifetime, but many are those she herself might have heard, though, of course, in their original French. Adhering to the rules of these ancient verses became my way of honoring Joan, and it brought me closer to her and the people and time in which she lived. I hope they did the same for you.

      Still, something vital was missing. But what? And then it hit me. In addition to the voice of the Joan I was imagining, I needed to give the real Joan and her associates the opportunity to speak for themselves. Fortunately, there was a way to do just that through the Trial of Condemnation and the Trial of Nullification.

      As for the poems, the rules for each—governing such things as length, syllabic structure, and rhyme scheme—can be found easily enough online or by consulting, as I did every single day, Miller Williams’s excellent Patterns of Poetry: An Encyclopedia of Forms. Poems not listed—“The Candle,” for instance, or “Silence”—are, with one or two exceptions, patterns I copied from the songs of the troubadours. While I did not intentionally weave errors into the poems, I cannot say they are without flaws when it comes to the guidelines that define them.

      * * *

      BALLADE

      Saint Michael

      Saint Catherine

      Saint Margaret

      RONDEAU

      The Castle at Chinon

      RONDEAU REDOUBLÉ

      Charles VII

      RONDEL

      The Cattle

      The Stag

      The Warhorse

      RONDELET

      The Road to Vaucouleurs

      The Banner

      SESTINA

      Isabelle

      Jacques d’Arc

      Robert de Baudricourt

      Bishop Pierre Cauchon

      SHORT RONDEL

      The Altar at Sainte Catherine de Fierbois

      The Tower

      TRIOLET

      The Needle

      The Sword

      The Sword at Fierbois

      The Arrow

      The Pitchfork

      The Crossbow

      The Stake

      Epilogue

      VILLANELLE

      The Red Dress

      The Tunic

      The Armor

      The Gold Cloak

      Acknowledgments

      I would be a heartless cad indeed if I failed to mentioned the beautiful work of Sharismar Rodriguez, this book’s designer. Her perseverance in dealing with an author who is a graphic nincompoop went far beyond what a human should have to endure. Any praises Voices receives is due in part to her skill, her patience, and her persistence.

      Poseidon

      Whaddup, bitches?

      Am I right or am I right?

      That bum Minos deserved what he got.

      I mean, I may be a god, but I’m not

      Unreasonable, and when I am, so

      What?

      Like I said,

      I’m a god.

      Reason’s got nuthin’

      To do with it.

      But let’s get back to where it all started:

      Minos comes to me,

      Mewling like a baby,

      Frowny-faced, heavy-hearted.

      He’s got a hunger, he says,

      A hankering, a jones, a thing.

      But not for a woman!

      This jerk wants to be king!

      Of CRETE!

      An island so dazzling

      It could cure the friggin’

      Blind. But it’s not the friggin’

      Scenery this friggin’

      Minos has in mind.

      Not the harbors or the shores,

      The god-possessed waters.

      Not the sheep, the trusty shepherds,

      Their warlike sons, their lusty daughters.

      Not the olives or the figs,

      The sacred, long-lived trees.

      Not the amber honey

      Or the honey-making bees.

      Not the thyme-drunk lovers

      Who sigh among its flowers.

      No,

      All this clown wants

      Is a little power.

      He’s got an appetite for obedience,

      But no imagination.

      And he doesn’t ask for much—​

      Just his own private nation.

      So he wonders

      If I’d give the people

      An omen,

      A sign,

      Something impressive,

      He says, something divine.

      Anything to prove

      He’s the man

      For the royal job.

      So what the fuck, I think.

      I’m gonna help this slob.

      Why not?

      I got plenty o’ nifty tricks

      Up this metaphorical sleeve.

      And you mortals?

      You’re ready to believe

      Anything to prove

      A god’s on your side.

      Besides, I got no dog in this fight.

      No skin off my hide.

      So, I wave my trusty trident;

      Ain’t nuthin’ for me.

      And abra-cadabra!

      A milk-white bull

      Comes walking

      Out of the wine-dark sea.

      The oldest trick in the book!

      A piece o’ cake.

      But it doesn’t take

      Much to bring you

      Mortals to your knees.

      Yeah, you’re hard to respect

      But easy to please.

      So Minos gets it all—​

      The palace, the power.

      Big Man on Knossos.

      Man of the Hour.

      But all of a sudden,

      He won’t play nice.

      Look,

      He was supposed to sacrifice

      That bull

      To me!

      Poseidon, baby!

      King of the Sea!

      Tamer of Horses!

      Old Earth-Shaker!

      And one helluva troublemaker

      When some jerk shirks

      His responsibility and

      Won’t keep his word.

      So this Minos,

      This “king,”

      This two-faced

      Turd,

      Hid my bull and

      Sacrificed another.

      Like I’m some kind of mark!

      A pigeon!

      His younger brother!

      A harebrain!

      An idiot!

      A jamook!

      A snot-nosed kid!

      The guy’s all ego.

      BUT I’M ALL ID.

      I could have turned his eyes

      Into a nest for seething wasps.

      I could have turned his face

      Into a snapping clam.

      I could have given him hooves

      Or studded the roof

      Of his mouth with thorns.

      Could have fitted him with horns.

      Flippers.

      Feathers.

      Fits.

      Made him smell like an outhouse.

      Covered him with zits.

      Turned his arms into eels.

      His teeth into snails.

      Bleat like a sea cow.

      Blow like a whale.

      Boils!

      Scabs!

      Gills!


      A snout!

      Turned his

      Ding-dong

      Inside

      Out!

      I could have.

      But I didn’t.

      Parlor games.

      A touch too mild.

      Child’s play.

      And Poseidon’s no child.

      He needed something

      He’d remember

      His whole stinkin’ life.

      That’s why I bypassed him . . .

      And went after his wife.

      When you play with the gods,

      You’re playing fast and loose.

      Enough small talk—​

      I’ve got a sea nymph to seduce.

      Daedalus

      It was disgusting!

      The royal nerve of her!

      I said, “Look, Your Highness,

      I’m an engineer. Not a pornographer.”

      And she said, “Look, Daedalus,

      I’m the queen, Minos’s wife.

      It all belongs to me,

      including your life,

     


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