A dark mystical hell hole that sucked him dry.
My love was profound. I begged him "Please! Let’s leave now."
But he learned that things aren’t always well in this home.
He paid his mistake in the depths behind the door.
Fresh blood still covers my scent. In the house I will never escape.
It watches, it hears, it speaks, all I do it sees.
The screams get louder and louder, Stronger and stronger!
Until silence covers the nightly air. And the smell I smell of iron fills the air.
Just another victim, just another soul, and capture in the hell I call a home.
MOVING INTO
Worst news is that I am coming back.
Back to my present.
Back to my life.
Do you not see what I can feel in my eyes?
It’s the fear of losing the life I’ve built.
The hope I gain.
The grief I let go.
It’s the curiosity of my reaction.
Will I really be okay this time?
SONGS
WHAT YOU FEEL
Sometimes I feel that the world is against me
But no one seems to really understand me
It’s like I’m floating in an endless stream
Can anyone save me?
Can anybody help me?
I’m lost inside
There’s no place to hide
In this world, might seem unfair
But at times looks so unprepared
No one is ready for anything
Realities, sometimes
I wonder what’s going on
At times, something’s go wrong
But never let anyone stop you
Ohh, yeah
Sometimes you feel like your world, is tumbling down
But then you realize,
That not everything goes all the way down
Again and again
Trying to find out what’s wrong with me.
Can anyone save me?
Can anybody help me?
I’m lost inside
There’s no place to hide
Can’t seem to find the answer,
But I’m still going through
It’s true, yeah… it’s true
Ohhh…
It’s like floating in an everlasting sea
Whoa…
Can’t anyone save me?
Can’t anybody help me?
No you can’t…
Isn’t that too damn bad?
I SEE YOU
Ohh oh oh yeah oh
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I say
That I’ll never love you the same way
It seems like the moon
Is against the sun
And nothings ever gonna change it
Why don’t you care?
Why don’t you listen?
Why didn’t you take me there?
In this change, there’s a mistake
Don’t know what’s gonna happen
Can’t you tell me what I did wrong?
‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high
Ready to touch the sky
I see you
I see you
When there’s words left unsaid,
And my life looks like hell
I see you
I see you
When the world is full of sorrow
And can’t seem to find tomorrow
I see you
I see you
Out of control
Losing hope
Don’t know what I’m heading for
I look into the sky,
And see the light
(I see you, I see you)
‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high
Ready to touch the sky
I see you
I see you
When there’s words left unsaid,
And my life looks like hell
I see you
I see you
When the world is full of sorrow
And can’t seem to find tomorrow
I see you
I see you
What did I do wrong?
Why didn’t I listen?
Just take my life away…
Give me those black wings to fly high…
‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high
Ready to touch the sky
I see you
I see you…
‘Cause when I’m ready to fly up high
Ready to touch the sky
I see you
I see you
When there’s words left unsaid,
And my life looks like hell
I see you
I see you
When the world is full of sorrow
And can’t seem to find tomorrow
I see you
I see you
WAY OUT
I’m standing here, full of darkness
Finding no light
Trying to think
If there’s another way out for me
But looking and searching
Still I end up with the same thing
Standing there alone once again
Wondering what to do with my life
I just can’t control myself
I try to find my way out,
But all I do is start cutting myself
I can’t believe that there’s no light for me
Never did I think that I’d be walking in here
Into the darkness all alone
Waving goodbye to my misery
But I guess this always happens to me
Soon enough I won’t be here
I’ll be too busy letting myself be free and fly
I won’t stop till I’m dead
Ohhh…
I’ma scream, I’ma shout, I’ma cut my soulless body free
Free…
I try to find my way out,
But all I do is start cutting myself
I can’t believe that there’s no light for me
Never did I think that I’d be walking in here
Into the darkness all alone
Waving goodbye to my misery
But I guess this always happens to me
There’s no other way out
No way out for me…
(At least)
ONCE AND FOR ALL
How did I end up this way?
How did I get here?
How did I have to get so lost in life?
I don’t know who to choose
I don’t know what to say
I just don’t know which way to take
I need more time
But there isn’t enough in the world
I’m looking at the moon
Trying to find a clue in the stars of the night
I’m not sure what to do
I’m soulless once again
Tell me an answer, give me a sign
To make a choice once for the good of my life
Once and for all
I can’t give in
I won’t give in
Once and for all
I won’t fall in
I can’t drown in
My tears of sorrow, if I can only see how much it will be
To only feel the life back in me
In this reality
Once and for all
Will I be the end of me?
I can’t think straight
It’s too hard to breathe
The knot in my throat won’t let me speak
It’s the way he had it planned
It’s the way I kneel down
And yell out, “I’m sorry!”
Ooooo
Once and for all
I can’t give in
I won’t give in
Once and for all
I won’t fall in
I can’t drown in
My tears of sorrow, if I can only see how much it wil
l be
To only feel the life back in me
In this reality
Once and for all
Will I be the end of me?
I will get up
(He wants you to)
I will stand tall
(He knows how strong you are)
I will be anything, anything for him
Because that’s how much
I’ll give in… yeah
Don’t turn back, don’t turn back
Once and for all
I will stand tall
I will fight hard
Once and for all
I will take his wish
I will grant it well
My tears of blood, if I will ever go back at all from here
I won’t give up this feeling within me
In this reality
Once and for all
I won’t be the end of me
REACH INSIDE ME
There’s something deep, deep below
I can’t open my eyes anymore
I’m trapped
Wait, wait, it’s coming back to me
I’m still dead
I’m finally coming out
Up, up, I can breathe the air,
Looking down below
I see my name written in sorrow marble
Reach inside me
I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me
Stop those tears of sorrow,
Don’t ever follow me
This isn’t what I wanted
Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you
Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow
Nothing is ever bright behind the double doors
Living in a world, which I don’t belong to anymore
Casting a shadow, waiting till tomorrow
So the light can finally hit me hard
Reach inside me
I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me
Stop those tears of sorrow,
Live until tomorrow
Don’t ever follow me
This isn’t what I wanted
Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you
Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow
Wait till it’s evening,
Wait till its sunset
Follow my trace with your heart
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t touch you
I can’t feel you
I can’t help myself
I’m losing you
To an empty coffin I will never accept
Reach inside me
I’ve been here all along, and you haven’t noticed me
Stop those tears of sorrow,
Live until tomorrow
Don’t ever follow me
This isn’t what I wanted
Leave, go, faraway, where I can’t see you
Leave, somewhere safe, where you can stop your tears of mourningful sorrow
One at least, it’s you
Something inside me is beating
I’m breathing
My heart is pounding hard against my chest
I’m coming back to life
TOO LONG
It’s hard to see the past fly out right now
My visions are growing stronger
And my nightmares are becoming darker
I see now what I was to blinded to see before
Now that I know
I can reach you
Hold me in your arms, bring yourself alive
It’s been far too long
Since you were gone
I remember crying on your shoulder
Loving you forever,
Not letting go
Holding on tighter,
Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”
Remember when you left without me for a while?
Tell me you’re staying
It’s been far too long… too long
Now you’re back and I regained my strength
I don’t need you to deny it
Come into my arms and don’t ever let go
Come, I’m here to help you come to me
Why when I blink you’re not there?
It’s been far too long
Since you were gone
I remember crying on your shoulder
Loving you forever,
Not letting go
Holding on tighter,
Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”
Remember when you left without me for a while?
Tell me you’re staying
It’s been far too long… too long
Your soul is following me around
How can I figure out if your there if you disappear?
Come to me,
In my dreams
My dreams…
Oh ooh oooh
It’s been far too long
Since you were gone
I remember crying on your shoulder
Loving you forever,
Not letting go
Holding on tighter,
Remember when you told me, “You’ll be stronger?”
Remember when you left without me for a while?
Tell me you’re staying
It’s been far too long… too long
If you’re leaving, why don’t you leave?
Leave and stop hurting me
Your face,
Your eyes
I see them everyday
Everyday…
ay ay ay oh ooo
I can’t take it
(Everyday… ay ay ay)
(Everyday… ay ay ay)
(Everyday… ay ay ay)
HEARTBROKEN
Stuck in this stormy rain,
(Don’t know where I’m heading)
What seems like forever,
But it’s just the beginning
To think that I trusted you
And gave you my all
I lost track, fell down, and falled
(Down, down low)
Everything’s happening way too fast
Forever lasted much less
It cost me what I thought I regained
(It cost me what I thought I regained)
You cracked it into pieces
Heartbroken
(Seem like night?)
I didn’t think one can see so much fog
(Much less a broken heart)
You gave everything, I had it all
(All except your cold heart)
When day shine too bright
It falls down to an endless night
When all I see is what used to be
Everything’s happening way too fast
Forever lasted much less
It cost me what I thought I regained
(It cost me what I thought I regained)
You cracked it into pieces
Heartbroken
I’m standing here
Waiting for you to return
Hold me close
And tell me it’s a living nightmare
But I know you’re not coming back,
I can’t tell my heart to let you go
Heartbroken
ACCIDENT
Don’t cry for her, my darling
I’m here to help you
Stop crying over her
I’m your guardian angel
Tears well up in her eyes
Her life flashed through my eyes
And all you do is cry and cry
On her torn limbs
You can’t help her,
She’s not breathing
She’s right here in spirit
I’m here,
Don’t cry
Let her go,
She’s gone
Her heart stopped beating for far too long
Don�
��t try to mend her shattered heart
She made a choice
And it costs that much,
But she loves you
Remember that
Death won’t do you two apart
(Don’t cry)
(Don’t cry)
She wants to reach her hand to you,
To say goodbye
It passes through you
You can’t see her
She can see you
She whispers to leave her to peace
Don’t try to help her
Don’t cry, darling
Tears well up in her eyes
Her life flashed through my eyes
And all you do is cry and cry
On her torn limbs
You can’t help her,
She’s not breathing
She’s right here in spirit
I’m here,
Don’t cry
Let her go,
She’s gone
Her heart stopped beating for far too long
Don’t try to mend her shattered heart
She made a choice
And it costs that much,
But she loves you
Remember that
Death won’t do you two apart
(Don’t cry)
(Don’t cry)
She’s gone
(So gone)
I’m gone
WHEN THE TIME COMES TOO LATE
This is how we’re falling,
We’re breaking
It’s sorry to see
How we made it,
But we lost it in time
This is how the story begins
Breaking apart,
Falling in love
How we ended all the same
In the same place that we don’t belong
‘Cause we’re falling,
We’re breaking,
We’re sorry for what we’ve done
And it might be too late,
But we wanted a second chance
How we could have gotten
When we just don’t feel the same
How we lost all that we are
We’re not the same
When the time comes too late
And the story ended how it began
The time is ticking,
Think we lost it all
Our hope, our faith, ourselves
When we don’t know what’s going on
The time can be my pain
The wind will let me wind
The skies above will cry till the last teardrop
And I can’t wait for it to fade
When I know I can’t stay
(Leave me alone)
(Leave me alone)