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    A Fire in My Head

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      time to ascend.

      Invocation Hour

      THE ANGLE

      poet

      sees life

      a certain way.

      nature

      angle

      relationship

      to reality.

      the master makes

      something

      out of nothing.

      no such

      thing as

      nothing.

      all things

      imbued

      with infinite

      mystery

      of origin.

      mind shapes

      the immortal

      power

      the atomic

      reality.

      BASED ON A TRANSLATION

      i wander to the house of the one i love

      where the plum tree brushes the eaves.

      dripping with blossom and with leaves

      the dew lies in the white flowers,

      lies there in the gentle hours.

      i watch sparrows from the flower-cups drink.

      singing of my love makes me think.

      how do you go to your love’s house?

      on the night-wind, with wings.

      what calls you to your lover’s house?

      everything fine that sings.

      how many roads lead to your lover’s house?

      more roads than sand.

      which is the best road to your lover’s house?

      all the roads in the land.

      DIALLO’S TESTAMENT

      Can you read the riddle of sense

      In this portrait of me begun?

      I am one on whom providence

      Has worked its magic turn.

      Behind me is a quivering story

      Like a storm, or a stain.

      As an African I have worn history

      Round my neck like a chain.

      I have sipped the language of death

      I have shaped my canvas of earth.

      I’ve crossed a sea of fires

      And seen what not even empires

      Nor great might can obscure.

      Man is the sickness, God the cure.

      THE ROHINGYAS

      the hammer of

      the army beats

      down upon them

      laws of the state

      dispossess them

      eagles that feed

      on time’s liver

      devour them whole

      and icons of justice

      abandon them

      they are scattered

      in their thousands

      across borders

      and boundaries

      and no one speaks for them

      no one weeps at the rape of them

      the laws say they cannot

      buy land in their own lands

      they’re dispossessed

      of citizenship in the place

      where they are citizens.

      they’re the image

      of powerlessness in

      our time, the image of

      vulnerability

      of the peaceful way

      in a time when

      force moves

      the world

      and a religion

      of light

      dealing

      darkness

      on the edge of the world

      where the centre

      howls in its hollowness

      a race of human beings

      are perishing.

      the world it seems

      is good at being deaf.

      the planet screams

      women are raped

      men are crushed

      and tyranny

      bursts at the seams

      of its map and great powers

      are silent. freedom’s hand

      bloody and broken

      is compromised

      by the feasting

      on hearts in the towers.

      it seems there are two worlds

      in one pipelines

      confer immunity

      tanks and guns break

      the flesh

      in the other blood

      runs fresh

      skulls are broken

      on the pavements of history.

      nations preserve

      their equanimity.

      this silence is a mystery

      can you watch a

      man being flayed

      alive in the open

      wound of the street?

      can you watch tanks

      crush human feet?

      and a religion

      of peace

      dealing

      in agony?

      this silence is a mystery.

      BREATHING THE LIGHT

      you died gently,

      without fighting

      what was murdering you.

      and maybe that’s

      why your death moved

      us so deeply. maybe

      at the end there your life

      seemed a wasted

      thing, with three jail

      terms behind you,

      as you went to

      the shop to buy

      something with a

      twenty-dollar

      counterfeit bill.

      the store owner

      called the cops on

      you, for twenty dollars.

      i dread to think

      how he must feel,

      that his call in effect

      led to your death.

      we make too big a deal

      about death.

      it comes

      and it’s over.

      it goes into the air,

      into the earth.

      it rarely changes life.

      but all through that

      last hour, as the

      police manhandled you,

      twisted your arm

      behind your back,

      forced you to the

      ground, and one of

      them, the weirdest

      of them, stuck his

      knee on your wind-

      pipe and took no

      notice as you

      whispered something

      sixteen times, the

      two other officers

      simply stood there,

      witnesses to the law

      killing the law,

      while concerned citizens

      attempt intervention,

      without power.

      you didn’t see all

      that. maybe all you saw

      were the final moments

      of your leap, when

      on the school team,

      you were going to touch

      the sky and touch

      the world; your leap

      back then, how full

      of promise, full

      of the power to help

      a team win. life

      afterwards was a long

      fall into the abyss

      of america, where

      to be black is to make

      an early pact

      with death, not your

      own death, but the death

      that’s waiting for you in

      the blackness of

      america.

      maybe you saw all that

      or remembered you at

      a friend’s wedding

      wearing a white suit, tall

      like the bridegroom of

      aphrodite, tall for

      a big destiny, that

      eluded you,

      year after year,

      in the purple

      light of the republic.

      and all those roads,

      all those failed prom-

      ises brought you

      here, with your neck

      beneath the knee

      of a policeman,

      the breath of life

      fading from you

      like the fragrance

      from the autumn roses.

      you called your breath

      sixteen times, like

      a sad lover, while two

      white women filmed

      the grim catastrophe


      of injustice that bloomed

      there in lincoln’s

      graveyard, the whole

      broken earth of

      america.

      you didn’t fight

      you simply faded as

      your breath drifted

      away beneath

      the knee of justice.

      you hadn’t been charged

      you hadn’t been tried

      you hadn’t been found guilty.

      you had not been sentenced

      and yet you were

      being crushed to

      death, while

      the whole

      world watched.

      maybe it’s because you

      did not fight, did

      not struggle, because you

      knew that to resist was

      to invite death

      from the law. you

      learned not to struggle, not

      to curse, not to protest,

      not to fight back, only

      how to die like flotsam

      on a receding tide.

      it was a kind of love,

      your dying. a kind of

      gentleness. There’s

      no end to the insult

      we suffer. when

      did it really begin?

      but it was that

      way you let your

      breath go, let it

      go sixteen times,

      watching it, eyes

      slowly dimming,

      maybe it was

      your doing nothing but

      let the heart of

      america reveal

      itself that was

      the greatest way

      of speaking, the

      greater way of

      dying, that brings

      down the whole dead

      house of race, that

      died long ago

      in white power,

      in black silence,

      died but did not

      know it, because

      of all the guns,

      the law, the whole

      invisible, inviolate

      matrix of sustenance.

      but hatred dies

      slowly, dies a long time

      and maybe will never

      die truly as long as

      eyes see fear where

      heart sees flowers.

      what did i ever do

      to be hated by you?

      and so your death

      passed into the

      force of history,

      because it awakened

      the silences

      the pain

      the injustices that

      have been stored up

      for four hundred

      colourless years.

      you died into silence

      but the big world

      rose up in speech.

      there’s no poetry

      of change greater

      than when the world

      sees at last that

      it can be free

      free to breathe the light that

      keeps the republic alive.

      INVOCATION FOR THE SHRINE 4

      revelations come fast

      with harvests of spirits.

      for the world is not as it seems.

      free yourselves from the illusion of limits.

      here are the miracles unseen

      time turning the limits of the past

      into wise new freedom. redream

      chains into fires that last.

      saint time speaks from the shrine

      of the hours; speaks about the powers

      of the blacks who are free and can dream

      free to weave power from flowers.

      bring a clear dream for the world

      you who walk this way. bring your light.

      bring your wisdom, your fire, your hope.

      bring a new courage, a new fight.

      LINES TOWARDS A LOVE POEM

      a voice in the flower.

      and i am missing you.

      on the edge of anguish.

      hey, light-thrower,

      i’m throwing love your way.

      pure form

      and luminous spirit,

      beyond the body you

      distil pleasures.

      kissing you stops

      time and the mind.

      i carry you in me

      like a poem unread,

      a classic song,

      or that full moon.

      i am craving your gaze.

      just a long kiss

      without breathing.

      so be patient.

      let love and time

      do their mysterious work.

      i woke with a new clarity.

      we earn what life will give

      us, earn it with courage,

      love and wisdom.

      i’m sending you my tears

      to open your way.

      sow your talent

      reap your genius.

      GRENFELL TOWER, JUNE 2017

      It was like a burnt matchbox in the sky.

      It was black and long and burnt in the sky.

      You saw it through flowering stumps of trees.

      You saw it beyond the ochre spire of the church.

      You saw it in the tears of those who survived.

      You saw it through the rage of those who survived.

      You saw it past the posters of those who burnt to ashes.

      You saw it past the posters of those who jumped to their deaths.

      You saw it through TV images of flames through windows

      Running up the aluminium cladding

      You saw it in print images of flames bursting out from the roof.

      You heard it in voices loud in the streets.

      You heard it in cries in the air howling for justice.

      You heard it in pubs streets basements dives.

      You heard it in wailing of women and silent screams

      Of orphans wandering the streets

      You saw it in your baby who couldn’t sleep at night

      Spooked by ghosts that wander the area still trying

      To escape fires that came at them black and choking.

      You saw it in dreams of the dead who asked if living

      Has no meaning being poor in a land

      Where the poor die in flames without warning.

      But when you saw it with your eyes it seemed what the eyes

      Saw didn’t make sense can’t make sense won’t make sense.

      You saw it there in the sky, tall and black and burnt.

      You counted the windows, counted the floors

      And saw the sickly yellow of half-burnt cladding

      And what you saw could only be seen in nightmare.

      Like a warzone in a fashionable borough.

      A warzone planted here in the city.

      To see with the eyes that which one only sees

      In nightmares turns the day to night, turns the world upside down.

      Those who were living now are dead

      Those who were breathing are from the living earth fled.

      If you want to see how the poor die, come see Grenfell Tower.

      See the tower, and let a world-changing dream flower.

      Residents of the area call it the crematorium.

      It has revealed the undercurrents of our age.

      The poor who thought voting for the rich would save them.

      The poor who believed all that the papers said.

      The poor who listened with their fears.

      The poor who live in their rooms and dream for their kids.

      The poor are you and I, you in your garden of flowers,

      In your house of books, who gaze from afar

      At a destiny that draws near with another name.

      Sometimes it takes an image to wake a nation

      From its secret shame. And here it is every name

      Of someone burnt to death, on the stairs or in their room,

      Who had no idea what they died for, or how they were betrayed.

      They did not die
    when they died; their deaths happened long

      Before. Happened in the minds of people who never saw

      Them. It happened in the profit margins. Happened

      In the laws. They died because money could be saved and made.

      Those who are living now are dead

      Those who were breathing are from the living earth fled.

      If you want to see how the poor die, come see Grenfell Tower

      See the tower, and let a world-changing dream flower.

      They called the tower ugly; dubbed it an eyesore.

      All around the beautiful people in their beautiful houses

      Didn’t want the ugly tower to ruin their house prices.

      Ten million was spent to encase the tower in cladding.

      Had it ever been tested before except upon this eyesore,

      Had it ever been tested for fire, been tried in a blaze?

      But it made the tower look pretty, yes it made the tower look pretty.

      But in twenty-four storeys, not a single sprinkler.

      In twenty-four storeys not a single alarm that worked.

      Twenty-four storeys not a single fire escape,

      Only a dank stairwell designed in hell, waiting

      For an inferno. That’s the story of our times.

      Make it pretty on the outside, a death trap

      On the inside. Make the hollow sound nice, make

      The empty look good. That’s all they will see,

      How it looks, how it sounds, not how it really is, unseen.

      But if you really look you can see it, if you really listen

      You can hear it. Got to look beneath the cladding.

      There’s cladding everywhere. Political cladding,

      Economic cladding, intellectual cladding – things that look good

      But have no centre, have no heart, only moral padding.

      They say the words but the words are hollow.

      They make the gestures, and the gestures are shallow.

      Their bodies come to the burnt tower, but their souls don’t follow.

      Those who were living are now dead.

      Those who were breathing are from the living earth fled.

      If you want to see how the poor die, come see Grenfell Tower.

      See the tower, and let a world-changing deed flower.

      The voices here must speak for the dead.

      Speak for the dead. Speak for the dead.

      See their pictures line the walls. Poverty is its own

      Colour, its own race. They were Muslim and Christian,

      Black and white and colours in between. They were young

      And old, beautiful and middle-aged. There were girls

      In their best dresses, hearts open to the future.

      There was an old man with his grandchildren;

      There was Kadija, a young artist,

      There was Amaya Tuccu, three years old,

      Burnt to ashes before she could see the lies of the world.

      There are names who were living beings who dreamt

      Of fame or contentment, education or love

      Who are now ashes in a burnt-out shell of cynicism.

     


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