order to see Dr. Morgan,” he said.
“Why?” I blurted. But I knew why.
He turned to me. “I would like for you to stop seeing patients for a while, Dr.
Morgan.” When he saw that I would protest, he added, “For the greater peace
and unity of the ship. Surely you can see the commotion you caused a couple
weeks ago has still not subsided.”
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I exhaled in a gust, shaking my head. My efforts at normalcy had been
wasted. “Yes,” I agreed. “However, I’ve taken every step to correct my actions.
I’ve done everything asked of me.” I lifted my chin. I thought about trying
Ebony’s nose maneuver but decided I needed more practice before unleashing it
on someone as unnerving as Captain Marek.
“Yes,” he agreed, to my surprise. “I’m aware of that. However, people are
more inclined to remember the bad instead of the good. After they realize that
Dr. Folsom— only Dr. Folsom—will care for their needs, I’m sure their symptoms will abate.”
Dr. Folsom nodded. “Yes, Elyse, I think he’s right. I wasn’t overwhelmed
before you arrived. I needed help with the initial physicals, but that chaos
usually subsides after a few days. Besides, you were just telling me how you
were having trouble with your research.”
Boy did I wish she’d kept that private. I tried to indicate this to her with a
glare but could feel Captain Marek looking at me, and it distracted me.
“Is there something I can do for you, Dr. Morgan? I’m at your disposal,” he
said solemnly.
What a loaded question. I’d bet Lt. Sheldon would give one of her big hands for him to ask her that. I considered asking him to do something about Pretty
Princess, but refrained. He still appeared to be blaming me for the entire
unfolding of events that first day, so it’d probably be treading upon his
hospitality to request that Lt. Horan be executed.
“No, of course not. I have everything I need to conduct my experiments.” Or
at least I thought I did. I was still missing something critical. I frowned.
He noticed. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure. If I need anything, though, I’ll let you know.” Never would
happen.
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He seemed satisfied. He turned back to Dr. Folsom with much less formality
and smiled again. “I’ll let my lieutenants know.” He headed toward the door.
“Try not to be such a stranger, Nicoli,” she called after him.
As he exited, I noted the uniform fit him even better than it had Blue Eyes.
Tearing my gaze away from his backside, I reached for another piece of candy
and glowered at Dr. Folsom. “You could’ve told me they were all faking it.”
She shrugged. “You were already feeling self-conscious. I didn’t want you to
feel even more uncomfortable here.”
I huffed. I might’ve had an argument if I hadn’t just been complaining about
that very thing.
“By the way, we’ll be porting in a few days or so,” she said. “Do you have
international citizenship?”
After the worldwide economic meltdown in 2038, most nations had banded
together to create a stronger, more unified United Nations. One of its first acts after its rise to power was to establish international citizenship for all medical personnel in an effort to spread quality healthcare more evenly among the
nations. Later, they enabled other trades—such as educators and engineers—to
obtain international citizenship in order to avail more countries with the
opportunity to grow and recover from the crisis.
Streamlining a worldwide healthcare system was another endeavor of the
reinvented UN. New stipulations were placed on education qualifications,
requiring all physicians, both practicing and aspiring, to attend The World
University of Medicine in Italy. Indoctrinating the same advanced curriculum
ensured that quality, up-to-date healthcare would be available globally.
International citizenship was given to each new physician upon graduation.
“Yes, I’ve had it since graduation.” And the last time I used it was to bring
my parents home a final time. I cleared my throat of the remorse lodged there.
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“Good. We’ll be porting in the Maldives for about a week.”
“Why are we porting?”
“It’s just a furlough. You can get in some shopping while we’re there.”
“Excellent.” The thought lightened my mood like sunrise. Although we all
wore the same melancholy black uniforms, I was unique from my peers in that I
didn’t own anything else.
Purchasing new clothes and a few other personal items wouldn’t be
extravagant. My parents had left a small inheritance which I never used unless
necessary. I’d kept my expenses low by living meagerly and bartering medical
care for goods and services from my neighbors.
“Do you mind if I use your computer? I need to check my funds,” I said.
“Of course not.” She stood from her desk and motioned for me to sit. She
strode to the supply cabinet to take stock.
Once seated, I pressed my thumb to the screen for the fingerprint scan. After
identity confirmation, I pulled up my balance.
And almost fell out of the chair.
“I—I think there’s been—a mistake—” I stammered. Seeing my alarm, Dr.
Folsom put down the stock scanner and hurried to my side.
“What’s the matter?” she asked.
“I—I have a lot of money.” A lot of money.
“Yes?” she asked, still waiting for the bad news.
“That’s it,” I breathed. “I have too much money. That money isn’t mine.” I
pointed my finger at the screen in accusation.
Dr. Folsom cleared her throat. “I’m quite sure you’re being paid handsomely
for your efforts.”
“And I’m just as sure I’m not being paid that handsomely. Besides, I never gave them my account number.”
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She giggled. “Well, my dear, I’m sure you didn’t give them your address
either, but here you are.”
Granted.
“Just seems like an invasion of my privacy,” I grumbled, with much less
awe.
“An invasion of privacy to make a deposit into your account?”
“Yes.” I knew it sounded unreasonable.
She cleared her throat again. This time I recognized that she was suppressing
laughter and doing a horrible job at it. I glared at her. “I still think there’s some sort of mistake here. That amount of money’s inconceivable.” As the
conversation progressed, I felt more and more like a child.
“That’s doubtful, dear. Are you finished with the computer? You know, with
your new fortune, you could afford one of your own. A new computer, I mean.”
She glanced at my father’s laptop on my desk, which I had tried to resurrect
again and again.
“I don’t want a new one.” I tried to guess the age of the child I was
portraying. Seven? Eight?
“Okay.” She sighed the same way my mother did when I acted senseless. She
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calm me. I stared after her, longing to say something intelligent, something that would convince her that I was a grownup too.
A new, eager patient appeared in the doorway, and Dr. Folsom ushered him
to the opposite end of the room. His expression smacked of disappointment.
Captain Marek was right.
I trudged to my own desk and opened my geriatric laptop. I spent the
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notes instead—it was the least I could do, considering the United Nations
wanted to pay me in such ludicrous excess.
At ten minutes after midnight, I stretched my arms above my head, trying to
elongate my spine. Dr. Folsom had retired hours ago, leaving me to my private
frustrations with my progress, or really, the lack thereof.
I glanced over at the isolation room, to the cages. I’d need to order more rats.
When these died—as they certainly would—I’d be fresh out. But they didn’t
mind. Because they didn’t have brains—or rather, while cloned in their little test tubes, their brains were altered to sustain basic life functions of the body. They couldn’t feel pain, couldn’t suffer—a direct result from a united global front of animal rights activists many years ago. Most nations prohibited the use of live,
natural-born animals in any scientific experiment, other than non-harmful,
behavioral studies. Which worked fine for me, since real rats gave me the creeps.
I stood, walked over to the sealed door, peered in. The tenants of all sixteen cages sat oscitant, lethargic. Dead by morning.
I shuffled back to my desk, shoulders heavy, conscience heavier. I’d lost the
train of thought I’d captured at home, in my own laboratory. I’d never thought
of it in that perspective, but I supposed my surroundings influenced my pattern
of thinking in the same way it would influence an artist, or a writer. The island was open, spacious, with an ever-changing climate—ideal for unreserved
meditation. Here, in this super-sized submarine, my thoughts were cramped, my
concentration divided, restricted by space and people and Pretty Princess.
My recent bout of insomnia only magnified my vexation as I sat here staring
at the screen, hands not even touching the keyboard. When I could sleep,
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nightmares about that last day on the island tormented me until my own
screaming wrenched me awake.
Sometimes I dreamed in black and white, which spared me some of the gore,
but more often my dreams yielded a full recollection of the slaughter. I heard the screams, smelled the smoke, felt the victims shudder under my touch. I heard the
sickening thud of the children falling to the ground, tasted the vomit in my
mouth as I knelt over in agony.
I shivered and looked at the clock. I knew I should try to sleep. I knew I
would fail.
I glanced at the pile of shiny, golden, chocolate wrappers that had
accumulated on my desk in the hours since Dr. Folsom left. This was getting out
of hand, even for me. My pants were getting uncomfortable. Shopping for new
clothes would be a shocking experience if I didn’t wean myself from this
dependency. Even though these dreadful black uniforms concealed it heroically,
a tiny little pouch protruded from my belly. I reached down, patting it with
disgust.
Then I remembered something Dr. Folsom had pointed out to me on my
second day here—the Bellator housed a gym.
Back on my island, I offset the surplus of calories by running on the beach
every morning. On the ship, the only physical activity I could claim was the
pushups Lt. Horan demanded every morning.
I stood up and stretched again, incorporating all the muscle groups into the
act. Teeming with fresh motivation, I hung up my lab coat then ordered the
elevator to take me to the gym. It maneuvered me through the internal parts of
the vessel, delivering me right to the entrance of my destination.
Enthusiastically announcing myself to the alarm, I entered the torture
chamber and made a sweeping inspection of my deserted surroundings. The
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gym offered at least two dozen virtual joggers, a luxurious spread of weight
machines and free weights, an army of resistance-training equipment and an
array of unidentifiable—at least to me—apparatus stationed throughout the large
room. The walls presented themselves as mirrors, and hard rubber floors
supported the heavy machinery. It smelled delightfully of sweat and hard work,
of pain and suffering, of adrenaline and— Something moved over in the corner.
Startled out of my poetic observation, I scrutinized the area of movement by
the free weights. The mirrors made it difficult to discern the real from the
reflection, obscuring the equipment into a muddle of metal.
And then, to my horror, my gaze rested on the origin of movement.
A sweaty Captain Marek stepped out from behind a machine and stopped as
if paralyzed. We must have seen each other at the same time—he regarded me
with the same shocked expression I knew I wasn’t hiding on my face.
“Uh, Dr. Morgan? Can I help you?”
With what? “No.” At least I managed to answer his question in my state of stupor.
“No? What are you doing here, then?” he asked, his pointed question ringing
with wariness.
Taken aback, I blurted, “Having a tea party. Would you like to join? One
lump or two?” It was high time I owned up to having a bad temper. This was my
sixth or so chance to make a good first impression and I’d already murdered it.
To my surprise, relief dominated his exquisite features. I realized then why
he was here at this late hour—to avoid his fan club. As it turned out, Captain
Marek didn’t care for center stage, either. And the main attraction he would be,
as he’d obviously forgotten to bring his shirt along for his workout session—a
fact I tried desperately to ignore.
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“I see,” he said. I thought he might grin and hoped he wouldn’t. My heart
rate could only take so much. “Regretfully, I’ll have to decline your invitation.
But I must ask why you’re choosing to conduct your tea party at this late hour.”
“I might ask the same of you, Captain,” I clipped, offended that he thought
I’d come here to ogle him. I may not be able to resist the urge to ogle him while I was here, but I didn’t come specifically to do so.
He paused—I could tell he was searching for a politically correct way to tell
me he didn’t like to be gawked at. Also, he wasn’t used to being answered with a
question. I felt certain he would adjust.
“I— prefer to work out alone, so I come late at night. The quiet helps me concentrate.” He studied my face for a reaction. I wondered what he saw. “What
about you? I’ve never seen you here before.”
I shrugged, a little ashamed that this was indeed my first visit to the gym.
“I’ve been staying late in the lab and just remembered tonight that there’s a gym
here. I figured the physical activity would help me sleep.”
He tilted his head. “You’re having difficulty sleeping?”
I cringed inwardly for divulging that and decided evasion was my best bet. I
didn’t want to rehash the events of my nightmares—and certainly not to him.
“Yes. Tell me, Captain, do you come here at the same time every evening?”
His curiosity changed to caution again. Apparently he still considered me a
potential stalker.
Mortified, I continued quickly, “Because if you do, I have a proposal.”
“A proposal?”
Perhaps I could’ve chosen my wording better. The man was going to
develop a complex. And I was getting—even more—impatient.
“Yes.” I rolled my eyes. “I prefer to be alone too. So, I propose a joint
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after you. That way, we have no chance of running into each other. Ever.”
Although, I was beginning to doubt that myself. I hadn’t seen this man for the
two weeks since my arrival, and suddenly he appears three times in one day.
There was no way I wasn’t dreaming about him tonight. Great.
He narrowed his eyes. “You don’t like me.”
“I prefer to be here earlier than this, maybe eleven o’clock-ish. So, if this is
your normal time… Do we have a deal?” When in doubt, evade, evade, evade. I
extended my hand, a sealant of our verbal contract.
Finally—and unfortunately—he grinned. Every muscle in my abdomen
worked together to restrain my gasp. He grasped my hand, the sheer size of his
enclosing mine completely. The physical contact sent a shock through my arm,
and for the tiniest of seconds I thought he might have felt it too. His face
flickered into that same questioning expression he held on the dock but
disappeared just as quickly. I tried to snatch my hand back in a way that didn’t
seem offensive. He released it without a fight, oblivious to my reaction to him.
How he could miss the goose bumps puckering my flesh, I wasn’t sure.
“We have a deal,” he agreed, smiling. “I was just finishing up, if you’d like to
go ahead and start. I won’t be here much longer.”
“I will. Thanks.”
I walked to one of the virtual joggers and pulled up the settings—a variety of