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    Hazaron Khawaishen Aisi

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      There must be something quite strange, I’m sure

      Let none make a boat—that’s a command for all

      Surely, a sea hides by city’s shore, I’m sure

      Respect the poor migrant, respect his heart and soul

      He’s homeless but has a lineage to show, I’m sure

      The way the house is kept, he has come to guess

      Surely, someone else lives here now, I’m sure

      2

      Tark-e baada hai aur lambi raat

      Aab-e saada hai aur lambi raat

      Meri aankhein hain aur diyon ki qataar

      Tera waada hai aur lambi raat

      Odh kar so raha hoon khaali jaam

      Kam libaada hai aur lambi raat

      Gul hua maikade ka sadr chiraagh

      gham ziyaada hai aur lambi raat

      Sub’ha dam wo dikhaayi de ke na de

      Ek iraada hai aur lambi raat

      Ek mahal ki ghulaam gardishon mein

      Shaahzaada hai aur lambi raat

      Aaj gaur-e kabirul aulia per

      Peerzaada hai aur lambi raat

      2

      This vow of abstinence and this long night

      Plain water for a drink and this long night

      Here, my eyes and there, a row of lamps

      Thoughts of your promise and this long night

      The cup is empty, I live with this cup

      Not much to live by and this long night

      The prime lamp of the tavern is put out

      So much to grieve on and this long night

      She may show up the next morning, she may not

      To live with a flaming desire and this long night

      In the waiting lounge of a grand palace

      A prince in waiting and this long night

      On the tomb of a master saint tonight

      The tomb-keeper alone and this long night

      60

      Perveen Shakir

      Perveen Shakir (1952–1994) was born in Karachi, Pakistan. She acquired two master’s degrees in English Literature and English Linguistics from the University of Karachi, in 1972 and 1980 respectively. Following this, she received a Fulbright Scholar-in-Residence Teaching Scholarship at the University of Hartford, USA in 1990, and a master’s degree in Public Administration from the John F. Kennedy School of Government, Harvard (USA) in 1992. She also did a six-week Management Information System course from Lahore University. Shakir joined as an English faculty in 1973, before joining the Pakistani civil services to work in a number of important positions. She had a long list of eighteen certificates and awards to her credit, in recognition of her talent as a poet, academic and administrator. She also received five awards posthumously. Her distinguished career came to an end when her car met with an accident in Islamabad, from which she could not survive.

      Shakir was essentially a poet of romantic disposition. She wrote of aspirations and despair. She spoke in a personal voice without assuming a persona which imparted an immediacy of appeal to her poetry. She was also concerned with social dichotomies, taboos, gender issues and other social discriminations. All these are reflected in her work with equal honesty. Her collections include Khushboo, Sadbarg, Khudkalaami and Inkaar, which were collected together in Maah-e Tamaam during her lifetime. Her last book of poems, Kaf-e Aaeena, was published posthumously. Her newspaper columns were put together in Gosha-i Chashm.

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      Poora dukh aur aadha chaand

      Hijr ki shab aur aisa chaand

      Din mein wahshat bahal gaee thi

      Raat huee aur nikla chaand

      Kis maqtal se guzra hoga

      Itna sehma sehma chaand

      Yadon ki aabad gali mein

      Ghoom raha hai tanha chaand

      Mere karwat pe jaag uthhe

      Neend ka kitnaa kachcha chaand

      Mere munh ko kis hairat se

      Dekh raha hai bhola chaand

      Itne ghane baadal ke peechhe

      Kitna tanha hoga chaand

      Aansoo roke noor nahaai

      Dil darya tun sehra chaand

      Itne raushan chehre per bhi

      Sooraj ka hai saaya chaand

      Jub paani mein chehra dekha

      Tu ne kis ko socha chaand

      1

      My pain is full but only half the moon

      Such a night of parting and such a moon!

      My madness was much tamed in daytime

      But when the night came appeared the moon

      Which ghastly gallows it must have passed by

      This moon, such a scared, nervous moon

      In the lanes, alive with blissful memories

      Wanders alone a cheerless, gloomy moon

      It wakes up when I turn from side to side

      So very light of sleep, the delicate moon

      How astonishing! How it looks at me!

      That innocent one, that childish moon

      Behind such thick and dark clouds

      How lonely would be the moon

      Holding tears, washed in beams of light

      Heart—a brook, a body—a desert-moon

      Even on such a glowing, radiant face

      Only a shadow of the sun—the moon

      When you saw your face in clear water

      Tell me truly who did you think of, moon?

      2

      Tera ghar aur mera jungle bheegata hai saath saath

      Aisi barsatein ke baadal bheegata hai saath saath

      Bachpane ka saath hai, phir aik se dono ke dukh

      Raat ka aur mera aanchal bheegata hai saath saath

      Wo ajab dunya ke sub khanjar bakaf phirte hain aur

      Kaanch ke pyalon mein sandal bheegata hai saath saath

      Barish-e sang-e malaamat mein bhi wo hamraah hai

      Main bhi bheegoon khud bhi paagal bheegata hai saath saath

      Ladkiyon ke dukh ajab hote hian, such us se ajeeb

      Hans rahi hain aur kaajal bheegata hai saath saath

      Barishein jaade ki aur tanha bahut mera kisaan

      Jism aur eklauta kambal bheegata hai saath saath

      2

      Both your home and my jungle get wet together

      Such heavy rains, all the clouds get wet together

      They are the cohorts of childhood; their pains are the same

      The scarves of night and that of mine get wet together

      What a bizarre world! There they move with daggers in hand

      In the glass bowls, the sandalwoods get wet together

      He was with me no matter what curse, what blight

      I get wet, that crazy one too gets wet together

      The pains of girls are strange; their truths stranger

      Both their chuckles and their kohl get wet together

      The winter rains and the poor peasant all alone

      His lonely body and only blanket get wet together

      61

      Ishrat Afreen

      Ishrat Afreen (1956–) was named Ishrat Jehan at her birth in Karachi, Pakistan. She studied there and acquired her BA and MA degrees in Urdu Literature. She started her professional career as an assistant editor of Aawaaz (Karachi), then edited by the eminent poet, Fehmida Riaz. Her poetry was featured on Radio Pakistan. She shifted to India after her marriage and later went to the United States of America, where she remained associated with teaching at the University of Texas, Austin, in its Hindi–Urdu Flagship Programme. Later, she moved to Karachi.

      Afreen is one of those prominent poets whose work engages with the issues of women in Pakistan. Her poetry draws upon a private hinterland of the local flora and fauna with which she identified intimately and which included simple folks, open fields, food grains, the blowing wind and a kind earth. She also wrote of her diasporic longings for a home left behind. Her vocabulary is distinct and her turns of phrase spell out her affiliations to her personal and political space. Afreen has two collections to her credit—Kunj Peele Phuloon Kaa and Dhoop Apne Hisse Ki.

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      Ladkiyaan maaon jaise muqaddar kyun rakhti hain

      Tan sehra aur aankh sam
    undar kyun rakhti hain

      Auratein apne dukh ki wiraasat kis ko dengi

      Sandooqon mein bund ye zewar kyun rakhti hain

      Wo jo aap hi pooji jaane key laayaq theen

      Champa si poron mein pathhar kyun rakhti hain

      Wo jo rahi hain khaali pet aur nange paaon

      Bacha bacha ker ser ki chaadar kyun rakhti hain

      Band haveli mein jo saanahe ho jaate hain

      Un ki khabar deewarein aksar kyun rakhti hain

      Subh-e-wisaal ki kirnein hum se poochh rahi hain

      Raatein apne haath mein khanjar kyun rakhti hain

      1

      Why do the girls share their fates with their mothers, why?

      Why are their bodies all wilderness, eyes all ocean, why?

      Who would these women make the lasting heirs of their pain?

      Why do they keep gems and jewels hidden in a vault, why?

      Once, they were the ones fit to be revered but now

      Why do they keep pebbles in champa limbs, why?

      They survived empty stomach, bare feet but now

      Why do these women save their head-covers, why?

      Dark plots often thicken in the well-guarded palaces

      Why do the walls keep secrets in their chests, why?

      The first rays of the dawn of union ask me now:

      Why do the nights keep swords in their hands, why?

      2

      Jinhein ki ‘umr bhar suhaag ki duaaein dee gaeen

      Suna hai apni choodiyaan hi pees kar wo pee gaeen

      Bahut hai ye rawaayaton ka zahr saari ‘umr ko

      Jo talkhiyaan hamaare aanchalon mein baandh dee gaeen

      Kabhi na aisi fasl mere gaaon mein hui ke jab

      Kusum ke badle chunriyaan gulaab se rangee gaeen

      Wo jin ke pairahan ki khushbuein hawa pe qarz theen

      Ruton ki wo udaas shaahzaadiyaan chali gaeen

      Un ungliyon ko choomana bhi bid‘atein shumaar hon

      Wo jin ke khaakh per numoo ki aayatein likhi gaeen

      Saron ka ye lagaan ab ke fasl kaun le gaya

      Ye kis ki khetiyaan thheen, kis ko saunp dee gaeen

      2

      All prayers for their happy union for all life

      But also a drink of crushed bangles for all life

      Enough, this curse of customs for all life

      Enough bitterness tied to our robes for all life

      We never had such a crop in our village, never

      Not safflower but roses dyed our scarves for all life

      The breeze owed us the fragrance of her robes but

      The sad princess of seasons vanished for all life

      How can the kissing of those fingers look strange

      On whose soil the songs of life were written for all life

      Who robbed us of the toll of heads this season?

      Whose crops were these, who got them all for all life?

      62

      Asad Badayuni

      Asad Badayuni (1958–2003) was born Asad Ahmed in Badayun, Uttar Pradesh. Following the tradition of the past poets, he chose to append the name of his native place to his own name, as it was of great historical, cultural and literary significance to him. He received his early education in his hometown and worked at Aligarh Muslim University as an Urdu professor. He died there, following an illness.

      Badayuni is a prominent voice among his contemporaries. He dwelt upon finite nature of life as well as the infinite nature of time, and sought his metaphors in the timelessness of history and the imperishability of cultural heritage. He developed his own mythologies to interpret time and space by annotating the prevalent meaning of pain and duplicity, dreams and despair, reality and fantasy. Strong visual and auditory imagination characterize his poetry. Badayuni published six collections of his poetry, namely, Gul-e Rangeen, Dhoop ki Sarhad, Khema-i Khwaab, Junoon Kinaara, Daastaani Ghazlein and Wara-i Sher. These were collected in his Kulliyaat posthumously. He also published five books of literary criticism.

      1

      Zameen se khalaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Wahaan se Khuda ki taraf jaaunga

      Bukhara-0 Baghdad-o Basra ke baad

      Kisee karbalaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Chaman se bulaawaa bahut hai magar

      Main dasht-e balaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Chamakta damakta nagar chhod kar

      Phir us bewafaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Rifaaqat ki raahon mein kuchh bhi naheen

      Yahaan se jafaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Badan ka muqaddar hai laahasilee

      Main zehn-e rasaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Agar main na aaghaaz mein mar gayaa

      To phir intihaa ki taraf jaaunga

      Chiraagh aarzoo ke jalaa kar kaee

      Safeer-e hawaa ki taraf jaaunga

      1

      From the earth to space, I will set off

      Then for God’s land of grace, I will set off

      Past Bukhara, Baghdad and Samarkand

      For a Karbala’s space, I will set off

      Although the gardens beckon me much

      For the country of disgrace, I will set off

      Leaving behind the shining, gleaming towns

      For my faithless love’s embrace, I will set off

      Love has nothing to offer, nothing at all

      Not to write love but to efface, I will set off

      The body is set to dissolve in a void

      For thought’s grandeur and grace, I will set off

      If I don’t perish at the start itself

      For the very last trace, I will set off

      I will burn many a lamp of longing

      Then for the wind’s base, I will set off

      2

      Meri ruswaayi ke asbaab hain mere ander

      Aadmi hoon so bahut khwaab hain mere ander

      Mere baahar nazar aaigi tujhe khaak hi khaak

      Kaee jugnu kaee mehtaab hain mere ander

      Wo bahaarein jo sar-e sat’h-e zameen khatm hueen

      Dekh le aaj bhi shaadaab hain mere ander

      Mujh ko sehra na samajh aur mere zaahir pe na ja

      Kaee darya kaee taalaab hain mere ander

      Maikade tak mujhe jaane ki zuroorat kya hai

      Humnashinaan-e ma-i-naab hain mere ander

      Mujh ko marne se bachaa to naheen sakte jaanaan

      Zinda rahne ke jo asbaab hain mere ander

      Sair kar too bhi ye majmoo’a pareshaani ka

      Mujh se bichhde hue ahbaab hain mere ander

      2

      The reasons for my disgrace lie within me

      I’m human, many a dream fly within me

      Beyond me, it is all dust and ash, all around

      Many a moon, many a firefly within me

      Springs that perished from the face of this earth

      Are all aglow in a sky within me

      I’m no wilderness; don’t go by my looks alone

      Many ponds and many streams ply within me

      Why go to the tavern if my kindred kin

      Drunk on pure wine are so high within me

      You can’t save me from dying, you can’t, my love

      Reasons to survive multiply within me

      You too should pass through this fare of miseries

      All dear, departed friends lie within me

      63

      Khursheed Akbar

      Khursheed Akbar (1959–), who was named Mohammad Khursheed Alam, was born at Barbigha in Munger, Bihar. He acquired two master’s degrees in Political Science and in Urdu. Currently, Akbar is a senior member of the Bihar administrative service and lives in Patna.

      Akbar carved a way for himself away from both the Progressive and the modernist poets. Sensitive perceptions of the physical and the spiritual, here and now, of the individual and the society clearly mark his poetry. He found space in his ghazals to reflect upon the alternating despairs and bliss of contemporary life. He appropriated ordinary speech to his purpose and charged it with greater vitality. Even while he respected the past traditions of writing, he tried to achieve a distance from them to arrive at a voice a
    nd a style that was distinctly his own. His collections of poems include Samundar Khilaaf Rehta Hai, Badan Kashti Bhanwar Khwahish and Falak Pehloo Mein. He has a critical study titled Aik Bhasha, Do Likhaawat, Do Adab: Aik Tanqueedi Jaayeza to his credit. Akbar is also the honorary editor of the literary journal, Aamad.

      1

      Lakeeron se bandhi taqdeer gum sum

      Hatheli ki har ek tadbeer gum sum

      Faseel-e shahr per aayat luhoo ki

      Quran-e dard ki tafseer gum sum

      Kunware khwab ne odhee zaeefi

      Hai aaeenon mein kyun hamsheer gum sum

      Khanakte qahqahon ki bebasi per

      Mere kamre mein ek tasweer gum sum

      Ragon mein kaisi kaisi khalbali hai

      Mere pehloo mein hai shamsheer gum sum

      mezaajon mein wahi darbaar daari

      Tapakti raal mein jageer gum sum

      Dilon ki masjid-e wiraan mein Akbar

      Azaan khaamosh hai takbeer gum sum

      1

      A fate tied to the lines of fate, lost

      Every endeavour of the hand, lost

      Verses in blood on the city’s frontiers

      The meaning of pain’s testament, lost

      The bachelor dreams have grown old now

      Why in the mirror, the sister lost

      On the helplessness of loud laughter

      A photograph in my room looks lost

      What a hubbub in the humming veins

      By my own side, my own sword lost

      In nature, just the same surrender

      In temptation, all inheritance lost

      In the deserted mosque of hearts, Akbar

      Call for prayer silent, verse of prayer lost

      2

      Hukmaraani bayaan se baahar hai

      Bebasee ab makaan se baahar hai

      Dard ka zaaeqa bataoon kya

      Ye ‘ilaaqa zabaan se baahar hai

      Wo Madeena hai main mohajir hoon

      Ye ta’alluq gumaan se baahar hai

      Ek sajda hai apni marzi ka

      Wo tere aastaan se baahar hai

      Dhoop chaahe shadeed ho jitni

      Aap ke saibaan se baahar hai

      Aik muthhi zameen ki khwahish bhi

      Sarhad-e aasmaan se baahar hai

      Aakhri aadmi qabeele ka

      Dekh, shahr-e amaan se baahar hai

      Ek patta hai shaakh-e ‘uryaan per

      Jo muraad-e khazaan se baahar hai

      Kaun Khursheed ko kahe apna

      Wo to dono jahaan se baahar hai

      2

      Power play goes beyond description

      Helplessness wanders beyond a home

      How to describe the taste of pain

     


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