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    The Changing Light at Sandover

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      Here, there, swift handle pointing, letter upon

      Letter taken down blind by my free hand—

      At best so clumsily, those early sessions

      Break off into guesswork, paraphrase.

      Too much went whizzing past. We were too nice

      To pause, divide the alphabetical

      Gibberish into words and sentences.

      Yet even the most fragmentary message—

      Twice as entertaining, twice as wise

      As either of its mediums—enthralled them.

      Correct but cautious, that first night, we asked

      Our visitor’s name, era, habitat.

      EPHRAIM came the answer. A Greek Jew

      Born AD 8 at XANTHOS Where was that?

      In Greece WHEN WOLVES & RAVENS WERE IN ROME

      (Next day the classical dictionary yielded

      A Xanthos on the Asia Minor Coast.)

      NOW WHO ARE U We told him. ARE U XTIANS

      We guessed so. WHAT A COZY CATACOMB

      Christ had WROUGHT HAVOC in his family,

      ENTICED MY FATHER FROM MY MOTHERS BED

      (I too had issued from a broken home—

      The first of several facts to coincide.)

      Later a favorite of TIBERIUS Died

      AD 36 on CAPRI throttled

      By the imperial guard for having LOVED

      THE MONSTERS NEPHEW (sic) CALIGULA

      Rapidly he went on—changing the subject?

      A long incriminating manuscript

      Boxed in bronze lay UNDER PORPHYRY

      Beneath the deepest excavations. He

      Would help us find it, but we must please make haste

      Because Tiberius wanted it destroyed.

      Oh? And where, we wondered of the void,

      Was Tiberius these days? STAGE THREE

      Why was he telling us? He’d overheard us

      Talking to SIMPSON Simpson? His LINK WITH EARTH

      His REPRESENTATIVE A feeble nature

      All but bestial, given to violent

      Short lives—one ending lately among flames

      In an Army warehouse. Slated for rebirth

      But not in time, said Ephraim, to prevent

      The brat from wasting, just now at our cup,

      Precious long distance minutes—don’t hang up!

      So much facetiousness—well, we were young

      And these were matters of life and death—dismayed us.

      Was he a devil? His reply MY POOR

      INNOCENTS left the issue hanging fire.

      As it flowed on, his stream-of-consciousness

      Deepened. There was a buried room, a BED

      WROUGHT IN SILVER I CAN LEAD U THERE

      IF If? U GIVE ME What? HA HA YR SOULS

      (Another time he’ll say that he misread

      Our innocence for insolence that night,

      And meant to scare us.) Our eyes met. What if…

      The blood’s least vessel hoisted jet-black sails.

      Five whole minutes we were frightened stiff

      —But after all, we weren’t that innocent.

      The Rover Boys at thirty, still red-blooded

      Enough not to pass up an armchair revel

      And pure enough at heart to beat the devil,

      Entered into the spirit, so to speak,

      And said they’d leave for Capri that same week.

      Pause. Then, as though we’d passed a test,

      Ephraim’s whole manner changed. He brushed aside

      Tiberius and settled to the task

      Of answering, like an experienced guide,

      Those questions we had lacked the wit to ask.

      Here on Earth—huge tracts of information

      Have gone into these capsules flavorless

      And rhymed for easy swallowing—on Earth

      We’re each the REPRESENTATIVE of a PATRON

      —Are there that many patrons? YES O YES

      These secular guardian angels fume and fuss

      For what must seem eternity over us.

      It is forbidden them to INTERVENE

      Save, as it were, in the entr’acte between

      One incarnation and another. Back

      To school from the disastrously long vac

      Goes the soul its patron crams yet once

      Again with savoir vivre. Will the dunce

      Never—by rote, the hundredth time round—learn

      What ropes make fast that point of no return,

      A footing on the lowest of NINE STAGES

      Among the curates and the minor mages?

      Patrons at last ourselves, an upward notch

      Our old ones move THEYVE BORNE IT ALL FOR THIS

      And take delivery from the Abyss

      Of brand-new little savage souls to watch.

      One difference: with every rise in station

      Comes a degree of PEACE FROM REPRESENTATION

      —Odd phrase, more like a motto for abstract

      Art—or for Autocracy—In fact

      Our heads are spinning—From the East a light—

      BUT U ARE TIRED MES CHERS SWEET DREAMS TOMORROW NIGHT

      Dramatis Personae (a partial list

      Which may conveniently be inserted here):

      Auden, W(ystan) H(ugh), 1907–

      73, the celebrated poet.

      Clay, John, died 1774,

      A clergyman. Now patron to DJ.

      Deren, Eleanora (“Maya”),

      1917–61, doyenne of our

      American experimental film.

      Mistress moreover of a life style not

      For twenty years to seem conventional.

      Fills her Village flat with sacred objects:

      Dolls, drums, baubles that twirl and shimmer,

      Stills from work in progress, underfoot

      The latest in a lineage of big, black,

      Strangely accident-prone Haitian cats.

      Dresses her high-waisted, maiden-breasted

      Person—russet afro, agate eyes—

      In thriftshop finery. Bells on her toes,

      Barefoot at parties dances. Is possessed

      (Cf. her book on voodoo, Divine Horsemen)

      During a ceremony (1949?)

      By Erzulie the innocently lavish,

      Laughing, weeping, perfume-loving queen

      Among the loa, or divinities.

      Farmetton, Rufus, dead of heart attack

      In the Transvaal, 1925.

      Previous incarnation of JM.

      Ford, Kinton, 1810–43,

      Editor of Pope’s works. Inquiry,

      Albeit languid, has unearthed to date

      No vestige of this poor infatuate

      Of letters, or his book—though now we know

      Whence come the couplets that bedevil so

      (Ephraim, no spell for exorcising them?)

      His faithful representative JM.

      Jackson, Mary Fogelsong, born 1890,

      DJ’s mother. Representative

      Of Ayako Watanabe. Model

      For “Lucy Prentiss” in JM’s lost novel.

      Lodeizen, Hans, 1924–50,

      Dutch poet. Author of Het Innerlijk

      Behang, &c. Studies in America.

      Clever, goodnatured, solitary, blond,

      All to a disquieting degree.

      Plays a recording of the “Spring” Sonata

      One May night when JM has a fever;

      Unspoken things divide them from then on.

      Dies of
    leukemia in Switzerland,

      The country of a thousand years of peace.

      At Stage One when we first get through

      —And where he is denied the taste and hearing

      Which are Ephraim’s privilege at Six.

      (Stage by Stage the taken-leave-of senses

      RETURN TO US LIKE PICTURES ON A SCREEN

      GROWN SOLID THAT AT 1ST ARE MERELY SEEN)

      Hans’s Stage is that of vision pure

      And simple: rinse the cup with rum for him,

      He cannot find his tongue, his eyes alone

      Burn, filling…as this moment do my own.

      Patron, that summer, to a holy terror

      Known as Joselito, five years old,

      On a plantation near Caracas where,

      Says Ephraim, he CUTS CANE & RAISES IT

      Merrill, Charles Edward, 1885–

      1956, JM’s father. Representative

      Of a mystic from Calcutta he dismisses

      As a DAMN POOR ADMINISTRATOR Model

      For “Benjamin Tanning” in The Seraglio.

      Mitsotáki, Maria Demertzí,

      1907–74. Described

      Elsewhere (cf. “Words for Maria”). Dead

      In these last months of the dictatorship.

      Athens will be a duller town without her.

      Pincus, Beatrice (“Betsy”) Merrill, born

      1937, JM’s niece. Model

      For “Ellen Prentiss Cade” in the lost novel.

      Simpson, Ephraim’s representative.

      Reborn as “Gopping” (1955)

      And (1956) as Wendell Pincus.

      “Smith, Rosamund,” character in the novel,

      Later the Marchesa Santofior.

      Perennially youthful, worldly, rich,

      And out of sight until the close, at which

      Point—but no matter, now. By degrees grows

      Like all my “people” (the old Prentisses,

      Their grandchild Ellen, Ellen’s husband Leo,

      Joanna flying toward them through the storm)

      A twilight presence. I may need her still

      But Ephraim shoulders her aside. She will

      Have wrinkled soon to purple fruitlessness,

      Leaving the outcome anybody’s guess.

      Yeats, W(illiam) B(utler), 1865–

      1939, the celebrated

      Poet. Author of A Vision.

      Familiar spirit: Leo Africanus.

      —For as it happened I had been half trying

      To make sense of A Vision

      When our friend dropped his bombshell: POOR OLD YEATS

      STILL SIMPLIFYING

      But if someone up there thought we would edit

      The New Enlarged Edition,

      That maze of inner logic, dogma, dates—

      Ephraim, forget it.

      We’d long since slept through our last talk on Thomist

      Structures in Dante. Causes

      Were always lost—on us. We shared the traits

      Of both the dumbest

      Boy in school and that past master of clauses

      Whose finespun mind “no idea violates.”

      Ephraim nonetheless kept on pursuing

      Our education. Ignorant and lazy

      Though he must have found us, he remained

      Sweetness itself. We hardly tasted

      The pill beneath his sugar. USE USE USE

      YR BODIES & YR MINDS—instead of being

      Used by them? So imperceptibly

      His bromides took, I only now detect

      How that thirtieth summer of mine freed me—

      Freed perhaps also D—to do the homework

      Fiction had optimistically assigned

      To adolescence. TAKE our teacher told us

      FROM SENSUAL PLEASURE ONLY WHAT WILL NOT

      DURING IT BE EVEN PARTLY SPOILED

      BY FEAR OF LOSING TOO MUCH This was the tone

      We trusted most, a smiling Hellenistic

      Lightness from beyond the grave. Each shaft

      Feathered by head-turning flattery:

      LONG B4 THE FORTUNATE CONJUNCTION

      (David’s and mine) ALLOWED ME TO GET THRU

      MAY I SAY WEVE HAD OUR EYES ON U

      —On our kind hearts, good sense, imagination,

      Talents! Some had BORNE FRUIT Others bore

      Comparison with those the Emperor

      Recruited, fine young fellows from five races,

      To serve as orgy-fodder in CAPRICES

      (Named for their locus classicus no doubt)

      Which E, to tease our shyness, fleshes out

      With dwarfs, tame leopards, ancient toothless slaves

      Unmarred by gender, philtres up their sleeves;

      A certain disapproving TULLIA her

      Red-and-white running in the de rigueur

      Post-revel bath of dry Egyptian wine…

      How by the way does he look? Blond, sun-kissed,

      Honey-eyed, tall. AN ARCHAEOLOGIST

      MEASURED THE BONES OF GERMANICUS 1 POINT 9

      METERS I WAS TALLER And what age

      Does one assume in the next world? THE AGE

      AT WHICH IT FIRST SEEMS CREDIBLE TO DIE

      Ephraim accordingly, in our propped-up glass,

      Looks AS I DID AT 22 The last

      Mirrors he has used were at Versailles

      In the 1780’s. I WAS ALL THE RAGE

      MY 2ND COURT LIFE Mediums: d’Alençon,

      The duke, and his smut-loving so-called son

      BOTH CHARMERS—the old man by now at Stage

      Two; the younger, twelve lives later, still a

      Garbage collector SHAMELESS in Manila.

      As for our patrons, we are far from certain

      How influential Messrs Ford and Clay

      Actually are. Oh, once the curtain

      Falls, and we need help in the worst way

      For the quick seamless change of body-stocking,

      It’s these who come. And they’ll have much to say,

      We ruefully suspect, about the play.

      Viewed from the wings, what can it seem but shocking?

      Manners, motives, idiom and theme

      Horrify such fusty employees.

      Vainly they signal us: Desist! Ugh! Please!

      —All sense of play, in fact, quite lost on them.

      On Ephraim not. A critic sound, we said,

      As Shaw, with the edge of over nineteen hundred

      Years to improve his temper. And now that Simpson

      Had been again TYPECAST (Reborn? As what?

      A PURPLE FORKED MALE PUKING NAMELESS THING

      At GOPPING a vile crossroads God knew where—

      Congratulations! NOT FOR LONG I FEAR)

      Ephraim had resumed his volunteer

      Work in that dimension we could neither

      Visualize nor keep from trying to:

      For instance (this March noon) at a fogswept

      Milk-misty, opal-fiery induction

      Center where, even while our ball is kept

      Suavely rolling, he and his staff judge

      At a glance the human jetsam each new wave

      Washes their way—war, famine, revolution;

      Each morning’s multitude the tough

      Tendril of unquestioning love alone

      Ties to dust, a strewn ancestral flesh

      —Yet we whose last ties loosened, snapped like thread,

      Weren’t we less noble than these untamed dead?—


      Old falcon-featured men, young skin-and-bone

      Grandmothers, claw raised against the flash,

      Night-creatures frightened headlong, by a bare

      Bright Stage, into the next vein-tangled snare.

      PATRONS OF SUCH SOULS ARE FREQUENTLY

      MADE SQUEAMISH PAR EXEMPLE GBS

      U MENTIONED HIM TONIGHT AT 6 WITH ME

      VEGETARIAN ONCE HAD TO CLAIM

      A FINE BROTH OF A BOY COOKED OVER FLAME

      This was the tone we trusted not one bit.

      Must everything be witty? AH MY DEARS

      I AM NOT LAUGHING I WILL SIMPLY NOT SHED TEARS

      Flash-forward: April 1st in Purgatory,

      Oklahoma. Young Temerlin takes me calling

      On his chimpanzees. Raw earth reds and sky blues.

      Yet where we’ve paused to catch our breath, the lake

      Small and unrippling bleaches to opaque

      Café-au-lait daguerreotype the world

      It doubles. Stump and grassy hummock, hut,

      Ramshackle dock—poor furniture

      Of Miranda’s island. She is sitting huddled,

      Back to us, in the one tall, dead tree.

      Only when Bruno gibbering thumps the dirt

      Does she turn round, and see us, and descend

      To dance along the hateful water’s edge,

      Making the “happy” sign. Behavior which

      Allows for her no less inspiredly sudden

      Spells of pure unheeding, like a Haydn

      Finale marked giocoso but shot through

      With silences—regret? foreknowledge? Who

      Can doubt she’s one of us? She has been raised

      From birth in that assumption. It appears

      The plan’s to wed her—like as not, to Bruno

      When both reach puberty—and determine what

      Traces, if any, she will then transmit

      To her own offspring, of our mother wit.

      Now she’s being rowed across to us,

      Making the “hurry” sign. Now, heartbeat visible

      Through plum-dark breast, child-face alight

      Within its skeptic, brooding mask,

      Has landed. Up the low red clay brow scrambles

      Flinging her whole weight—as Temerlin’s

      Features disappear into one great

      Openjawed kiss that threatens to go on

     


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